New al/ck/ thread

feeling ok. been ALMOST 24 hours since i started drinking. kinda worried about developing a tolerance. the plan is to stop after today, so i dont go three days in a row.

currently not physically addicted and i dont want to end up with withdrawals again, but who knows. its not like i have ever shown the ability to manage my drinking.

>be such tuff alcohol drink
>entire 6 percent massive alcohol per volume
>da king cobra xD
>tuffest beer ever xdddddddd

Do it man. I'm trying to go 3 days not drink in. Survived 2 days so far.

>drink vodka to get to sleep
>ended up through the entire fifth
>still awake
>work in 5 hours

LOL!!

This always fucking happens

I never claimed it was tough, insecure drinklet.

Just cracked open my first 7% beer for the evening. Gonna be doing nothing but watching youtube and drinking. Tomorrow and sunday I'll be sober though.

Anybody else get fucking horrifying nightmares after drinking a couple of days straight? I mean so awful you're basically scared of falling asleep? Those are mainly what makes me have sober days.

I think I want to make love to this song

m.youtube.com/watch?v=1iAYhQsQhSY

>Anybody else get fucking horrifying nightmares after drinking a couple of days straight?
No, opposite but my lucid dreaming expirience was only after drinking...

That's interesting, I've had sort of lucid dreams too during withdrawal, but only for a few minutes, and also it was more like sleep paralysis (dreams of dying in my bed and then waking up and such). What was it like?

Please go away.

I had it for minutes too, its fragile state you have to traine to support. Well it was like you suddenly understand its a dream and you really can do anything you want, its just your brain creation after all (ok, I flew, throwed fireballs and summoned nude girls)

the nightmares are part of alcohol withdrawals. and the fact that you specifically stated getting them after a few days of steady drinking simply confirms.

withdrawal dreams are straight from hell. theyre terrible.

>look a lot younger than i am
>almost always get ID'd
>start buying hobo wine
>never get ID'd

Yeah I know, I just wanted to hear others experiences of them. And you're right, they're like you're getting a short visit to hell.

Checked. I'm more of a hurricane man myself. Hangover is a bitch but once you choke down the first one you're good to go

Why do my hangovers get progressively worse over the course of a day and not better?

Hahahahahahahaha How The Fuck is Alcoholism Real Hahahaha Nigga Just Walk Away From The Bottle Like Nigga Just Pour It Down The Drain Haha

Just got prescribed heart medicine for my hypertension and some shit called Acamprosate that's supposed to turn off the cravings. Might be fun.

I know you're Tyler but, when you're the type of person that's prone to getting addicted to alcohol, it's pretty fucking far from easy quitting this shit. It becomes a part of you. Quitting alcohol is like cutting an infected arm off, but worse.

That's a nightmare, I'm sorry man :(

>750ml of rumchata
>handle of bourbon
>merely buzzed, not sleepy
Oh feck, how do I get back to my 2 beer bedtime status?

sounds like you are experiencing withdrawals. hangovers are due to dehydration, mostly. withdrawals include headache, nausea, anxiety, insomnia, sweating.

>living off frozen pizza because it's cheap and won't go bad and means I don't have to leave the house fucked up
>roommate comes in as I'm getting one out of the oven
>"Are you eating frozen pizza again?"
>....they were on sale?
>"How many out of the last 5 days have you had a frozen pizza?"

FUG
BACK TO THE ROOM FOREVER

sad. whats even sadder is that you will look back on this time of your life fondly, because you had an actual roomate who talked to you. it just gets worse.

tell me that's not true

it gets worse as you get more isolated and more entrenched into anti-social addict behavior. you will instinctively learn to avoid people. your only social outlet will be Veeky Forums. believe me, it used to be worse. there were alcoholics back before the internet existed. imagine how fucking lonely they were. at least we have fellow channers to talk to.

Same. Only started happening after 10 years of boozing, though. I can at least make it through work without raising too many eyebrows, but once I'm home I puke until my throats starts to bleed.

Had kind of an eye awaking experience on the forth. got blackout drunk and hooked up with a recently homeless married woman in an abusive relationship. Al/ck/ and drugs were a major factor in her current situation. It was honestly heartbreaking to hear her story.

