I want to get to know you better guys. Describe yourself, and your worldview in 3 sentences

I am a 29 year old trying to figure out what the fuck to do with himself. Lost all sense of purpose or direction thanks to being hypercritical and rejecting every ideology I've come in contact with. Analyzing myself in the same way leaves me lost as I highlight all the negative aspects of my character.

BABY WANTS SUCKY.
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how does one describe his own self? what sort of matter my self is made of? what characteristics and habits I've collected through the years? my memories?
at its best my world view is quite wide in comparison to other human beings and encompasses as much relevant information as it possibly can. other times it seems narrow, selfish and inefficient.
I'd describe it as having good intentions but overall a rather dynamic cognitive tool.

It's you. You're a national socialist.

Just like Stalin.

Stuff like war is unavoidable. There's a constant struggle between the purposely strictly logical communicative function of language and the emotional/subconscious connotations that are added by nobody, but built by the language itself as it is used (the second one always wins tho). Everybody who talks motu propio is talking alone.

classic case of neurosis. read becker's denial of death.

God is the only true source of justice, happiness, mercy and goodness.

All is as God wills it, and nothing else.

Do you really believe this? I mean you might tell yourself you do, but deep down I bet there's that nagging chasm of doubt running through you when you say those things

Dude immortality projects lmao

Becker, and almost every other modern voice, seems to do nothing for me except prove the problem... McIntyre's virtue ethics was something good to go off of in my mind.

Of course. I used to be a massive fedora. Man is fallen, and thereby prone to doubt.

Baby, that's an user. Nazis are not socialists. They are fascists. Nothing is in a name in politics

I try to live nothing but my own life, whatever that would imply.

I've removed any preconceived ideas about life. I dont want to call it a forced solipsism, but I've realized after many years of anxiety and stress that you can only live your own life, and since you're in a constant state of flux there's no way to predict what might or might not happen.

Refusal to commit to a grand narrative or the rejection of ideological osmosis is in vain; but I've found playing the part of quiet observer to be the most comfortable. I enjoy life to a certain degree but feel no need to take part in what is taken for granted.

What I yearn for I is to discover more, whether that be the futility of life or the existence of a permeating divine existence, it is all as good.

There was a time when I would have outright refused this ideology; juvenile I would have called it. But being open for everything while still maintaing your own beliefs is truly the way to knowledge, I believe, or not.

user, do you feel like you know me yet? I also enjoy sunsets, rain and getting shitfaced on occasion

That is very true. Merry christ Mass

Middle aged lesbian cat lady
That quiet, unassuming librarian type who wants to set the world on fire in a revolt against the sociopaths of the master class, and bring about anarchy, rule of the masses for themselves.
Childless, I substitute you all as my own. I've a hero complex

i hate my life and i want to die but im too scared and so i try to find excuses in philosophy for not killing myself

ok we get it
you're 15

I try not to ruin my life with unchecked desire.

Political extremism is for morons that have to latch onto something because they have no identity themselves.

Read Siddhartha

I do user, I do.

Which of the three? Who the man in the pic? Merry xmas for you too

Anxious deer wallowing, denies privileges. Retreat into nature, contemplates Rome. Discloses aesthetics and indulges in world.

Reading Plato. Forming my views. Enjoying life.

I should be happy. But i feel uncertain. Everybody is on edge. Turbulent times are coming.
Maybe I'll feel better then.

Morality and ideologies are spooks.
Man is wolf to man.
I don't really care about the existence of a divinity, but I hope for it.

Office worker (working for muncipilital tax admistration) with few friends and no realtionships.
I frequent prostitutes due to this.
Politically and philosophically I could be considered Marxist-Leninist.

Wow, what a scumbag

you're here more than I am and that makes me worry for your health

How come?

Read books
Fuck bitches
Drink hot cocoa

Never content with one field or pursuit, I strive for the ideal of the Renaissance Man.

My life used to suck but it's gotten a whole lot better.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

You got me in the first two, specially the second.
What's so great about Siddhartha?

If I control it, let me make the best out of it.
If I don't control it, dissmiss whatever useless suffering or dependant joy that comes with it.
I'm only certain that I exist and that the world will collapse unto itself eventually.

Objective morality exists and it is the key to accepting that God does too

Being truly "woke" means seeing the world as it actually is and being positive and constructive in all endeavors

Sexuality shouldn't be neglected

i drink tea.
my favorite literature is anglophone, although english isn't my mother language.
i think only a really powerful and repressive state can put things in order.

