Hey Veeky Forums how you holding up?

>physical state decreasing because all I eat now is Chik Fil A and Canes since they're on my university's meal plan
>mental state decreasing even faster and all I do is post on here, sleep, and sometimes go to class - nothing else
>literally had a TA email me asking if I'm okay since I'm not turning anything in

I can feel myself getting more and more stressed because of work. Everything is fine except one manager seems to hate me for no fucking reason at all.

The cunt constantly checks up on me to make sure I'm not being lazy and she always makes me justify what I'm doing. She's always making sarcastic/rude comments towards and about me

Good
>Just hit 3 pl8 diddies (hex bar phaggot)
At a very normie gym filled with cardio bunnies dyel asian curl bros even 3pl8 turns heads
>I will soon be at 3 pl8 squats
>currently working on 1 pl8 ohp and 2pl8 bench
Got promoted at work pay doubled
Got my first non family member mire (jail bait)

12 months ago I was spinning my wheels no career no gains 23 kg fatter
/fit thank you I have not "made it" yet but god dam anons I am on my way.
>invest in yourself if no one will once
>then world sees you are a good investment then others will invest in you

We can all make it

thanks user, i hope your right. women were a mistake.

i'm working a project where i'm converting a van into a living space. as faggy as it may sound, i don't feel like working my ass off 50 hours a week to pay a house off that i barely live in. life is good when you can actually experience it

Meh
> College sucks
> working out is hard with schedule
> want to still die
> filling out from skeleton

How do you increase OHP?

I'm aiming for 1pl8 OHP too but I'm currently stuck at 45kg

she wants your dick user. trust me.

>lift are great
>finally making some gainz
>start getting noticed by girls
>have had this super hot chick over 3 times now
>couldn't get it up once
>motivation keeps dropping
>feel something is wrong with me
>thinking all day about not getting ED next time i'm with her
>which leads to me getting ED
>repeat

swear into the Army next Monday. Classes are going well

>finally getting over her

And I've been eating right and going to the gym consistently.

finally starting to feel better

Doubt it. She's about 2'' taller than me and a bit older. Think early 30's vs early 20's

Well then you are fucked. Hope you get lucky and she just fucking drops dead.

The good:
>made out with a hotie but not followup because reasons for now
>getting over my ex that I still love
>losing fat
>read the stranger
>getting into writing poems,thoughts
>friend is visiting over to have five crazy days
>started boxing and the first class was awesome
>meet new people almost everytime we go out with my bros

The bad:
>Need to get serious about completing my thesis
>Study more

>been thoroughly depressed for almost a year
>SSRIs not doing much
>visits to shrink not doing much
>Veeky Forumsshit not doing much
>social contact not doing much

dont know what to do lads. have been looking for a reason to live for the longest time, just cant seem to find it. everything feels empty and pointless. its tiring having to convince myself everyday: just one more day.

frequency, literally double it in the week.
A:3x3
B:5x10 (obviously much lower weight)

Will shoot up and stay up there

>hey Veeky Forums how you holding up?

Talking to a chick on discord
She adds me as a friend
I live thousands of miles away
Really starting to like this chick but it sucks I can't find local girls with her beliefs and her interests.....

Why do you give a shit about a girl's beliefs and interests?

Come home: All is One, there is no separation, just the illusion of it.

We're gunna make it, bros.

My wife just had her IUD out recently and next Monday is peak fertility for her based on her cycle, so all weekend and Monday night and Tuesday if she can handle it we’re going to try to make a baby. Feels good man. Have a house, good financial stability, etc. Ready for dat dad strength. Wish me luck bros.

>in a good paying job
>flexible working hours
>still no friends
>still no gf
>too much of a pussy to join a bjj class or any class at all despite being interested in it

This user
Women don't hold beliefs, values or morals. They just reflect those of the kost influential men of their life. I got with my girl who was basically antifa a few months ago and now she hates niggers just like me and probably you.

Shitty tasks and loads of overtime hours at work currently ruin my workouts which is shit, but it'll be better soon, at least I hope so

Some days ago a friend of my brother killed himself. I didn't really kniw him but still it pretty haunts me. Some 19 year old guy spends an evening with his friends, does no remarks and afterwards just walks into his father's barn and hangs himself in the middle of the night. Whole family asleep in the house beneath and nobody foresaw anything. No way to turn back time. A kid deciding there's no sense in his life and dying alone. Fuck, this seriously haunts me though I'm ten years older and already experienced some sad stuff happening.

