For me, it’s my twin sister
> be my sister
> semi professional runner (has gone to my country’s nationals)
>fit for a girl (cardiobunny
> extremley outgoing
> a fucking thot and a basic bitch
> she blames her problems of being a thot on me all the time (sayin i’m a snitch and so)
> can’t hit on girls because they either hate or are friends with my sister (she knows the whole fucking city)
> when we are both in a party we have to be in a separated rooms because “she wants freedom” (freedom to be a fucking bitch), guess who’s allways outside drinking with fewer people....
> best friend got in love with her and got friendzoned, not friends anymore
> got new group of friends, she started aproaching and fucked everything
> started getting fit, everybody saying positive things to me except her
> “user, you aren’t getting fit, you are a fatass”
Even if i’m at 12% bf
> we were both in a diet, had to starve myself for a whole fucking month because my opinion is allways discarded (killed all my sweet gains)
> my whole family thinks she’s always right even if she is not
> some people just talk to me because they want to get to her
> she has so much hatred in HS that i can’t talk with Some groups of people
The only time i’ve been free was last summer, we went to an inmersion program in the US and got separated in different states for a whole month.
What is keeping you from making it?
>fit for a girl (cardiobunny)
The fucking insecurity in this line has me laughing m8. Guess what, if she’s competing at a national level she’s not a fucking cardiobunny, she’s a runner. As for the rest, sounds like u need to get thicker skin, graduate high school, and move away in that order.
time to move to a different city and cut ties
if she follows you, cut her achilles tendons
Ignore everyone else.
You don't lift for them. You lift for you.
Do your own research and monitor your own gains.
If you talk to anyone in the gym you are a /fraud/.
>I'm being held back by people's opinions of me
You sure are
> when we are both in a party we have to be in a separated rooms because “she wants freedom” (freedom to be a fucking bitch), guess who’s allways outside drinking with fewer people....
You are letting your sister cuck you. Do whatever the fuck you want. (except fuck your sister, that's bad)
pic of sister?
Fuckin lmao dude. Three things:
>HS
>Hanging out with your sister
>Letting her be a bitch and getting pissed about it
If she's being a bitch you get to be a bitch right back. She's your sister - you're allowed to. Fuck her friends. Tell her she's a fat whore. Call her a bitch. Why the fuck would you ever take that shit from your sibling and not give it right back? If she were your mother or something then it'd be different but she's your sister.
You're getting cucked by your sister. Moreover, you're LETTING her cuck you. Man up.
You just gotta distance yourself from her man.
Don't go to any shit she invites you to, matter of fact just ignore her for some time and see how she'll react.
Burn calories by hatefucking your sister.
>do whatever the fuck you want. (just fuck your sister, that's good)
ftfy
Sign up for a semester abroad. Seriously, if you have decent English sign up for a semester here stateside.
>be you
>be a child
grow up
Sleep. I cannot for the life of me figure out why I can’t sleep though the night. I wake up several times having to piss every night, even if I stop drinking hours before bed.
At this point I’m anxious about bed and it’s a self fulfilling prophecy
user if hentai has taught me anything she's mogging you because you don't pay enough attention to her or maybe you forgot a promise you made when you were kids. Either way you should fuck her and things will sort themselves out.
no fucking clue.
>at 50% bf
>no matter how much hate and misery i deliberately pile onto myself for being this fat i won't stop eating
reeeeeee what the fuck, my problem is obviously that i'm a raging fucking narcissistic piece of shit that's so deluded it honestly thinks it's still human and thinks it still deserves this much fucking food so why does trying to knock myself down as many pegs as i can at all hours of the day not make me less hungry?!? surely if i keep ripping on myself i'll EVENTUALLY stop putting food in my mouth right? fucking hell i can't have unlimited self esteem, just get me to the point where i'm too depressed to eat already for fucks sake i've been deliberately cultivating self loathing since i was twelve fucking years old!
anons why can't i beat myself down into a smaller body?
the worst part is it was FINALLY STARTING TO WORK too. i was finally managing to pull off 120 hour fasts and losing weight very quickly. and next thing i know my mom dies in her sleep and suddenly i can't stop eating again???? shouldn't that have HELPED me fast? jesus fucking christ how much longer / harder do i have to hate myself before i'm thin?
DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE tell me that's not how it works, it HAS TO BE. i know it can also work by genuinely wanting to be healthy, and actually loving your body rather than the bullshit the body positivity movement pushes, but lol fuck that, that train left the station a LONG ass time ago
Post nudes of your sister. That will get her ;)
Ignore her. I don't mean stop talking to her. Just act like she doesn't exist at all.
And if you're over 18, move out
>HS
>THOT
>complete bitch
>doing nothing about the bitch
distance yourself as best you can since you're in highschool. don't let your sister fuck with your gains the only person that should affect your gains is you and only you faggot. also when you go to college just go to one different from her.
also by the sounds of it your sister has some insecurities.
>the haters gunna hate brah, I'll you show what to mirin out now brah
>zyzz
Faggot prove her wrong.
>thot
>snitch
>runner
Nigger please go.
OP is a chump getting BTFO'd by a little girl
unrelated, I can't ever get enough sleep.
even if I sleep 12 hours on the weekend I'm still yawning throughout the day
YOU GOTTA EAT BIG NIGGA COME ON
You are an idiot.
You've been doing this to yourself since you were 12 and you still haven't figured out it's the depression that's keeping you eating in the first place?
End life
you're not getting "Rest",,, but you might be getting sleep. avoid alcohol for 5 days. you will have bizarre dreams that seem totally real, and wake up every 45 minutes the first night....
but your body can't recuperate while it fights all that alcohol off, and isn't resting although you tranquilized your mind.
>pay me
well yeah i know that but that just means i have to become more depressed. i REFUSE to believe there is not a point somewhere along the line where i'll lose the will to eat.
change/wash bedsheets, spread new ones with lysol, get a haircut.
i am so sick of this entire board being filled with 15 year old high schoolers. jesus fucking christ
hey Op, please kill yourself
You're not serious enough to be happy for the rest of your life. So keep eating so you can be happy for a few minutes till the guilt sinks in.
i don't understand, how much more hate do i have to pile on before i'll be serious enough? i mean i already puke up my meals sometimes--or did, rather, before the death-- but anyway is that not enough, shouldn't i have cracked by now? i guess the next logical step is moving from sometimes to all the time and keeping it up until i learn to put down the fucking fork just because the alternative is vomiting but i don't even do it sometimes anymore, how do i get back to sometimes so i can move on to all the time?
eating big dad, gained 20 lbs in 4 months and waist hasn't changed
newb gains
I don't drink, maybe once a month if my coworkers deem me worthy of interaction
I have vivid dreams already
sometimes I have to wake myself up to avoid sticky situations, like if I start having sex I don't want to deal with the wet sheets, but sometimes it's pornstar mode and she can't make me nut
the other day I woke up and there was blood on my pillow, only a few drops
I do weird shit in my sleep I think that keeps me from remaining in a deep slumber
I cut my hair every month, and wash my sheets twice a month, not sure how those are related though
>i don't understand, how much more hate do i have to pile on
Indeed you don't.
HAHAHAHA THIS IS SO PATHETIC. GET SOME THICKER SKIN user YOURE LITERALLY RETARDED
this, she's just yandere for you user
>Sister gets upset and cries to parents
>user did nothing wrong but still gets fucked over by the people legally in charge of him
not worth it
Break her leg before a big competition and record the "WHY WHY WHY" for future generations to laugh at.
>what is keeping you from making it
Me. Just me.
Yikes man, she sounds toxic. I know it's hard to stop being a bitch about it, but you have to realize there are two bitches in this situation. You are the bitch's bitch. You can't keep on letting her get away with it. It's either that or distancing yourself from her.
I know that feel. I don't have the belief that I'll make it so I won't. I failed a 115 5x3 squat today ffs.
>not piggybacking on your sisters social gains and fame
>not accepting that your sister was born stacy and you were born autist
>not accepting that your sister could be your door in to social gains, sex with her friends and so on
No user, you are the problem and only you
Nigga move
You know what to do op, nothing should keep you from making it
dick got hard just remembering that show for 3 secs
>Record sister crying
>Post on Twitter / Snapchat
>Revenge Gotten
Seduce her and have wincest
my mom doesnt allow me to fast.
Christ, I'd love to be that sociable. How does a semi pro runner aka a nobody know the whole fucking city? How does she do it anons? It's in my nature to be shy and somewhat reserved, no autism I tried changing it but I felt horribly fake so I just roll along.
narcolepsy?