Bored with life

>bored with life
>borderline suicidal
>hit the gym
>gives me purpose
>currently pretty fit
>now that I've made it I'm suicidal again

What the fuck. I can't be the only one.

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Do you get laid?

Making gains kept you occupied, now you are not making gains your mind starts to wonder again.

Find a new hobby.

nope, don't feel that would help tho

Been there, done that.

I quit lifting over a year ago after realizing how vain, useless and unfullfilling it is but now I've been wanting to sign back up really bad for a few weeks.
I've literally been sitting at home just barely resisting the urge to head into the gym again.

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Shame your new purpose can't be giving us more rares of this heavenly blessed beauty

My nigga, why'd you have to post that pic
I'm trying to do nofap

like what, don't find anything interesting besides vidya, movies, and Veeky Forums

Did you ever lift? If you found it vain, useless or unfullfilling you're clearly a faggot

Every fucking day you cunt's bitching bitching bitching

WAAAAA WAAAAAA WAAAAAAA

fucking end yourself then, no one gives a shit

I'm happy every day and I come on here for banter sometimes after work but you sad faggots have to ruin it

do you have a job?
become better at it, grind, get promotions, more money

how do I get my gf to have an ass like that

studying CompSci at Uni, currently in my Junior year, will graduate in about 5 semesters give or take

just feels like a fucking grind day in day out, classes are all meh, I don't learn anything of value, even a 10 min youtube tutorial will teach me more than a 2 hour lecture

I'm more looking into what hobbies i could pick up tho

drinking estrogen in the water

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This guy won everything and had nothing to live for. If you fill your life with achievable goals to compensate for a void, it will still be there when you're done.

Take up an active hobby stupid.

Like sport fucking.

I hope you get clinical depression and when you get on the meds you'll have a reverse reaction and end up killing yourself.

Boo hoo. I would murder a fucking dude to be in your position. You're at a fucking UNI surrounded by high energy youth. Tons of sloots and ALWAYS something to do. Hell, you could grab your laptop, sit and chill in the dorm areas and meet friends that way.

Meanwhile I work at UPS unloading fucking boxes, getting cucked left and right by Community College, and literally only socialize with women on Tinder.

5 semesters left of Comp Sci and you'll have a degree that can net you close to six figures with only a measly four years of experience.

Not too sure why, but the way this is written made me want to actually approach chicks.

>tfw you hunt chicks for sport

delete this!

Yeah I lifted for 1 1/2 years but my depression stayed. That's when I went back into martial arts which are much more fulfilling.
To my great surprise I realized that sports do not cure you of mental illness and now I'm in a situation I don't really know how to deal with.

OP you fucking asshole I'm in the middle of class and I'm on my third week of nofap


Pls tell me you have sauce

>because other people have it bad you can't be sad

fuck yourself dipshit, people adapt to their lifestyle over time

He didn't strive for those goals to give his life purpose user. If he did, he would have been able to keep his depression and suicidal tendencies at bay.

He more then likely just went along with the flow.

>happy every day
>first place you go to after work is Veeky Forums
this sounds like something a happy, well adjusted person such as yourself would do

Lifting doesn't make the mental health problems go away, it just gives you confidence in feeling better about yourself and increases the chances of making a life OP.

You feel like death because you lack purpose. Most of us Veeky Forums users are isolated and alone, being alone in it's self causes all kinds of mental distress.

>Meanwhile I work at UPS unloading fucking boxes

Lol, you're not even doing Doug's Heffernans job(which is pretty fucking shitty) instead you're doing his pathetic uncle's job which Doug hates and treats like him like the beta cuck that he is.

You're basically Danny Heffernan. hahah u cuck, u box loading cuck.

So switch to something interesting. Pick a small very specialised field, be a groundbreaker.

I did and I love my life. I make a living reading shit no one has deciphered in 3000 years. Do something unique, OP.

forgot pic.

It is. Veeky Forums is very relaxing and top kek material.

>Tons of sloots
Im at uni and trust me mate, there are not tons of sloots around
Most girls at my school are in a relationship, well class atleast but still
comp science is also usually 95% guys so its just like your average club but without the booze

what do you do? I enjoy Comp Sci a lot, more than any of the other general classes that I took for the first couple of years at uni

Get a GF.

>he would have been able to keep his depression and suicidal tendencies at bay.

Why? I remember this from when it happened, he was basically retiring from his career as a sportsman. Everyone said he had won everything he possibly could. That's pretty brutal, isn't it. I means he couldn't do anything more than that, and that's what he felt.

Idk why tennis players and others don't seem to have this problem but I think it's cultural, wrestling is a working class thing and if you quit you're still a quitter.

had a couple, it's vapid and not worth it

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You seem to have made a bit of a mistake in your post. Luckily, the users of Veeky Forums are always willing to help you clear this problem right up! You appear to have used a tripcode when posting, but your identity has nothing at all to do with the conversation! Whoops! You should always remember to stop using your tripcode when the thread it was used for is gone, unless another one is started! Posting with a tripcode when it isn't necessary is poor form. You should always try to post anonymously, unless your identity is absolutely vital to the post that you're making!
Now, there's no need to thank me - I'm just doing my bit to help you get used to the anonymous image-board culture!

Veeky Forums is my personal safe space.

Same but more depresed and suicidal than before

Egyptology.

I guess it's good you enjoy CompSci but if it's not challenging I'm not surprised it's burning you out. Maybe take one completely different course in addition? Just for the challenge.

