>Test drives Focus ST at dealership
>Tries pulling out of parking spot
>This throttle and steering are weightless, disgusting
>Floors throttle, grabs gears, goes fast
>Can't feel the road
>Do I even have control
>The engine noise is being played through the speakers
>Blind spots are bigger than Rosie O'Donnell due to safety regulations
>Can't actually see anything behind or beside me
>No sir I don't feel comfortable driving this car
I drive older, primitive vehicles despite my very young age. Anything I've ever owned has been an off-road vehicle or sports car older than 1994 (except a 2003 Ranger, which doesn't count anyway). If I step into a newer car, it's very fucking weird to me. I like having a throttle cable, I like steering that is more engaging, I fucking hate blind spots, and I like working on my own vehicle. I've driven maybe 4 or 5 vehicles made past 2009 and I have found none of them enjoyable. I sweat when I visit my parents and drive my mom's Camry. I feel like I'm going to die whenever I'm behind the wheel because I can't feel the car's relationship with the road. Maybe I don't have enough experience with newer cars to figure out if I like them or not?
My current and only vehicle is a 1990 Ranger 4x4 manual with all sorts of shit for off-roading. It's simple and fun. But I'm heading off to work for a big company to make hella dosh and I need a newer car that I can put miles on, something sporty yet practical and economical. I've already narrowed it down to about 7 cars that I want to test drive, but I'm not even sure if I'll like any of them.
Is this just the way it is? Are cars just not fun anymore or am I fucking idiot that hasn't driven the right one yet?