Sunday Night Thread

Get in here and feel. That thing that's on your mind? Post it in here, user. Get it off your chest.

Post lifting occasionally to keep mods off our backs.

i met the most wonderful and amazing person the other day. i have his picture but need his name to track him down.

whats his name Veeky Forums?

Nigger

>had my first thoughts today that maybe I wouldn't actually choose to get back with my ex if the opportunity presented itself

Making progress, bros. However, got too drunk last night and missed yoga today. Gotta nurse this hangover and get my ass in the gym later for some cardio, ab work and diddlies.

Blunderwit Corgistash


I'm concerned about motivation to continue working out alone. I watch plenty of videos and cleaned muh diet up but I'm concerned my routine isn't as good as it could be.

>Match with chubby girl on tinder
>Is this what my life has come to?
>She isn't really that overweight, and at least her face is cute
>Start talking to her
>Get her snapchat
>Try and talk to her there
>Puts minimal effort in
>Whatever, now I feel bad because I can't even pull a chubby chick
>Delete her
>She messages me today with "Good morning"
>Don't respond, I'm done with this girl
>Hours pass
>Messages me again
>"Not very talkative today?"
>Ignore
>More time passes
>"Ok well at least tell me why you don't want to see me anymore?"
>"You wouldn't respond to my messages and when you did you put in like no effort into the conversation."
>"user I'm trying to put effort in right now."
>"Too late."
>Now she has messaged me like 4 times and I haven't opened any of them
I really don't fucking understand women man, I think I'm just gonna go full circle and become a wizard.

Gonna contribute with some spicy autism

> hanging out with my classmate who is pretty chad, having a drink at a student bar
> he says his friends who play squash are doing a night out with the girls' netball team
> let's join them dude
> feel anxious but go (22 year old KHV)
> my friend introduces me to his friends and we get along fine
> watch a couple guys play beer pong in the bar
> a netball girl comes up to me and asks me what sport I do
> elaborately try to explain to her my lifting history and the year i took off to do boxing and how I'm lifting again but don't squat due to a recent back injury which put me off squatting but I'm still deadlifting
> she looks at me like wtf and goes away

There is no hope for me

I have been getting in touch with my spiritual side. Been watching sermons and started reading the bible. Haven't felt the urge to watch pornography in a while and haven't jerked off in at least a week. Lifts are going up, I'm gaining weight, and my studies are progressing. Feels pretty good overall.
What's the best overall exercise for building mass on my chest? I feel incline bench is good for strength but cable flies give me the best pump. Thoughts?

Meeting with my boss tomorrow, first "developing" review in 3 years. Only "developing" review.

Kinda scared because I know she personally hates me. Thank god its a union job as it takes like 3 bad reviews to even trigger an improvement plan.

Anyway, moral is: don't work with women. they are insidious and will wreck your career if you let them.

Finally got tinder. Got 9 matches in a day, but god women are boring to talk to.

You should've just said
>"I box."
or
>"I don't play sports, I lift."

We’re all gonna make it

Dont dwell on it user. So this time didnt work out, so what. Learn what you did wrong/could improve on and be ready for the next time.
We're all gonna make it

You're acting like a bitch. No wonder you can't even pull a tubber

I'm on PTO this coming week, I get to have a comfy week of workouts in the afternoon when nobody's at the gym. Can't wait

How do I not be a bitch

>met really nice girl at bar
>off alcohol for lent
>actually remember kissing her
>she pulls me in tight when we kiss

>first girl i remember since my ex
>feels breddddyyy good bros

also, going to start starting strength from the very beginning to get my numbers up; 45/70/100/110kg 5rm. Poverty deadlift I know. Going to curl and do tricep pushdowns every workout as well. I've been working out 5 months so am I too far gone or do I still have potential?

>look dyel so may as well be strong dyel

What's the point in continuing if the person you were trying to approval get from has left.

w-what did you do wrong?

>In exactly 1 hour I finish working at the job I've been at for 2 years, going out for drinks with coworkers after
>have 5 days off then start new, better paying, more interesting job
>bout to cash in on my vacation time and get a fatty finishing paycheck
>just started dating a qt short Russian girl
>hit 3pl8 squat this last week


After a long time of feeing lonely and unsure about where I'm at in life, everything feels like it's coming together. It may not be a feeling that lasts forever, but I am cherishing it and really savoring the happiness I'm feeling.

>Flirting with a girl at college
>never had a girl so into me
>kept it on the backburner for ego
>rejected by a 8/10- so I escalate it with girl 1
>one problem
>she black
>find black women repulsive
>Back out an be virgin for 2 years
>Or bend her over and think of kate mara?

I'm lonely and hurt, I really want to drink but I can't because it'll mess with the only real enjoyment I get in life

Basketball-American black or straight outta Africa black?

worked out earlier when i said i wouldn't today

>gonna make it brahs

Lemme guess, they like to travel and food.

congrats, you made it brah

Watch drive, didn't believe in the memes but helped me quite a bit conversing with strangers.

>been doing bodyweight exercises for a month and a half
>can barely do 50 squats in a row

I thought progress would be faster than this.

I finally bought my first car, now I need to learn how to drive it. I don't feel like such a loser though.

Been fasting for 48 hours.

Should I just do OMAD instead?

My shit just now was yellow and watery

>be me 18 breaking up with ex
>Bit rough, slept with my mate etc
>Don't see her again for years
>Stay good friends with other mate, no hard feelings against either of them because people are gonna chase what they desire and that's how it's supposed to be. I just get my shit together and move on. All is ok.

