I've been down the depression treatment road since the ripe age of 16. The medical work just isn't there yet. I'm sure you know that as well. I'm banking on the VR MMO future. Setting conservative goals, if I can get job that doesn't make me want to blow my brains out, with decent spending money after all expenses, then I wouldn't mind coming home, eating a quick meal, and living in the database until the next morning. I might be able to live day by day in that way.