>weed is a waste of money
>weed makes you unmotivated
>weed makes you lazy
>weed ruins your short term memory
>weed ruins memory in general if you smoke long enough
>weed will shape your brain abnormally when smoking heavily in your 20's and earlier
I freely acknowledge these, but I'm having the hardest time ever stopping smoking.
My roommate has weed whenever I don't, so even when I stopped buying I still felt and followed through on the compulsion to smoke with him.
It sounds retarded as fuck, but I have a real problem with weed and can't stop myself... Been about a year since I started smoking regularly, terrified it will harm me mentally as I'm in my early 20's...
Sorry for the blog post, desperate for advice from people who might've been in similar holes. Specifically asking Veeky Forums because I've seen many (seemingly and rarely) motivated and helpful posters here who have helped with more serious drug problems, so mine must be a breeze.
Thanks