I feel like the only reason I bother with my life, is to lose my virginity. After that, I don't really have much reason to live. Everything around me is temporar, I think I might be depressed but I don't know for sure.
I've heard that reading Albert camu mythos of sysiphus or other existentialist philosophy helps, or kierkegaard? What books do you guys recommend for my situation?
Wow, that place sure looks cozy. Hopefully I find a qt 3.14 hipster girlfriend/wife to share that with one day.
>What books do you guys recommend for my situation?
No book to recommend, but turning 18 might help.
Not even memeing.
having a gf/wife is one of the lamest experiences ever my man
Could you explain why? My best friend who I used to talk a lot with kind of cut contact with me after he found his current gf, he seems happier overall and they do a lot of stuff together.. I find it hard to believe that being single is better than this.
grow up fagboner no one's impressed by your epic depression
if you're suicidal you should seek help
The fact that you think i'm trying to impress anyone with my post says more about you than about me.
zing what a burn
seek help, it's serious advice
I dont know where to seek help, psychiatrist or therapist? whats even the difference?
if it's the same in your country as in mine, a psychiatrist is allowed to give you prescription medication. there's probably a phone number you can call.
you get tired of someone it's that simple my man
Why do you keep posting screencaps? I don't take advice from autistic people
I've heard of a dude who thought that sex was the purpose of life, but when he lost his virginity he realized that it was all just a joke, lost his mind in a way, went to the base of Mount Fuji, set up a tent, then blew his brains out.
What you need to do is find something else, work on something, really, find something that is purposeful. What drives you? Sex as a purpose is pathetic and mentally weak.
My end game is human relations or something, which might involve sex at some point but I am more aiming at brain weaving and shit
Could you go into more detail about what you mean by human relations? You mean you like to be social and get to know people?
Good goal but it's only step one, it's only once you have healthy well-off granchildren have you completed the game.
Actually what will happen is that you will have sex then you'll think, wow, that really wasn't as good as I thought it would be. Then you'll feel too annoyed and unsatisfied to kill yourself.
Yeah kind of, but on a subject-to-subject level, brain weaving as in being able to understand someone,as you understand yourself, literally thoughm not in some superficial way like "I know how you feel" which is often just an empty phrase. I know the likeliness of it happening in my lifetime is low but I still feel the need to strive for it, technological advancements are all that I can wait for, so I'm entering the computing industry. But I also think that writing and "art" in general has the ability to achieve this, but I am really inexperienced in that shit so I am also aiming for that. I don't know it's a bit hard to explain but my point is following the inherent biological libido is pretty weak in terms of human conditioning and trying increase the difference between animals and animals. Honestly though, we're just floating in space, do whatever the fuck you want
not very nice pal
I'm sorry but i'm wanting to ask this, what is that picture from? Not in a horny kind of way, but i'm legitimately wondering what the picture is from.
You'll never listen, I didn't.
I only had sex did the first time a few months ago. When I was in my teens I was telling myself I'd commit suicide if I didn't have sex by x age.
When I finally did it. It wasn't worth it. It's really not a big deal. I went from lasting 3 pumps to lasting 30 minutes within having sex only 10 times.
It's not like you think it's gonna be. It's not like porn. If you want a good book about this situation it's the catcher in the rye.
I collect gravure stuff, dude, it's not like I'm against sex, I masturbate a ton man, I just try not to let it take over, and usually it's to reduce stress--which may just be denial.
It's just a model, I'm not sure her name but I can link you to some old 80s mag scans if your interested in just images like it (/jp/ has these threads if you like modelling stuff, you could probably find out who the model is there)
Independence, my friend.
No one wants to lose their virginity, but everyone wants to have sex. Losing the old v card was probably my worst sexual experience
wh-why?
ok then, my man
I had no idea what I was doing and neither did she. She wanted something romantic, but I was trying to be a porn star by handling her roughly. You need to know how to be rough in a sexual context, I'll say that much. It ended with neither of us being happy or satisfied. We almost broke up after that actually. I didn't have an orgasm from sex until the 4th or 5th time we tried.
Yeah, losing your virginity sucks. In the same way 1 night stands almost always suck . You need to get used to someone.
I don't see how that could be true and I'm going to assume you were just an idiot or something so I don't have to have one of my few remaining hopes dashed.
Go have sex and you'll realize I was right. Unless you fuck some slut that knows how to handle virgins.
2 virgins = disaster
>have sex