Write what's on your mind

dont' wanna take bath

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Just another Friday night of reading in bed. It's gonna be real comfy.

Just another Friday night of joyless compulsive shitposting in bed. I fucking hate myself

Are you that doggo?

Instead, why don't you read?

I'm obsessed with my distant German cousin. I've never wanted to have sex with anyone so badly in my life. Maybe I'll visit her this summer and try my luck. I just want to eat her pussy, spread her legs apart, and come inside her. Fuck me.

Does anyone here experience a kind of electric, "tingly" sensation on the skin when sleep deprived? Like a kind of electric jolt. I really need to go to sleep.

Was this you, user?

Yeah, it most definitely was. Why do you have that saved, friend?

I screenshot anything that makes me smile, laugh, or leaves an impression on me.

2 months, 9 days later, on an Anonymous image board with thousands of visitors, it's just you and me again user.

Let's hope we run into each other again sometime in the future. :~)

Until then, friend.

I didnt say we were friends

I want to help this user achieve his dream of German girl sex, and that is how I choose to look at it.

No one ever answers me. I fucking hate everyone else on this planet.

Hey me too but not really.

lets see i have an math exam next week sunday that i need to pass or i drop below 60% and fail the class. but my friend is taking the same class and im he said he'll sit infront of me so i can copy his answers.

have an 600 word essay dude this sunday that i guess i'll get starting on tomorrow morning.

found out my ex-gf is camgirl/sugar baby. used a vpn to change locations and spent $20 on a private show with her. made her finger and ass and degrade herself. bit disappointed during our relationship she was really vanilla in bed but with $20 shes doing whatever. quite sad even though i shouldn't be.

also got a personal trainer job at the local gym but now here comes the hard point getting clients.
really wish i could take adderall again. was happier times

Does anyone else think they've lived too long? Like past their due date? I've lived past my expiry date and now all I've got to look forward too is a slow mental decomposition, and unhappiness, and the degradation of all that was once good in my life. I feel had I have gone through with killing myself last year, when I utmost swore and promised too, I would've been okay.

>found out my ex-gf is camgirl/sugar baby
Pretty sad, user. Same
youtube.com/watch?v=HrMZuFn7Q9w

nice song user reminds me of sonic youth

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wish i didn't get drunk last night, so i could justify getting drunk tonight

I'm drinking, user. I'm about to watch branded to kill. Drink with me

nice selection man. i want to, but i've already been drunk a few times this week and i'm supposed to go drinking tomorrow. have to take it easy on my liver. plus i'm trying to cultivate a decent body and i need to avoid excess calories.

Even on Veeky Forums I am denied. Good bye everyone.

sorry lad. meet me same time next week in one of these threads and we'll get sloshed.

Go to bed hammer

i don't follow

it feels like everything is fine even though i know my soul is in peril and on occasion i get these bursts of feeling like total fucking shit and it scares me. i've forgotten how to connect with others.

yeah, I feel that.
I kind of have this drive towards sacrifice. Like I'm dead, but if I could just try and save somebody in my death.
I guess I'm saying my life hasn't been meaningful, but maybe in death I could do one worthwhile act

Lowkey, if she's distant enough, I think it doesn't really matter. That is, if you can keep the fucking a private matter.

This isn't literature, this is fucking blogging

lmaooooooooooing @ this

that is the funniest fucking picture I've seen in a long time.

>spent $20 on a private show with her. made her finger and ass and degrade herself. bit disappointed during our relationship she was really vanilla in bed but with $20 shes doing whatever.

top fucking kek this made me laugh out loud. good on you user. we are all going to make it.

Breath of the Wild is good. The artistry of video games lie solely in its definitive quality- freedom and control. Unlike other artistic mediums, plot in video games are necessarily an opposing force to the freedom it allows. This creates a very strange and interesting tension to video games as an art form- a tension that will be fertile ground for the most compelling stories of our generation once the technology can support it.

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Is it bad that I still routinely check my exes twitter even if I have a new gf.

I don't think I still have feelings for her

Day 3 the air conditioner hasnt been turnd on. Im sweating like whore in church or like one of those prisoners on that show lockup love ya pop

>plot in video games are necessarily an opposing force to the freedom it allows
In the first place, one couldn't have a piece of art that is "free from plot." The "plot" (narrative) cannot be what limits freedom of motion in the game, since the game could not exist without the plot. Bad game development is what undermines free play in a game, in the same way that bad Dungeon-mastering leads to railroading. The problem, though, is as you say: the technology has not advanced to a point where the game can itself be a game-master.

I feel like I should be doing something but I don't know what.
I fantasise about leaving, leaving it all, living in some far off place where I'll live until I die.

Have you ever been in love?

I don't know what to do anymore. I wonder if I should search for something higher, distinct from school, work, or love. Is there something higher?

Plus, I'm wondering if it is possible to prescind from our experiences. I'm ruining my relationships because I can't seem to "look back at the past" when a new situation comes.

To put such a question to such a man is sheer cruelty.

* "to not look back at the past"

Pope Francis is about to get FUCKED, and it will be a deserved fucking. You should have answered the dubia, Your Holiness.

Can we get a good right wing pope next time and not some cuck?

Why would you want to "prescind" from them? You can use them. Don't fear them, don't feel shame about them; reconcile yourself to them, and understand how they make you yourself.

There is nothing "higher." You are more than every "higher" power.

We absolutely will, because there was an article recently about how even the left-wing cardinals who voted for Pope Francis have come to regret their decision to vote for him.

Get ready for some hard monarchist shit with the next pope. Get ready for The Young Pope to actually happen. Get ready for things to veer very hard to the right.

