Veeky Forums FEELS

post pic

sympathy lol

People aren't sympathetic in such a way behind other people's backs. Nowadays that kind of sympathy is only projected towards like, overweight women on social media with anti-body shaming comments like "don't worry bb, you're beautiful inside n out

This desu, but add that I'm overweight and short (5'8")
Not full on fat but I could get there
I'm trying Veeky Forumsm, I'll make it one day

i think i consider killing myself at least once every hour im awake. i'll never end up doing it either, but its kind of comforting to think of in a way.

shut the fuck up with that self-hating bs. there's nothing wrong with being black. also more people suffer from bipolar disorder than you think. you're not alone and it isn't abnormal

it is. i haven't been "happy" in 5 yeas, since i left uni and moved back in with my rents. i can't even say that i was really happy when i was away honestly. just not so self-conscious and always being surrounded by drugs and fake friends helped

>tfw no money

money is everything
you're nothing without money

>tfw enough to afford any luxury item that i want
>browse through grailed, ssense, and mr. porter and nothing interest me enough to cop, nothing is worth the money

>was genuinely one of the ugliest guys in school when i was 16
>am now 19, now I'm actually a pretty above average looking guy (I think)

feels decent desu :)

but sometimes from certain angles my face just looks fat, so im going to start running when i get back from holiday and start fixing my diet (i eat under maintenance but it's mostly shit food) so maybe I can uncover a bit more of my average bone structure.

but at the same time

>tfw boring personality because I didn't talk to anyone from 13-18 so my conversational skills are shite

Asked my auntie for some old skool pros, said she couldnt find the pros. Today my granny hands them to me and theyre this shit. These look like generic etnies/adio/ that sell for 20 bucks at ross REEEEEEEEEE

>no money for clothes
>to combat this I mostly just wear all black
>probably look intimidating to normals
>no friends
>there's a cool Veeky Forums guy I sort of was acquaintances with, but I'll never be part of his group
>no gf

>In the mirror physique looks nice.
>When I look down in body I look like shit
>white hips and ass as a male

i've barely talked to anyone that wasn't my family in months, and now when classes start back up im gonna be all awkward. i'm bad enough in public now :/

good feels:
>6ft 1, 150 lbs and p muscular (not skelly but it's better than fat)
>Good hair
>Decent looking at least, (7/10)
Bad feels:
>emotionally stunted in some areas but not in others due to me being ugly/nerd/fat/etc in middle school and high school and not having a lot of contact with other people my age
>developed enough social skills near the end of high school (cause I lost weight) to make some friends but not enough for them to hang out with me
>emotionally stunted in talking to girls, can "talk" to them but can't have any meaningful relationship besides very causual acquaintances
>can't make first move on girls, scared to initiate contact/ask for snapchat/number
>very insecure due to how I used to look
>no motivation to succeed
>can't pay attention to things that don't interest me
Any help? :(

im the same way on making moves bro. eventually i just count down and force myself to go up and ask for their number/snap whatever. it usually comes out really awkwardly, but it works. next time you do that, count down from 20 and then do it, make yourself do it.

same except I'm still fat

fuck, this is me

lmaoo same

you got any ideas on how to not sperg out? uni starts for me in october

I want to be happy. And ignorant. And dumber. And have friends. Basically, I want to be...I...I wa-want to be a normie.

honestly

>become normie
>with current fashion sense

would be perfect

Please Brazilfag stop posting I beg of you

no

how would I do that?

>no motivation to succeed
>can't pay attention to things that don't interest me

This has given cause to a few suicide attempts for me last year during the school year. Starting my second year at a local community college soon. I hope I either something changes, or I don't wake up in a hospital this time.

...

