>21 year old virgin
>enough is enough!
>go on casual encounters on craigslist
>nothing but bots
>finally spot the one genuine post that I can confirm is real
>its thick black chick
>nervous as hell
>text her like a gangster would
>"ayy u wanna fuk?"
>she replies and gives me the details
>paranoid she will rob or kill me
>pray she is intimidated by my body and doesn't try anything funny
>driving there with sweaty palms
>worried I might get jumped but still drive so I can lose my virginity
>its night and I see her house
>knock on her door while holding my keys like a knife
>she opens the door
>"I-I'm here to fuck you?"
>she giggles a bit and tells me to come in
>I go to her bed and she tells me she will be back in something sexy
>palms won't stop sweating
>constantly wiping hands on her sheets
>she comes back in her underwear and a bra
>dick is getting hard
>she starts to kiss me
>hug her with my palms wiping sweat on her back
>oh fuck what am I doing
>dick is getting wet
>she has me lay down in her bed
>she starts rubbing my crotch for like 30 secs
>accidentally ejaculate
>tell her I came in my pants
>she starts laughing
>"aw honey thats alright, it happens"
>ask her if I can stay the night and try again
>she says no and tells me to leave
How do I fix this?