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Been there dude. Take a little while to make sure you're not just having a crisis but otherwise u gotta go

>stem degree
there's your problem

i have a chemical engineering degree from the best engineering uni in Canada and i still can't get a job

the last job I got I literally walked into a recruiting office and said "I'm here because I need a job, now. Who do I talk to about that?" And it was a contract manufacturing job. STEM is FUCKED

Lack of gf and social life

fuck that sucks
my uni forced me to get work experience and these companies don't even want to hire me now that i've graduated
considering leaving the country for an international opportunity at this point

>What keeps you up at night, user?
nothing matters , ill be dead in 40 years
everyone i know and love is going to die soon
theres nothing i can do but try and enjoy life

committing suicide is always an option

my gf told me today im not a priority in her life. we've been together for two years. i give her everything i have. i try every single day to show her how much i care and how special she is to me. i don't know what to do or if this should even hurt me as much as it does at all.

Got degrees in physics and math currently working well outside my field. I know that feel.

At this point I've got half a mind to start my own business manufacturing /k/ related shit but I know that were I to fail that things would get a bit rougher than I really want to deal with.

Persistence my friend, it will be okay, not necessarily good, but okay.

You sound kindof like a buggaboo. You probably dont challenge her.

It's time to find someone who will make you a priority or else you are going to risk LITERALLY getting cucked when she fucks or goes to secretly date someone new while still being with you. She will try and move on while with you, so that in the end she gets a clean break and you are left destroyed. She at least had the courtesy to let you know where she stands, if you don't man up and either tell her to be in it 100% then you gotta leave, else you have no one to blame but yourself when the inevitable happens.

That's fair since mine is niggers and jews still existing.

i honestly don't know if i could do that user. this is the first girl i've been with that's genuily made me happy. i've never loved anyone as much as i love her.

underrated

I'm a NEET. The only thing I have going is this graphic novel I have been writing for about 2 years that I keep procrastinating on.

One way or another user you will learn, I learned the hard way instead of addressing the warning signs and red flags I let it slide, pretending she was going to change or that "love" would somehow fix shit.

The heartbreak is fucking brutal when someone has already let go and you're stuck loving them. Good luck user

fuck, am i really in that deep? is there nothing i can do to get her to love me equally as much as i love her?

You can't make someone love you, user.

I left a girl I was with for 4 years and it was a great decision.
You'll be fine. Better, even.

I know this feel;

>spend 6 YEARS of your life with blood, sweat, tears, and expecting "yeah..after all this it will be easier.."
>after getting degree, certifications, lisence to fully work I start to apply for job
>all jobs ask for at least 3 years minimum experience
>IM FUCKED
>jobless for weeks
>then months
>too shameful of myself to even show up in front of my friends because I'm broke and have no luck finding a job.
>constantly checking my phone to see if I missed any calls from a potential interview.

I think I'm just gonna end it bros and just work at the local pick up mail package in the shopping plaza near me.

actually, looking at my post now, I think i might just end myself. Lifting doesn't hide the fact that I am constantly broke.

Work at a fucking cafe or landscaping you nerds.
Just because you got a STEM major doesn't mean your first job after graduating has to be in a STEM field.

t. a soon-to-be-graduating CS major with no hopes of getting a real job

You could always follow jesus user

Honestly just the fact that I haven’t made it yet. I’m working on a couple projects at the moment. If none of them make it and I’m still living with my parents in 2-3 years I’m gonna just kill myself.

fuck me this hurts. maybe i should give it time, like the rest of this month or so to see how things play out. i wanted to raise kids with her man. i don't think i can outright drop her like that.

Of course quick things like this are shocking.
Don't "see how it plays out" though, because you will get comfortable with your situation and stay with her, regardless of whether you should or not.
Either you do some soul searching and find what's important in a relationship to you and talk about it with her, or break up with her.

Don't just let yourself get comfortable being unhappy. It's a waste of time and it's exhausting.

fuck. i wanna cry. ill take your advice user. ill think it over for maybe a day and try to talk to her maybe on sunday. thank you

If it makes you feel any better, I'm doing gr8 and it's only been a couple months.

Godspeed.

id tell that cunt to fuck off

The fact that western society is about to collapse and China is going to end up colonising much of the world. Should probably learn Chinese to go with my data science skills but idk if I can be fucked learning a 3rd language at this point.

Ikr if white people stopped existing then 90% of the world could just collapse into anarchy so East Asia could step up and take control of the worlds resources to expand humanity into space. Imagine what could be done without countries squandering resources to help migrants from shithole countries or wasting them by throwing them at starving 3rd world countries that should just be left to collapse.

