I'm unspooked as fuck. I see myself living in a meaningless world. I see people as disgusting...

fpbp

>disgusted
>jealous
>ugly
>wants women
>cares or thinks normies exist

>claims to be unspooked
What did she meme by this??

You have what it takes to be either a great shitposter or an obscure but cultish novelist OP. Stop wasting your energy spamming /pol/, Veeky Forums and /r9k/ with your problems and face the fact that you are genuinely and unironically too narcissistic and autistic to find a girlfriend.

I can't trust you with one of my bannermen. When your father learns who holds you, you'll receive an offer. Give him up and you'll be rich beyond your wildest dreams, refuse and I'll destroy your family root and stem.

It's impossible to find a gf if you have someone ready to buy them out from under you immediately.

you sound spooketh as fuck

I don't understand how men who aren't disable or grotesquely ugly can't get a gf. When I was a straight hermit for 3 years, barely ever leaving the house, no job, no social life, and extremely bitter I still found it easy to find pussy (I didn't want a relationship) The few times I went outside I would just approach women or I'll meet them online. Have you even made the effort of getting a gf or do you instantly discount it in your head before you have a chance of acting on your urges?

>I'm unspooked as fuck.

Heh, no you aren't. Those feelings of jealousy, disgust, etc. you expressed stem from spooks. Of course since they're spooks you're completely unaware of them, which is why you think you're unspooked.

Being a manlet in 2017 makes it impossible.

thinking antispooky is also just a coping mechanism

I'm friends with a whole bunch of Mexican manlets and they all have cute gfs, bad excuse. I'm not short but I'm not tall either, 5'10", and I have never encountered a women turned off by my height. I never even think about it until I browse Veeky Forums

Approaching random girls is not a thing outside the US

Good God, do I hate you people. What are you even doing here you disgusting normie?

I approached women in France, Spain, Italy and the Netherlands but even if it isn't applicable outside of the US there is still plenty of ways to meet women if one actually tries. It's half of the population

Fuck off manchild that can't even progress past their sexual infancy. Don't bring everyone else on this board into your pathetic life. Performing an act that every single one of your ancestors have been doing for tens of thousands of years is disgusting...right

I speak to around 3 times a day with women and am on a dating site. My dating yield is about 15-conversations-with-women--per-agreed-date. I think my attractiveness is quite the 6/10. I work out and have a rather nordic appearance. I'm a manlet. Had a 2.5 year long relationship and managed to sleep with one fat femlet after 1.5 years of solid work on getting a gf. She was a 4/10, maybe. Shown a pic to my mother and she said I shouldn't have such low standards. You normies will never understand hpw repellant the weirdo aura is. You don't need to look weird, hunchbacked, you don't need to ahve to stutter or be unable to watch someone in the eyes: they see your alien nature through even the best disguise.

I feel like an alien trying to mingle with humans and somehow they smell that I don't belong to them. In fact I have grown so paranoid that I wash for very long time to make sure that it is indeed not smell that does it.

They have a 6th sense, I tell you.

What the fuck is "unspooked"?

Ignore the typos, please. I wrote in the stupor of depression and repressed frustration

May I ask just how old are you? Trying to show off on anonymous board full of autists?

I swear this is how I feel. But at least you've had a relationship. I'm 23 and have never even touched a girl's hand

Don't listen to that fucking normie, they will never undersrand us

the opposite of
"Guys, intellectually I'm all spooked out. I can't stand philosophy because of all the unfalsifiable garbage. Many fields like economics etc are just applied common sense and stamp collecting. I see novels as nothing but entertainment despite pretentious people claiming life / philosophical insights and tonnes of people will consider you a disgusting plebeian if you don't initially read shitloads of boring as fuck canon novels.

I think I am painfully adapting to the idea of the Internet age / information overload by abandoning any pretension that I can be an all rounder or even dilettante in everything. There are ten trillion books called "Introduction to [broad and important field]", even if you only have one of each field.

History is similar to novels. Shitloads of reading along with a shitload pretension thrown on top telling you that you truly cannot no nuthin unless you have an in depth understanding of the Greeks / Romans / Christianity / USA / WW1 / WW2 / financial systems / or shitloads of other topics I can't stand it. And then there's current events. I don't care about climate change, outer space, inequality, China, the EU, applied psychology, the education system, diversity, Russia, South America, refugees, nutrition, mental health, and more. Admitting just one of these would make me an iredeemable idiot, no doubt.

Has anyone else had similar thoughts? The spooks are powerful and must be removed but their removal leaves your mind in a promordial state that is more susceptible to spooks than before.

I go to the city centre and see people shopping and the streets are busy, which is comforting compared to when they're empty, but walking through then brings no epiphanies.