My current two biggest problems are:

finishing one class from highschool which is descriptive geometry(got cucked by shitty teachers in the beginning so without a base I fell hard on the other years but working on it this year, will have to have classes with younger kids and the other day all the underage girls were mirin hard)

the other one is stepping up and managing a business from my parents, all about how to do X or Y properly, how finances(both from the business and home) work, how to deal with all the workers and their shitty ungrateful personalities, etc...
besides that pretty nice

>Work in a stote/pharmacy combo as a pharmacy technician
>Co-workers all women
>Store workers mostly women.
>Our lanklet stockguy quits today
>The store manager walks back to the pharmacy to gossip about it with my pharmacist
>Pharmacist says we need a strong stock boy around the place to move pumpkins and haybails.
>Manager asks me if I know anybody whos looking for work.
>I tell her jokingly sure Ill ask around at the gym.
>Philipino 5'2" girl coworker speaks up
>"you go to the gym?!?"
>Gives me a joking creeped out look
>I'm 6'3" 228 lbs with 1/2/3/4 lifts.
>Try to play off like it didnt hurt a little.

The ego took a big hit today, boys.

Id still eat her asshole though.

shit bro thats cold

Slightly rebounded from low mental health ,hopefully just enough to finish the last year of university.
Realized how important mental health is. Started sleeping on the floor on the first or second morning solved 1 year of horrible eye strain/pain that was caused by another spinal pain that fucked up surrounding muscles. Still cant sit more than 2 hours in university.

Finally fixing my spinal nerve problem was like a huge dose of feel-good-drugs best feeling ever.

Got my first mire after almost 3 years of gym was doing 70kg shrugs.

you probably look like you lift. people used to say i looked big when i was only pressing like 165. not that i had a remotely impressive physique (6'0")

>meet "girl on discord
>fall in love
>meet
>live together a little
>break up when I go back home
>Now trying to eat 6000kcal/day and hit that natty 3/4/5/6 (close on everything but Squat and OHP)

>3 plate natty press

are you like 7' or planning on getting leeman fat? please stay safe. srs

>fucked up for a week and didn't train
>been eating like shit
>feel like shit

I'm back on the liftwagon tho bros, back to paleo and daily lifts and I'm adding in a morning run
>tomorrow

Coming back from a multitude of muscular skeletal injuries, ACL recon and bucket handle tear 9 months ago, grade 2 pec major tear 4 months ago.
Mental state increasing, physical state increasing
Back to 5x5 2pl8 bench, squats are still terrifying but I'm working my way back into it
Broke a 7 month dry spell last weekend
Feeling good again
I think I might make it guys

good luck, but the world is already overpopulated and why would you want to put a human being on this planet? They sure as fuck didn't ask to be here
but go ahead, force another life into this shithole

>eat nothing but chicken
>not joocy af

Where do I buy this couch?

>Feel trapped in relationship
>Find out ex is in my university class totally by coincidence, debating changing class time
>Feel depressive state coming back after two years of no depression

On the upside I'm getting Veeky Forums again after being gain gobled by the gain goblin

>Physical state
Steadily Improving, went from subpar to untrained on symmetric strength in the past few weeks
>Mental state
Entering uni next year through the back door, I'll be 21 and dropping out of HS to follow my dreams (lol) won't matter anymore, pretty exicited, any aussies going to UNE wanna be my friend next year?

>Entering uni next year through the back door,
what? how?

How do I make social gains? I'm tired of being an interim friend. I find myself not even bothering to try and talk to new people, girls or guys, cause I know they're not gonna be interested in hanging out with me as soon as someone better comes along.

I'm moving to japan soon and I'll only know a few work "friends". I'm afraid my 'tism is gonna spike and I'll end up with no friends and just spend all my free time in my apt for the next 2 years.

In australia once you reach 21 you can get into university without having an ATAR (an ATAR is pretty much an Australian SAT)

I can only put up 245 rn, Im 6'3 and under 200
Fuck, I miss her.

>uni been closed fri-mon
>wasn't able to go today because busy with classes
>gonna lift tomorrow but
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK
GOODBYE GAINS

7 year fitizen here

>23 and graduated
>things are going well with my software developer job
>getting into investing, bought a nice new car
>seeing a chick

now the concerns:

>losing motivation in the gym (partially due to hitting my practical natty peak and having lifted 7+ years etc etc)
>I can't tell if this girl is too crazy for me and my INTJ brain is not good at handling relationships

On one hand I've spent years on here hearing from anons who say "don't fuck with crazy" and "beware of hot unstable girls"

on the other hand she has a lot of great qualities and, in all practicality, I probably would have considered my mother (who turned out to be a good mom and wife) "crazy" at this stage of her life

so idk, just go along cautiously optimistic I guess?

