/ddlc/ - Doki Doki Literature Club! #91

Too Much Edge Edition
Last thread: >Official Stuff
Website: ddlc.moe
Steam Page: store.steampowered.com/app/698780/Doki_Doki_Literature_Club/
Monika Twitter: twitter.com/lilmonix3

>Guides
Guide: gameplay.tips/guides/1298-doki-doki-literature-club.html
Actual guide to getting the "good" end: pastebin.com/q3nGy9Fa

>Art and Miscellaneous
Game files dump (full) - mega.nz/#!omBgAY7a!qbh7FYCcYnjIN7G9bGGDy343CLBCRaOIuiHN8SwPT7k
Wiki: ddlcwiki.ga/wiki/Main_Page
Fan-made Content Pastebin: pastebin.com/BRy67t0s
Booru: ddlc.booru.org

>Suicide is painful, actually, for both yourself, and those around you.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (USA): 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
International Association for Suicide Prevention (EU): iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/Europe/
lifeline.org.au/get-help/get-help-home

Other urls found in this thread:

pastebin.com/2dNmmAXi
pastebin.com/SVxmVUcp
clyp.it/q1hdnxbl
youtube.com/watch?v=bIELcll0lX8
twitter.com/NSFWRedditVideo

Good evening, everyone!
Word of the thread tonight is "love".
I'm sure this is something everyone can relate to, be it good or bad experiences. It will be interesting to see how this influences your work!
As always, if you are interested in writing a poem, consider using this word as your inspiration! This way we can always compare and contrast our works together!
But I'm going to bed, so I'll read over everything in the morning!
I hope everyone has a wonderful day/night ahead of them!
Monika!

Good night Monikanon (or whatever you're called). Hope you sleep nice!

Hey everyone!
I'm still taking requests! Send me a picture of your favourite Doki, and I'll give them a Santa hat!

Posted this two threads ago.

She came into my life one day
With fire in her eyes she spoke
Of political philosophies
And all that night i was woke
Thinking of her eyes so green

How proud and boastful was she
She always did impress me
Feisty was she
But sweet to me

But it was law and not pol sci
Here she couldn't be happy
In her eyes green i saw a gloom
Would this be our friendship's doom?

She had to switch
She had to leave
And tho some called her a bitch
I missed how she tugged my sleeve

Months passed by and i forgot
The feeling her presence brought
But suddenly she popped back up
And just as she began to fade
She stormed back in again, again

Two years have passed
Since that faithful october day
And now i kiss her tender lips
And i pray that she will stay

But sometimes in her eyes i see
The sorrow that i used to see
Sometimes she pushes me away
And i pray that she will stay

Fuck. I don't think she'd appreciate the poem. She was pretty angry that i looked up the syllabus to check the day we met. She's on pol sci now, and a bit behind. She doesn't pay that much attention to me, and it makes me anxious of a breakup. Monika has the best eyes But Yuri is still the best
I didn't think i had it in me. Took me just about half an hour.

natsuki fic updated. still piggybacking off the game, but that'll hopefully change when i get off work. time for schleep.

pastebin.com/2dNmmAXi

I liked it user

Sayori is ___
Please choose one (or more) of the following.
A) Cute
B) Precious
C) Worth protecting
D) The light of my world
E) Wonderful
F) Beautiful
G) Courageous
H) Friendly
I) Supportive
J) Creative
K) Cuddly
L) Charismatic
M) Pure
N) Enrapturing
O) Enrapturing, I mean her eyes are
P) Charitable
Q) Motivating
R) Endearing
S) Relatable
T) a person who's smile brightens my day.
U) Soft
V) Aromatic
W) A Romantic
X) Marriage Material
Y) a true poet with a beautiful soul.
Z) Best

I just finished my first run and Monika never used my real/admin name at the end. Is it a mac thing maybe?

She never used the "or do you go by x?" line at all, just kept calling me by my character name.

How about this?

I don't know if anyone cares, but I wrote that Yuri fanfic earlier with the intention of making my bad thoughts go away. They didn't, and I'm not sure if I should write more and hope that does it or if I should just explore some other way of trying to clear my head. Maybe I'll write more anyway, if I feel like it. I'm not really sure.

I'll be around for at least an hour or two more, if anyone wants to talk about something, but as always I can't promise I can help.

Reposting my lewd Natsuki fic from last thread since it hasn't been added to the OP pastebin yet. It's about Natsuki being treated like an onahole while you use her to get off to Yuri. My policy is no bulli so she's into it too.

pastebin.com/SVxmVUcp

Reading from the script, she doesn't if it's the same name.
Haven't checked if there is a renpy.windows condition to grab the name first though

pastebin user said last thread he's going to bed I think, so please don't lose your links!

Z

You wanna talk about something user?
Sweet dreams and a good sleep.

Well, I dunno what evidence you have but I kinda don't feel like words are wasted on ANYONE. Like. It costs so little to be kind, and it pays so much. I think this was the biggest flaw in Sayori's reasoning, too: Not recognizing that if someone's encouraging you or being kind to you, they're probably GLAD to do it and they'd probably be sad if they couldn't. They're not spending anything on you so much as they're expressing how they feel, which is a good thing for them as well.

