/feels/-late night feels

>missed out on being popular in HS because choose vidya over sports
>missed out on teenage love
>missed out on prom because parents couldnt afford to pay the last year of high school.
>18th birthday spent in front of computer because i was a fat WoW addict nerd.
>21st birthday spent in a hospital instead of out drinking because i'm an idiot who doesn't know to put clips when he's squatting heavy
>now severely balding at 22.

It is now 11:13 am where i live and i'm lying in bed thinking about all the shit things that has happened to me so far as a young man.

Tell me older Veeky Forums brahs, does life gets better for you after 23?

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I masturbated tonight.

Feels like absolute shit.

At least you got dubs

Much better. You have a job, you have a fit body, you get confidence from both and get the girl(s). Realize that the only one sabotaging yourself is you right now. Change your attitude or dwell in your misery. Which one will help in the long run? The past is gone but the future is yet to come and is a mystery. Get healthy in mind and body and spirit if you feel so inclined. You are only fucking 23! You have your whole life ahead of you. Too young to be filled with regret. Take this time to get well and follow fit's advice and change your life. Start tomorrow, slow and steady and explore every activity available to you. Even just taking a walk around the neighborhood will help. Good luck user! You can do it. Don't be life's bitch, make life your bitch.

>Put athletic tape on fingers
>Put on ratty orange shirt
>Pretend I'm Naruto

I'm 23. Why don't you try a new perspective out for a day, OP?

Fuck I hate seeing these threads on the catalog.

Always make me pic related

It get worse actually, but you develop strategies to cope. I drink while watching anime pretty top tier way of dealing with emotional pain and existential angst desu senpai.

Gymed
Spend time with friends
Watch planet earth while gf studies
It's pretty ok op

>always sucked at everything
>was good at football when I was about 10, only thing I was ever good at
>first season made it to the league superbowl but lost, was a good start though
>mom made me quit after one season because she didnt want me getting hit and dad couldnt be assed to argue with her
>cried and begged to let me play but they didnt let me
>did soccer, basketball, and track
>sucked at all of those
>became skeleton teenager
>couldnt lift because no car and they worked odd hours so I had to take the bus to get home
>could have been chad

On the one hand I feel like we have to take responsibility for ourself but on the other I feel like my parents set me up for failure

Haha your life sounds almost the same as mine even down the playing WoW instead of spending time with friends.

Except i'm happy and I don't regret the time I spent wasted on WoW and other videogames, some of the friends I made there are still my friends 5-8 years later.

Lifts going up which is nice, gf is cute might move country later in the year which is going to be interesting.

Life is what you make it my buddy

>work holds christmas dinner until the end of the fiscal year
>during dinner a female coworker tells me that i am "incredibly handsome"
>second female coworker says "that means she wants your dick"
>first female coworker does the yes and no hand motion
>leave dinner without incident
>week later first coworker tells me that she totally would, but she hesitated because she already has a boyfriend.
>i tell her that she did good and to stay faithful

>tfw so ashamed of my soft shitty body that even if she didn't have a boyfriend and was willing to fuck i'd still say no because i wouldn't want another human being to have to see me naked

>tfw uni gym closed early and i missed my workout

>Ruined my last relationship by treating them like shit and then leaving them
>They would have done anything for me and I treated them badly
>not even an entire month after we broke up I started to want them back
>They moved on with someone hotter who doesn't even work out and is naturally like that
>I constantly hear about it and see it
>We dated for like six years since freshman year of highschool
>I'm disgusted with myself
How do I stop thinking about this? legit nothing gets my mind off it anymore and I just can't do anything with anyone else because it doesn't feel right

Her'es some motivation Veeky Forums

>black
>2.7 inch dick

kill me

Ever since i had sex with my half korean second cousin while drunk,
i can no longer get aroused looking at asian porn because every asian chick reminds me of her.

This is bad because i am to be interning in a company located in seoul and i (was) planning to fuck plenty of korean bitches

I cught a horrible cold and haven't been to the gym in 3 days
I feel like my gains are wasting away, but I don't want to go tomorrow

>19
>wasting away at a community college in hopes to transfer in 2018.
>Have a bit of guy friends but zero female friends.
Worst of all, i have this crazy fear of social media. Im too scared to even make an account and reach out to other people. why am i like this Veeky Forums I have this irrational fear of always being judged. :( sorry for rant. never told anyone this.

