>break up with my gf >literally we were both each other's oneitis >obsessive love >most intense relationship i've ever had with a human being and even my friends say they've never seen anything like it >storybook tier shit >break up >want to die >for months i can't get over her >try to fuck roasties to fill the void and forget her >1st time having sex in like 8 months >cant even get hard >just wanna cuddle them and pretend its my girl >theyre not that affectionate during cuddling >look like chad so they probably were expecting to get plowed not be lovey dovey
everything is so empty boys......
i dont even know if i want to forget about her, no other girl will ever come close, to me she was perfect
Get a dog that you can hug, pet, squeeze and name george
Jonathan Rivera
why george
Ryder Roberts
Why you break up?
Samuel Murphy
The fuck else would you call him? Steve?
Robert Anderson
>most intense relationship i've ever had with a human being and even my friends say they've never seen anything like it >storybook tier shit >break up
She went to State and you did 2 years at community? Shut the fuck up Nicholas
Michael Foster
Fuck man I'm literally in the same spot right now. Left me 6 months ago and when I finally had a new one over I couldn't keep it up too..
>just wanna cuddle them and pretend its my girl This hits way to close to home. When I had that new one over I kissed her head and hair and when I closed my eyes I imagined it's her again. She probably thinks I'm weird.
Stay strong OP, we're all gonna make it. Eventually the memory of the perfection we had will fade away and we'll be ready to meet someone new without comparing her to oneitis.
Elijah Morales
>unironically caring about a woman You deserve to suffer
Ryan Martin
>have severe depression for many years >college grades are shit because of this >never do extra curricular shit bc depressed loser >have to apply for jobs >get more depressed knowing I'll never get any offers I'm only 21 and have fucked my life Feelssuicidalman.jpg
Henry Cooper
fags
Liam Lopez
are you me?
Joseph Robinson
Time will make the entire experience duller, it will always be a part of you.
John Young
This is one of those stories everyone can relate: the story of the true first love.
Josiah Taylor
Same bro. It's been over a year and I dream of her.
>lose everything >spiral down into depression >develop severe anti social personality disorder >wear a mask and harass people in the neighborhood to let out some steam >beat several people up, take things way too far >"police are looking for a tall man, muscular build" >can't believe I finally made it I'm happy now and my troubles are over
>literally we were both each other's oneitis FUCK I'M IN THE SAME BOAT HOW DO I AVOID GETTING SHIPREKTT
She's going to either force my hand to dump her or dump be even though she's madly in love with me but that's just "not enough in the long run" in her opinion
Jacob Nguyen
Where are you from? It's a pretty standard phrase in Australia
Thomas Green
Fuck dude I'm cute and all girls want to do is kiss and cuddle me. They want the boyfriend experience. I wish chicks would just fuck me
Nathaniel Myers
wanna trade with me
Jayden Hill
I wish I could complain about any of these problems. I hate being an angry cunt at other people like this but I can't help seeing this shit and getting mad that other people have the opportunity to even complain about this stuff. What the fuck is so wrong with me
Believe me, finding oneitis and losing her is much worse than never finding her. Knowing you'll never be this happy again, comparing everyone to her and realizing you fucked up your one chance of living a happy life is just crushing.
>t. one who's given up on finding love. Just trying to find a reasonable match to breed now
Jaxson Miller
we are here man
Jacob Lopez
>break up with my gf >
why did you do this if you were just going to cry for a year? Genuinely curious
Jordan Cruz
>worse than never finding her What about worse than never finding anyone because you're a coward? People say you should improve yourself for yourself but I do it to be the best for whoever I find because it should be a gift to that person, could you live with yourself being subpar for them? Feels like I'm doing it for nothing because I'm too retarded and scared to not be an autist forever. Already wasted my early 20s, gone.
Jonathan Myers
Stay strong mate. Can't say anything about being too scared to find anyone, but keep trying. Eventually you'll get better. Maybe try tinder or something to practice dating with some roasties? Nothing to lose there.
Landon Moore
to everyone in the same situation as OP, why did you break up?
Owen Hughes
Not OP but one of the guys in the same situation. She started changing and I was scared and tried to stop it. Some minor issues developed, and over time apparently she got the impression that she can't develop properly at my side. One day she tells me that she doesn't know if she can be with me anymore and she doesn't know if she loves me anymore.
Tried fixing our issues, without success, spent some time apart while staying in touch and one day she completely changes. Later I find out she met someone new. Don't know if I fucked up our relationship on my own or if he was a factor before the breakup too.
