How you holding up, Veeky Forums?

>failed two modules in my masters course
>resitting year
>Can't attend classes as they are in Amsterdam, and I can't afford to live there.
>Doing the courses remotely, from my parents house
>So paranoid about failing, anxiety is back. All I do all day is work, panic that I am going to fail again and get Veeky Forums.
>see my friends maybe once a week if i'm lucky
>Can feel myself slipping back to anxious/socially awkward ways again
>Can't find a part-time job
>no money
>not had sex in a year
>living in my home town, but it doesn't feel like home anymore
>I have to see my father everyday, who cheated on my mum
>she doesn't know, she would kill herself if she did

At least I broke my 5k PR yesterday..

Welcome to the cold, brutal world of women.
If you want an edge you've alwas got to keep a cold layer of separation that she doesn't know about in between you two. Never get attached. Just enjoy the pussy while it's there.

Good luck user. Lift away the pain.

>no humen no diamond
>implying normal functional adults are virgins past 18 yrs old

if shes over 18 and a virgin, she's either

a) autistic
b) ugly af
c) iq 70-80 reactionary conservative or
d) a mix of the above

virginity past 18 is the red flag

women are for fucking. i dont care about divorce cuz i will never marry

Not good. I keep going soft during sex and I'm not sure if it's psychological or my penis is like de-sensitised. Lost virginity this year so it could still be begets but like I don't use a condom and sometimes I don't feel much and it goes soft when I'm banging my girl

Don't know what to think. Is sex meant to feel absolutely incredible on your dick? cos while it's still good enough for me to cum i can't help thinking it's meant to feel better

ye because conservatives stay in failed marriages because they live by arbitrary rules made by ancient desert people 3k years ago

Sorry I meant nerves not berget - autocorrect

>virginity past 18 is the red flag
Id say 16 but might depend on the country but yes, he being a virgin is a massive warning sign
Most obvious if she is sitll good looking is that she doesnt put out and if she doesnt then she needs to go
smart user, 10/10

Literally this

Had my first classes today for CompSci.
Hope this works out since i've already wasted 2 years doing psychology and law

man child
at least they have a decent family structure to raise a kid instead of a single mother dindu

>arbitrary rules made by ancient desert people 3k years ago
how are people this retarded

>at least they have a decent family structure to raise a kid instead of a single mother dindu

no they don't, most of them aren't educated and have children very young. while i do agree divorce should be out of the question once you have kids, i also think that you shouldn't have kids unless the marriage has been tested for at least 7-8 years

>Is sex meant to feel absolutely incredible on your dick?
Depends on sensitivity and the girl, no joke
Ive had girls who were tight as fuck and with them i could feel her cumming and that was amazing
Some other chick was loose as all hell and then it felt like nothing
Not helpful but its all i got mate

What do you say/do if a girl asks you if you're a virgin?

I'm gonna meet up with this girl I met on tinder. She looks like a total stacy, so I'm sure shes been riding cocks since she was young. I'm 23 and still a virgin. I've managed to lose weight and get some what fit, but I never got laid.

Do I just tell her or do I just go with it and see if I can get lucky?

pls help

>believes in imaginary jeebus spook

how are you this retarded is the question

>had previous boyfriends(mind the plural)
>god tier wife material
lmao youre playing yourself my man

say yes and she'll fuck your brains out

say no and youll be a disappointment to her

im not christian, its just beyond me how someone can think that an institution that is completely entrenched in western society is "arbitrary"

she had 2

one cheated on her and she left him

the second one was for about a month or two and she left him because she was bored and not happy

never had sex with either of them

She left you because you're just as much as a limp wristed faggot as her ex bfs.

>omg I'm so in love *melts*

That's some feminine shit user. You put the pussy on the pedestal and now you are paying the price.

If you dont know in your heart that at any time she could leave and you'd be basically ok, that you'd find another girl and be JUST FINE, you are losing her sooner or later. This is the sad truth.

Besides, 100% of girls that go to different universities than their boyfriend cheat on them. You are better off. She's JUST A GIRL. Believe me when I say there are 30 more like her within driving distance of your house right now.

Did you fuck her? Because if not you got fucking played my son.

how do you guys expect to be with a girl that has been in more than one previous relationship and have it go anywhere?
if a girl has been used by more than one dude she is clearly not relationship material

ideally you want a virgin but thats almost impossible nowadays and if youre over 18 so you give her one mistake but you really shouldnt settle for any girl that has been with more than one guy

yea yea muh you will end up alone autist manchild etc, just focus on yourself and improve your life, if you cant find a nice girl just make enough money to get a hot gold digger, if youre gonna be stuck in a dead end relationship better be with a hot whore at least

>he fences epee
That's why you're a pussy. Switch to saber. It's the real man's weapon.

