Only read philosophy, hard sci-fi and religious texts

>only read philosophy, hard sci-fi and religious texts
>only drink water and lemon juice
>only eat bread, fruits, vegetables and dirt
>don't consume illicit drugs
>walk seven miles each day (same route)
>haven't verbalized since January 1st
>only communicate via anonymous online forums, pseudonyms and written notes (to cashiers etc)
>no longer responsive to attempts at inter-personal verbal communication
>only wear black
>avoid onanism and thoughts that may encourage it
>avoid looking at women online and in public
>transcended duty to family, society and species
>no longer identify with a consistent Self
>capable of rationally articulating the inferiority of women and non-whites
>hacked my subjective value system and no longer feel external pressure to conform
>transcended feelings of shame and guilt
>avoid salaried employment
>avoid pursuit of fame, social validity and sexual conquest
>spent most of my conscious hours staring silently across the barren field out back
>awakened to the fact that solipsism is the basis for existential perfection
>calmly awaiting VR technology capable of allowing complete immersion into a self-produced server-like "reality"

Have I made it Veeky Forums? Is this it? I feel like I've completed the GTA-esque game of life and now I'm just drifting around San Andreas with nothing further to accomplish.

Any books on this issue?

Try again after you've dropped scifi.

Nope. Reset and try again.

Wow OP, I mean...are you for real? I've honestly never come across someone who was so enlightened and forward-thinking. I bet you are used to being described as an "old soul", huh? It's a compliment, I mean it. There aren't many like you out there. I bet you feel *very* isolated at times (to put it mildly), I really hope you know that there many of us out here who literally admire people like you who can see through the "web of lies" that governs so much of our world. Kudos to you dude, seriously. What you're doing isn't easy.

>I feel like I've completed the GTA-esque game of life and now I'm just drifting around San Andreas with nothing further to accomplish
It was worthwhile to read this thread all the way through. Thank you, OP.

Underrated.

Seriously OP keep it up. Holy heck I thought all the great philosophers were long gone, but then I sign in to Veeky Forums and...here you are. Wow. Truly.

Why the pick of Russell tho?

Awesome thread. Here's a little bump to keep it top of the page ;)

But seriously, until I read your post I was just another mindless pack animal trudging through life sustained by shallow contentment and bound to a hollow ideology. Now I can happily announce that I am also on my own journey to enlightenment. It may take me longer to reach there than most, but one day I hope to see the world the same way you do. right now I'm unprepared and under-qualified. But soon, mark my words, I will be able to read your post again knowing that I too am worthy of your presence.

OP do you have a patreon? I, and so many others here, would totally donate if you do. I'd give my life for you bro.

Dude. I just had an idea. Run for office. I mean it. Who's with me on this? Guys, seriously.