Sunny day in London

>sunny day in London
>attractive women everywhere wearing little clothing
>26 years old and never had attention from women ever, only ever had escorts
>have zero friends or social life
>main hobby is sitting in public to feel less alone while drinking coffee, browsing Veeky Forums on my phone, and feeling bad about all the attractive women who have lives on easy mode, 9001 matches on tinder, and consider all non Chads disgusting
>tfw became the loser loner guy after only a few days at my vacuous low effort government job; come in 30 minutes late, take 2 hour lunches, still feel bad
>tfw have nothing to say during small talk
>on Saturday and Friday nights sometimes walk outside and observe the Chad and Stacey hedonistic paradise I'll never experience due to my ugliness and shit social skills and zero friends head on in order to have some sort of catharsis
>tfw too intelligent to swallow self help BS; all advice is trivial
>20 % of men get all the women
>coffee ruins my sleep and therefore my gym lifts but can't bear to stop; similarly with junk food
>like reading but hate being told I have to read long and boring old books; even leisure becomes work
>all culture is a vacuous corporatised dishonest sham or pseudo
>feel guilty for not working on side projects; feel guilty for not enjoying my youth; too ugly to enjoy youth if I tried
>pol is right but we can do nothing; I'm not even white
>for the 700+ day in a row I am heading towards an evening junk food and coffee fueled blackpill epiphany about getting my life on track before delaying it by another day tomorrow
>see normieclones find socialising easier than breathing
>know there's no way to be part of anything unless you already have friends
>only proposed solution for social rejection is to be a pathetic beggar of attention
>find no satisfaction in anything

Chads and women live like royalty. The rest of the normie males sustain the rigged social economy. The subhuman males live alone in a wasteland.

yeah but robot sex slaves

nice blog faggot

>london
>attractive women

Why do /r9k/ posters come here?

Read a fucking book faggot

OP you and I have a lot in common, although I'm white.

I just got back from walking across Hampstead Heath. I walked really quickly because I was alone and I felt like people were suspicious of me or something.

The only reason anyone would be suspicious of you is because you looked paranoid. Literally no one gives a fuck about you until you start acting like a fucking weirdo for no reason.

is the line between lit and r9k blurring?

Is it basically only sexually frustrated losers who read books nowadays?

brit chicks are the best

I wish, but no.
Pretty much every board in Veeky Forums is filled with normies thanks to the attention given by the media.

Being on Veeky Forums converts people from being normies, into weirdos.

I am the opposite, I relax and mind my business and I catch people looking at me all the time while if I look paranoid and expect them looking at me they don't,

What do you mean look at you? Everyone is constantly looking at people around them just out of the sake of curiosity. I look at people all the time when I'm outside, and then simply look away if I catch them looking back, so it won't be weird.

How do you know if people are staring at you, unless you are staring at them? Doesn't that make you a fucking hypocrite then?

>I'm not even white
You don't belong in a white country like England, so what you're experiencing is normal. You should go back to where you come from so you'll feel more at peace.

Novel suggestion: grow up and take responsibility for your own life

Novel suggestion: realize social life is determined in the formative years

ur paranoid

Not at all. Get out, put effort in your life and you will see rewards.The world will not come to you.

Neck yourself you dickless whiner

that's what we call mauvaise foi

Work on mindset user I used to feel similarly but if you always look to be dissapointed you always will be. Let go of the eeyore mindset you cling to for self validation

The Journal of a Disappointed Man by W. N. P. Barbellion.

Also Michel Houellebecq. I feel you op, was in the same situation and got a girlfriend (sex is nice) but I'm still miserable as fuck living pointlessly.

I have a gf. I am not attractive or a chad I've been balding since my 20's and I even take a book to read when visiting family/friends i.e. sperg. Anyway my gf is really pretty, educated and younger than me. The beautiful part is she is just as socially awkward as I am. You really just have to be less afraid to talk to people. Getting drunk helps me, but not too drunk.

>london
>not white
You should start by leaving

I love how you made absolutely no reference to literature whatsoever. It's literally just an r9k post you decided to post here, because it gets more attention here than it would there. Good job, man.

This is fucking stupid just join a club for adults that do some hobby or sport or share a common interest or whatever. Don't be rude to people and be a little outgoing. Yeah it's easier for people who are better at socializing, but the only way to get better is to practice. It's hard to make random friends on the street, but there are tons of groups where you can meet new people.

There are apps like Meetup (I know they use that in the USA and in Spain, so I assume they do in London too) that have both sports, hobbies, and other random meetup groups. Look up other clubs on the internet. this isn't hard. Maybe you won't enjoy it at first, but just try really hard not to be rude. It's really easy to think everyone else sucks, but that probably means you're actually the one being the dick.

Anyway keep practicing. There are a ton of social groups where nobody gives a shit that you're ugly as long as you aren't a dick. From there, go out with the people in the groups in other social situations and meet new people. This is how adults make friends.

>be a limey in London
>get run over and then stabbed

Love your posts OP

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