>hes never been in love

>apparently good virgin girl
>leaves someone who is apparently a good boy just because she was bored

ya im pretty sure you played yourself user, the red flags are all over the place

>saber
Found the guy with no point control

no but she wouldnt lie to me about that shit. she fucking bawled her eyes out when i told her i wasnt

>she wouldnt lie to me about it
pls let this be real
pls
youre killing me over here op

that appears to be the sad truth of it

fuck

>"m-muh point control! Muh precise aiming!!"
The words of a slow, weak little manchild who can't take getting his arm/wrist whipped occasionally.
>Epeefags will never use the superior explosive power that comes from squatting to beat their opponent off the line and claim right of way immediately for every touch.
Man that's gotta suck.

>It's a /she can't decide if she should be with the guy who makes her happy or be with the guy she thinks she's supposed to be with/ episode

it is, she was upset because i wasnt a virgin and she thought i was

that was probably the lowest point in our relationship

>she cried so I believed her

Hahahahaha. Face it OP she's sucking a whole bunch of dicks at college. I don't say this to hurt you, it's just better to admit the truth.

wew op, youre in for such a broken heart and depression in the following years
i feel kinda bad for you but im sure im gonna enjoy your next thread

>he thinks it's a good idea to put your emotional well-being into the hands of a fickle woman that you haven't even fucked

It's precisely because I have been in love that I know you can't do that and expect to come out unscathed.

Do us a favour and dont post anymore until you turn 18

why do girls do this bros?

>she goes to school at a primarily black school
fucking hell

i need to go lift or drink or both

popped cherry don't marry

>how you holding up, Veeky Forums?
Well
22yo kissless hhless virgin, shut in
still stuck at home with parents
should start 3rd (and final ) year of CS major, but I didnt pass 6 exams out of the 8 in the 2nd year, I had the chance to do them at the beginning of Sept, but I didnt study for shit. If a miracle happens I will pass 2. So I would start the 3rd year with a total of 5 exams to do from 1st and 2nd.
I let down my parents so many times and I never straightened out my studies. I already wasted one year prior to doing CS at a business major, then realized it wasnt for me. So if I redo the 2nd year now I would graduate a 3yr course in 5 years
I really dont have any hope about the future, regarding studies, as I said above, relationships, friendships (I'm drifting away from all my highschool friends, and made 0 friends in Uni).
The only thing I enjoy is lifting but I suck at it and my progress is permanently halted, and I cant figure out why.
If my parents werent alive I would have punched out some time ago, but I just cant.
I just wish I would have started CS right out of highschool, that way I wouldnt have been so demotivated after wasting one year.
And I would be looking for a job and to move out, which is my aspiration in life, just live alone and peacefully, possibly in a beautiful place abroad
So, all in all, I'm doing bad as usual. A KFC opened near my uni so that's a positive

>Get my first gf 4 months ago
>I'm already in love with her
>She's currently overseas with her parents for the past couple of weeks
>Seems really dismissive
>I try to talk to her about being friends with some faggots that were mean to her
>Ignores my messages
>Tell her to not ignore me
>She continues to ignore me
>"Okay. This is my last message. I don't know why you're upset at me."
>Replies with "I'm not upset"
>I just don't respond
>mfw I realize this relationship is over because she just doesn't respect me or care about me at all
>She was a perfect 10/10 girl, the first love of my life even though I'm already 23 years old
>Feel like complete shit
>Just want to grab the phone and text her to apologise, tell her I'm sorry and try and fix things again
>I know there's no point because she doesn't care an I'll just seem pathetic

You never prepared me for this Veeky Forums

Fuck.

kek why

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because 99.9% of womyn are fucking filthy disgusting pieces of crap that don't give a shit about anyone else's feelings, its virtually impossible to find one that fits the 0,01% so the only winning move in this game is to not play it at all

Women don't really know what they want. Ask a girl what she's attracted to and it'll be either vague generic shit or straight up lies.

They can afford to mess you around, they have a thousand options. Imagine if you had your pick of countless women, and how different you would act towards them.

>implying normal functional adults are virgins past 18 yrs old

marriage is already a scam for men don't stack the deck against you even more

first post best post

you dodged a bullet OP

western society isn't based around said institution, but around overcoming the reactionary ideas this institution imposes. reactionary ideas which are based on books written by desert people 3k and 2k years ago.

you should read some history

so you're better off on your own, then actually trying to turn some girl into your own, like that user?

Short story:
Women are stuck between a genetic attraction to certain traits which means they want a specific type of man and a social attraction which tells them a certain other type is attractive
They want the musclebound guy who doesnt give a shit and is exciting but they know they should be attracted to a safe beta who they can control and relax around

This is why dating is problematic for guys, you either get sex OR a relationship

most threds here are about how vile woman are my man
we did prepare you for it extensively, its just that its in our nature to believe things can get better and that we might be able to love and be loved too

Most girls are race mixers tbf, if it makes you feel better.

It's ok user. This is a lesson. Don't put the pussy on a pedestal. It'll take time but eventually the hurt will go.

I spent about a year and a half unable to have sex or even fap without feeling a lot of rage and pain, because of the way I built a girl up to be something she wasn't and then she dumped me to whore around. You'll be alright m80

who let you out of your containment board?

bull fucking shit
a beta is no one you want to be in a relationship with and a beta will not satisfy your sexual needs

but how do I get over this fucking horrible feeling.

I just want to message her so badly...