She started a first day of work at a new job today and is spending the night in a hotel. I hope she hit rock bottom, and I hope I never get close to there.

Currently drinking away the feelings from that encounter.

i remember your post in another al/ck/ thread. i had some weird nights like that where you hook up with people who essentially are from mars. lol.

This is so true it hurt to read.
There wasn't even porn. All I had was a newspaper to read. I even enjoyed pain, because it was less boring than the absolute nothingness of my existence.

Just curious how old you are? Guessing 70s?

I don't want to do this alone. I am in incredible pain. Even blinking is difficult and posting here is fucking killing me.
If anyone else needs help, perhaps we should see if we can be of any assistance to each other.
UK: 07477158032

call an ambulance, seriously. if you are in heavy pain its time for medical help. they will get you detoxed and then you can decide how to proceed.

Breddy much immune unless i skoll spirits. 20 year alk here.

The detox... you never get used to.

Prolly done close to 20 this year.
Cold turkey.
It feels like you're being ripped apart, physically , emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

A non alck can't get it.

ask your doctor for naltrexone. it takes away the biological urge to drink. it wont help with loneliness or boredom, but it will remove the physical urge to drink. good luck.

The physical i can deal with.
Wont touch nalcktrexone. Just a fucken bandaid.
Seen many alks drink to permanent damage due to that shit.
Thanks for caring enough to reply.

>so hot outside i don't even want to go restock
thank you based heat

WOO ALCOHOL IM SO COOL FOR DRINKING AND PRETENDING IT'S A PROBLEM xDDD

>anxiety
ohhhhhh the anxiety. To me it's the worst part about withdrawals, it can be absolutely unbearable at times.

Satistic. Please stop playing with fire. Karma in whatever sense you perceive it to be, might one day come back at you.

I've been getting shitty dreams (not nightmares) since quitting weed. I swapped alcohol for weed and ever since, I have vivid/fucked up dreams. Sometimes I hate going to sleep, but he positives still outweigh the negatives

Thinking about it, I had dreams where I knew it was a dream.
Except it was withdrawal nightmares and I made myself wake up to escape.

>how do I get back
You don't.
Well, you could spend a few months without a drink, and go back to drinking two beers to feel drunk, but it'll only last a nigh or two before you get your tolerance back.

It is.

Don't go cold turkey repeatedly, it damage your brain and withdrawals get worth. Can't remember the name of the phenomenon.

>Don't go cold turkey repeatedly, it damage your brain and withdrawals get worth. Can't remember the name of the phenomenon.

Kindling

yep

>tfw anxiety and panic attacks are the reason you drink in the first place
Stop drinking? Yeah, no.

good post

is there a more delicious cocktail than a white russian?

Yeah man I wake up most times jumping out of bed and running around my house either scared or going to see whatever was in my dream

no-win situation then. have fun with that.

Hospitalbro here. 23 days sober, currently received dialysis to take some work off my kidneys. It's boring and kinda hurts.

Alcoholism makes anxiety worse

>5 minutes to 5pm

Who cares if its 5 mins to 5pm, as long as its not 8pm when the liquor store closes you gooooood my nigga

Enjoy responsibly!

Ok retarded question coming up.
Would it be healthier to start smoking weed lmaoing and trying lsd/cocaine because I would drink less alcohol seeing as weed doesnt make you a fat cunt or damages any of your organs?

The less alcohol you consume, the better. Whatever works.

>cocaine as a healthy alternative to anything

Are you retarded?

ahhhh much better

My liver doctor told me that if I feel the need to get high I should try crack or heroin because one single drink could kill me.

I don't think he was joking

The stupid thing is that I always tell myself to be moderate. Maybe two beers a day, and a nice glass of whiskey before bed.

But then I've got my one glass in me and I'm not feeling like going to bed tonight and I'm like, fuck it, it's a Staurday and I've got nothing to be frugal for so why the fuck not enjoy myself?

So here's to you faggots. Cheers.

It is 100% true, but there's shit you can do about it.

