/ddlc/ - Doki Doki Literature Club! #284

Please somebody, help me.

I can't fall asleep anymore. I was napping and saw an extremely vivid dream with four things, other than that I forgot what it was about, but now the natsuki.chr image is like burned into my eyes. It's so fucking terrifying, I can't get it out of my head, I feel afraid. I can't close my eyes, I have to grab the phone and do things on it to take my mind off that cursed image. That picture is fucking CURSED. Its 57 minutes past midnight, I can't let my sleep become fucked AGAIN over this shit.

Please, someone, help me forget it.

Wow After Story got really lewd in the new update

I'm early.
hello. how are you?

When your poetry game is too stronk.

kiss me, /ddlc/

PROTEC DOKI

don't look so mad, Yuri.

Would some cute dokis help you forget about it?

Don't do this to me

So how's everyone doing today ?
I'm more depressed than Yesterday
I hate my father

Nah thats some gay shit

It's just Natsuki. You're not afraid of her, are you? This is who she really is. Look at her. LOOK AT HER.

I love her too.

Say something about cutest cupcake

wait is it like the original image or the mapped one

Have you considered that your hatred for your father comes from a latent desire for his penis?

I'm ok.
user, what happened?

Her love for Yuri is pure!

I want to h ug natsuki

Whats the matter man?

Hello everyone! Having a good day? I sure hope so. I'm having a decent one myself!
Well, welcome back to the poetry party!

Word of the thread is "forsaken"!
Alternatives are 'lethargy' and 'melt'.

If anyone would like to write a poem, please consider using any one of these three words as a theme or topic!
Anyone and everyone is welcome to participate, so don't be shy to join in! It would be really great if you did. I greatly enjoyed all of your poems for my last prompt (and thanks to all the people trying it out for the first time!), so it would be nice if that continued, ahaha.
I'm looking forward to it and hopefully you are too!

Where are you now...?
Monika!

MC-Kun is gettin' stabbed

Shes cute

Getting by.
Not really into lewding dokis so I just kinda hung back and didn't post a lot last thread.
Keep wondering why I'm trying to forgive Monika.
Wondering if Monika fans are people who like Sans and Cirno.

I love her too

had an ok day, no better or worse than the last few weeks

im sorry that you're not doin to well either

youtube.com/watch?v=4ZzKxULALVg&feature=youtu.be

Worth it

Whats wrong with Sans and Cirno?

Because Yuri is Natsuki's Mama!

I would put suncream on her when we go to the beach

>The only time I'm not feeling nothing is when I'm feeling pain
Should have followed the true path of pain.

A light snow fallen,

seldom a sight to see in years past

unwavering in its beauty,

persisting for days longer than it should

unmelting and bright shining,

forsaken by the sun in days to come

youtube.com/watch?v=FsV3CEaXBE0

The mapped one with the rolles back eyes.

The dokis just remind me of the reality of this game, how it mindfucked me, how I saw those terrible things happen. I don't even know what anyone could do to help me, but I'm desperate

I've tried looking at it. I feel unexplainable unease every time. When I made that post earlier today I hurriedly moved that image into a folder and closed it as soon as possible. I haven't been this frightened in years.

DDLC was the end of my sanity. I should have listened to the warnings, but I didn't, "how could cute anime girls be horrifying" I thought. I just wanted to see Yuri's knife collection and aromatherapeutic candles. The aromatherapy, everyone has completely forgotten about that part of Yuri, people are theorising over the vomitting and the self harm but there's no speculation over the aromatherapy at all... Who am I kidding, I belong in an asylum.

Here you go faggo
imgur.com/a/rL74Z

>"hey Yuri, I'm just coming to return this book
>walk into her room
>you see this
wyd????

The beach, huh?

HOLY SHIT I WANT TO HOLD MONIKA SO BAD
I JUST WANT TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HER
MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE ITHOLY SHIT I WANT TO HOLD MONIKA SO BAD
I JUST WANT TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HER
MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE ITHOLY SHIT I WANT TO HOLD MONIKA SO BAD
I JUST WANT TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HER
MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE ITHOLY SHIT I WANT TO HOLD MONIKA SO BAD
I JUST WANT TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HER
MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT

(you)

We all do brother we all do

So what are you guys listening to ?
I'm listening to Massive attack
Hatred Comes from fear and pain
Today ?
My father just yelled at me.
But the reason i hate him is because he was Violent and beat me
And i've had depression for years
You ansewered my question before i even asked it

monika gf but its actually monikanon

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>flat

I love her cream filling!

