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Veeky Forums I can't help it, I am attracted to fat chicks. Not chubby ones either, like morbidly obese ham planets. I know this isn't what based Zyzz would want for me. How can I get rid of these degenerate urges and get rid of the guilt so I can get back to lifting with a free conscience? I just want to feel normal and not get a hateboner every time a cute hambeast waddles by.

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Do you fap a lot? I've found that one of the few things that nearly everyone experiences with NoFap is a return to more normal sexual urges

I only fap once or twice a week. I've had this desire literally since before puberty. A fat girl with a cute face just sends me into mating mode.

I don't know if I'm a genetic anomaly, or if I have a disorder or what.

Help lads. I need a cure for this disease

It's a symptom of extreme natural high test. Eat more soy if you want to be a bitch

Cut out porn completely, this might change your sexual desires.

>extreme test makes you a whale hunter

Literally what? If this were true then literally all of Veeky Forums would be raging chubby chasers.

Diabetes?

is your mother fat?

How early before puberty? I'm the same as you, I fap infrequently, not even to fat porn, but it won't change a thing because I was attracted to obese women a decade before I saw pornography. I remember being three and getting boners thinking about my fat daycare teacher and specifically being aware of the causation, i.e. fat chicks make my dick hard. By kindergarten I was fantasizing about girls in my class getting huge and humping my bed. Whenever friends of mine have had the "haha when did you start fapping?" conversation they're always shocked by how early I was. Early sexual behavior correlates with molestation. 46% of gay men were homosexually molested. Sometimes I disassociate during sex. So for the last couple years I've been wondering about that daycare teacher. Maybe talk to someone if my experience sounds familiar. I haven't so I don't know if that will help but maybe someday I'll work up the balls too.

My fetish for SSBBWS literally started as a 10 year old when I accidentally stumbled on a porn website dedicated to this.
The porn jew got me as a 4th grader and I haven't recovered since. Nothing will make this fetish go away, its best to just accept it.
I'm attracted to normal size girls too so I guess it balances out.
>tfw want to fuck one but know immediately after cumming I'll be disgusted with myself as I know I'm fucking someone miles below me in SMV

I am into cuck porn. Why? It is wrong!

Yes you fucking degenerate, stop it and be a man

Huh. Molestation wouldn't make me want fat chicks though... would it? I had a very similar situation to yours, lusted after fatties since at least 5 years old. Never even been interested in skinny girls.

Tfw like skinnies and due to obesity epidemic they are rare and coveted so I can't keep one

I want Boberry so bad..

Well if many gay men were molested by men it seems possible that men who like fatties could've been molested by fatties. Or maybe we were just born fucked up.

Now that you mention it I did have a really chubby babysitter I had a RAGING pre pubescent boner for. But she wasn't the /ss/ type, no predatory behavior and was always very sweet and chill. I just wanted to fuck her like an animal even though I had no idea what sex was.

I guess the mystery remains unsolved.

Skinnies aren't that rare unless you live in the deep South of Murica. What you talking bout Willis?

She's pretty great, yeah. Falls squarely into the "should not want" category.

>mfw afraid to get a skinny gf because I'm worried ill enable any bad habits or laziness until she's Boberry sized

I must resist the degeneracy. Perhaps some jesus will help. Has anyone ever had any success praying away a sexual obsession?

>pear bottom
I can't tell you how many nuts I've busted to her and instantly regretted it

just accept it user, there is no point of denying yourself

How did you randomly stumble onto a ssbbw website kek

was searching for bobs on youtube and one link after another ended up on this website lol

buuuut they are.

>citation needed

A likely story. How did you get aroused by it if you'd never been interested in fatties before though? SSBBW is a huge jump from "normal" tastes.

I've come to accept that I'm wired to be sexually attracted to ss/bbw but I would never date or marry one. All of my encounters online or in real life confirms that these hambeast are two or three times more likely to have a personality disorder than your average woman and are extremely self centered. Thank God I'm attracted to fit, thicc, and thin girls aswell in krder to find a potential partner. I embrace my fetish but leave at that.

Have you actually fucked one yet?
I followed this rabbit hole very far down and fucked a 120kg 5'6" girl.

Not great at all.

