>have bipolar 1 >very severe >my girlfriend killed herself >I've felt crushingly alone without her in bed with me >havent been showing up to work >cant eat >can barely sleep >losing gains >too sad to go to the gym
I dont know what to do...I dont think I've ever been so emotionally destroyed in my life, I can't even get out of bed most days and my parents dont know what to do to help me, not even I know what the fuck to do. My conscience is constantly telling me to just give up and its beginning to affect me, my depression has gone over the edge since this happened but I don't feel like killing myself...yet.
I don't know what to do guys...everything is fucked
I'd like to believe in some fucking miracle regardless of what it is...I just dont know where to begin, I was raised in a christian household but I consider myself agnostic.
Jordan Foster
he already said he doesn't feel like that. da fuq is wrong with you guys. shit.
OP ignore the pricks and the haters, they just wanna see you fall down. Because they're scared that you'll get up and stand up!
One day your life will feel much better. You will drink the sunrise and breathe the first breath of a brand new life filled with potential and wisdom, strength and grace. The dark night of the soul will pass. Eventually the sun will rise, ending darkness.
Henry Sullivan
Thank you.
Nathaniel Anderson
>agnostic fuck that shit. become a mystic. become in tune with the cosmos. establish a personal relationship with buddha and god. the god within. the buddha you always are and were (diamond sutra, even buddha says that we are all innately buddhas) listen to the sound of infinity. contemplate emptiness and silence (more buddhism there; "emptiness is form, form is emptiness" diamond sutra) become the living vessel and temple of God to do god's will in the world, work righteousness as taught by the saints. "love thy neighbour"
Caleb Scott
OP
Do you know that absolutely nothing has any meaning or any permanence whatsoever? Not even being edgy. The death of earth is an absolute certainty. The death of the galaxy is an absolute certainty. The death of the universe is an absolute certainty.
So, why does it matter? Do what is satisfying to you, because in the blink of a cosmic eye humanity will be nothing except cold dust floating in an empty void free of any memory or meaning.
Nothing will remain of us or our works.
All in all, quit worrying :).
Adrian Price
Fucking kill yourself, faggot, then we don't have to listen to you whine anymore.
