Al/ck/ - Alcoholism General

Stephen king is a girl now?

Too mentally ill to get a hooker?

Hookers fuck ugly guys all the time, it's their job.

>girls don't exist
I'll have you know I am aware of at least one (1) alkie femanon.

>Thinking
more like choosing to believe...

>What's life like in a sobriety gulag?
its actually ok, though i've spent my fair share in the psych wards of hospitals
kind of a grass is greener thing though, like my freedom to do whatever i want, but its kinda nice in a way being around lots of other people who are in the same boat as you

I can't even be a proper alcoholic any more.
I got a job. Working 4-6 days a week.
I can't drink the night before I work, so I'm reduced to drinking 1-2 nights a week.
It fucking sucks.

I mean, I'm sleeping great. I'm shitting regularly. I don't have head aches or pains.

But... Still, I never feel like I'm happy. Not like when I reach The Zone of Perfect Inebriation

How do you pay for all that shit?

>filename

>I can't drink the night before I work

>first real day of university is tomorrow
>am drinking myself to sleep
Should have been aborted desu

I'm certain, the sweat smells worse.

I'm at like 22 hours since my last (most recent) drink and my last (most recent) cigarette. went to a work party, called some of them nazis because they're real racist. tried to run the 8 miles home but I only made it a little over a mile before hitting my face on a landscaping boulder. Couldn't figure out the lyft or uber apps so I called my girlfriend to take an uber out to come get me. my face is all fucked up and my neck hurts, but mostly I'm dreading going to work because I said god knows what else to my coworkers if I remember calling them nazis and I have a customer facing position so it's not great to have huge areas of face skin scraped up and one severe black eye. sorry for the blog, I'm having a hard time filling my time without smoking or drinking or wanting to leave the house

im canadian, hospital is free, treatment was only 3500 canuck bucks which i had from when i was working years ago
made ok money and didn't spend it on anything but liquor and rent

It's just irresponsible.
I can't do the "drink while you work" thing
And I can't do the hangover thing.

I'm just a half person when I'm hungover and my boss is on my case enough as it is about every little mistake and every little task that takes too much time

Try not drinking at all for a few weeks instead of that limping cycle of suffering you've got going. Things might clear up.

I've never had 3500 bucks before
I'm not even young

how many hours a day do you work. if it's like 12 I see your point, but 8 for work 8 for sleep 8 for what we will

>It's just irresponsible.
so is driving while loaded, didn't stop me

>I'm just a half person when I'm hungover
thats when you start morning drinking

sucks lad
helps i got 20k from my mom 10 years ago, lived off that the past year basically
got a job again now though, 20 bucks an hour so i should be able to save some as long as i keep it

>drank a six pack yesterday and one today
welp i'm doomed

it's only $2803.15 real dollars

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I don't have enough money to do anything fun so if I don't drink on nights where I don't need to get up. I just end up staring at my computer for 6 hours feeling like shit.
At least nights where I work the next morning I can hop into bed early.
But if I don't work the next day and I can stay up... It's just endless boredom.

That's what gets me to drink. It always was. Even when I was drinking 3+ times a week, it was boredom.

Without my weekly binge, I have nothing to look forward to

>the absolute state of al/ck/

please don't trivialize my problem

>8 for what we will
>commute
>household chores
>grocery shopping
>cooking
>getting ready for bed
>getting up
>showering
>grooming
>making breakfast
>getting ready for work
>commute

based zizekbro

Huh. Looks like there's some room in those jeans. Bet I could fit in them ...

It physically hurts me that there are women walking around that look like this

you're a little guy

And now you choose the track back to DT Town?

b-but itll be different this time user...

In my understanding, there is detox that last a week or two (inpatient or outpatient), rehab that last a month or more (AA could be outpatient rehab in a way), and "communities" where you have a flat and live mostly by your own, but no neighbour will have a party with drinks or whatever, where you can live for years.