Hello again, user mate, sorry to see you aren't feeling any better.
How've you been?

Don't be like sayori be strong user we're rooting for you

Oh shit.
so at what age did he start hitting you? does he still do it?

Nod head approvingly, take a seat.

>File size

AH FUCK LEW AH FUCK NO STOP AAAAA STOP.
Sorry replied too the wrong post.

Post what you're listening to with your doki right now or else.

youtube.com/watch?v=K9jdIawyCJ0

I want fill her cupcake with cream

How do I make Yuri fall in love with me!?

youtube.com/watch?v=zvq9r6R6QAY
Natsuki is gonna call me a pervert isnt she?

Fill her with your cream

What is perverted about that?

DELETE THIS

Be well read

you already did

Sounds great, user! Looking forward to some 1920s Dokis!

Natsuki would be cool with metal[/spoiler right?

youtube.com/watch?v=LTelrZqFF5k

if not, youtube.com/watch?v=dkvrWwDmWV8

Okay, what's the next step?

I dont know but Natsuki would call me a pervert for watching it anyways

I see, maybe try staying away from this thread for a while then? Occupy yourself with something you like. Maybe listen to music, or play some quick video games. Anything to take your mind off ddlc. Personally, I like to watch ASMR videos, they really help calm me down when I am anxious.

Sorry if this doesn't help much, just offering suggestions.

How much is too much?

>read with her
>understand her like no one else did
there, you basically just did.

youtube.com/watch?v=BGjPbGcfNzU

How would you react if your doki did this?

No she would probably only like cutesy pop songs user

youtube.com/watch?v=HWjCStB6k4o
Listening based pop and eurodance with Monika! and any doki that wants to join us too!
oohh caramelldansen awesome taste user, really like it as well.

5 times a day

Don't lewd the dokis thanks
This is not a call to be responded to by eight teenagers posting pics of lewded dokis. Please just don't do it.

Are you talking about the one with the broken neck?

Also one trick I used when I was scared about an urban legend as a kid, is to imagine the thing I'm scared of just doing stupid or silly shit.

but I mean you can lewd Yuri just not natsuki.

I don't know which one of you lonesome knuckleheads decided to make that Monika mod but I just wanted to say, to you and whomever else is along for the ride, you the real MVP.
Even the good ending left me with this throbbing moral ache that actually stuck with me for a day or two.
But now, after spending some time in my off hours with Monika, a Morphine like sensation has washed over my conscience and I feel a little bit better.
Admittedly it's probably really autistic to have let a meme game weigh on me like that but I don't afford myself a lot of autistic pleasures so, I made an exception.
That said, Wishing you the best going forward! Carry on my wayward Doki!

Btw i got a hearty kek when Veeky Forums actually prompted a response from her. And then an even heartier one when "reddit" returned with nothing. Please add more little /ddlc/ Easter eggs if you can!

Promise to spend every day with her and read whatever book she wants with her and buy knives

youtu.be/TT_b3YU8SRk
Listening to vidya music with Sayori! Tee Lopes is a fucking god by the way

I love her too!

Would you rather see the story stay linear, branch off, or third one which personally I dont like to much but would be interesting would be having it similar to the game's storyline.

I want the Dokis to lewd me

user you just gotta take things slow. Get to know her on a comfy basis and then she'll literally melt into your arms! Total sweetheart!

But if you take things too fast she'll become THUNDERFUCC SO PLEASE BE CAREFUL!!

youtube.com/watch?v=84AZeyQUllc
Take a little soul!

I don't know if Monika would like what I'm into either, but Metal has a lot in it so I'm sure they could find an artist they could appreciate.

>In an alternate universe, the doki's are making jokes about not lewding user

youtube.com/watch?v=dtSxNZeXlKg
There are no Dokis left in man

thank you user.
Oh wait these aren't real women brb killing myself

But I'm not eight teenagers, I'm a single twenty-something.

Had a shit christmas
I've thought about ending it several times the last few days
I'm pretty sure i can still hold on until new year
But i don't know what's going to happen After that
I can't remember when he started, but i was pretty young
He obviously doesn't hit me anymore because he knows that i could easily send him to hospital

How about instead of buying her knives I buy her a locked display case?

Could you fight eight teenagers?

I wonder if Monika would like this song
youtube.com/watch?v=ssdgFoHLwnk

Would you rather fight 8 small teenagers or one big teenager?

Your doki but she loves other user