Stick to chubbers and slim QTs, they are much better.

I have no idea, I was only 10 years old.
One thing I remember is having a 3 hour long erection that led to me humping pillows.

I do live in deep South of America m8

>being three and getting boners
What

Nofap made me hornier, which made me want to jerk off to more and more degenerate things

I started masturbating when I was 3 or 4 years old so it's possible. I didn't do it with a boner though.

>he didn't get hard as a toddler

Low test.

If my conversions are right that's around 260 pounds. Goddamn man. I've fucked a 300 pounder but it was a challenge and I have experience, to go from nothing to 260 must have been tough. Was it a good work out at least? I find fucking fatties has actually made me more Veeky Forums because of the increased effor required.

No it's just a meme from maybe 2015 that went to far

This. Fapping other day helps me contain the urge. Going much longer than that eventually brings me to the point of scheduling meets with fat chicks and traps. Once I even ended up buying an hour with a cheap chubby 50+ year old hooker.

>not fucking fat traps

Plebian

>How can I get rid of these degenerate urges
Fuck one. I used to think chubby girls were the best. Having fucked a few, fucking skinny girls is definitely better. I still enjoy porn with a girl with a fat ass and big tiddies, but irl fucking a 110lb qt is way better

But I have fucked one. In fact I've fucked over a dozen since graduating college and the few skinny girls I've fucked don't even compare. The softness, the jiggling, the tightness of their fat pussies. It's addicting.

I don't know if I'm gonna make it bros. I don't want to be doomed to be a degenerate forever.

Already have man. I'm trying not to get AIDS but after a couple days of NoFap my dick wants what it wants. If STD's and AIDS weren't a thing I'd be balls deep in chubby traps all of the fucking day.

>lol memes zyzz based lmao

If it's that big a deal to you, why not get a partner who's tested and clean and also a chubby trap? Sounds like you're endangering yourself and your immunofitness by not being honest about what you want.

>when the Mature Dire Braphog strolls in.

>A challenger appears
>options: Fight, run, flirt, murmur "BRAPP" over and over
>Wat do

>t. Newfag

Degenerates need to die

Have you applied fire to it?

>Start reading this
>I relate to almost all of it
>Have been sexually attracted to fat ladies from an extremely young age (about 5 years old)
>Disassociate hard during sex, both as a teen and now as an adult
>Never questioned it or put two and two together until just now
>mfw

I think I need to go do some self discovery. And maybe talk to someone. Thanks user.

>mother cheated on my father in front of me
>I had 2 gfs in past
>both cheated on me
>Now have third gf
>see cuck porn for first time
>nothing gets me on as much as imagining her getting fucked by bbc

Just degeneracy in general? Cause I have the same issue, but a different medium. I'm a huuuuuuge furfag and honestly I'm more interested in it more than normal girls. Like I can still appreciate actual girls and shit but it just doesn't compare to a qt doberman waifu
Should I just wait for waifubots or do I need to fix this?

that's it
it's decided

you must kill yourself

I had pictured myself experiencing it so many times that it wasn't that much of a shock, i didn't really feel I could take control of the fucking though, like fucking a piece of furniture

OP, question for you. I have 10 kids; 2 by my wife, who we raise together, 2 by her best friend who is unmarried and lives across the country but we support partically financially, 3 by my wife’s lesbian cousin who is in the military, and 3 by her wife, a pastor in a very liberal church. All the kids except 2 have two parents, a home, good education, and have never been in trouble. But it’s a pretty unusual situation. Am I “degenerate” in your view?

when cincobate-octobate every day you will most liekly fap to fat porn, because anything can be erotic, not exclusively but every once in a while you will have desire to fap to 500lb goddess, its freaky for sure

but whenever i see fat women irl i am turned off, they just kind of smell bad

Damn it. That's so similar to me. I liked fatties when I was young, like I remember being attracted to them as young as 3 years old. I fantasized about my kindergarten/pre school teachers who were chunky. I explicitly remember likening the idea of a fatter woman to one that was tall/giant as well. Any other anons into slightly taller/amazonian/giant women as well?

I think that being sexually capable when younger primes you to like larger women.