Fuck my life pham

if you can ya but its in our nature to try to find a partner so in reality we are just bound to suffer since its almost impossible to find the real right person and settling for someone just so you wont be alone is just as bad as being alone in the long run

hehehe thats right go- i mean friend cnn said it so it has to be true

just message her then, you know youre making a mistake and you will fall flat on your face but at least you wont have any regrets and wont be thinking what if for months till you get over that whore
post pics of the convo too if you may be so kind

there is no "one" right person user
there are several ones
just be with the one you're happy with the most
that's literally it

You definetly misunderstand, the beta is seen as better relationship material but not a sexual relationship but rather the "safe, comfy" feel knowing you wont leave her and is always there to validate her and never threathen/challenge her

This is what society tells her she needs and should want but like you say, what about the sexual needs?

Hence the double bind, guys with sexual attraction are the anthesis of emotional attraction

>tfw I'd forgotten what a young female smells like until one sat down close to me today
qt girls emanate this pleasant aura, it's difficult to explain.
I'm so lonely haha

It's not in english so there's no point in posting it.

What should I say to her?

>and settling for someone just so you wont be alone is just as bad as being alone in the long run
sure as hell is man, just being with someone for the sake of not being alone is the dumbest thing you can do. in the end you will get sad and think about what could've been
>This is what society tells her she needs and should want but like you say, what about the sexual needs?
it's sad man, instead of listening to what she wants, she listens to what society wants fro mher to be

Never tell them, say you were in a realtionship before though.

No, you can get a nice gf just don't expect her to be something she's not. She can supplement your life, she can't be your life. She will never love you the way OP loved his girl. Ever notice how women always bounce back pretty easy after a break up? Like after a week they are A-OK? That's how you gotta be.

Fuck rebounds man

Typical whore. Wants to "explore" and "try new things"

i.e. get gang banged when black out drunk at a house party during frosh week.

Women are a meme.

you think you're smart and know some hidden truth that everyone else is oblivious to, but the fact is you are just really really stupid and uneducated. I can bet you that you haven't read a whole serious book in your life

>there is plenty of fish in the ocean xd
t. you

the whole thing is just retarded
there might be "several" girls you would enjoy being with in the long run, but what are the odds they will like you back? and then what are the odds they are not used skanks? and then you have to be lucky to end up with the one that wont make you crazy after 3 years together

idk it just seems like its actually impossible to find someone truly deserving of love and the will really love you back, yeah you might find someone who is ok and settle but thats not what im talking about

Yeah don't tell her. Literally just dont. No matter what she says, she'll think there's something wrong with you.

>it's sad man
Yep

If girls could get their shit together we could all be happier

there is no "the one" user, you do not love one person in your whole life

Thanks for the reply mate

i literally have no idea
apparently she is being a bitch for no reason and just got over you so anything you say will end up with you getting heart broken so whatever
just say sorry i guess

yeah but when will that happen? exactly, never ever
seems weird to me that guys, for the most part, have their shit together while women, mostly, can't decide at all on what they want

thats the problem
there should be the one that will actually make you feel happy that youre alive.
i believe that there is someone like this out there but boy am i skeptical about my chances of meeting her

but there is not dude
if you keep on thinking that there is only one girl in the whole world that'll make you feel special and happy and stuf, you're blatantly wrong and it will consume you

>With girl for just shy of 3 years
>She breaks up with me in July
>Felt very out of the blue, I was pretty much in shock
>Tried everything to show her I was willing to work on our problems, etc
>Before we had even been broken up for a week she had already hung around this one guy multiple times
>She pretty much left me for him, they even hung out 3 days in a row while we were dating then on the 4th day she dumped me
>Turns out that guy beat his last girlfriend so I don't believe she's still hanging around him
>Some of the most pain and sadness I've ever felt
>Friend left for college out of state
>Other friends are all really busy
>Totally alone now
Sucks, having a lot of difficulty trying to get a job as well.
There's this cute girl who works at this pizza place near me, I kinda wanna talk to her but I have no idea what to say

>hit opponent
>he lifts his foot first then achieved fuck all let alone hitting me
>don't get point because of this

At least to an outside observer epee makes sense. Get a poke get a point.

so we should all settle for any slut who isn't completely annoying just so we can cuddle and get some?

>arbitrary rules
>desert people

Congrats on becoming a super woke intelligent atheist at the ripe age of 15, but the rest of us already did this pretentious anti-christianity shit years ago.

no?
settle for a girl you like to be around
not for ANY girl

You should accept that you will find love through ephemeral phases in your life and that the only one who will never leave you is yourself.
Learn to love yourself you fucking faggot, embrace loneliness, overcome it, be mold by it.
And buy a dog.

Just go out with a nice girl who you have chemistry with who isn't a whore. You have male friends to challenge you and stimulate you, she's there to support you.

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Exactly, it will never happen
Girls will never get their shit together because they are having fun all the while this happens
There are enough guys so she might feel lonely and unloved but its because she rejects every guy she meets simply because he isnt one or the other which she needs

>he doesn't want feeling gains

This
They like the drama, the whole muh hollywood movie feeling

>this lack of abundance mentality