The doctor won't do nothing about low test

I'm so fucking mad, just came from the docter, I can't even cry because I feel like I can't feel emotions or even care about anything.

I'm 26 years old and my testosterone levels is 11 nmol/dl. I never get spontaneous erections and I can't feel very much when I'm having sex with another person.

I'm not even fat anymore(can see abs now), I'm actually quite fit, go to the gym at least 5-6 days a week, do a lot of cardio and weight training.

>tfw I'll never know how it feels to feel like an actual average test male.
>tfw I've always been a fat fuck and now I'm just a fuck that's easier to punk because I don't have velocity on my side anymore.
>tfw when I feel like I should just kill myself bc the doctor doesn't give a shit or even bother to give a fuck about my symptoms.

Ok, so instead of being a self pittying faggot how about you do something about it and start pinning?

I would at least like to know what my base testosterone level was before I start considering that.

I'll bet that the doctor won't even test my blood again, it's like they just don't give a fuck about.

>"the doctor"
You're retarded.

I live in a small country, and the doctors there all tend to have the same mindset and the same cookie cutter answers(that answer nothing to basic questions like"why is it normal for me to have the same test level as a 80 year old man?)

What's your diet like op? How much fat and cholesterol are you taking in? I was a skinny fat 20is% body fat yet my t was at 1148Ng/dl because I ate around 150g of fat a day

keep going to different doctors

didn't read that you were fat. That's why he isn't listening to you....

I've been on a caloric deficit for months(2200-2400 and training hard), I'd say I eat at least 60 g of fat, 180 g of protein and unknown amount of carbs.

Ever since I heard I had small test I've felt like I'm a lesser man than I thought I was, I genuinely thought I had at least average testosterone levels.

Well, im not fat anymore is what I said.

Cruise on a low dose of test for the rest of your life.

>Your free testosterone levels are perfectly healthy, I have no idea where you got this idea that total testosterone dictates how much muscle you can build or your general quality of life for that matter
>Look, maybe you could go away and increase your fat intake and watch your total T levels double but I don't see what that would accomplish
>Maybe you should stop browsing Veeky Forums and read a book on endocrinology sometimes
>And stop diagnosing yourself with shit you dumb little nugget

Your body needs fat and cholesterol to produce T. Try doubling your fat intake subtractt from carbs.you might have a zinc deficiency take zinc vitamin d3 and magnesium daily

But if im a low test male how come i manage to get good definition?

>spontaneous erections

The doctor made the right choice.
Your insecurities are not a pit to be filled with public money.
low test =! pathologically low test.
Lack of spontaneous erections and not feeling your pee pee when fuccing are vague as fuck symptoms too.

And you are right, the doc probably doesnt give a fuck about you.

Look faggot, I want tests so I can trainer harder, get stronger, eat more, fuck more, get ripped and swole at the same time etc.

>low test =! pathologically low test.
What are you saying exactly?

That you deserve no state-funded roids you huge mongoloid.

The test a doctor would prescribe you won't achieve that. If you'd be low test (meaning below the normal range; not on the low part of it) you'd only get enough test to get back into the normal range. Not above normal, not high-normal, just normal.

You'll hardly feel different but you'll need test for the rest of your pathetic life.

just buy some test from the deep web and starting injecting jeez it costs fuck all

But isn't having like feel 11 nmol/dl worse than having average test? Also not to mention the boost in gains I would get from uping my tests to average leves.

top fucking kek how come ive never seen this meme

I like you

Don't blow smoke up this cunts ass user, sure I may be in the "normal" range in a sample size that takes into account test for men on all ages. Sure I'm not dying, but my mental health, sexual functiton and motivation is all fucked up. I'm already done irreversible damage from taking SSRI, and now I'm stuck on Effoxor, which means if I skip one does of it i'll start having horrible withdraws full of panic attacks, suicidal thoughts, brain zaps and agitation. I'm only on low dose and I'm feeling pretty suicidial because for the last year my life as revoled around fitness and staying in good shape, but according to my test results being in decent shape and being able to gain muscles is just a pipe dream, and most importantly my dick don't work unless I masturbate it(alone).

Anti depressants and being low test makes my life really shitty, if I work out to much I can't do anything else but stay in my room because I'm so stressed out and if I up my medication I'll just start not giving a fuck about anything anymore and start eating shit again, binge drinking again.

I feel like there's a noose around my neck that's getting tighter, now when I think about killing myself I don't even get stressed out about those thoughts, It's more like it's just a way out now because I don't really feel all that much emotions anymore, if I can't even enjoy sex what's the point of life?

I'm afraid to talk about this shit to my psychiatrist or an emergency mental health specialist because I'm afraid I'd just be put on more meds(which means more fat and lower sex drive) or get sectioned(no gym, sedentary life and gaining fat).

I really want to cry but I physically can't because I feel like my emotions are at a block.

Year ago I was 110kgs, now I'm 75 kgs and I've achieved my goal of getting a six pack but I don't feel any accomplishment, all I see is that I need to loose 5 kgs more and gain muscles without my waist growing.

>I'm afraid to talk about this shit to my psychiatrist or an emergency mental health specialist because I'm afraid I'd just be put on more meds(which means more fat and lower sex drive) or get sectioned(no gym, sedentary life and gaining fat).
Sounds like that's exactly what you need.

Go to some sketchy aging clinic you retard they give testosterone to anybody as long as you give them money

Why? So they can just give me more pills because I'm feeling down, there's often a reason a person is depressed, in my case I've been getting more and more frustated with the fact that I have sexual dysfunctions which my mind straight goes to that place of "why should I even want to live anymore If can't feel the one think that the world revolves around(which is sex)".

The main reason I want trt is because I can start having a healthy sexual appetite for someone of my age.

I've made myself hate my body and hate myself as a motivation to loose weight and keep going at it, now it feels like I've dug myself into a hole of depression by being so obsessive about my weight.

I never thought I'd even consider going on the juice, but these few weeks have really turned my world upside down(ever since I got the news that I'm a low test male).

I want to learn how to use steroids.

Listen, there's nothing wrong with using self-loathing to motivate yourself. The problem here is that you're looking for a quick fix to a deep problem that might not even be the correct fix at all. Who cares if you put on some fat while you get your head on straight? As long as you don't go fully ham you can always work it off later. Besides, no matter where you end up you'll always be able to squat, situp, and pushup at a minimum.