>Glock Brand Glock
>Steel

OP here. I'm fascinated by this. If my dumb ass thread can lead to improved mental health for anyone then maybe I haven't wasted space on the board. I am thinking of looking into this too--there's definitely a link between "early" sexual awakenings and a desire for huge women. Are we just imprinting on female figures who seem larger due to our child selfs smaller proportion? Is that why we keep coming back to oversized figures as a source of sexual focus, instead of diversifying into different tastes? My mind is full of fuck.

That's a lot of kids user. I would not say you are degenerate, you seem to have done your best to care for most of them.

Fuck off /k/ unless you brought hot fat chicks with guns for us to be degenerate at.

>anti-degeneracy general
>constant stream of degenerate posts
How about posting inspiring or motivating posts instead?

Sure. Anyone listen to uplifting podcasts? I listen to Art of Manliness. Kind of memey at points but I like a lot of it, especially the episode on violence and this episode.

artofmanliness.com/2018/02/06/12-rules-for-life-jordan-peterson-interview/

It's nice to unexpectedly find role models in random podcast interviews. Reinforces positive improvements too.

>requests non degenerate posts
>brings nothing to the table

The absolute state of Veeky Forums

That's what I was getting at. We imprint on them due to relative size and equate more size with better

It's actually strange how much I can relate. The thing is tho I can still get off to regular stuff. The main differences with me and you however are
I never had an incident as a child.
I've never actually been with a woman so I wouldn't know if it's just the porn aspect.
Also the first term I masturbated was to a BBW video but I didn't have my first wank till I was 18. I'm 21 now

just how i like 'em

you motherfuckers need jesus

I remember being about 4 years old and having a recurring dream where I was Mario and I was riding a massive fat woman around the jungle like she was a hippo and I had a boner. It seems i'm pre destined to like fatties

Oh fuck off, there are few things worse than being attracted to something that's inherently unhealthy

Meet someone who will let you fuck her wearing a fur suit?

Try actually fucking one and you will be sane the instant it bends over

Holy shit, same. I didn't want until I was 19, but I've been attracted to them for ages. See

Start with yourself.

Hahaha what the fuck?

Seriously?

same, except ive accepted my disorder and smash on the reg. never been happier

post more fuckpigs like these

Not really on topic, but okay

Testlet detected. Eat more onions

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From personal experience de-escalation is the way to go.

Try restricting how often you view pornography and what you view. Try abstaining for one day a week. If you succeed, try for two days a week and so on. Try to get to the point where you restrict yourself to weekends only.

I can't personally attest to no-fap because i've never masturbated but i'm sure it can't hurt.

Personally I found consuming incrementally tamer material helps. I found myself only being able to get off to the 400 - 500lbs range. By slowly reducing the size of the women in the material i view i've managed to get down to the 200lbs range and dropping.

It differs depending on your particular brand of fetish, but i've found i dislike fat faces. So during my de-esculation i made sure to only view material that included the faces of the models. Because i was able to see how fat disforms a face I was able to break the fantasy portion of my fetish that came from only viewing women from the neck down. This may not work with a model like Boberry but rarely do gainers have that one-in-a-million fat distribution so it works most of the time.

That's all i've got, hope this helps OP and godspeed to all you other recovering fat fetishists.

Ive been like this since before puberty too. Used to watch the blueberry scene in willy wonka on repeat even pre-fap. Im an otherwise normie office drone but my bff at work is the finance girl who sits just by the kitchen snacks and has gained 100+ pounds in the last few years. Diamonds. No regerts.

Do you want to fall in love with someone that will certainly die at least 30 years before you do? Do you want your kids to grow up like her? Come on man..Think without your dick for just a moment.

Yes and yes unironically, i am a degenerate but im loving life everyone is a fat pig.

Well then you are retarded and should seek help outside of Veeky Forums.

Workout
Have no fetishes
Dont watch porn
Dont masterbate
Wait until marraige

If i leave Veeky Forums i might miss the next time someone posts coordinates to their murder victim but thx for the advice reddit.

Veeky Forums is like 90 low test
You must be new here

I've recently got into tranny's :/ fuak guys I'm only 19 lmao. Fat fucking Lenny doesn't help. I'm on day 3 of nofap hoping to detox myself from the big black cocked tranny's. Pray for my soul .

