>I thought it was significant enough. Pilots and SOF in the US military had moved to Modafinal for that exact reason
I believe that's the case, I would also prefer Modafinil over Dexedrine if I was a pilot. Less chances of euphoria getting in the way of a highly technical job that has little necessity for impulsivity, or so it seems to me.
Modafinil is my usual go to pill for what I consider to be ''robot'' work, any repetitive task such as practicing free hand ellipses or piano scales since it pretty much removes that ''I don't feel like doing this'' feel for me. On the other hand, Dexedrine is something I consider using for both, giving me that initial impulse to get started on a project that also happens to be slightly more creative, such as actually coming up with a concept design or composing a piece.I find studying on Dexedrine is also more enjoyable, since I have an easier time visualizing and thinking abstractedly.
Which is one is more preferred to you I suppose depends on your current state of mind and field of interest.
>How do you get better at describing the experiences?
I am not sure I am the right person to ask, my friend. I struggle with this issue too. I imagine reading books in general might be the way to go, as you gather up patterns in writing and lexicon as the same time you build up your imagination. But I hardly ever read, so....there's that.
>favorite subbed tryptamine?
I have never tried any, what's yours?
>user, you seem pretty well versed in psychoactive substances.
It does not go very deep, but I do have an interest in the topic due to my attempts to fix my dysthymia and to experimenting with the possibility of training myself to acquire Synaesthesia, particularly sound to color through micro-dosing LSD while doing Ear training on a piano. Very unlikely, and I've yet to acquire any LSD but it's something I definitely still wish to try.