Evan Mitchell
Wow, I'm in a completely opposite situation. Gf says people can't change and never "develop" at all, and given how she doesn't like how I was 5 years ago, she's considering leaving me because my current self can't be my "true" self.
Jacob Myers
That sounds like proper bullshit to me. You sure she doesn't have other problems with you she tries to disguise?
Angel Martinez
I'm not catholic, she is. That's an ongoing issue as well.
Ethan Sanders
"I need to develop" = "I want dicks other than yours"
Jacob Ramirez
Nah, that state came much later. We had a great relationship, but she had some issues with depression and constantly wanted to change things about herself, hair, piercings, tattoo, which I deemed degenerate and unattractive. And because I'm a close minded fool who thought she was the best she could ever be, I actively tried to stop these changes. That might have made her issues worse. Also I completely didn't see the possibility that she could leave me one day, I just thought we were made for each other and could openly try to shape each other how we want them to be. And apparently I wanted too much sex and she felt at the end I just wanted her body. Which is funny, because now my libido is completely gone.
Joshua Hill
>I wanted too much sex and she felt at the end I just wanted her body I think this is the biggest meme reason, men usually want more sex than women, but women don't mind if they're in love / want to stay with the guy
Connor Hill
Yeah, that's a thing I had to learn too. While we were in love she was happy to satisfy my needs. Of course there are other reasons and one should not blindly take a lack of sex drive for a lack of love, but in this case I'm pretty sure it's true.
Jaxon Clark
>Feel like I get progressively sadder as the week goes on, end up binging on a cheat day wth some beers (I rarely drink so 3 beers is enough to get me toasty) >Wake up next day feeling great and on top of the world, repeat every 6 days or so What does my body mean by this?
Same here. We broke up and she was banging another guy inside of a week - probably already had him queued up. They don't love like we do. I never paired up again, lost all interest in women. Fuck em
Parker Garcia
Ok all of You listen to me now. Been through the first love break-up. I also had problems with getting hard to other women, thinking never gonna love again etc.
youtube.com/user/coachcoreywayne this guy helped me. Spent dozens of hours listening to him. I got a new girl, fell in love even harder than before, forgot to implement Corey's wisdom and lost the second love again. Semi-depressed now but gonna make it right the third time or die trying.
Listen to him and a happy fulfilling relationship will come upon You. Safe.
>27 y/o, no gf >am not neckbeard, am actually decently attractive and pleasant, have great and popular friends >literally everyone I know is baffled, including therapist >part of me just doesn't want one >most girls are unattractive to me anyway >the other part of me realizes that's all just a defense mechanism >something else is at work dating someone, even someone I find attractive, just seems so... inappropriate. Like using your fork to scratch your ass. I want to, sure, but it feels like that's not what it's there for.
Dominic Bennett
I know how you feel because I am the same. But don't worry, eventually you'll find a girl you'll fall for so hard that you'll want her despite these feelings and you'll do everything in your power to get her.
And it won't work out.
Aiden Brooks
21 lol. you just started. i am in a way worse spot careerwise but still optimistic. try stop being a little bitch, then it will get better every day
Ryder Fisher
>Why George? Just do it man, it won't work if you give him other name
Xavier Johnson
This, I know this is the most stupid thing you can do, I should get my head examined because I did fall for it anyway. >Fuckin hell
I'm horny, sexually frustrated, I'm also horrifyingly giving in the sack and can't get off unless they get off or are the one's who want sex in the first place Oh and I see sexual fulfilment as weakness and losing. Figure that shit out.
Anyway OP, you will be pretty much just be dealing with it in your own way until you befriend a couple of other chicks and you realize she's not the only woman in the world
Hudson Murphy
watch jordan peterson He will fix you
Owen Sanchez
How do I motivate myself to ask out girls? I feel nervous around them and don’t ask them out when I have the chance, I always make excuses. I know if I keep this up I will die alone though.
Camden Watson
same honestly. found a forest that leads to people's backyards but im afraid i'd get shot or people would recognise me because small town
Jayden Allen
lol do you know this guy?
Angel Young
I feel you bro, everyone is baffled that I'm a virgin and can't get relationships. A lot of people just straight up don't believe me when I tell them
Listen to Patrice O'Neal on relationship advice shit changed my life, man was a prophet.
Christopher Jackson
HAHAHA break up with that psycho bitch
Henry Adams
You could always have your testicles removed. The emotional pain would disappear because you won’t be attracted to any female any more. After you get the snip, you won’t even understand why you got so worked up in the first place.