That said, it sounds like there's a lot more going on here than it seemed at first so overall I just hope you can get to a place where you feel like you deserve to be encouraged and supported. I genuinely believe we all do, one way or another.

And yeah, for what it's worth I hope you keep at the feedback. Personal opinion: That alone is enough for you to deserve some encouragement. It's a better thing than I think you're giving yourself credit for.

Sleep well! I'll do my best to come up with something interesting.

But is she into it because she knows MC-kun is mentally cucking her or is she blissfully unaware.

Here you go! What a cute image~

Anybody else want me to make Santa hat Dokis?

She knows, she enjoys being treated like an onahole and she whines about her worthless features as she gets plowed

Natsuki's cute ass is white like a dove
Every chance I get I fill it with my love
Drippin my cum like she's got a leak in her
If it was physically possible I'd spend a week deep in her

Yeah, I used a totally different name for my character though. Weird. Maybe she's just not that into me.

Everyone is dancing furiously at the club!

I really shouldn't be up this late huh?

A daily reminder that Sayori loves you.

Made me shoot my load, shit

YOU'RE CRAMPING MY STYLE, REVOLVER OCELOT

Thank you user. I really poured my soul into it.

Thanks m8. You're still doing pretty well, right?

Playing your favorite video game!
Sayori holding onto your arm as you play!
Sayori asking you what everything does!
Sayori smiling when you smile!
Seeing Sayori looking up the game later wanting to impress you with her knowledge!
Sayori!!

All of it.

That's actually a huge turn-off for me so thank you for letting me know in advance.

the word should have been "revolver", "russian", or "roulette" in my professional opinion

Revolvers are silver
My roulette is russian
I've never had love
I want a concussion

Yeah, I'm doing fine~

I don't think Sayori would like TF2 but I'd love to play comfy video games with Sayori

Please stop making me want things that I'll never have.

>if renpy.windows:
She can't do it if you're on Mac, yeah.

>opened the store
>no bookmarks
What the fuck? Such a missed opportunity.

>playing pikmin 2 with Sayori
My heart couldn't take comfy of that level

An alternate reality me started this first y'know

There is this feeling in my heart
Something sweet, a work of art
Undying, unchanging
Ever beating
Surrounded by a harsher hue
This doki doki oh so true....

Dad... Is... Is that you?

MORE. NOW.

>Playing 2hu with Sayori!
>She has trouble following everything, but finds the bullet patterns to be very pretty!
>She really likes Marisa, because she's unafraid of speaking her mind!
>But she also really likes all the bosses!
>She ends up liking the entire cast!

>No Doki Dakis
Dan hates money.
Fucking commie.

I like it, user! I can tell you care about her a lot, the passion and sorrow is in your words. And, I admittedly have no experience with relationships, but that's a good sign that you had to check when you first met, because when you're with someone you love it feels like you're together for an eternity. Don't get too needy, she could be trying to focus on her classes. Just try to offer her comfort and help while she deals with what she has on her plate.
Thanks for posting it, it saved me the effort of linking to the old thread and it perked me up a bit.

Well, for some reason it feels legitimate when it's an user or a stranger telling it to me. Maybe the lack of bias in my mind lets it get past. Thanks for putting in some effort though. I mean it.

An embrace, warm and comforting
A presence that makes me smile
But soon the world is stuttering
And my heart is full of grime.

It hurts us both to hold you
I had no choice but to leave
I did it so you won't be blue
So why do I still grieve?

Can't speak for Sayori but you'd be surprised how many girls like TF2, the only thing is that now most of them have moved on to Overwatch. But there are still a few that appreciate the nostalgia of the gameplay, SFM videos, and the husbandos themselves.

Sorry champ, I've never had kids! An alternate reality me has though!

Anyone else feel the ocelot posting has crossed a line of acceptability?

yes
its getting annoying

Its avatarfagging so yes.

It's a LOT better than last nights thread around this time, so I'm not complaining..

Thank you. I'm glad it perked you up.
She popped back up 3 or 4 times,
until we finally got together. I'll give her enough space.

Oh my god, it's you! I've been looking for you all my life! I've been trying and failing to contact you for ten years! Dad, if it isn't too much to ask for, can you answer a few questions?
Why am I 4'11?
Why am I underweight?
Why did you leave?
Why do I post Santa hat Natsukis on Veeky Forums?
Why am I so sad?

this guy's right. I'd take one avatarfag over several crazy fuckers

Jesus christ what did i do when i was drunk last night?

Eating dog shit because horse shit is also there isn't a good reason when there is the option to have neither user.

A whoooole lot of incest, according to mom!

Daily reminder that you are all my tulpas and that i am just insane.

Reminder that tulpafaggotry is more admiral than avatarfagging.

Well that settles it, i can no longer live with myself.

>when there is the option to have neither
Well, the fact is, there isn't. We can't stop him from posting, man.

Anyone on /ddlc/ ever played Chrono Clock?

