what is a book for someone who feels insecure, too smart for the world around him, extremely disappointed with the way his life has been going, extremely bored and feeling extremely fed up and sick of the stupid piece of shit world that he has to deal with every single day, in loneliness and disappointment? I want to live in a beautiful, fun world, where everything isn't a matter of "earning" something, but was just a happy beautiful fantasy world with lots of beautiful scenery around me a lots of beautiful interesting kinky and intelligent people surrounding me, and not these fat fucking american slobs with all this dreary utilitarian fucking architecture that's everywhere, with the fucking greedy piece of shit corporate bastards building all of it for profit, and the fact that no one gives a fucking shit about you? You know that fucking feeling, you mongoloid piece of shit? You're a mongoloid piece of shit, except those of you who are nice and not a mongoloid piece of shit, but I can't see you. If I could see you all in a room I could probably pick you out after a while of observing you.
I'm serious, I don't want to talk about myself, I want books that can relate to how I feel.