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1. Your deepest fear
2. Your darkest secret
3. Least favorite Veeky Forums classic

> watching those around me die
>I spent over 1k on cam whores last January
> brothers karamazov

>that my secret will be discovered
>killed a guy, then got rid of his body in a river
>ulysses

story pls

>death
>i was raped by a grill when i was 8 and i enjoyed it
>proust garbage

1. deepest fear
becoming schizophrenic.
2. darkest secret
once sucked a peenor
3. least favorite lit classic
harry potter

He said that Ulysses was the greatest book ever written. Now he sleeps with the fishes.

>that what I think of myself through OCD obsessions is actually true
>I regularly hear voices in the noises of the world (showers, fans, car wheels over pavement) and if I close my eyes I get geometric visuals when sober, and it's really starting to get to me
>Rings of Saturn

>i was raped by a grill when i was 8 and i enjoyed it

Interesting. . .

>getting lost and not finding my way back, or dying
>i had an incestual relationship with my brother for a year or two when i was about 10 or 11
>infinite jest

>Going blind
>I'm really into cfnm, femdom and humilliation porn
>The man in the high castle

Could you please greentext, with great detail, what happened to you?

1: Never finding happiness
2: I tried to set my ex's car on fire and slashed her tires after I found out she cheated on me
3: Jane Eyre

>irrational:
A bug somewhere on/in my body where I can't see it, especially noisy or hard bugs like beetles, and especially ESPECIALLY parasites.
>rational:
God, and being kidnapped for not always taking mortal laws so seriously.
>sekrit
I took the opportunity to start courting a young girl (12) while I was supposed to help improve her English
>least favorite
The Meditations. Fuck stoicism and fuck all Helenaboo garbage 'philosophy'.

>being eaten
>I deliberately gave myself a concussion one time by hitting myself in the head with a rock repeatedly
>I don't know. Is Harry Potter a Veeky Forums classic? I hate that crap.

Details on that secret Humbert?

Be more specific, I'm busy.

How far did you two go?

>failure
>as a kid I used to be aroused by my mom's beatings and jerk off thinking about it
>Thus Spoke Zarathustra

>a loss of my mind either through dementia or injury.
>I drunkenly set fire to and burned down a nudist camp
>Siddhartha

Huh interesting

We have a daughter together, now, half a decade or so later.

>burying my parents
>i like jerking my dog off
>moby dick

Well.
Fuck.

Did you move to another country, or was she an immigrant to your own?

Neither, the economy was good in Alberta at the time so her mother moved from Quebec (from France). Conceived there but born here sort of thing.

>the human condition
>molested
>anything read for status.

>Alberta
>seducing a 12 year old

Ahhhhh so that explains it.

>Death.
>I've never been with a woman but I've sucked a dick before. It was too small.
>Not sure, haven't read enough that I dislike.

>seduce
She started it, you aho

It's all good bro, my sisters 13 (at the time) year old friend did the same to me.

We only lasted for two years though before she become a ho and cheated.

Yes but I was 24

being buried alive
that i pray, believe in God
jude the obscure

I was 17-19

Still a 4.5 year difference.

Admittedly not as much of one.

But hey.

Does anyone know about your relationship besides you two?

Because I'm assuming off of the info provided she's still only 17.

She's 18 now.
We're married and have a kid, so of course people know.
I've never been explicit how long it has been happening with out parents, but I have no clue what she's said.

1. When I am especially vulnerable I become overly emotional and give up my principles. It is reverting to a place of zero again, which I have done many times in the past and it's the worst. When they say there's nowhere to go but up, they leave out how bad it feels to fall back down again every time.
2. Grey aliens control me and society around me and they're in my harassers and stalkers posing as humans to control me.
3. If it's things Veeky Forums enjoys, I really hate Thomas Pynchon who is not appealing except in style and never said anything more bright than any old man his age has thought to himself. Dude drugs lmao.
If we're talking about real classics: The enlightenment literature in Germany is very boring and overly tedious. I cannot stand it.

Well I'm happy for you user

Unfortunately I wimped out and didn't do much more than touch her a bit until she was 16.