I am so past watching movies or tv shows, even ones that pander to "edgy" young males. I just about read books but only because society tells me I should, though I don't derive much enjoyment

And obviously I have an existential crisis but Veeky Forums is fucking pathetic in demanding that anyone who has one should immediately "grow up" and become a monotheist and wagecuck. I fucking hate wagecucking. Seeing attractive young people is humiliating. I tell myself every day that I'll soon work intensely on one thing but I can't bear to do this. If you're really good at one thing then there are people lining up to call you a tard for not watching opera or being able to run a marathon or whatever shit. So I do nothing.

Every "thinker" is at their core an utter fucking fraud. Nietzche is a Tony Robbins tier Rorschach test. Science and mathematics provide non trivial insights but only in ultra specialised ways that probably require autism to appreciate. I listen to In Our Time podcasts and Bret Easton Ellis podcasts and I think at heart everyone cares about nothing more than social drama.

I think we all need to man up and admit that money, youth, videogames, and good looks are as good as it gets. But not everyone gets."

You sound like you might have depression with borderline/histronic tendencies.

Get help man. Everyone has their problems. Normies are medicated Veeky Forums posters.

>Essentials
Improve Your Social Skills - Daniel Wendler

>Advanced
What Every BODY Is Saying - Joe Navarro
The Games People Play - Eric Berne
Nonviolent Communication - Marshall Rosenberg

>Troubleshooting
Be Your Own CBT Therapist - Windy Dryden
No More Mr. Nice Guy - Robert Glover
Improvise - Mick Napier
Pre-Suasion - Robert Cialdini

I get what you are saying user, despite my success with women I still feel the same, I just learned to channel my 'weirdness' into actually helping me. My problem was I always saw through interactions, I can instantly see the goal of each one, what the person was attempting to convey or get out of me. I could detect problems they would actively try to hide and I would be very blunt and call them out on it. Now instead of acting on those impulses I use it to my advantage, instead of alienating people by addressing their subliminal message they don't even realize they are sending, I detect it and work with it...idk I find it hard to explain. I'm not a psychopath, I feel genuine apathy for people, but social interactions are a game 99% of the time. Use your supposed clear thinking in a different direction, don't think of your weirdness as something to hide, be authentic and detect the others message

This is sad. It sounds like he's revolted by other people's reactions enough to not try to figure out shit himself. The ultimate spook.

show off? I'm anonymous, I'm trying to have a discussion. But apparently mentioning you have sex is 'showing off'

Ah yes, I saw that in the autodidact thread. I'll give it a try.

*empathy

I always assumed that the whole manlet thing was a Veeky Forums meme which people took waaay too seriously. Like is it hot for women to hold hands at their shoulder level or something?

just b urself

This

I couldnt find the Wendler book on libgen, anyone has a link ?

Don't worry, the dude just tried to feel better about himself

So 12?

This loser

You are literally trying to insult someone for having sex and for mentioning it in a thread about women, implying that they are 12 for it? Don't understand what you are getting at here

What? Don't act like that's some sort of great victory. I'm attractive, intelligent, charismatic, and funny if given the chance. If no one knew who I was, I would thrive in any social setting, stop trying to fool yourselves otherwise.

>I'm inferior to everyone in every way
>Therefore I am superior
So in addition to being ugly and a weirdo you are also stupid.

I am 19 years old.
I am handsome, smart, athletic and virile.
I have a novel that is in it's final editing stage, and a creative writing professor at my college has read the first draft and thinks it's saleable.
I have a girlfriend who is confident, articulate, playful and spontaneous.
I have a small group of interesting friends from different social and academic backgrounds, and I also have many other acquaintances who see me as a reliable source of humour and good company.
Both my parents are aIive and in good health.
I have no regrets.
I have already experienced three existential crises, the latter of which was described as having the depth and profundity of a man twice my age.
I am a passionate lover, a sharp thinker, and a trader of witty repartee.
I am not self-pitying, meek or needlessly humble.
I will live a good life at your expense

I actually have similar thoughts to yours but I'm attractive, have had sex with multiple women, and have above average intelligence (at least I do considerably better in all of my classes at university than average). I have no idea what's wrong with me.

women are all vapid dumb whores, you really shouldn't stress so much OP. just have sex with a hooker or something and stop worrying about it.

>I'm unspooked as fuck
>My spiritual malaise is entrenched and I refuse to [do anything that might alleviate it because that would violate my IDEOLOGY of CLEAR VISION and TRUTH]

You don't know what a spook is

"The refusal to deny the hard truth" is a spook insofar as clinging to it is detrimental to your life experience

So, you're all just hypocrites then? Every single one of you? Don't really believe in God, but go to church every day? Have stories about personal miracles, but willing to submit to and even perpetuate evil? That's it then? That's all there is to you? I'd rather die young.