They want real love they "deserve" all while acting like the worse assholes society ever produced. Have a look at their subreddit if you want to feel bad.

That's bad. Sorry to hear that user.

>I don't have money so I buy alcohol instead of doing cheap stuff
Alcoholism isn't rational...
Also you have anhedonia. Stay sober for a few months to get rid of it.

It won't.
I mean, now you know how to taper and detox properly, but it'll still be a pain to do.

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>They want real love they "deserve" all while acting like the worse assholes society ever produced. Have a look at their subreddit if you want to feel bad.
Being an unlovable cunt is one thing but celibacy is another.

Plenty of cunty sexpats slithering across third world sidewalks with red light yellow fever desu.

some of us are too ugly to be loveable bud

>, and "communities" where you have a flat and live mostly by your own, but no neighbour will have a party with drinks or whatever, where you can live for years.
That sounds rather comfy. One of my worst fears is casual drinkers luring me back in.

>TFW porn addiction is worse than alcohol addiction and actually perpetuates it

what the fuck should I do

Not all racists are nazis. In fact most aren't. Just because some racists from Germany were national socialists doesn't mean you have to consider all racists to be like that.

Bit prejudiced desu.

Full Luddite.

Did you have fun before you discovered alcohol? If so, the boredom itself may be alcohol induced.

This. There is a massive difference in being a nazi and knowing that certain races are just bad to be around. Blacks make up 13% of the population in America yet commit 88% of all violent crime.

I lived in a house full of my mates then
It was always something to do.
Then they left bit by bit.
The house was just me and my best friend since childhood for a while.
And it was good.

Then he fell in love with a girl and got married all within 6 months.
That's when I started drinking for real.
That was a few years ago.

I've been living alone since and see my friends only once or twice a week.
It's never quite been like those early days

>once or twice a week
I see my friend about twice a year. But I don't mind hermitude so I guess it's not really fair to compare.

I'm the exact opposite desu. I drink to be able to stand being around other people. I can go for months without booze if I don't have to interact with people beside basic transactions, but I can't bear an hour of small talk without a few doubles.

I get bored in company and always enjoy myself alone. I guess I have it easier because you can shut people out of your life but you can't force them to come into it.

Same desu
Maybe my therapist can help me or something

>first night below freezing

Damn I love winter, My favorite season.

Can't wait until there is a foot plus of snow on the ground

FA and incel aren't the same thing.

Or maybe it's related to poverty, not race.

I love the cold but hate the snow.
Fuck snow

Also NE canfag detected

Snow is comfy af.

Nothing better then walking around at 3am hammered when there is no one one the road and that silent of snow

I'm not him nor a stormfag, but adjusted for poverty, blacks still commit more crimes per capita than any other poor people of any race.

The truth of the matter isn't some kind of inherent violence or stupidity. There's more than just genes that pass on between generations.
It's the idea that society isn't for you. That society is against you. THAT makes criminals.
Society is a game that we all play for our benefit. But if you feel like that game is benefiting others and not you, why bother playing?

Oh yeah, walking while the snow is falling is super comfy.
I used to live rural like and man, snow and I have a relationship.
It's absolutely beautiful.
But dealing with it. Such a fucking pain

I guess that's also true for women, lol

Right lol.

yeah dealing with the snow sucks, Especially the fucking slush and getting salt and shit in your house and car.

Krug
or
Dom?

i unintentionally got nonalcoholic cider from the store just now. would some whiskey go well with it?

How about you tell us?

>Or maybe it's related to poverty, not race
Nope. The wealthiest black areas have more crime than the most poverty stricken white areas. It's a race thing. Accept it.

>Or maybe it's related to poverty, not race.
It's not. Also retarded how much this shit is spouted because it's explicitly just not true.

>The truth of the matter isn't some kind of inherent violence or stupidity.
It is though.

Did you forget the rest of what I said?
The American Negro is violent for the same reason why the Irish are violent.