A good one to fuel your feels even more
youtube.com/watch?v=ImPM5IDIYPs

my inability to stop my double chin

Also I don't know how to take the neck pill, but I feel like I need it.

Not necessarily, white people's high efficiency is what stops incidents like this one. We need cops that would turn their heads when they see something like this happening.

Having to dedicate 40 hours of my life to making money instead of being able to dedicate all my time not spent sleeping to making it, and enjoying life with my gf.

You have to apply to shittier jobs user. I recently got laid off as a Mech Eng and have been applying to "CAD designer" jobs. That's basically the lowest rank for Mech Eng. Also be willing to relocate.

no gf

stupid people on the internett. particulary on vidya and fit

Perfect timing.
I was about to be impressed the girl next to me is doing 1pl8 because she's pretty small but then she barely half squats all her sets. I don't know why it's triggering me so hard

(But it's ok I see another girl doing 1.5pl8 ass to grass and I have a girl crush on her)

I haven't been chasing my dreams and I've wasted so much time

rejection from the bboy scene

keep practicing david

My experiences are similar user, actually close to identical. I knew it was for the best to be without her, but it hurt when it happened. I probably couldn't have realized the truth and broken up with her all by myself, so fortunately it ended up being a decision we came to ourselves. I cried a lot and was locked away for a long time afterwards (I almost tried to get back with her, thank fuck I didn't). It has been maybe 6 months and I feel pretty great. I am upset about the way she treated me and I realize now how heartless she could be. I am nostalgic sometimes, but I see clearly that it was for the best. Good luck user.

I am lonely
Pussy is at my finger tips on my cellphone but it isn't satisfying

ALSO, manlet

>I learned the hard way instead of addressing the warning signs and red flags I let it slide, pretending she was going to change or that "love" would somehow fix shit.
I fell for that meme too.
I got cheated on later.

Its fine though, made me realize you should always cheat.

pls be in dublin

>theres nothing i can do but try and enjoy life
congrats, you have discovered the meaning of human existence

A co-worker/friend and I are building a project together which will likely build us futures and fortunes, but he is overall a shitty person to work with (trying to take control, terrible ideas, annoying, smug, & argumentative personality, always fucking thinks he is right about everything).

Posted this in another thread
>friends gf always flirting with me
>all go to a bar together
>friends gf cucks him out of letting him drive her home and says she wants to ride home with me
>was warning friend the whole time that he shouldnt let her go with me
>grabs my hand when im driving her home from the bar
>instantly catch feelings for her
>fast forward
>week later
>shes saying she wants to ride it out with her bf even though she says she 100% has feelings for me
>stuck here with made feels for her
>no one in the friend group will talk to me because theyre mad i held her hand
Now i'm stuck here alone just hoping she calls up and says she changed her mind, life sucks yo.
What kind of chance do you guys think i have

if she is this disloyal to him, she will be to you
drop her and make up with your bros

Hi Kacynzski

are you fucking kidding me? you're quite the little pathetic worm if you're even thinking about betraying your friend

if you were any kind of real man you'd get some proof that this bitch is a whore and show it to your "friend"

better yet, just sever contact with everyone since you're a little bitch

>China
>expanding into anything but resin-adulterated diets

don't ever get with someone who is willing to be unfaithful to their current partner, they'll just end up doing the same to you down the line.

Apologise to your bro and tell him to leave her, then do nt contact her again.

go fuck yourself, you're talking about your friend's girlfriend.

If you don't respect him enough to respect the sanctity of that, why are you hanging out with people you don't respect?

Go apologize to your friend for holding his girlfriend's hand, and grow the fuck up.

Last girl I had claimed that I changed and left after I had a rough year and didn't own a dollar.

I still remember how I felt the day after when I couldn't do 20 push-ups.
It gets so much better, 11 months after I snapped my ankle I squatted 225 for 3.

Niggers existing

I tried, he asked me to be honest about having feelings for her, and i said i did because hes a good friend, so i didnt want to hide anything from him, i told him i definetly want her but i knew what was gonna happen if i got in the car with her
Friends still basically said fuck you
I've apolgized a lot, but if i didnt tell him how i felt id be no better than her trying to get with me before she got caught

...

Don't ever feel bad for the fact that you're taking care of your sick mom user. God sees it and will reward you.

I guess you fucked up not jumping ship immediately but that is completely understandable.
Good on you for being honest with your friend. Hopefully you guys can make up eventually, as long as you don't bone his ex.

Also all of our friend group told him to leave her and he refused to, my logic is that either way the relationshio integrity is already over, and my friendship is already ruined so i might as well wait until it all falls apart so i can scoop her up

I'm in love with a pornstar. God I'm so pathetic I literally spend hours trying to doxx her and find all the info I can on her. I fucking hate myself.