You probably are afraid of being judged, because you're so good at avoiding it that you don't realize how painless it really feels

Watch Neon Genesis Evangelion to end this feel bro. Worked for me.

that is actually spot on. I have this fear of always being judged. I act really confident and funny and just genereally myself around close friends. However, i feel like im different around those that are more... "Superior(?)" maybe in fear of getting judged or something?

idk though. im just going to keep lifting and i hope i will be able to act like i do with close friends around all people.

yeah but all the people who were popular at my high school peaked there. Now they're all married or single parents with debt and I'm basically rich from not having a family to support in my 20's and can still do what the fuck I want to. Stop your crying you little bitch

stop crying you /r9k/ faggots
all you do is complain
like a bunch of women
grow u[p

Am currently 23. Still a kissless virgin, spend my weekends drunk and alone. Only thing that keeps me going is the hope that I'll make it someday.

>coming up to a year since breakup
>mostly over her
>dream I got back with her last night
>felt so real
>woke up today feeling like shit

I have the same feel. I support you brother. we're all gonna make it.

No.
Life always gets worse.

The very best moment in your "life" was the momentary bliss your father experienced busting you out the end of his snub-nosed trouser-snake.

Downhill from there.
Spare a moment for your fellow sperms who died in a valiant effort to beat you to fertilisation.

They were bigger failures than you!

I've found it really just goes downhill so far. I'm 31,best years were probably up to about 25. After that good new friends are hard to make, everyone is busy or starting families. Life's shit, but I guess there's always the possibility of finding someone to start a new life with

Just remember that when the old lady leaves you, and you grow out of video games, losing those friends who's lives still revolve around it

any advice for a 16 year old who's going down the same path?

An hero

i still have time to change, thinking of enlisting after year 12

>chad friend keeps hitting up my oneitis
>bro friend warned me this might happen he's got a reputation as mr. steal your girl
>don't know how to not come off as a bitch from this
>carb loading with beer tonite alone on a saturday (god I'm pathetic)

You're young enough to grab life by the horns still. Start flirting with every girl you see, don't worry about rejection. Try to socialize, get into a sport or something. Hit the gym, stay away from vidya. Social gains are goat and teenage years will have a massive effect on your personality. Be charismatic, fake it til you make it

You may need psychiatric help my dude.

I'm 25, still out of shape, and going to kill myself :^)

In short, no, it does not get better

Do sports
Eat well
Just talk to people, about anything and everything, develop your social skills

>>carb loading with beer tonite alone on a saturday (god I'm pathetic)
Ayyy me too user. Here's to being pathetic in good company

This board needs more posts like this

Man I'm 27 and married to a q3.14 shy girl. We play vidjya and are building a business together.

I also never got where I wanted lifting so I've had to partially restart. Sucks

cheers. what are you drinking? I'm drinking newcastle

thanks for the advice, already regarded as "the strong guy" by my peers but i need to work on my cv fitness as well. i'm don't have social anxiety but i'm just awkward around people i don't know that well due to my inability to make small talk.
i'm thinking of starting kickboxing lessons if that counts as sport

Grow some balls or fuck off to rk9

...

Some kind of Guiness Rye Pale Ale I decided to try. It's alright. Never had Newcastle before, how is it?

These threads honestly make me burst out laughing. I can't help it

>tfw didnt hit macros yesterday
>tfw wake up today and feel weak and brittle
>tfw its a rest day but i want to go get that pump at gym

Maybe stretching will suffice today

>tfw legitimately crushing for a girl for the first time in my life

The irrationality of it all is killing me. I peeked her texting some faggot with hearts by his name and it crushed me.

She doesn't hang out with anyone but her fucking brothers or is otherwise busy af with school. FUCKING HELL - I'm literally ghosting on other bitches because I'm so fixated on this one fucking girl.

It's pretty good a bit more caramelly than guinness. love guinness too tho, had the nitro pale ale last week and that was great.

I'll have to try Newcastle sometime. I've seen the nitro pale ale before, sounds really good but could never justify the higher price. Definitely gonna give it a shot now though.

whats so bad about your life that you're thinking of an hero?

Hey user. You haven't even begun to experience any great amount of what life has to offer you. Take it from me, you haven't even begin to experience what life has to offer. The people who say that life gets worse as you get older are idiots. For me, its only gotten better. And it'll get better for you too OP. Just by being on this board and lifting you're making an active effort to live better. So do it. Live better.

Don't be a sad cunt. Be a sick cunt.