Added bonus: castration has been linked to increased longevity.
Jeremiah Morgan
>Get cut >Visible abs >Where I've been trying to get for so long >Start transition to maintenance then bulk >Eating good foods: oats, chicken breast etc >Perfect macros >Dad dies, have to be veg bc religion for 31 days post mortem >Only dad in the family backed my cut fully >Start eating stupid foods bc staple food was chicken for me >No one wants to tell me to stop >Started going bulimic >Stopped because it was becoming obvious
Now I've gained 5kg of basically just fat ffs anons I was so looking forward to eating food on the bulk and not just being tired And now tastebuds are used to high sugar high fat again Have to redo the exact same thing I did a few months ago again already All I want to do is overeat and die
Sidenote: dad was the only one who knew about attempted suicide so now no one knows. Can't tell if that's good or bad
Justin Robinson
Just get the snip snip. No more problems!
Julian Rogers
Not OP but my name is Nicholas and I had a similar story so you fuckin spooked me bud
except my ex was actually a fat cunt and I wouldn't fuck her again if you paid me.
Robert Morgan
Just make your dad proud. Thats all that matters. Don't neglect the immediate family. They'll need another head of the household and that'll likely fall onto his sons, aka you. Keep everyone close. As for the attempted suicide don't let anyone know. But be cheerful your father took that to the grave with him. And try to change that outlook for his sake. I dread the day my father dies. I don't see him often anymore. But I want to be able to look back and be the man he wanted me to be. If it helps, keep a momento.
People get tattoos, i personally think it's dumb. But ever since I was 4 I had this bracelet with my father's initials on it, which so happen to be my own as well.
Nicholas Scott
21 is young. Do extra curricula stuff now, go volunteer or do a sport
Oliver Wood
This guy is just some Redpill shill that doesn't know shit about women. He's not even married.
Eli Murphy
>Patrice O'Neal >The man who cucked his wife so hard she thought it was normal and they accepted a 2nd women into their marriage
Yeah, nah. Patrice is funny but his relationship was not traditional at all and thus his advice isn't enlightening.
John Foster
>lift for gf and our future family >she breaks my heart >struggle to motivate my lifts >struggle even to do my job What is the point of employment without someone to provide for? To make proud? I've never felt so blackpilled.
Sounds like you are scared of sex/intimacy, anons.
Jaxon Sullivan
to provide for your family
the world turns user, you will find another
Juan Diaz
Fucking this. I was so much happier believing I would be alone for the rest of my life. Once you get a taste you just want more. I wish I had my old life back.
Alexander Gutierrez
This is indicative that your relationship relied on unhealthy amounts of codependance.
Connor Nelson
>dont even notice a girl in a sports club >kinda average looking >not overly sexual >has a partner >dont even talk to her >just basic body language, facial expressions and whatever on her and my performance (on the sports) >actually managed to fall legit in love with her after a year >Felt like part of her was inside of my brain, and maybe vica versa. >little to no sexual feelings >somehow this giant fucking bomb of love was building up deep inside somewhere beyond my own cognition. >eventually only feel happy when I am around her. >have to tear myself away from her just to be able to sleep again and eat properly >months passed without her and still couldnt sleep and eat properly >finally after like half a year it went away a bit >fuck a random hooker...who VAGUELY looks a bit like her >all them feels come back up again. >managed to subdue it again after months of time >now use it as a benchmark to what I should be seeking for
even more pathetic than you op lol
Kayden Rogers
Its because youre used ti no gf, and also possibly because you dont act as normal/cool when youre talking to a girl as when you talk to your friends or other people in general. Flirting isnt hard, but it is something that you have to learn if you dont get it at first
Jonathan Collins
Were you born in 1930 or something? If not, you're too young as well.
Liam James
This. It may even take years off your life to get back to the mental state you were in previously, but you WILL get better.
She was only special because you made her special to you. There will be others.
Joshua Martinez
Are you me? >Feel worse and worse throughout the week. Constantly irritable and sad, mood swings on a dime. Get to the point where I feel so low thatI can't see reason for staying motivated. >Have some sort of breakdown on Friday. >Binge Saturday. >Feel great and hopeful on Sunday and tell myself it wont happen again. >Rinse and repeat
This didn't happen at all when I started losing weight. Now I feel like a fucking crazy person.
i'm in a similar boat man >23yo >never had gf or kissed a girl >had huge insecurities about my appearance that kept me from pursuing relationships >about 1.5 years ago started looksmaxing hard (roids/accutane/proper haircut/ clean diet/braces) >now above average attractiveness >go clubbing with bros every now and then >girls always eyeing me up >like a pussy i just give them a smile then look away
maybe i'm scared of intimacy, i just think that because i've gone so long without kissing or being intimate with a girl that i want the first time to be something special, not just some throwaway experience in a club. But I also recognise that this is probably just coping
Work and education took us wildly different places for too long without a way to be together physically. Eventually we grew apart. Sucks, it was really a great relationship, it's hard to imagine ever being as close to someone again.
