How to become impulsive and blindly passionate?

changing myself how_

Changing yourself to be impulsive and blindly passionate

its a kind of long story with a lot of intricacies and a weird situation that i cant explain. Sorry but im impulsive and crazy but not really impulsive and crazy but I actually am though.

This.

I have to walk for 5 hours every day and i dont think i could eat enough to make up for the calories lost from walking, Threfore making shit Kainz

PCP.

bump

you are supposed to let your "animal" arise through artistic means, like, work and be an apollonian with the fire and power of an dionysian

Gabapentin drastically changed my behavior. I'm much more extroverted and I have a job which fulfills my career aspirations. Try it. It's really easy to get it prescribed.

Well for what it's worth the few times I have come out of the apathy has been when I settled into a new living location in a different city and had an immediate pressure every day to organise living, work, all that stuff.

Maybe it was just as Hesse said, that beginnings are magic, but I only remember this now.

Since then I have returned to the stupor.

>ascetic sexually repressive lifestyle
>Nietzsche approved

Okiedokie senpai.

Better yet 3meopcp

Incredibly spiritualistic

>No fap is wierd to interpret because fapping would consist of one giving in to their animalistic urges, while nofapping, according to those that have done it, increases animalistic urges. So fap or nofap there wouldn't be much of a difference.

ejaculation weakens the energy/astral body, takes a week to fully recover. there's a reason that monks in monastic religions are compelled to be celibate.

and honestly its embarassing to even contemplate the fact that there are men like you walking down the street who can only theoretically speculate about what its like not to beat your meat every time you have a concupiscent impulse. fucking small-souled bugmen

Small souled bugmen...interesting meme there my friend

Wow, you posted the exact same thread that you posted a week ago. Can't wait for next week.

>*record scratch*
>I bet you're wondering how I got myself into this mess. Well, it all started with a lot of intricacies and a weird situation that I can't explain.

Nofap is literally endorsed by Nietzsche.

>"The re absorption of semen by the blood is the strongest nourishment and perhaps more than any other factor, it prompts the stimulus of power, the unrest of all forces toward the overcoming of resistances, the thirst for contradiction and resistance."

Yeah, so I got one of those vasectomies so all semen is automatically absorbed back into the body. I am a fucking beast.
>Inb4 no kids
Already got my genetic legacy down. Next!

Get a badass rose tattoo on your neck and start drinking top shelf whiskey

who cares?
so? what the fuck are you gonna do about it you little bitch

lmao

also you be spend to much time on this site haha

NOT LITERATURE

your right. Could you please give me some advice anyway?

I haven't jacked off in over a month because of chronic testicular pain and all I feel is a desire for death

Nietzsche is full of shit

couldnt you fuck a dildo till you get a prostate orgasm and cum from that

>literature board
>literature

stop posting

your right. Could you please give me some advice anyway?

sexual repression is the whole reason for nietzsche

Nietzsche is literally endorsed by Nietzsche

You don't have an astral body.

>fucking small-souled bugmen
You really think someone with an astral body has this much contempt and pettiness? Other people may have an astral body and be spiritual, but you're just someone else trying to raise himself above others. Nothing spiritual about you. What do you know about celibacy? What do you know about religion? Read about it in a book?

>How to become impulsive and blindly passionate?
Steroids or TRT?

>I need to avoid falling in apathy and passiveness
Just hedonistic sources of pleasure and secondhand experiences. Stop porn, TV, masturbation, junk food, message boards, videogames, mindless web browsing, etc. If you want to do something, do it instead of experiencing it by proxy.

>I need my animal side to arise because I'm falling into a void of apathy and passiveness
Animals aren't impulsive, they're driven. That's easy for them because they only want to stay alive and fuck, two things are pretty easy to keep track of.

>I'm falling into a void of apathy and passiveness
This is called "being lazy." You don't need to be impulsive, you need discipline and drive. Keep in mind that those don't necessarily contradict hedonism.

Either you don't know what you want or you're too lazy to get it. In either case, waiting for your "animal side" isn't the way you get there. Life ain't a movie where the fire in your belly lights one day and you're suddenly the fuckin man. You have to put in work to know what you want and then even more to get them.

Life is work, can't wait for the animal. Don your yoke, friend.

Passion is just something you have. That one I can't help you with. I copped mine with the help booze but anyone who you give that passion too will eventually figure out that you're just an alcoholic and if you get too tangled up with someone you might give them a problem too. I've been blamed twice by women for their drinking problems.

Nice try faggot.

Honestly, you just need to fake it. For instance:

Ask anyone I know, and they'll tell you that I love penguins. Love those fuckers. For my birthday, I get penguin cards from everyone, DVDs of documentaries about penguins, penguin everything. My life is a celebration of penguins. Do I really like penguins this much?

No. People like to think of themselves as being pretty complex, but they don't have much patience for nuance in the characters of the people around them. They, of course, are much too complicated to understand without serious time and labor, but most everyone else can be boiled down into a quick elevator pitch. "This is Jack. He's a _____, and he likes penguins."

Consider the careers of Miley Cyrus and Sky Ferreira. Sky Ferreira wants to be considered as a whole, complex person, with all of the contradictions and quirks of a real person. She wants to pose nude for her album cover and wear baggy sweatshirts in interviews. It attracts a small, rabid fanbase willing to dedicate the time to appreciate her as an individual, but most people look at it as a mess and check out, because it demands much of people. Miley, on the other hand, tells you exactly how to see her, what to expect, and fulfills your expectations. Watching Miley Cyrus, you're thinking mostly that it's pretty much what you expected and makes perfect sense, which is unchallenging and soothing.

The people that you think were / are impulsive and blindly passionate were / are just human, with a mess of contradictory traits and good days and bad days. They have that reputation because of how they tell people to perceive them, or how they act towards people, but it's as real as my penguin fetish. I do like penguins, but not as much as people like easy answers.

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