>I post about myself on Veeky Forums in a desperate attempt at validation at the same people I criticize

You're still broken faggot

*from the same

>I'm unspooked as fuck

Uh-huh, let's see:

>the thought, "the best revenge is a life well lived" goes through my mind

Living a "meaningful life" is a spook.

>genetically deficient organism

Value based comparisons of genetics are a spook.

>feel hatred for them because they might think they're smarter than me

Comparing intelligence levels to show it as a positive is a spook

>worry about "reading myself stupid"

That is a spook.

>I know they have lives on easy mode, consider me a disgusting non chad, as have 50999 tinder matches.

Multi-spook drifting!

>I trust my intellect and taste

Having a goal for "taste" is a spook. Intellect is supra.

All in all

You are fucking spooked

Not only that

You're an annoying pseud poseur who should stop projecting his spooks onto the lives of others. Who are you to dictate how they should live or enjoy their lives? Fucking P S E U D.

>die young
>young

You're 26 and you cry about women because you've never been touched by one.

You're fucked mate. You're young in category only.

I'm not 26. I've had a few gfs. I am young though. Pretty much everything you just said was wrong. I was responding to some thing this guy said

about spiritual malaise. This guy says

>"The refusal to deny the hard truth" is a spook insofar as clinging to it is detrimental to your life experience

but how can that be true, if something that is false is vile, and the truth is much more righteous? What price do you set on the truth? Your enjoyment? Your life? Would you just give up the truth, knowing and accepting a lie, and how is that not the utmost hypocrisy?

These are the things I was asking my man.

dumb stirnigger

fuck off to leftypol

are you seriously implying 26 is not young? The only people who think this are dumbass teenagers

People who are 26 get married. I think "young" here in its essence means like a boy. Fresh into the world. At 26 you should already have made yourself a man and are looking to make yourself a king.

this post is how everyone who posts about spooks sounds to me
that label means literally nothing because you can say it about ANYTHING, it is a meaningless accusation to call something a spook

is it all just b8? or are there people going around internally calling things spooks when moving through the real world

its the final destination for edgy cunts to ideologize their superiority complex and redditspace their euphoria all over a well-written piece of satire from OP

Get a pet.

>makes a distinction between good and bad life
>posts on a site to provoke a response
spooked as fuck

Falling for the unspoken hypocritical liberal caste spook of genetic sufficiency, off yourself before you spread your weak will through some bargain bin whore, you're a disgrace to humanity

In my opinion, reading Seneca would help you a lot. Heck, you can even find someone else who is a fan of reading and critical thinking and get a better lifd

>madly jealous
The correct word would be envious.

Can the mods please start banning these autists who make threads about how misunderstood/intelligent they are? They're seriously shitting up the board.

fuck you spookposter makes art

it is part of Veeky Forums tradition

muh board culture

I started reading books so I won't be able to think like you, even if it's right, because it's painful. You'll die anyway in the end, so it doesn't even matter if you lived a good life. Plus, even if there's a postmortal life and it matters how you live life, people like me will sure have the benefit, because those who were pseuds and had a good life surely will go to hell, and the other way around.

immature as fuck. Google rsd or kill yourself

...

>married
Don't fall for that trap. You gain absolutely nothing at the potential expense of everything. Don't enter that bondage. Find a women who doesn't mind not getting married, you will at least know they are genuine then.

So no threads ever on Veeky Forums, shut down the board?

>Crying out to the mods in the middle of a thread
>Like tears in the rain

>implying misanthropy isn't the biggest spook

This shit belongs on /r9k/

artofmanliness.com/2013/02/19/how-to-own-up-to-mistakes/

kill the boy. be a man

It's ironic you meme

People like you are waste of resources and should be exterminated in camps.

I will live in a freethinking revolutionary household. We will inhabit seperate houses.

The reason you feel that way is because these are your shortcomings. You become angry because others have figured it out. Note how their success does not impair your potential success and that they have their own shortcomings. The maths dude might not have a girlfriend and the boyfriend might be retarded.

Where do you want to end up? I'm sure most of those fifty things won't help you get there and not being able to remember a book is fine. That's not why you read. Being intelligent is not reciting a book. You really read like a fedora intellectual, fuck off, stop with the intellectual high ground.

Unless you're fucking disfigured you have no excuse.

This. OP, write down what you want. Then write down why you can't get them. Then why cant you get those things? Write those down. Make like a web/tree. There you have a plan. Start from the beginning. Make your life the way you want it to be. Nothing can stop you.