Has God ever spoken to you?

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Why would I want a relationship with God?

There is no way to know which experiences are "religious" and which are "concentrated schizophrenia"

I've been receiving information from god by way of a pink beam that shoots directly into my brain

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>This is just terrible logic all around, you've made an is-ought gigantic leap from we can know the truth to we should seek it, and I don't see why God would be the first and highest truth anyway

>reading this thread

Act and potency are also metaphysical and they interact with the material, being and essence as well.

I don't understand how every other member of my family can feel god, talk to god, worship god and gain some sort of spiritual feeling and understanding, yet I have never experienced anything of the kind, even when trying to.

It doesn't make any sense. I feel like I am in a constant state of derealization and depersonalization, always disconnected from the present, yet where they only see subject, I see the collision of subject and object.

it's possible they are on a different spiritual frequency then you. some of it is genetics, so you probably have the ability to but you probably are either
1. still in an infantile spiritual state (spirituality goes through stages of growth, if you're at 0 you're not going to be able to see or hear the things people who are developed can)
or 2. you are doing things that are hindering your spirituality and holding it back from growing anymore or bringing you down
or 3 a combination of the both

>spiritual frequency

I'm someone completely blind to this concept, I have no understanding for what it means or what it signifies.

Sometimes I feel like I'm schizophrenic but I don't actually experience hallucinations at all, I have complete control over my neuroses, which scares me even more because it makes me think that I'm so far hyperaware to the extent I feel like I've broken reality and I am the object viewing the subject from the outside in OR I am the subject viewing the CORRECT object from the inside out, i.e. some sort of monist take on the onta, like everything is one, my mind is all etc.

When someone says spiritual frequency I just can't comprehend what that is. Like I've sat down with those street preachers who come up to you and everyone seems to want to runaway from but they end up wondering what the fuck is wrong with me because we just cannot connect on any metaphysical level.

So when someone says
>you are doing things that are hindering your spirituality and holding it back from growing anymore or bringing you down
I just have no comprehension or ability to even begin to do what you're saying.