Samuel Perry
>get Veeky Forums 1/2/3/4 2013 >meet girl 2015 >start seeing girl often >start living with her >2016 we move in together and we get engaged >Realize my only plan was to join the military >start studying to become contractor >tear patella on job >get fat, but she tells me she doesn't care >opiate habit to continue working more >She's constantly unhappy because we have no friends and never travel >start working 7 days a week >start taking vacations I pay for >travel to several states >introduce her to new things she loves >2017 I crush disc in my back on the job >take a week off and take her to florida keys >she says she's falling in love with me all over >she's got friends now >she's mad I don't like her friends >she's mad we never go out >I'm still working 7 days a week to support her vacations and trying to build our house and save for wedding >opiate habit making me depressed fatter than ever >She's stopped having sex with me >tells me she's not as attracted to me anymore >has new guy teacher at work she's friendly with >ask her if she wants to fuck him >won't look me in the eye but says "no" >I start to get more insecure in the relationship as the drought gets worse >We fight often >I leave after a fight and come home and my shit is packed >she breaks up with me >Move back in with my parents >realize I build my whole life around her >realize all i have post relationship is my motorcycle and computer >no longer motivated to become contractor >no longer motivated to build my own house
I've since lost 35lbs and I'm almost back with my lifts, but the only time I feel alive is when I ride that bike. I only ride it because I'm hoping it kills me.
Damn you roid at 21 then? Are you still cycling? I’ve wanted to for a while (23 now) but never had the courage to do it and have been lifting for so long at this point, I’ve basically hit my goal and just have to maintain it. I also used to get shit ton of female mired in college (was RA so that helped) but now lost most of my friends after moving away and rarely go anywhere and rely on tinder/bumble which is so heavily Skewed in female benefit that I get girls a good 1/1.5 points below me
>gf breaks up with me in november >hits hard but i start getting over it >meet new girl >we see each other a few times >starts flaking on me every time we have plans >stop talking for a couple of weeks >she starts talking to me again >would draw replies out so that conversation would last for days >invites me out but unable to go >she suggests dinner sometime in the week >sends massive texts that are like 3 paragraphs long >reply >goes back and forth for a while >she eventually stops replying >cant message her again because the last thing said is a large response to her essay and questions she asked
honestly what the fuck
Aiden Green
Keep riding it. Take it to a track instead and push that limit. Racing is the only thing keeping me focused and the expense of it is where my motivation to make more money comes from.
Damn, I'm in the same spot. I'm hoping this year is either my best or it'll have to be my last. Even though I made that decision and almost weend myself off of Vidya, I still can't make myself study in a timely manner. Guess its gg then
Cameron Lee
Fuck off fatty
Samuel King
>27 >fucked like once in the last eight years >about to graduate >looking into getting a job >not going so well >feel empty just want to sleep forever
Luis Nguyen
These chicks know exactly what they're doing. It's hard for sane people to process it because to us there's no reason to do this. Drop this cunt immediately, she's guaranteed insane
Hunter Peterson
Takes one to know one, you abusive piece of shit.
Wyatt Hall
i reckon you're pretty close to the head of the nail. i'm keen on her because she's interesting and different to my ex, but i genuinely cannot fathom being uninterested in someone yet replying with massive texts, asking questions and keeping conversation going only to not reply. it's utterly alien to me. if i'm uninterested in someone, i reply no more than i have to.
Jayden Collins
Or he just doesn't live in a bubble and has experienced many things in life, old and new.
Ryan White
Are you romantically interested in the user you just replied to? You might, *just might* be a toxic hypocrite.
Landon Collins
why did you break up with her than literal retard
Charles Edwards
>Get dumped by GF of 5 years >HS relationship[ so I am completely new to dating as an adult >Coworker finds out >Invites me out for drinks >We end up fuggin >Do it again a week later >She is very casual about it all >I dont know If I should try to initiate a relationship >I dont know if shes done hooking up with me >These thoughts consume me fuck brehs I was doing alot of /SIG/ before this and now I am hooked up over a new girl. Is there some way to overcome this weakness?