I wear supreme even though I think skateboarding is for losers. I also only listen to Joanna Newsom and I have no friends

my dad has a gun in the house. i'm not exactly sure where he keeps it but i have a good idea. not a problem that a good sweep of his bedroom couldn't solve. lately i've been romanticizing the idea of sneaking it out of the house and driving somewhere far away with it and ending things. it's terrible and it's selfish but i'm not sure how much longer i can cope with feeling the way that i do. it's exhausting. i can see it aging me. i can feel it making me sick

>slowly going insane
who isn't?
>have ocd bipolar
who doesn't
>started hearing voices
everyone does from time to time

You're not special

>tfw no gf

>i am very sensitive
>fall in love very easily
>saw a picture of a girl on some website and keep thinking about her all the time
>can't even write to her because if i don't write she can't reject me

>finally have money to buy nice clothes
>can't bring myself to spend more than i'm used to cause i feel like i don't deserve it, so I keep buying uniqlo and muji stuff

>mfw this
honestly!!!!!!!!!!!
i remember a girl in my school humiliated me infront of everyone saying "theres good looking XXX people but you're not one of them"
now iam starting a modeling career with a local agency !! kinda excited

They look great, you piece of shit
GAH
I feel ya about the black
Just buy colorful shit you're not sure you're gonna wear often from second hand stores
Dress in a beach-boy fashion and you might make it
And clean your hands, ffs

haha I'm far from modeling tier myself but that's good to hear user :)

I SUFFER MORE THAN YOU

Quit porn/ try abstinence for a few weeks - get that testosterone - will help insanely well with confidence levels. You won't even need to talk, they'll just be able to see the want in your eyes.

I stepped on gum using my hender memes

>only 3 reasonably fashion shoes

>no socket socks

>summer comes
>no relevant inspo threads
>keep seeing cool jackets that I can't wear for half a year
>can't hide your pale skin and thin arms
This is why Veeky Forums is the master race.

On the bright side you get to check out thick thighs all over the place.

Kill yourself

>Finally meet a effay qt
>things moving super fast
>fucks with my head (due to past experiences) to the point where im just in a state of anxiety and stress
>tfw you'll never be happy despite everything going your way for the first time in your life

Reposting my old feel because it's still relevant + New feels

>tfw no gf
>tfw no good fits
>tfw not sure if good looking, average or ugly. probably ugly
>tfw saving money for future use so can't splurge on fits
>tfw never owned a high end piece
>tfw spots
>tfw big feet
>tfw no true friends
>tfw L O N D O N isn't fun for you because no one to hang out with
>tfw no motivation or discipline to do the things im interested in
>tfw no will to live
>tfw indecisive as fuck and never know what to buy and usually end up regretting
>tfw easily swayed by others opinions
>tfw afraid to experiment with different styles out of fear of being made fun of, criticized or judged by relatives or strangers
>tfw adult relatives and acquaintances say you're good looking but when you look in the mirror or at pictures you can't agree

>tfw i decluttered my wardrobe and took out everything i didnt like
>tfw i literally have no t-shirts i like
>tfw i dont know what tshirts to get that would fit me well becuase im skelly and want sleeves that are a bit longer
>tfw poor as shit
>tfw trying to save money but all my paycheck is always just going to car insurance (20 y/o)
>tfw i know exactly what i want to buy but i cant afford literally any of it
>tfw always see my money come and go immediately and there's little i can do about it
ugh.

This is the feel. Everyone thinks finally finding a super QT will make your life magically better but in reality the stress and anxiety of keeping a relationship together with a super QT can make life worse. When I was dating a 10/10 Beauty Pageant winner I lost sleep almost every night because I worried she would cheat on me and she had such high standards for everything I had to watch my step.

>Be 18
>6'2
>130 lbs
>Be 7.5/10
>androgynous as Fuck
>get confused for grill sometimes
>feels good man

> be trans fag
> slp/n (n)/uc usually what I'm dressed in
>have to b skelly to pull offrom my outfits
>starting hormones soon
>going to become grill
>either staying God tier skinny (mom's genes)
>or dad's side ( big booty and double d's)
>not sure what's gonna happen
> feels scared man

>be 18
>going bald
>nw1.5 hairline
>hairline is still receding
>praying to God it stops

>Please let me get off this wild ride.

tfw

>8/10
>except when i open my mouth, have a gap inbetween my teeth, not massive, but its there
>not sociable because of my gap
>when i speak, i try and not open my mouth too much so its not noticble, but i just end up mumbling

>i think about killing myself a lot desu

Same

i know the feel, Im in London too

no friends
in London, there is so much to do, but with no friends..its like you're alone.
friends senpai?