You and I have a lot in common user

Well, you obviously didn't fuck up too badly if you're still together.

There's no way of knowing of course, but you perhaps could've saved from pushing for too much and scaring her off.

I mean, in my situation, she initiated ALLLL of it.

Perhaps that should've been my first sign she was maybe too promiscuous for a serious relationship though.

Oh well.

Do you feel any different being a father?

Wow, the arab takeover of Canada has been swift.

No, she's said several times that I could have done essentially anything I wanted after only a few months of our relationship being official (a few months before she turned 14).

I don't feel particularly different and anybody claiming to be changed by such a thing has probably been very 'sheltered' in one way or another.
I'm wh*Te

I hope she's white too, but this is very unwhite behavior.

I bet her pussy game is mean.
She got that hot serial killer strange

wh*Te fr*nch not ar*b or r*man fr*nch

Well, in an age where nearly every white woman has kids too late, I suppose I shouldn't fault the opposite. Now make sure she bangs out 8-10 since they'll be needed to fight the spawn of those **** "French."

1. My reality will become estranged in some way, a line or a plane I'm looking at will rip open and a horrifying void will attack me or end my life or make me miserable in some way. It could happen any second and I think about it too much for no reason

2. I'm into cock caging and submission to women

3. What's considered a Veeky Forums classic?
Existentialism is a Humanism or Siddhartha both hit the low scale for me

Don't you feel guilty about this

I only feel guilty about not doing more

>Your deepest fear
The best part of my life is in my past
>Your darkest secret
The only thing that has kept me from being a rapist, murderer and generally leading a criminal life has been cowardice
>Least favorite Veeky Forums classic
Anything written by americans

Rousseau?

What is it with Veeky Forums's capacity to turn every thread into pedoshit...

Did Rousseau have mommy issues? I don't know much about his life.

Björk is best waifu, there's a reason a guy killed himself because of her.

patrician secret

Veeky Forums is a man's board and ephebophillia is in every man's nature

i don't remember writing this post...

>12
>pedo

>ephebophilia is in ever JEW'S nature
Big difference

>ephebophillia
That's just an euphemism for pedophilia.
And it's in the nature of every man so pathetic that they could only possibly impress a 12 year old.
>I'm telling you guys, kiddy diddling is manly!

oops I thought it said favorite Veeky Forums classic

Least favorite is Stirner for sure.

I've been with women before her, you know.
I'm not attracted to them.
>manly
bjerk off m8

This is true. The jewish media may have smashed the Catholic Church with those pedophilia stories, but the truth is it's much more rampant in the jewish community. Wonder why we never hear about it though, hmm....

RCC is the most jewish denomination of Christianity, why would they do that?

>Losing one of my senses, getting a disease. being alone/never getting a wife or gf, and having kids with genetic defects or sickness.
>Probably largely the result of watching too much porn, but trap porn is pre gud. Only watched it a couple of times though.
>Blood Meridian.

You have a dysfunction.
I'm not gonna waste my time shit talking a stranger on the internet, but we both know this. If you're a real pedo and not LARPing, you know on some level of your sickness, you're just too hedonistic to care.

I'm just irritated by the dishonest portrayal of it. I swear, your lot is endowed with unmatched talent for manipulation. No wonder Humbert was written the way he was.

>dysfunction
How so?
>hedonistic
I'm literally not pleasure-concerned at all.
I didn't manipulate her at all. Again, she started it. I left a key in my garden and she decided to start using it to break and enter and do house-wife things out of the blue while I was working.

All gentiles are a like to them. Only two differences matter in the irrational mind of the Jew: the absolute differences between God and man, and the absolute difference between man (Jew) and goy.

These days we pay other people to bury the dead.

Kids have crushes, genius. That doesn't justify molesting them.

What do you want me to do? Explain to you why child abuse is bad? It's impossible to communicate with a person so alienated from subtleties of human behavior. And most importantly: you have a very strong interest in maintaining your delusion. No one wants to be a monster.

Oh, and the manipulation comes from the way you present it to others. You don't have to be a mastermind to trick a 12 year old into fucking you, anyone could do it.