Dad please don't do this to me again

Like I said, it costs so little to be kind and pays so much. I'm glad I could do something for you, even if only in a small and fleeting way.

Ah, and you've posted a poem so I should offer some feedback on that! I think you capture the melancholic nature of your subject very well there, it's like the question at the end is answered by the two lines at the start so it kind of loops on itself in a manner a little reminiscent of how your mind can get trapped in a loop, thinking through how you had to, but you shouldn't have, but you had to, but you shouldn't have, but you HAD TO, but....

...anyway yeah. The melancholy and inner tension involved come across well, I feel.

holy fuck, maybe I am one of your tulpas

>tulpas
>insane

Lol

Good news user, you actually can! Just hit that report button.

uh ok
>Why am I underweight?
How about this.

Personally I think avatarfriends get a bad rap due to how some (or most?) of them tend to end up being. I don't think any of the ones we have here have been significantly negative.

Some of the trip"friends" from the earlier threads, however...

Two ounces under a mask

Brilliant green bliss
Sparkling and emeraldine
Yet deep like the Sargassean abyss

Can I muster the strength within?
Running along traces stretched thin
To follow sinew under a skin, etching an elegant curve
And under that mask, hiding impulses that reverb

I found it.
The fault between us.
My dearest gave me this pen, long ago
Warm in grip, with power to mend

Searing at its tip
Emphatic
And quick
But what the fuck kind of part number is 155-0061-00?

I'm talking about repairing a circuit board, you murderous cunt. My analogue oscilloscope is the only electronic thing that truly loves me.

We should link our minds together in the future with future technology and then fuck each other's doki tulpas.

Is that
Food?
I never thought I'd see actual food! I thought I'd have to keep eating mom forever!

Feel free to try, but mods aren't going to do shit.

oh well, im glad you don't have to do that anymore. haha.

Well not with that attitude, you gotta report them too, they do it for free after all.

Go to bed, user. Don't mind the screaming. Just go to bed.

...Well. I didn't notice that loop while I was writing it, you pointing out it was there raised my eyebrows! I'm honestly surprised my perception score is that low, heh.

Trust me, they'll do it.
Oh lordy, Monikanon goes to sleep and we're instantly in the thick of it.

GOD IS A TULPAMANCER AND WE'RE JUST INSIDE OF HIS MIND CONFIRMED

I'm tired, I want to go to bed but I know these bad thoughts I've been having all day are going to fuck with me and I'll probably have nightmares. It's real depression hours

Reminder that Monika is a rip-off of WD Gaster who is a rip-off of Whiteface who is a rip-off of Uboa who is arip-off of No-Face who is a rip-off of Nosferatu who is a rip-off of Dracula who is a rip-off of Vlad the Impaler.

"Speak of the devil and he will appear."

Gettin' late with Monika! Tryin' to stay conscious with Monika! Thinkin' Monika things with Monika!!!

REAL DEPRESSION HOURS WHO THE FUCK UP?! ESKEDDITTTT

heh shit, ok im going now guys (or just gonna lurk anyways) dont wanna annoy nobody, i guess it has been going on for a while

You are lucky to have nightmares, I never remember what I dream about, if I even do.

I think I'd rather just not dream.

Tulpa general random fact of the day: your tulpa can create another tulpa.

Love... not something I quite understand.
Can it really take you higher and higher?
Such wonderful feelings... ain't it grand?
Truly, like your heart's been set on fire.

That is unless... this flame is unmet,
leaving you to suffer and burn instead.
You then look back on it all with regret,
wondering why... why aren't I dead?

thats where you find ways to cope
one lane becomes a busy road
all sorts of drivers all lacking hope
is this the fate theyve sowed?

clyp.it/q1hdnxbl

I dream of yuri.
Her equine cock crashing against my eye until it turns into jelly and she fuck my brain out.

Don't feel bad, Ocelot! You've made MY day that much brighter! Have a good sleep man.

Send me a pic of your favourite Doki and I'll give you a Santa hat version, if you want...

Too bad Yuri doesn't have a dick!

[SPOILER]Monibba[/SPOILER]

Probably should've explained this
I didn't mean JUST Ocelot, I want all of you guys to send me Dokis to give Santa hats to!

youtube.com/watch?v=bIELcll0lX8

MatPat is best doki

>she plays medic because she just wants to help everyone
>yet sticks mostly to you, even when you go as spy
>have to keep telling her to move along and not stick to you forever
That'd be cute.
Why can't I have her

Clearly your mind works on levels so advanced even you cannot fully grasp them! Or more likely I am overanalyzing things, as usual

What was that saying, again? "There is nothing new under the sun"?

Certainly not Dracula, who would probably catch fire or something.

this makes me feel sad.

>go scout
>she keeps telling you to slow down and stop being so mean

Are you saying it was Monika who kept turning the lights on and off?

That is some nice shit user, but Im sure your other devices also love you. That feeling of wiring is really something special.

>laugh taunt some guy on the other team
>"user, why do you have to be so mean to them? Isn't it enough to just fight?"
>Can you please switch back to Heavy? I want to be protected...