>I've never masturbated

You are either the largest soyboy in all of existence or you're lying. Pick one.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>Raised in a Conservative household
>didn't find porn until I was 15
>didn't dare touch myself then out of shame
>refuse to do so today out of principle

The thought of using my dick like that is distasteful. Monkeys do it because they have non existent self control, humans do.

However, Looking back, my sexual repression was probably not healthy and probably the cause of my depraved fetish.

by the way average test levels and by all accounts normal sex drive as well.

>tfw I didnt fap till 25 and to this day I am a fucked up deviant

My brother.

>no memory of when it started
>just know that by 11 I was having raging hard-ons for this chubby chick in my class
>start working out at 15, actually make decent gains
>by 17 I was dating the fattest girl (she must've been some 250 lbs) in high school and took up cooking just to please her
>eventually start liking scat
>move to the US for college last year
>now nothing makes me harder than cooking a good meal for a sweet fatass, taking her to poundland and getting her to shit herself
I have tried everything. I need help, fellas.

Okay, we're establishing a pattern here. High sexual focus at a very young age, complete fixation by the late teens, with varying tastes added on top as the sexual identity develops.

The question is, how do we defuse it? I don't think shaming each other into submission will help, we all seem pretty repressed. Hell, the repression might even be part of why we lift.

Have you actually made a girl shit during sex? I admit this is a bit out of my league. The taboo is also a huge element here: for me it's feederism, for you it's scat. We all seem to have Pavloved ourselves into worse and worse fetishes over time. What's a good way to start on a road back to "normal" sex and relationships?

No, I haven't done anything regarding it, it's just the thought. That said, I do enjoy feederism as well, and actually comes as the primary thing. I've tried pretty much everything.

Okay, that narrows it down a bit.

>1) Powerful sexual awakening sooner than it should happen, possibly due to test?
>2) Fat object of desire at a young age
>3) Expansion into darker shit in teen years
>4) Seemingly irreversible fucked up fetishes by the 20s

Porn is probably an element here. I think we should take this guy's advice:

I'm going to start with his idea regarding the faces. I think this will help to slow down the endless self reinforcing cycle. Anyone else with me?

Feederism has fucking ruined me. Fuck you internet.

Feederism is only hot on non-whales.

Expanding on my face theory,

Amatuer models post material with their faces obscured to maintain a certain layer of anonymity. This also has the unintended effect of allowing the viewer to dissociate the fetish material from reality.

Seeing the faces forces the viewer to see the model as a real living person and not just as an object of sexual gratification.

For me this brings forth the wellspring of self loathing and guilt that hides just below the surface when viewing the material by forcing me to consider the consequences my lust has on the life of the another person.

This kills the enjoyment and allows me to de-escalate further.

I've cut porn ever since moving to the US, it hasn't helped.

Fuck. We will need to get more inventive, then.

This is a useful idea. I am going to be sticking by this. Gimme some (you)s if you guys agree it's a good plan. This thread will probably crash at some point but I can re boot it in a month to see if any of us have made any progress.

Good idea, a monthly thread will help keep us accountable and keep discussing our theories and sharing methods of fighting it.

I think simply talking about it helps too. This is the first time i've ever talked about this fetish with other people and it's honestly liberating.

I feel like i'm in some fucking AA meeting or something.

Ok! I'll make this thread at the beginning of March then, see how far we've come. Hopefully the mods won't shit on us when I kick it off. But they haven't so far, which is nice--we ARE trying to get more Veeky Forums, after all. Mentally speaking.

Until then... best of luck, chum. Have one last fuckpig to speed you on your way.

>I feel like i'm in some fucking AA meeting or something.

Same. I think there is a whole thing where porn and fetish "problems" and fixations are not possible to discuss outside of places like this. And even here most of Veeky Forums is not amenable to putting up with deviant shit. I'm glad we got to have this conversation.

Yeah, definitely. Hopefully we can reduce it just to the point of "chubby", but in the end goodness knows how will it pan out. And being open about it definitely helps as it's probably so repressed inside us because of how it's percieved that we just need to get it out, though I'd like to figure out what you guys like about fatties.

Good talk fellas, see you in march