>Move on but have a hard time developing emotional connection with people for reasons I can't yet figure out entirely.
>Fast forward to now, getting close to 25
>Start dating a girl, having a blast but not seeing it go to far.
>Isn't the "type of girl" I'd imagine myself "chasing"
>Fast forward a couple months
>First girl Ive ever been able to be 100% myself around (pretty blunt and sometimes rough)
>Finally come to the realisation that after 6 years I'm getting emotionally attached to someone.
>Super excited and determined to see it through. Ain't no quitter
>Find out she feels the same.
>Go on another date and have an absolutely brilliant time
>All falls apart the next day for reasons I don't know
> Tells me she doesn't even understand herself.
> It's real in the feel.

Pisses me off big time. I have a feeling it will sort it self out and it's probably an overreaction to say the least, and maybe she's just confused or some shit. But God damn women have come and gone over the years like a change in the breeze and the first time I get past step one on an emotional level and it hits shakey ground. The biggest part that scares me isn't losing her because I know she's gotta do what's best for her, but I'm scared of going another several years before I find it again.

On a fitness related note I went from deadlifting 445 for a belted single at 228lb to pulling a double with no belt on 490 at 216bw since October. Happy with that I'll admit.

trying to find edgy reactionary political literature, like Evola, but without the gay pagan nonsense.

anyone got any tips?

That's rough, lad, sorry to hear it. Lift til you don't feel it anymore.
For my Legionnaires by Codreanu, check that out.

I'm 33 and I've been a functioning alcoholic for most of my adult life. I go through phases where I cut back but I always end up in the same place, which is at least a bottle of wine a day. I frequently drink in the morning. I've been ill so many times in the last year or so and my IBS is the worst it's been in years. Alcohol can't be helping.

I'm really going to try this time, Veeky Forums. I'll fill my time with the gym and shitposting about it on Veeky Forums

not very excited to go to work tomorrow, but i guess no one is

How can you become an alcoholic? It's like the shittiest drug to be addicted to, other drugs make you feel good at least.

Flipperton Stashwick

It's been a gradual thing for years. Plus, I have fairly crippling anxiety so have been self medicating with booze for a very long time

Holy shit I had weird weekend Veeky Forums
>go out of town for work but know this cute girl that lives there
>Tell her I'm heading that way and we should get together and show me the town or whatever
>now this girl always struck me as the innocent type, seemed very conservative, never dressed slutty or anything, actually was developing a small crush on her.
>first night I actually ask her if she can get me into the gym down there so we actually go and lift together.
>she actually lifts things, not just cardio, holy shit now I'm really interested.
>second night we are planing on checking out the night life so she invites a bunch of friends to pregame.
>Now usually I'm pretty good at reading people but it turned out i was dead wrong on this girl
>Dressed super slutty, actually had her ttits out at one point, kissing on randos
>it's not like I wanted a relationship with this girl or anything but i completely lost interest in her.

I mean yea I would of fucked her still but it was eye opening on how well girls can hide their personal life so well. That cute innocent girl that you thought was perfect is probably sucking off multiple guys right now. I think what I came out of this weekend with was that you really got to just focus on your self and do what makes you happy, cause other people do what they want.

Try to replace with high cbd weed, found it to be easier to cut out and doesn't fuck your body like alcohol.

Going from 100>0 never works especially not with alcohol, being physically addicted is a bitch.

I live with my friend and his wife, we are all mid 20s, house sharing with 2 other dudes. The wife treats me like a fucking kid all the time, is resentful, attacks on every opportunity. Does not help that I work with her as well.

She is just an overall awful person. I cannot take this shit any longer. I will move country in 6 months, until then, this. Any ideas?

>I drive.

I'm tired of being a 34 year old beardlet. Starting tomorrow I'm on monoxidil.

Try a testosterone, everything else is bullshit

I don't think I am physically addicted. I drink too much and too often but I don't feel physically bad if I don't drink

my test has been checked and is (((normal)))

Just got finished with abs/leg day, feeling breddy gud because I was a fucking savage to my cheating ex at a party last night. I don't need that whore, and we're all gonna make it brehs

Your level doesn't matter, if your not at Max lvl test you can still take trt levels or you do a cycle and are gonna see hair grow everywhere.

Bendadick Cuminhersnatch

What a prissy bitch you are

going on a date for the first time in 6 years with a girl that could easily have any guy she wants. Hard not to feel like she’s just doing it out of pity or it’s a friend date

>really hot chick I spent months trying to get with
>told me she wanted to fuck me and that she liked me
>who said shes fantasied about fucking me and >masturbated to the dirty talk I've done with her >told me in august shes not interested in me or any man rn repeats the same thing again 2 weeks ago
>browsing tinder today
>see her

It feels bad knowing shes looking for cock but that she doesnt want mine - she goes to the gym and is Veeky Forums

I know I should just forget her and move on, I mean we never even so much as kissed but shes hotter than any grill thats ever payed attention to me before and I keep thinking if she liked me before she can like me again

I stopped talking to her 2 weeks ago and have been on two dates with 2 diff chicks since then.

I kissed one at the end of the date, didnt message her for 24hrs and then notice on thursday that shes blocked me.

The other one has no interest.

Got ghosted by 2 chicks on tinder after they gave me their snapchat.

my FWB is fat and nerdy super nice but 0% physically attractive to me I want more Veeky Forums I don't want to be this lonely sappy loser DYEL neet anymore I want to make it.

Just endless streams of I like alcohol lmao or uni is hard lmao FUCK ME THIS I SHIT

I just do the short trimmed moustache and goatee because that's all I can grow. I bought some minox but I'm reconsidering it because my current style doesn't look bad and I would just have to start shaving my cheeks.

>don't work out for a week because of work
>get clinically depressed
>no joy in the world, making the bed or answering the phone is too much
Every fucking time. The only time I'm remotely happy is when I lift, does anyone feel the same way here? How do people handle not exercising at all?

I can't either. Just the one rest day a week I take is pretty shit