>Therapy helped solve no problems, ended up stressing me out because of cost
>Running out of money
>Owe a bunch in college debt for degree I'm not getting
>18 plus credits for school, probably failing some
>No car
>Have to pick up shitty old job just to pay for shit
>Starting to have anxiety problems for first time
>Family is disintegrating, dinner is silent these days
>Girlfriend is probably gonna jet when she realizes what a wreck my life has become
>Can't do homework because dad's on computer
>Can't watch Netflix because xbox live is down

Anons all I ever wanted was for someone to love me and to have some happiness and now it's all falling apart and I can't stop it, fucking christ I'm crying

Also my cut is going well

I too would like a neat ass couch like that.

I'm doing very well

Had a sick workout today, and got a bunch of work done.

Feeling dat optimism

viagra my friend

Is 23 too young for you to start cycling? I'm not au fait with juicing.

>lift for girls
>get bored of girls
>stop lifting and cut gym down to once a week or less

its just not as fun as when I started

I have no idea.

>dump gf after she cheats on me
>thanks to Veeky Forums start shining like a motherfucker
>six months later ex wants me back
>going to have sex this friday
>going to dump her after....
>...but we've been talking for a week now, went for drinks yesterday and made out in the car
>tfw completely fucking in love with her again

I wasn't ready for these feels.

it's all in your head man, just blame her next time you can't get it up, that'll take the pressure off you

good book, existentialism is a pit of hell that can ruin you if you don't find your way out

If I was ever going to hop on gear it'd probably be later in life when my test starts to naturally decrease and my hair is mostly gone anyway

How expensive is a regular low-dose cruise

dude she cheated on you, i know you wan her bad but you'll end up hurt even worse this time, you're still gonna do what you wanna do, but think about it.

the good
>22 years old
>making around 500k euro/year
>lifts are going up
>everyone likes me in the gym
>when going out/clubbing I am always the center of attention
>when going out get a fuckload of girls
>will buy my first car next week

the bad
>feel completely empty inside
>dont value money
>realise people are chilling with me because I buy bottles in the club and just pay for stuff because I don't want to limit myself when trying to enjoying myself
>stopped talking to my family
>throwing away my principles of not drinking any alcohol
>I am losing interest in women as soon as I get sober
>haven't had sex in a month or so
>not attending any classes whatsoever (fulltime student)

I remember college man it was rough at times.

It doesn't matter who you date, a 23 year old intj male is fucked when it comes to relationships. Go for it man, who cares, you can always just switch it off if it's not working.

loser

You're a fulltime student making 500 000 euros a year???

WTF

yeah, depression us great for cutting

How can you even be this bad at college

>just got my 4lb tub of casein in the mail
>cut is on schedule, only a few slip ups
>gym is becoming a habit
>had an excellent workout today. Prob the protein powder working its magic
>been chatting up a grill I've had a crush on forever
>total qt, I asked her out for drinks awhile back, but she turned out to be dating some dude already
>guy she's with is some total shit head, but he's fucking up bad lately, and she's ready to bounce. Almost left him last week, apparently
>pretty much playing the gay BFF part atm. I have no shame
>had a few drinks last night with her and some of our mutual friends, got her number
>been chatting it up all day, even though she knows I'm into her
>bonus points, she recently became a cardio bunny
>ITSMRSTEALYOGIIIIRL.mpeg
>met a guy I hated in high school at the gym
>watched him Sqat lmao1pl8
>made sure he was looking as I rep out 3x5 185lb bench like child's play
>proceed to Sqat his mom's bodyweight
>exxxtra deep so he can mire my junk
>hit a new pr on leg press

It was a good day, Veeky Forums

abort you idiot
get the fuck out now
you don't love her, you love having a partner and all the work's already done with her so it seems easier

Seems like it, thanks

Yeah, e-commerce. Guess why I'm not attending class, can't be motivated desu. Last year as well.

Pump and dump, my dude.
Fuck her like you don't give a fuck about her, then tell her to get the hell out.

This is the alpha way

good for you man

I want to experience fatherhood. My wife wants to experience motherhood. I want to look into my child’s eyes and see my own eyes reflected so adoption is out. And the world isn’t really overpopulated at all.