Hospital for the first time because of alcohol after daily use for 6 years. Had the flu, drinking 1 L whisky in one night plus benzos. Nervous about a busy week at work. If i don't find a way to deal with anxiety I will kill myself. Scared that I will make myself unloveable.

Jesus Christ
How do people like you even function?

Hmm yes as compared to negro literally everywhere else.

>teeth wiggling loose after years of chewing tobaccoa
ah yes

Switch over to Swedish Snus user.

We don't have a control sample of a population Negroes in a rich environment.
Africa is shit because the continent is shit
American Negroes are shit because they don't feel apart of regular society and lash out against it.

But if the Negro was categorically incapable of ever being like another type of human, then there'd never be educated and societally responsible Negroes.
There are.

It isn't a blood thing. It's a culture thing. Post-racist America has ironically conflated the two. You can't correct people who say "ax" or "finna" without being a genetic racist.

Society is a big boulder everyone is pushing up hill.
If you don't believe pushing that boulder helps you, why bother?
That's the problem with the American Negro.
Why bother do work for something that has always hated you?
Some American blacks have found out that it still helps them so they're just like everyone else. But most don't see the point.

As for the Africans, shit's been only like 150 years since most have even known about civilization.
Western and Eastern society has thousands of years to build upon the faith of society

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>he didn't buy a 10mm

laughinggirl.png

I see the point, but might it not be that everywhere the negro finds himself in civilisation that civilisation is per definition not for him? Kind of like gypsies or jews for that matter.

>General

fuck off

This question is always solved by adoption and again and again we see that an adopted "off race" child nearly always conforms to their adopted parents

>implying I only own a g43

The bottle is ruining my life
And I don't know what to do

American tobacco is fucking disgusting. I used to chew red man when I worked tree service. Visible gum damage after a few months using it. Switched to Swedish snus and have perfect gum and tooth health and I've been using it for around 4 years now

>drinking
>want to snus
>want to eat snacks
>can't do both at the same time

the greatest conflict in the universe

It took a week of sobriety before I started to crave again. Guess I was too sick for booze until now.

I only ever miss beer though. But beer always escalates to liquor.

If you use slim snus portions you can eat/drink with them in your top lip

pouches are just so faggy dude. cant do it

I've tried but the times I've tried I end up chewing the snus portion
It's just not worth the trouble

Loose snus is actually the most popular method of using snus in Sweden. I get it sometimes but still prefer pouches because of ease of use. When I get loose snus I have to compress it into a portion

If these really are all your guns, Nice choices.

love the judge, shot so many snakes with that bitch I lose count

Nigga just put the bottle down.
ez pz gg no re

Only about 1/4 of those are actually mine. Was from a /k/ meetup a few months ago. The judge isn't one of mine

I wonder how many ATF agents were at that meetup kek.

I would never meet someone from Veeky Forums irl, Especially /k/

/k/ and /out/ have the only good irl meetups. I go to /k/ nuggetfest every year as well as most of the smaller gatherings. The only bad /k/ meetup was when we got kicked off the land owner's property because a trap tripfag killed a goat and nailed the head to a tree

>we got kicked off the land owner's property because a trap tripfag killed a goat and nailed the head to a tree

No fucking way lol. Can you post the link of any of those threads? I would love to read that haha

An /out/ meetup would be cool, Plenty of good cooks.

I would go to a Veeky Forums meetup maybe for the divorced moms

I don't have the link offhand, but if you ask /arg/ they will post it all

Just because there are outliers doesn't mean that the vast majority of blacks, on any continent, are inherently violent. I may agree that it is a cultural thing to a degree, but that culture is black culture and goes hand in hand with the low IQ among negroidals.
Also 9 months sober you guys it's possible. Liver is finally back to normal and wakin up doesn't hurt every day.

Thanks man, I'll post it when i find it

desuarchive.org/k/thread/33039880/