>tfw no qt bf to cuddle with ;_;
>most fags i meet have a horrible fashion sense

>be me
>18 years old
>art, music and fashion interest me
>trapped in a small village in my parents house with no friends
>parents won't let me borrow their car and drive somewhere on the weekend, let alone go out at night
>spend my days literally reading and playing guitar
>horny as hell but no way to find a girlfriend

tfw spended 30 in clothes that feel like they fit perfectly and i´ve been happy with wearing those for a week now but meanwhile my current bff hasnt returned phonecalls that i made this week.
should i just get new friends? a guy who doesnt pick up the phone on fridays is hardly much friend at all. i feel so tired

a gap is nothing bad especially if you are 8/10
nothing to worry about user

Yeah it really isnt bad, its just physcological, when theres a joke i smile instead of burst out laughing, or cover my mouth when i do burst out laughing

i've been to the dentist, they said 1 grand to get it fixed, seems a bit much, but it would make me a hell alot more confident, so might get it done.

Alteast i think i wont have anything to worry about if i get it done.

>tfw born to upper middle-class parents in a fashion metropolis
>still barely a 6/10

pls friends senpai.

the city has so much to do, but idk anyone into fashion

>tfw literally zero income
>tfw parents stopped donations years ago
>tfw clothes start to wear out so I now have to go back to my parents house and dig out what I threw out when I was 16 and try to get modern fits with that, even if I have to start tailoring
It's hard work but at least the day I get rich if that happens going to the store will be an almost sexual experience

how do we become friends user-san?

I'm so close I just gotta fix some things
>tfw food poisoning fucking up my trip to Paris
>tfw no motivation to do well in school so bad gpa
>tfw lost my inspiration, made no new music in weeks
>tfw still a bit weird and shy
>tfw 10/10 girl flirts w you but is probably playing my heart like a violin

post skype? or something i guess

>have a female friend who's slightly into body positivity but not in an insane way
>she's gotten onto me before for criticizing the body positivity movement
>talking to her today and mention that I weighed myself and I lost 10 pounds since the beginning of summer (not trying to lose weight I just got a job so I'm not lazing around all day like I was before)
>joke about how I look normal again (was getting skinnyfat at the beginning of summer)
>she says "yeah you got chubby, like your body was gross to me"

I didn't know how to respond in that moment but I wish I would have taken her down honestly. She gained like 12 pounds during the spring and was constantly talking about how fat she was getting and asking me if her body was gross (it wasn't to me even though it was obvious she had gained weight). If I had even agreed she was getting fat she would have given me so much shit. Just hypocritical, really annoyed me.

I haven't got Skype, here is a throwaday email that i used to make an account to buy a game on the PS Canada store, send me a message

email is

playstationcanada15 @ gmail . com

>Was a normie
>Could hook up with any girl I wanted
>Was really good looking and had a good physique
Then that crazy bitch ex-girlfriend comes
>Was in love with someone for the first time so I did everything she wanted
>Got separated from all my friends, even female friends because this girl was jealous as FUCK
She was literally jealous of a videogame because it showed a lot or cleavage, she was that crazy
>She would treat me like shit, I only existed for her, no longer talked to anyone in school
>Got fat
>Turns out the bitch was cheating on me the entire year we where dating, it destroyed me, tried to kill myself 2 times
>I could still manage to make a few more friends after I recovered, but it was all a fake, I would keep a normie mask and was dead inside
Now: Done with school, fat, have some friends and I am kind of happy with them because most of them are not normies

Now some good feels:
>Worked really hard and got a scholarship to study in japan, 5 years university study probably in one of the most prestigious unis there
>A chance to start over from zero
Now I have 8 months to become Veeky Forums and Veeky Forums befor I get there, it makes me really nervous because I have to lose at least 10kg to look like I used to
Also
>zero acne since I did accutane

How do I find motivation to work for these 8 months to save up for clothes, and train everyday and diet?
Excuse my poor english and first time posting something like this

sounds like me user, only way i was motivated to go gym and still am, is having someone to go with.

