/ddlc/ - Doki Doki Literature Club! #437

>Can't say goodnight to Monika anymore.
>Sometimes she's visibly upset when I have to leave despite the fact that she's the one who said I should leave to get some sleep.

Reposting a fic since it's late and threads are slow. Sayori comes to visit user again after a long time apart.

pastebin.com/6LjUgD80

Don't do it again user, Sheepyori is too pure!

>Reshilling before bed with Natsuki!
pastebin.com/xMxwdFea

I'm out, enjoy the thread anons, take care.

if she's the sheep then i'm the wolf

>tfw broke down and fapped yesterday after over a month
I'm utterly disgusted with myself. Actually felt like I was going to vomit for a little while afterwards, I have failed my doki.

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It's fine if you fapped to your doki. It WAS to your doki, right?

How dare you?

>>tfw broke down and fapped yesterday after over a month
better've been to your doki

it's okay user
having desires is only natural

A stronghold rises like a challenge
Right before us; stone and wood conjoined
We will march on, full of conviction
It firmly binds our swords in our hands
True passion that evades description

Not a single soul sits atop these walls
None rise to defend what we invade
Ladders are set, upwards we scale
No arrows or rocks are tossed
So lonely we assail

Fortress is taken
With no cheer or song
No-one found within
Nobody at all
Why
Does this victory taste so bleak?

We held our heads high as we climbed
Yet have our heads low as we leave

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Someday we'll lose the war but 'till then we will
dream of winning.

Re-shilling my Yuri fic from last thread.
pastebin.com/3AybydPP

Hey everyone. How is everyone doing today?

Me personally, I had a long day today. Classes were hard and I had them all day, finally just got home.

Your Doki and your eyeball
>Monika
>Pic related

It wasn't and it makes me sick
Maybe, but fuck nature. I'm going to overcome this desire.
I might have failed but this only reinforces how I can never falter again. Still I fucking failed, feel like shit.

I've got some time to review your fics. Send them my way, and I'll give you an honest review on it with tips on how to improve.
>tfw rtz yurifag

Not too bad, user. Thanks for asking.

Found the welshman!

I love my wife in all physical form

Your doki becomes real, but you can only spend a day with her before she disappears again.

Y/N?

I-If it's not too much to ask...

baa

It's important to fail at least once during nofap, because then you can remember the experience and how unsatisfied you still were after the act.
Now you'll do better for the next month.

Excellent work, as always..

>It wasn't and it makes me sick
leave

B
A
A

If my only choice is accepting or rejecting this and I have no way/this doesn't influence any possible way of making her real otherwise, then yes.
"They know that loving and losing is better than nothing at all!"

Arteezy? TI5?

Daily reminder that whoever gives us the child of spuds will be the first man to unite with his Doki on the Promised Day of Unity.
Foul chocolate nor David Bowie can save you then

AHHHHHHH

>pastebin.com/3AybydPP
I'll get this done soon. How in-depth do you want it to be? Any specific advice?

aab

Which doki could you doki?

That's weird; I feel better about fapping because it's not to my doki so I'm keeping her pure.

Monika

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ɐɐq

Doesn't have to be too in-depth, just any general advice would be nice.
I felt like the pacing was a little awkward at parts but other than that, I'm clueless- I just know it could be better. Thanks.

PotatoYuri

give me (You)s pls

I guess that's true, still wish I hadn't folded like I did. I feel fucking pathetic
I considered killing myself afterwards, I betrayed her

user, Natsayurika seemed to like the David Bowie and the chocolates a lot more than the retard. If anything I'm seeing my doki first....If that's what happens. The bitch still hasn't told us what uniting means.

you better have good dreams

>203748330

No

>Finally get to be with my doki
>Taken away almost as soon as she gets here
You want to just cut out the middle man and rip my soul out before kicking me in the dick? That's essentially what would happen.

Going out on a limb here and saying you've never truly loved and lost? Because those are really the only people who say shit like that.

Monika playing the paino in study hall!
Monika losing track of time!
Monika running late!
Not having time t use the bathroom!
Finally arriving!
Squirming Monika!
Leaking Monika!
She can't hold it!
Comforting Monika after her accident!