I feel trapped. I want to kill myself

Yes, I know, I can use them. But it's useless. When I'm in some situation I think "now it's gonna be that way", but then? I act in the way I want, even though I know what's expecting me.
I hurt someone who didn't deserved that. In that way I wish to prescind from them, but I can't.

I am more than every higher power, but a purpose is necessary. Don't you think?

neat. i'll rejoin the church if this all actually happens

I let my beard grow and it's first time in my life that I don't hate my face with a passion.

>You are more than every "higher" power
*tips fedora*

DEATH

>Coherence?
Yeah . It was pretty decent for one of those low budget bottle movies.

Need to rewatch Cube again. It's been awhile.

Sex.

It could be worse. Three years from now you'll be 28, and you still won't know what you're doing.

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Will college be much better than high school? I don't think I can keep living like this much longer. (I'm going to a small LAC, if that makes a difference).

+more intellectually stimulating
+no one will bully you
+classes can be taken later so you can sleep in
-harder to make friends

such was my experience anyway. for full disclosure i commuted to a small liberal arts school which possibly explains my difficulty in making friends.

I've got friday on my mind.
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thanks

I've moved around a lot so I'm hoping college will be easier if only because I'll be starting at the same stage as everyone else (rather than moving into a place where everyone's had the same friends since 1st grade).

I'm worried that I may have missed some critical stage in social development with barely having any friends in high school that I might not be able to make friends anyway.

everything about my experience in life tells me that friendship has to be initiated in your youth anyway. to this day my closest friends are those whom i've known since childhood, and even the other friends i did make in high school were only made through the aforementioned childhood friends.

>people who move in college or adulthood can't make new friends

This can't actually be true (right??)

i'm sure it isn't impossible, just a whole lot harder. imo one of the most meaningful bonds in any given friendship is that of a shared history; so that even if your paths and interests diverge along the way, that common set of memories and rituals can sustain your relationship. but of course, this belief must to some extent be informed by my own experiences of acquiring friendships at an early age and developing them over a lifetime. and old relationships can always disintegrate, and new ones can be very fulfilling as well.

Ah, so it's not that there's really something special about making friends in childhood, just that having a long history is extremely valuable to making a strong friendship (and it's still very possible to start that history later on)

bumping because good thread

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I feel like I'm running out of time.

I'm quitting my job in computer security tomorrow to work at a library. Secure software is a myth, a cat and mouse game, and the mouse has been juicing for years. Security should be proactive, not a stage of the design process, not a cleanup crew, not an afterthought to rampant, unmitigated connectivity. Secure self-driving cars are never coming. It's not possible with the still immature industry processes that are in place now.

Why am I talking to girls on a dating app. They're either all brainless or they want me to act like I want to shag them.

I'm just looking for a girl that I can write poetically to and have her appreciate it...

Yep. See: Blood, Honour, Fighting for One's Race

I wish my sexuality and libido were consistent/more controllable. I can go weeks without many sexual thoughts, then I can't resist them for a few days or week and binge on porn, or sometimes I'm more gay than straight, etc. Although I guess the worst part is that I put so much thought to it sometimes that it wastes even more focus than any sexual thoughts would.

Morrissey is growing on me

I have been rejected for, literally, the 21st time in the last 2 years. I am not an unattractive person, I've been told I look handsome by people who see me in person, but I'm the total opposite of photogenic. I look fatter and more 'derpy' in photos than real life. I'm not even fat for fucks sakes. And if I'm not rejected because I simply look ugly I'm rejected because the person wants a 10/10 blonde Twink with a 10 inch cock and submissive bottom personality, basically the Stacy of the gay world. Gay people suck and gay dating fucking suck.

i lost my virginity to a man seven years older than me yesterday
i am not the first girl he's taken the virginity of--this makes me feel a bit bad, but i know that this doesn't matter, because we love each other.
i feel weird. i'm sore. i'm comfy but i feel odd. it's not sad but it's not exactly 'happy.'

i'm trying to read the phenomenology of spirit.

I had a similar situation when I was single (married now). Not very photogenic. I shamelessly played the numbers game, checked the ego entirely. Randomly added and contacted hundreds of women on social media. Only a handful were actually willing to meet me, but it results in fucking 5 women. The effort wasn't even that much, probably equal to 1% the time I spent moping about being single. Ended up marrying one of those women, we happened to hit it off. God's speed, user.

This is the most bizarre post I've read.

Are you 18 btw?

Yep, as of last night.

yes, 18 on the dot.

what in particular makes this post bizarre? i suppose it may seem a bit odd but it doesn't seem any more odd than other stuff posted here.

No one gives a fuck about your degenerate faggot problems, you fucking bug chaser.

Jeez you are me. How can you be so sure that you love him? I couldnt even looking at his eyes when in my mind was the thought i was never the first

just fuck my shit up senpai

we've been together for half a year now. he used to have a lot of casual, random sex and do drugs, but he had a terrible upbringing and i understand what led him to do what he did. he cried for the first time in years in front of me during a really intense conversation.
"i've had sex with a lot of people but i didn't love a single one of them. i love you. i don't care if you even don't ever want to have sex. it doesn't matter. i love you."

i really do love him, and he does love me. it does feel bad to know i far from being his first, but the fact that i'm with him now, not those people, and we love each other is what matters.
he likes kant a lot.

also just to be clear he hadn't had sex in two years before me and hasn't done drugs in over a year

It honestly amazes me that people expect a ten inch cock and you last an hour. It's bizarre.

Is this the first time you ever fall in love? It seems like that

This person is 18. Dating for six months someone who is 25.
If it's love, it's their first one.

y-yes
but i know it's -love- and not some silly infatuation, for sure.
it feels safe and secure, there aren't any issues and he's a good person.
i know this must sound silly and naive, though.
wish me luck in life anons