Feel depressed

>feel depressed
>do productive manual labour
>it disappears

Really makes you think...

Manual labor makes me want to kill myself

You're doing unproductive manual labour.

Ever built a house of logs?

no but I've worked in a cake factory full of romanians for minimum wage

This is why practice is always better than theory for self-fulfillment

this
>tfw worked in a citrus warehouse with a bunch of punjabi dudes
they were bros, but they were all really old and didnt speak a lick of english

Most manual labor in a post-industrial society is degrading and inhumane. Everything you do is totally ephemeral and utilitarian, basically just a rote task wiped of all identity waiting to be automated. There is no sense of history or future, there is no sense of community and of value in the act itself, you are just assisting the immediate gratification of the immediate desires of a shifting, faceless, ever growing mob. Compare building a school for your town or picking crops for your village to sorting packages at the UPS plant or stocking shelves at Walgreens. What a disgusting world

this is alienation, i claim

Totally this. Also, you are lost in doing. What's impressive about that? When you can labor and be conscious, then you are being. Try reading Eckhart Tolle.

Brilliant description. We're not all fucking Russian aristocrats who can build a log cabin when we like