I've started volunteer work a while back, one day a week helping old people and cooking for them, and one day a week teaching refugees about our superior language and culture. And I don't care this makes me sound like a complete hippy libtard faggot but it seriously brought meaning back to my life. Sure my life still fucking sucks, but at least I no longer think about killing myself every day. Some evenings I actually cry like a fucking bitch because something happened that made me genuinely happy and it just puts everything else in such a fucking cunt of a perspective that it's simultaneously the best and the worst possible thing.

I'm not saying you should do the lameass things I do, but as long as you find some fucking thing to occupy your time in a meaningful way (masturbating to internet porn isn't meaningful) you'll slowly but surely start to turn into less of a complete shitbag.

Salad, strawberries and bananas in gelatin, hot tea with sugar and lemon

Chicken parm with carrots.

Eating and enjoying food again is one of my favorite parts of being sober. The end of constant stomach pain is also blissfull

Just because I drink doesn't mean I don't cook.

Made a great chili yesterday, finished it off today. Why I thought of making a fucking chili in these hot fucking times I don't know, but at least the taste was as good as ever.

Sounds good desu m8

Sounds good desu. How do you serve and garnish your chilli?

I like Fritos, a little good sharp cheddar, pico de Gallo and a bit of sour cream myself.

Fritos and sour cream are good. I don't like cheese on my chili though.

IMHO its easier to moderate using bland, 5% alcohol beer. Just a suggestion you may want to try. Then again if you have Whiskey in the house its probably not gonna work.

This isn't a dickwaving contest, but who on Veeky Forums has the record for the longest bender?

I'm going on 4 years now, i'm pretty sure

Eh, I'm not going to win that one. Been going off and on for about 12 years, but they're never huge stretches and I've got lots of dry patches in between, sometimes for as much as 2 years.

I think my longest is 5 days. And at that point im definitely feeling anxiety and panic underneath the drunkeness. Its' so bad that continuing to drink wouldnt really help much. I have no idea how people like you can stay drunk all the time.

>I told them I bruise very easily, my cuts take forever to heal, I drink to make my stomach not hurt, no appetite whatsoever, im paranoid as fuck, shaky, isolate myself alone to drink.

Is that like universal? Because that's me spot on.

Weed is good but don't smoke it all the time or your lungs will be black tar in no time. Spend 250 bucks on a vaporizer (inb4 DUDE VAPING). It will save you money in the long run because you can get higher with less weed and it will save your lungs.

I'm high almost all the time and it's great. I never feel sick.

Maybe not universal, but they're common symptoms at least afaik.

buising easily is a sign of liver damage.

search.yahoo.com/search?ei=UTF-8&fr=crmas&p=bruising liver damage

its also a sign of running into random shit when you're fucked up

sobering up enough to drive to liquor store. Not trying to run out of Old Crow at 8pm.

What online store would you recommend for a vape? I don't live in a legal state so I don't even know if I can buy one but I'm curious.

I know a guy who's always got bruises all over, but he's got severe epilepsy so he's just falling down knocking himself the fuck out all the time.

Crazy how nature do that.

Running out of booze in the evening is one of the least fun things in life.

Vaporizers are 100% legal because they're not advertised as being used for weed. They're sold as tools for tobacco use. So you don't have to worry and you can buy them anywhere. I live in Canada and the place I bought mine from probably doesn't exist there.

so where do I into liquid weed or w/e

Don't need liquid. Just regular weed. Uh... can't really help you there. Maybe go into your local ghetto and look for black guys standing around.

wtf so you just shove weed in a vape? Im not buying that

There are different kinds of vaporizers. Some are designed for liquids, some are just for dry product. Buy one designed for dry tobacco and yes, just shove weed in there. Hold on let me take a picture of mine.

You might as well say
>The fact that I have no ability to plan ahead and properly allocate resources makes me unhappy, but I'd rather complain than make an effort to fix the underlying issue.

It's almost as if being drunk loosens your impulse control and self-moderation and might cause you to drink more than you were planning to.

Fuck it, here's a google image. You just put the weed in the bowl on the top right, close it up, and hold down the button. EZ PZ

I dont mean to laugh at such a horrible thing but thats fucking hilarious