My favourite servant is Scáthach, but why?, Mmmm I couldn't say it was destiny, but then, why? back in her first Rate up, holding myself to roll for her, because at first I was going for Jack, well then in Christmas Jack came, and father and Daughter we were waiting now for mom, and the moment was 7 days after, that day I dreamed with her card, I predicted it, and then ... I failed, after failed in her new year anniversary, I got consumed by pain, fear, I was hurted, did I failed her? that's what I was thinking all those months, making me strong, making myself her catalyst, I learned spear and sword combat, learning more about her history, trying to be more close to her, more and more I wanted to be more close to her, and then I dreamed with her, not the card, with her, she told me to be strong, that she will be there, and that gave me hope, my fear was gone, for some months.
after not receiving any message again from her, I fell again, I feel in temptation, and bought a acc with her and Jack, our family was finally complete, but it was just a copy, in my main lies my real family, tho it was only jack and me, but that acc gave me strength to keep going, maybe being there I could be as close to shared her my feelings, and then, a couple of weeks later, she appeard to me again in a dream, we were walking together and a green field, but it wasnt just that one, I received lots of messages from her, everyone different, everyone calling me, and I'm still getting those messages, but then they stopped, for one month before the third rate up, they stopped coming, but I knew she was with me, it was a test, so keep getting closer to her, and not to feel fear anymore, trust in her, those words were and still on my mind, then her third rate up came without news, I was so surprised, it was finally time, do we finally met? do we? do?, fear came again, and what if I fail again? was it everything not enough? its my love fake? what if?