Get a better one. Meet the right girl and its totally worth it. You cant just settle for the first bitch that gives you attention and call it a day.

College chicks are almost allways one of three things

1.Hooked up with some dude already
2.Fuck ugly to average at best nerds who'll scream sexual harrassment or date rape at the drop of a hat
3.College dykes or pansexual creepy nutty bitches

Always.
There's a reason why the few guys who actually go to college try to fuck college girls user.

idk just found all the Liberal Arts classes to be a bunch of bullshit honestly, I just want to provide some value and get a job and get some cash

No it would. I mean, you need to keep leveling up. Now you got the muscles but you feel depressed because you have no reward except looking good which is a shallow deal anyway. If you were able to get a GF who wanted to grab on to your hot muscles then you'd feel accomplished.

TBQH you sound like a Robin Williams type who needs to have greater and greater accomplishment highs or they hang themselves. Definitely feelsbadman but that is what I suggest, just find newer goals and that should definitely be having sex with your new body, go read about Real Social Dynamics and learn how to crush it in conversations with ladies and bust nuts regularly, your depression will be dead for a long time as pussy is a huge ego boost.

You need to live your life for a higher purpose. Identify yours

A-at least we have each other
Right bros?

y-yeah

Im not the guy you replied to but getting a gf isnt an easy thing to do, its quite fucking hard
Id settle for a 6/10 with a decent personality who likes to fuck but i have yet to find a single one during a two year search

Getting a decent gf does make life better because of sex and stuff but the effort needed in order to get one is insane

>I don't step outside of my basement: the post
I literally dated 5 women this year, all of which were ready to jump on my cock and get a wedding ring on their fingers.
Quality varied, but they were all traditional to a degree.

>Im not the guy you replied to but getting a gf isnt an easy thing to do, its quite fucking hard

I know. That's not an excuse to quit though.

I've only had one girl that I was actually truly in love with but she had a boyfriend (in another country) that she didn't tell me about, in the end she broke it off with me and went back to him.

Your personality and attractiveness will affect your odds considerably, Its much harder for some people.

>not knowing iz-lee

I'm bald, motherfucker. I have a 6/10 face. I have an ottermode body. I'm a student with a season job.
If what Veeky Forums says was real, I wouldn't even get to date a 4/10 whale.
Just get the fuck out of your house, go to a social event, to a classy pub, to a park. What fucking ever. Talk up to a woman and that's it.
If you don't have the balls to initiate a discussion with a woman, then you might as well lay down and wait for your death, because your genes won't even have a glimpse of a chance to survive anyway.

do shrooms

>Id settle for a 6/10 with a decent personality who likes to fuck
I don't know man, that is literally my gf, and it's hard to get your dick hard for a 6/10 after a few years, especially when you see 8-9s all the time when you go outside

>If you don't have the balls to initiate a discussion with a woman, then you might as well lay down and wait for your death


That's my plan.

>no
>dont feel like it would help

you're depressed not suicidal

I have a full head of hair, tall, lift, dress nice, face is at least average, go to parties and talk to girls all the time, still can't get laid.
It's varies for different people, get it through your thick skull dipshit.

That's why you need to take those courses, to challenge your beliefs and dreams of a suburbia life. But you need to be open so you can take something out of them, otherwise you'll just reinforce your old mental schems

>"Wah, wah, it's not my fault that I can't get my dick wet, there's a higher power involved that doesn't let women simply jump on it"
You forgot to add that you have raging autism that cockblocks you.
It doesn't vary. You just have a fatal flaw that you need to work on, you whiny cunt.
Jesus Christ, a bald, nearly broke, SLIGHTLY above average man can do it, yet you can't? You have a flaw, buddy. You need to sort your shit out, not find excuses.

>not caring about Veeky Forums celebs

I got a job, lift, have hobbies and i go to school so no, thats not even remotely true
Since youre ill chip in here too
Im not afraid to talk to em and initiate constantly but i cant get em to date because i dont know how


Not saying im gonna quit, just saying its very hard

Brid in hand user
Not selling myself short but the amount of effort needed to get a girl to fuck/be a gf is just silly and i imagine its harder for better looking girls
Right now im dying to bust a nut and its depressing because its a vicious cycle

Look for girl, find nothing, get sad and repeat ad naseum

god fucking damnit I've clicked on OP's pic like a dozen times now.
my dick

Pick up a proper hobby. Scan your environment. Live near mountains? .
Have lots of spare time? But it sounds like you could do with something more physical, like fucking girls.

So?

I don't even understand what your point is.

TRU

I'm not saying it's a higher power, you dumbfuck, maybe the girls in your area have different standards, or, more likely, you're more attractive than you think.

Also, if I do have autism or something, it is why it's harder for me to do the same shit you do with ease. IE it's not easy to get a gf for everyone.

>win an Olympic gold medal in wrestling
>just went along with the flow
Nope

Good idea, I'll look into it.
Would you explain why you thought of it?

>trying not to fap for a mere five days days
>Cant stop visiting Veeky Forums
>user posts pic he thinks nothing of
>makes me explode
Why does this keep happening

I just want to smell her butthole. What do you think her smellz are like bros?

I think you're sceerd Islee. You gittin sceeerd

now you improve yourself in other areas. your game, your salesmanship, various skills, etc

Idiots always ask this.
The answer is shit

nope some smellz are better than other ones. the smellz vary user

Says the idiot who doesn't know that grills don't poop.