If anyone could do it, then why aren't you?

I have read the whole thread, and you should definately seek help. I mean, she has reached a legal age now, but 12 and 24? Come on, if thats not blatant pedophilia what else is it? It doesnt help at all if you say "she wanted it too", she was a literal child.

>I have several fears, but there are two with I personaly cant stand: cockroachs (I just freak out and storm out of whatever I am when I see one) and death, mine or from people I care.

>I have done some fuck up sexual shit when was a kid. I gropped the maid that helped raise me since I was a kid out of lust one time and I in more then one time I seduced and send nude pics to pedos on my internet friends list, some of them I actualy was able to recieve a little profit from (like using their account to play Diablo 3 when it came out). Today I am way more calm, but I will admit I still have lots of fetichs that I target on my gf (luckly we share our perversion in equal terms)
>Memorias de Um Sargento de Milícias (a brazilian classic) and anything written by Kant. Dear fucking lord I cant stand those.

Normie stay, normie go, normie stay, normie REEEEEEEEEE, GTFO OF MY BOARD, GODFUCKING DAMM!!!1!1...

Normie stay, normie go...

Because it's unappealing, illegal and insidious.

> not living a life I'd gladly relive given the opportunity
> I am a great cocksucker (I am a guy). Also I tried to fuck a cat once
> anything by Slavo Zizek

This isn't your board, robot.

Damn, I misinterpreted the story earlier. I thought the girl's mom made a deal with him for her daughter. I didn't realize this dude just started gaming his 13 year old neighbor.
> she started it
No she didn't, dude, and you know it. I've taught kids before and it did strike me how forward some girls were in expressing having a crush on me, but that never crossed my mind and is excuse.

What did this guy say about the girl's parents? That's pretty twisted but it's 10x worse with all these middle eastern savages being let into the west and raping little kids.

You clearly are way too sheltered to know kids.
I know kids as young as the age of 12 who are already mothers, and I know some who actualy where actualy flirting and profiting from pedos (I was one).

Your world is way 2 pink user.
You need to leave the shelter.

>stranded in the ocean
>I don't actually read terribly often
>Infinite Jest

Some little girls straight up murder other children what's your point?

Psh. Didn't I say I taught little girls that age? You mean I don't live in seedy ass places? I've been to 50+ countries and have seen my share of shit, but are you saying you were looking for old men when you were 12? Really?

The point is for people stop being such little wossies about stuff. Thats all.

I may not started, but I was swaled and then found it to be normal. I may be a bit lucky, majority of pedos I met were way to passive to actualy do something, bit either way, this dosent change the fact that a point in my life I was actively searching people with I sometimes would flirt and were older than me (sometimes by 10 years at that time)


Either way, you people are being way to noisey about some topic you clearly are full of stupid morals.
What if he married the 12 yo? They seen to ended very nicely, and most of all, user there said he waited till a age with he taught she was more mature. What are you even complaining? Everything seemed to turned out fine, so quit with your little drama and hypocritical morals, k?
This has nothing to do with middle easterns. If two or more people want get into a relacionship and all the parties are completely sane and sure of their desicion, who the fuck are you people or society to tell otherwise?
See, this is the problem of pussies like you guys, you seen to think that there arent kids who are promiscuous in early ages. This is the problem of living in a pink world: you dont know shit.
I from my own experience know how a kid can be full of lust and act like a adult, and thats the reason today I say that this age of consent if garbage. A garbage we need, unfortunately, because not all couples would be as sincere and as respectfull of one another like the one I just read it.
You people need to leve this stupid morality that dosent even fucking work, and actualy let people choose their fucking lives, be a underage with a poder person or all the other combinations.
If all the parties are sane, absolutely sure of it, and love one another, fuck it, just do it.
Age is just a fucking number. Time has passed to people to learn such a simple concept.

Dear lord, I hate my phone corrector só much.

