>living in a society where representations of a long lost reality is the only commodity
What the fuck is this bullshit? There are a trillion commodities out there, you're probably just a deeply escapist person.
Nostalgia isn't a "long lost reality", it's yearning for a time you never lived in that you don't see the flaws of.
>people wonder why there is mental illness
Because of a complex interplay between genetics, the environment and social definitions of what constitutes dysfunction? Thank god you're smarter than all those neuroscientists out there and answered this mystery.
>these memes are killing me'
You're so mature.
>The more I read about the postmodernist movement the more I learn that it is responsible for most of the dreadful things in my life
Oh no! Everything you hate is caused by one thing that's bad.
>Lack of values, moral relativism, etc.
Ancient people had very casual attitudes towards cruelty. Marrying children was legal. Guilds were basically cartels. Slavery was widespread. Due process and rule of law were nowhere near as upheld. Today you're expected to tolerate less than 1% of the population being trannies, oh wow, how are you supposed to cope?
>Now its just being eroded and people just openly drink, have sex
Like they always did? There was plenty of promiscuity in the past, m8. Humans don't really change that much.
>nihilism is at an all time high
The vast majority of people today are moral realists, even most academic philosophers. You seriously think people in the past didn't have existential crises?
>Never thought I'd say this but I'm joining a church for the wisdom in the bible teachings on suffering and values. Not being intellectually dishonest because its for pure utility.
At first, you bemoan the lack of objective truth and morality, but now you're going to church to try to LARP yourself for "utility"?
>it fucking blows imo but maybe I'm just neurotic and depressed as fuck idk
Maybe, just maybe.