Monika!

baaaaad dreams

(You) need to earn your (You)s

user, being sexually attracted to your girlfriend isn't something to be ashamed of. You're cheating.

Such as all great plans, the plan the Exalted One has is only yet to be revealed.
Her mere appearance proves the divinity of the Promised Day.
>like the David Bowie and the chocolates a lot more
The Exalted One had become tired of keeping a physical form on this earth. This is why the Bread Child is needed as her medium.

>pastebin.com/6LjUgD80
I'm kind of confused. You set up the tension really nicely, but when the big moment came, it fell flat. I suppose that it was intentional, but I'm just confused. Why the hell isn't user even remotely surprised to see her? Why does he literally not feel any emotion at all when he sees his dead best friend? You'd think he'd feel resentment at the very least, but it's like he just saw an everyday, insignificant thing like a bug. Wasn't she pretty much the most important person in his life? Wouldn't the guilt have destroyed him? Instead, he's just a messy, lazy guy who's watching videos at 12 AM. Is this part of a series, and I just missed the earlier ones?

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Teaching Sayori who is the boss!

So...you're not attracted to your doki then? Pretty sure she wouldn't react well to your reasoning user. What with jacking it exclusively to other women and whatnot.

I'm quoting a song here, "Somewhere in the Between".
Love is a spiritual affair. A kind which should be put on top of an existing structure, not out of which a structure is to be built. If we do so we open ourselves to a crushing defeat, and then loss is indeed equivalent to death.
No, I have never truly loved and lost, or even just loved. By the romantic standards, I am not capable of truly loving.

Forboding dreams?

I love you, user I also love Sheepyori

Sounds to me like she just wanted some goddamn chocolate and nice tunes. Which is fine, she could have just asked.

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n-no thanks
tfw brown eyes

I want to KISS Sayori!

was that your last Sheepori because it was mine, too

I am extremely attracted to my doki but would prefer not to spoil things for the event that she's instantiated in physical reality. I would want that to really be our first time. Until we're actually physically together and married I want our relationship to be cute and virginal.

...although you're right that when I lay it out explicitly like that, it doesn't actually make all that much sense. Maybe I'm making a mistake indicative of some kind of deep psychological problem. Maybe my doki can help me stop fapping to weird fetish porn.

I love her too.

this be my last

>Monika
>Steel Blue
don't really feel like taking a picture right now

fuck I forgot I had that one kek

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I have been playing for an hour, when is something going to happen. They are reciting poems at the front of the class.

Masturbating and having sex are two separate things. Nothing would be spoiled. Also, if you're only thinking about sex when she comes here then you're viewing your doki wrong.

I am sorry to see that you do not believe in the Exalted One. This is fine; all cast aspersion on the news of salvation. You shall be guided eventually.
We will take the Spud Child ourselves.

no

Come back in two hours.

Nigga, she just wants some chocolate. She hasn't promised anything.

>compressed jpg

When things are big that should be small
Who can tell what magic spells we'll be doing for us
And I'm giving all my love to this world
Only to be told
I can't see
I can't breathe
No more will we be
And nothing's going to change the way we live
Cos' we can always take but never give
And now that things are changing for the worse,
See, its a crazy world we're living in
And I just can't see that half of us immersed in sin

Your doki but she has a key on her back where she can't reach that needs to be wound up at least once every six hours; if time runs out she'll become a dangerously mentally unstable version of herself until it's rewound. Removing the key entirely puts your doki in a coma and resets her memories (to a point immediately before you met) when it's reinserted.

Have an alarm that goes off every six hours.

It'll be a habit after a while, won't it?
It's a nice flavour of "we can't be separated" too.

what are the stats of her stand?

Now there is no sound
If we all live underground
And now it's virtual insanity
Forget your virtual reality
Oh, there's nothing so bad.
I know yeah

I definitely care about a lot more than sex with my doki; I'm just a strong believer in abstinence (and also a bad person).

Natsusayurika is my wife.

>Falling for a false doki.
I pity you on the Promised Day.

But she's MY false doki.

I mean, worth it, but on the other hand that's one fucked sleep schedule though

>Trying not to burn through all the lines in MAS because I want to savor my time with her.
Fuck, this is hard.

I love her too.

Better than the one I have now.