>Your deepest fear
My friends/relatives discovering how much of a pervert I am
>Your darkest secret
I send dick pics to girls who have their snapchat in their Tinder bio, regardless of their age.
>Lease favorite Veeky Forums classic
Gatsby

Well, dear, society needs rules and leaders so these things don't happen, or happen as infrequently as possible. You are not virtuous for living in a shitty world. I didn't understand half your post though. Are you a female? What is your highest level of education or are you a non-native English speaker?

I identify with this post.

1. To turn into you
2. I'm in love with a girl
3. Kierkegaard

Why are you so hissy all of a sudden?
Does my personals will chance what I said?
Are you having troubles reading what I write? I doubt everyone is having trouble reading it.

Of course society needs rules, but let me tell you, that some of the rules working right now are realy stupid.
I dont want a stable society for the sakes of a stable society. I want a stable society for the sakes of individuals being able to achiev their fullest potencial, and several of those societal dogmas now-a-days are what kills many of those potencials.
Also, leaders arent supposed to be followed. They are supposed to be role models. Those who arent dont need to be leaders.

Lile I said: to many morals in a simples topic.
You constant necessity to invoke the "society rules" just shows me the average level of this argument.
Authority in itself isent a argument, usualy is more of a reason to go against it actualy.
There is a simples reason I say you people are being to noisy about stuff like this: you are way too full of mindless morals. There are young individuals who are able to do adult stuff. They may or may not be the norm, but they are out there, so they should be able to live as such.
Again, age is just a number, what matters is the individual wishes and habilitys. If he is 100% sure and 100% able, well, why hold it?
And again, like I said, unfortunately, the age of consent is a necessary evil, tho I will keep saying is a stupid necessary evil.
But I am sure that in a few centurys, people will be able to live their lifes fully, without stupid "rules" like this

This is kind of depressing since you clearly have about 5th grade education. Not sure how you made it here. And yes, I'm having trouble understanding what you're saying, but you didn't answer my questions so meh. 12 year old girls can't make their own decisions. Most 25 year old girls can't make their own decisions. You don't have a clue what's right and wrong though. Sorry your life's so fucked up. I hope you can get through it without fucking anyone else's up.

1. Life continues as it is for many time
2. I wish I was a cute 15 y/o girl
3. Metamorphosis was pretty ok but nothing special, I mainly read pleb tier tho so maybe I am pleb tier

>Blood Meridian
Why?

>rational
>God
Kek

>The judge did this and he did that and he did this and they rode and they did that and and and and and *inhales* and nigger and and [pointless spanish dialogue] and and Ye and they rode on and the judge spat and Ye.

Declarative statements and unevocative prose devoid of feeling sucks. Also the whole meaningless violence schtick did nothing for me because it was, well, meaningless. It reads in the style of what an elementary school student would
use when writing their "what did you do over the summer holidays" paper, with laundry lists of things they did, and so on; except with Blood Meridian it used big boy words.

Well you know what I mean, user
I fear the inevitable

>becoming a failure in uni and then in life and never getting that qt gf
>i feel like i dont give a shit at all about all the people that love me
>the stranger

Don't worry about that specific fear, desu. Been there, done that. It's not that bad. I don't know how much it really troubles you, though, but there are much wide things out there.

Worse* damn autocorrect

>fear
losing my mental and physical faculties
>secret
I was raped repeatedly by a family friend until age 14. The experience left me impotent for life and I've resigned myself to a life of celibacy. My parents found out and punished 14 year old me, while the rapist got off scott free and is still living a good life.
>least favorite Veeky Forums classic
I don't like anything by Lovecraft.

>child abuse
Except we're still together, years later.
I didn't have sex with her until she was 16 which is legal here of course.
Excuse me, I was 24 when we started dating. I was 22 when her antics begun.

> That I will be remembered in accordance with the views of my enemies
> My fetishes probably have more to do with my preferences than anything else
> Infinite Jest

>no she didn't
What does 'breaking into my house to do house-wife things and then stay in my room watching TV or playing games' sound like to you, then, a loud "no!"?
Society is a demon. Why keep it?
Fascist

why do people claim not to like rape but are fine when being pushed around in the subway or the bus; the latter is more assaulting on me

If a fucking baby touched your dick, would that mean you can fuck the baby? God you make me sick. I unironically wish death upon you.