Updated my journal

lel so ebin :^)

I live in an eternal existential crisis. Sometimes I'm a Nazi, sometimes I just wanna fuck bitches. Oh and I'm black (and all of my friends are Jews).

i love to do psychedelics, time then stops and I think deeply of life that is, true inner wisdom that i have on my shoulders every day and night. its what i live for i guess, the awareness.

>no
>faggot
>sentences

My. Diary. Desu.

TY for the (you) cancerman

The language one.
It's Roland Barths, a lit critic you will love many of his stuff about languge, your appraoch is the same I really thought you were quoting him.

In a cheap prostitue obviously

Life has no objective meaning beyond the motion of biology, chemistry, and physics.
Humanity is irreversibly flawed and will go extinct eventually.
Reject all values that are not arrived at by your own thought, find a woman to love, start a family, and enjoy the time you're alive.

>1
what are you doing on a literature board? you should be a scienceman. is are you insinuating that science is only useful for moral instruction?
>2
ok...?
>3
I'm ok with this.

I share this board with faggot children.

You sure fit in.

26 British, will be doing a PhD in the next few years. Increasingly religious and it feels great.

I used to be a diehard libertarian. Then I became repilled. Lately though I've been reading a lot of Adam Smith.

/thread

>/threading yourself

I almost wholly agree with Tolstoy. Except about God. So I guess I'm confused.

Dislike towards most people, but I get extremely lonely. Strangely the small amount of interaction with people I do find okay doesn't seem to do much to alleviate it. I drift between depressive anti-natalism and fascism/nationalism several times a month.

>what are you doing on a literature board? you should be a scienceman. is are you insinuating that science is only useful for moral instruction?

The key word is objective. There is no objective moral instruction.

>Nazis are not socialists
yes they are

I'm a kid who's gonna spend all his life at University. I don't really know what I believe in anymore: am I a christian, a fascist, a poet? I want to make a difference, but how?

i want to french kiss OP in the middle of the street.

i climb trees and sleep there for many hours.

i tried suicide once using a plastic duck, drops of rain and cocaine.

I am a an amalgam of mimesis gelatin parading as a poly-math and am a genetic spandrel observing the eschaton.

The world is too chaotic to have just one truth. My ambition is to learn, prosper and create while maintaining a level of anonymity. I'm a pacifist at heart but understands that violence is sometimes the answer.

Warehouse worker by day lit shutin by night

Hate myself for coming back here weekly because 99% of posts confirm that I'm infinitely weller read and intelligenter than most of you and you should keep your pleb opinions to yourself

Still cherish the few educated goodposters on here who teach me shit, don't get it twisted 8-)

Sometimes, you read a book and it fills you with this weird evangelical zeal, and you become convinced that the shattered world will never be put back together unless and until all living humans read the book.

I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.

My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.

I really like you, user

I don't really like you, user

What books have filled you with that zeal?

For starters? The Fault in Our Stars.
Please, don't laugh or call me a troll.

what about those who just shut the fuck up when they have nothing meaningful to say

this

>looking for attention on Veeky Forums

kill yourself

I want to scream.
I want to kill.
I want to die.

whys that user

I wanna heal.
I wanna feel what i thought was never real.
I wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long.

why don't you like him?

Why?

I don't like Nick Cave, I think anonimity when creating great art is a joke, I'm a christian and I think it's really easy to say something like "I'm a pacifist".

I like you. I'm going through a struggle about nonviolence right now. I can't tell if it is impractical or I just don't want to be that strong. I'm in the middle of "the kingdom of God is within you" but I don't believe in God so it is hard to apply his thinking to mine.

Can't count.

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Maybe you replied to the wrong person.

yes I did

I meant to reply to him

Not him but I think it's pretty easy to say something like "I'm a Christian"

I'd rather the art take precedence than my own personality which many "artists" and media outlets rely on. Not everyone likes Cave and thats fine, I enjoy a lot of varying musicians. I've only ever been in one fight in my life, and I even apologised to the guy I punched out.

I like you too user :3 Read the abridged (unless you want 3,300 pages of headache) Rising Up and Rising Down by William t. Vollmann. Really opened my eyes.

:( I know right.

It was not against you user. I just feel like you have the kind of personnality I dislike.

Dont worry user Im noy holding any grudges haha. Just curious.

Neato, will do.

WAKE ME UP
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
(CAN'T WAKE UP)

Why?

pfft. you'd never understand me... nothin personnel.

I'm going to kill postmodernism.

>My only ambition is omnipotence. But I'd share it with every other being

How would this even work? What would happen if one all powerful being wanted one thing and the other wanted another?
It's an unstoppable force immovable object scenario.

its fine bro you will get thought that high school

I know the guy exists, but nothing else. Where should I start with his works?

i like you, user