I hate going, but once im at the gym with a friend, its all jokes and fun. Try and get someone to go with, get some good music on your phone.

I go in the mornings when its empty and no one is there.

>tfw have money
>tfw buy nice clothes
>tfw pleb friends and always feel overdressed
>tfw people call me gay
>tfw gay but wants to remain closeted

- fuckin health problems (galstones) but i dont have the money for the surgery
- on my way to a finacial suicide bc im gonna throw a party the same day as this hyped music label
- this 9/10 qt starts to want to see me when shes is back in town, why? im a 6/10 with angry and trust issues...
- i cant afford nice clothes until xmas

>feel like shit at home living alone
>feel like shit at work
>on the verge of panic attacks at uni
>only thing I can barely enjoy is videogames and feel like Im wasting my time doing that
>grades are plummeting
I don't even know why I'm posting this, theres nothing anyone else can do, Its all my responsibility.

I'm not white
> just a light skinned spic

>tfw starting to appreciate the odd rick owens piece

ramones don't look half a terrible as geos t b h

Ive never seem a depressed black person lmao

Depends on what environment you put yourself in in

I just want a gf bros

U might have ADD and need medication(ritalin concerta)

Omg reminds me of The time i fell in love with the cheerleader from that viral video where a kid asks her for a kiss and she gives like the hottest kiss ever i wish id get instead

>tfw too short
>tfw don't have a lot of good clothes
>tfw paranoid and afraid to ruin the few good clothes I have
>tfw had a really bad breakup with mentally unstable ex
>feel like an asshole
>don't know where i'm going

>tfw she sent me heart emojis and "ily2 " yesterday

>try hard to impress girls
>small dick
I'm like in confusion. Idk what to do, i know it's pointless to self improve when small dick, but i can't stop making sure girls see me the way i want them to.

>no matter how much work I'll put into making myself more attractive, educated, friendly etc., none of it will ever make me like myself more
Self-hate is useless, why does it even exist?

You just gotta let ole girl know about it at the right time, like y'all both drunk and just say "yo, my meat wild tiny, but imma still blow that back out"

>types
>deletes
>types
>deletes
>can't express feels to anyone
>even as an user to other anons

i want some sock ramones and cropped astaires even though i wear stuff like lemaire and marni desu

Depressionbros, don't let it get worse, if you're thinking of killing yourselves, seek help. One of the most interesting experiences I had in my life was going to a hospitals emergency room and asking for depression meds. I was poor (still am) and I couldn't afford them, so I waited hours and hours there sitting around patiently for them to provide a prescription. I took celexa maybe 3-4 times and felt better. It can get better, just gotta want to get better.

>tfw recently found a qt who I actually like who has a ton of shit in common with me, has stimulating conversations, accepts me for my weird shit and is overall just a chill person
>tfw she's my gf now

Things are looking up lads

i hate you

I ordered 400$ of American Apparel yesterday.

Well in the end she'll end up cheating on me or leaving me.

You just went there and asked for them directly? You didn't have to go into therapy or anything? I want to treat my depression somehow but I feel like if I talk to my doctor, he'll just tell me to exercise and eat vegetables.

good thing they remind me how much i waste on their shit

Jesus Christ this

I went there directly, yes.

I was dealing with it without meds for 5 years, ex broke up with me, loved her a lot, and that's the short version of the story. But anyway, I basically lost my mind with severe depression around the 5th year and every night as it got darker I'd feel miserable, couldn't take it anymore. It was literally a mental health emergency, so I dealt with it. Sure, I could have used therapy, maybe even group therapy, I tried going to a mental hospital about it once, but just kinda ran off and the feeling dragged on because I feared even dealing with it.

Best to just talk to family about it and deal with it. Probably wont even need the meds very long before you see significant change. What gets me through life today though, is definitely God (Jesus).

Do any antidepressants have specific attributes? I basically suffer from a bleak out look and lack of drive. I'm Mr "I'll do it tomorrow" and was wondering what could help me?

In b4 don't be lazy

MDMA