When did you understand that you are too stupid for pure maths? How do you cope with suicidal thoughts since then?

When did you understand that you are too stupid for pure maths? How do you cope with suicidal thoughts since then?

fuck off pussy

19, dropped out to computer engineering

Try actually studying you fucking pussy

By reminding myself that pure math has no use for anything and is just autistic group cock stroking

>How do you cope with suicidal thoughts since then?
I don't give a fuck, higher maths are mostly useless in the real world anyway, why would I feel bad over not pursuing useless knowledge?
Computer Science is an infinitely better field where you can actually APPLY your knowledge to improve the world and its fun because useful breakthroughs are always happening(see machine learning), compared to math/physics where progress rate is at a crawl, and even when it happens, its meaningless.

>b-bu-but usefulness is irrelevant
You and your work is irrelevant, fuck off

>le muh sheen lerning :D
Never change, Veeky Forums

College. But now I think I can contribute, actually. I took a game theory class in college that kicked my ass at first but then got really easy. I just assumed that the class got easier, but I think I am just tremendously good at certain types of game theory problems, especially those problems involving complex incentive schemes. I probably have a 145 math IQ, which is actually very low for pure maths, but I may be really good at a subset of problems. We will see.

math is amazing because it's difficult. think about what you're trying to do here. you're taking a fundamentali thought about how things are spaced out, change, form, condense, and so on without any connection to reality, while trying to utilize these notions to extract a key, one golden key that unlocks a whole new understanding of what you were using; to get the key you had to understand the door, and that door is the human mind's attempt at grasping absolute reality, not nature, not the observable universe, but a reality so pure, so clean of any need for validation, that it almost precludes a notion for inquiry. yet we do it every waking moment, and we've done so much from so little. from millions of years of being nothing more than just grazers, to counting, to finding better counting methods, to seeing relations, to isolating solutions, to making negatives using balance, to 0, to division of 0, to the roots of a polynomial, to multiplication, vectors, spaces, metrics, measures, fields, groups, categories, and sheaves. we are going so far finding structure, precision, change and quantity in ways that just scream for a connection, and you could make that connection. how can you hate the challenge? you should embrace it. math is an endless set of unlinked puzzle pieces, and the final picture could be something as big as what separates modern man from other life. try and grasp that goal, and you'll see math for what it's truly worth.

everyone is too stupid for pure maths quit being a little bitch