Fucking kek.
Do you feel cucked watching her stuff? Jeez man.
I have no solution for you, good luck

That /pol/ is always right and normies think everything is fine

I just saw her make some weird face in a porno once and I fell in love. I now constantly watch her videos and I don't even fap to them. In fact I don't even watch her getting fucked, I honestly just watch the foreplay parts where she is fully clothed. I have no idea why I'm so enthralled by her.

I've found her real name and pic related is the only picture of her from highschool i've found.

My height.

I'm 6'1 and desperately want to be 6'2. I'm not even kidding, there's just something about the way it sounds to my autistic brain. To me 6'1 sounds tiny and 6'2 sounds big, and I can't get that last inch no matter how much I stretch.

What's worse is I'm almost 19 now and haven't grown since 17 so I'm pretty much fucked

This isn't even manlet bait this genuinely ruins my mood every day and I measure myself legit 5+ times per day

Which one?

unfortunately Asians lack the ability to create. They are hive-mind and machine-like, making them excellent manufacturers or pre-engineered technology.

Women are not designed to love like men. Men love our women. Women love our children. Simple as that.

*of

I'm 26 and haven't had a relationship since I got my heart broken about 5-6 years ago. I try to be myself or go out of my way "acting friendly" yet no one ever becomes more than a loose acquaintance with me.

Writing it out helps me reconcile the feelings though... Seeing it on the screen before me is similar to hearing it from another person. I suppose I'm just a little too different to really get along with people, and every now and then the fact I can't fundamentally change this aspect of who I am brings me crushing thoughts of isolation and loneliness.

Oh and my city has been nearly completely invaded by chinks (to the extent normies realise and there's currently a book published on the topic being advertised) and the government actively encourages faggots and related degeneracy.

I'm emmigrating once i finish my degree.

Why dont you just move to Zimbabwe

Are you me? I have a shit smile and jaw though so I'm inhumanly ugly when I smile. Getting braces and surgery to fix it. I realise now that I subconsciously avoid looking happy because I know it makes me ugly. That can't be attractive to people.

Great choice of Manga, OP

violet starr, she also just quit so all her social media is now scrubbed. Makes me sad I'll never see her again but I'm happy that she's left porn.

What keeps me up at night? I want human connection. I live in a city with tons of young people but much like a marooned sailor looking for water in the middle of the ocean, I can't connect with the multitudes surrounding me. I don't like hanging out in bars or doing other normie stuff. Perhaps some were meant to wonder the earth alone, I won't stop trying though.

do you have a screencap of the face she made

I'm 6'1 youre fine bro. if it really upsets you just tll people youre 6'2 and they'll probably believe you

no but it was from Home Sex Ed with Shay Fox.

Just about to take the first steps into single life relationship has fallen to what once was.

She would train with me have situp/ pushup comps would do boxing and go for runs. Sex was good and now she doesnt leave the couch unless its to get food smokes or having drinks. Drinks diet coke constantly an goes through a 25 pack of ciggies in a day. Binge watches married at first site and some crossdresser comp. Every time i try for sex theres some new excuse and she doesnt do bjs.

Just having a rant about how much i let shit slide and now she got a fucking attitude about bedtime. Cant have the fan on cause she cant sleep yet wants the a/c on all night and some drama show on her ipad.

Fuck cunt im an idiot for letting her push it to the point the house is trashed and its apparently my fault yet her clothes are scattered everywhere.

My fuel for gym. Just wondering if i should end it on friend terms to keep her around and slowly torment her as i continue to get joocy as fuck and hit on sloots at work (same workplace lmao)

>starrhighschool.png
I don't recognize her in the pic but is it Rachel Starr? I feel in "love" with her in middle school over one face she made.

no it's violet starr, she's on the far left bending over.

As of late driving to work. Live in country for sanity and drive into city for work.

Not having enough worker, all colleagues are great but all the guys are autistic as fuck

fuck she is cute

>gonna fail degree soon
>no jobs
>broke as fuck to even renew gym membership
>age of 21 living off my mother still

You'd have no problem getting an engineering job in Asia or the Mid East user. They want white guys over there

Yeah I've probably watched her LesbianX scene with Valentina Nappi a million times. It starts off with them swaying their hips back in forth in unison to hypnotic house music. I can't handle it. Submission of Emma Marx: Evolved is also phenomenal.

Yeah walking around I feel plenty tall you're right it's a good height, I just think 6'2 feels so much better and I feel so guilty lying about it.

Do you tell people 6'1?