Her cheating consisted of falling for another guy. Then kissing him. She confessed when she got home. I made her choose, she chose me, and then I made her tell the other guy. Then I dumped her.

I've always regretted not trying to work at it, however. I was emotionally unavailable, unemployed and dyel. I don't blame her for any of it, because it wasn't as one-sided as it may appear. Not to mention that I fucked a stripper during the relationship, still unbeknownst to her. I was a piece of shit, really. Fortunately it was all a wake-up call for me and I've changed my life for the best. But the fact of the matter is that I really fucking love this woman. I'm 30, you know. I've been around.

Maybe a second chance is all we need... It may work. We wouldn't be the first ones to recover from it.

But goddamnit, I love her so much. Having her in my arms again made me forget about everything.

What is this, high school?
Still fuck her brains out like you don't give af, though. Bitches love that shit

My life at the moment

I'm very jealous.

I lost my wife to cancer last year, and I'm still as broken as on the day I lost her.
We were both 31 and having a baby was our next step, but then it all came crashing down...

Ah well, it matters not. I'll be with her soon enough.

Cherish what you have, brother.

>tyluh

what's your website?

I'll be your friend, it'll start out because you're wealthy but maybe we'll develop a strong relationship completely independent of each others wealth

Bjj is a great style and sport, the first step is just going to a class. You can do it user! People are always very nice there!

Split with my gf of 2 years yesterday. She wanted to settle down while I was nowhere close to ready. We're both 28.

Are you a /pol/ack?

>haven’t gotten laid in 17 months
>about to turn 27, moves back to moms house over a year ago
>just graduated uni with an IT degree in April
>applied to 250+ places since January
>done 8 interviews, have 0 IT experience
>get turned down at every interview for someone with a better resume
>wagecuck retail job one day a week, trade Work 4 other days a week
>thought a degree would be my ticket out of being a wagecuck/Tradie
I’m so despondent and misanthropic at this point in my life, hold me lads. I applied to over 100 internships while in uni and even offered to volunteer at several places for experience and got nothing. Trade work pays alright and I should be able to move out in a few months and can then work on getting laid but fuck I just want to start a career.

Business guy here

Vacation a few days ago, but now im depressed again and the night is getting rough

doing pretty good besides having an existential crisis over death

>fuck black QT, first black girl ive been with
>suddenly black girls start miring me when I walk around campus

coincidence or nah? either way now i just need to figure out how to talk to them.

Welcome to SD try not to get HEP A

stay strong user. I believe you will get through this.

My life is a living experiment of how isolation affects people. As my friends have slowly peeled away through adulthood I've started having insomnia and night dreads. I wake up every hour or so thinking about how my life is in the toilet. I watch youtube videos, listen to podcasts and post here to simulate interaciton.

On the plus side I recently escaped back breaking manual labor to move on to a nice comfy office job.

second chances never work dude. you deserve better than this girl, trust me. I know you like her but she isnt good for you and will only hurt you more.

F - for your wife
Stay strong user I don't know what to say.. Do whatever you can to make yourself happy

shit i can relate to this

It is strange but there are many people out there, even those living in subsistence conditions, that really enjoy being alive. Maybe this guy isn't jaded like us.

I just wanted to say I'm sincerely sorry about this user.

>swiping tinder because I've got a career and can't meet strangers otherwise
>find a girl I think is nice and take her on a date
>first date goes great and we're all over eachother
>talking with her over a few weeks
>second date
>she's late and being standoffish but I pull it through because I'm trying to stop being single
>ask her on another date last night to a comedy show
>show starts at 7
>7:30 and she's still not around
>say I'll give her until 45 after
>40 rolls around and she says she's on her way
>10 minutes later and she's still not around despite living 2 minutes away
>tell her forget it I'm just gonna go home
>she responds 'OK'
Fucking hell I'm not doing well at all. I want to meet somebody nice but it seems I can only keep them around to fuck them. What even is this? Why is it harder to find an actual girlfriend than it is to shove my dick in a stranger!?

On a positive note I finally managed 1.5pl8 clean and jerk. Yes I'm dyel as fuck.

It's weird, I was always one of those guys who thought he was fine being alone. I thought I was some sort of anomaly, that is until sometime around this year when I turned 26. It really started to get to me. I have a roommate who is a couple of years younger than me and he's heading right down my path. He refuses to listen to me.