Do you hang out with her often user?

Yeah. On the weekdays after/in between classes, usually for an hour or a few hours.

I've been acting more preoccupied and serious around her to see if creating some distance will help me. Before we got to know each other i asked her out and she said she had a boyfriend. I don't see how but whatever I wanted to maintain a friendship and bam, crushing on her. I feel strongly it's mutual though which makes it worse.

Alright here's my feels. I think I'm the last user in this thread since it seems to be slowing down, but I might as well get it out anyway.

I'm losing all my motivation guys. I'm in my freshman year at uni and things just are weird. Schoolwork is getting increasingly difficult to complete. I'm just getting started with getting Veeky Forums and its still embarrassing going to the gym and I feel really insecure about my body. I think I might be in love with a close friend, or at least infatuated with the idea of being with her. She has a long term boyfriend and he's a rad dude and I'm just happy that they're happy. It still hurts. I'm lonely. Still a virgin at 18 and broke my ex gfs heart. That guilt fucking sucked for a while but I think I'm getting over it.

I want to be a writer. I'm afraid I'm wasting my money on uni but at the same time I feel like I wouldn't do anything with my time if I didn't go to school. I want to be a man who will be remembered in history. But I don't know. What if I'm destined for mediocrity? I know I've got potential, but I don't think I've got it in me to realize it. I'm lazy. I don't get work done and I work out infrequently. I can feel that there's something wrong and I need to attack life. But I just can't get moving. Maybe I'm a narcissist who thinks to highly of himself. Fuck if I know.

I have this looming sense of impending doom. I feel like I might die soon. Not saying I want to kill myself. But I can't shake this feeling that there's gonna be a car accident or a school shooting or something like that. And I won't have made any difference. I'll just die unimportant. with only my family and a few friends to remember me.

Whatever. I feel like that was cathartic. If you've got any advice I'm all ears. I've started going to counseling but that's awkward and hasn't produced much results. I refuse to go on anti-depressants.

>Went on a date kinda
>Didn't kiss her at the end

I'm just pissed off at myself now. She said she'd go on a second date and I can't fuck it up this time

If you've got a friend group, invite her to hang out with them. Maybe have a couple drinks together and take things from there? Not saying take advantage of a situation where you're both drunk, but maybe shell be more open to talking about her relationship status?

If not, coffee is great. Especially if you only really see her between class. Are you in uni?

impressive trips user

Be smart of your career choices user. A lot of aspiring writers go hungry.

Do you get out much and hang with friends? Sounds like you've created this anxiety bubble for yourself which some of us have done (see cocoon mode). Get out and have some fun and talk to your friends that know you best.

Also NOBODY cares about you at the gym, if anything the more you commit the more people will respect you.

Yeah that's true lol. Writing is one of the few things I'm pretty good at. I think I might try for an internship at Adult Swim. No idea yet. I'm a journalism major right now and I'm pretty interested in radio too.

I've got a couple friend groups. I'm a pretty sociable guy bit I still feel pretty isolated sometimes. The girl is in one of my friend groups which is tough. To add on to it, I think she may have a crush on one of my closest friends.

Hey thanks for that last bit of advice. i'm still relatively new sometimes I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing. My roommate and I go to the gym together and he helps sometimes, but I'm still very weak. Can't even squat the bar by itself lol. I have terrible form that I'm trying to work on.

>it's a "friends say they want to do x together but no one wants to put forth the effort to do it" episode

Feels like I always gotta play leader and arrange everything myself.

Getting the friends together has been difficult lately with erratic schedules. I like the idea very much though, she doesn't drink alcohol and the coffee sounds easy to pull off.

She and I are part of a circle of people that work together at uni though and we all talk about hanging out outside of school together.

But if you ask me man, outside of the dude I see her texting the guy (which I assume could be - he'll it may be her one of her brothers) seemingly doesn't exist since shes school -> home with brothers and back. Semi convinced she was letting me down easy because we hardly knew each other then. Probably just going to try again with some coffee and tell her how I feel, she even texted me worried that I've been acting differently - as if something was wrong and needed to talk (she mentioned her hesitation of even asking as well).

"Dinner/Lunch/Breakfast at X time" in a group chat usually works. It's pretty casual and almost always works. Some people just don't like to be the people to make plans

I think she may be interested. At the very least she's emotionally invested in you by the sounds of it. I think no matter what happens, it's best to lay everything out on the table. You got this man!

We all start somewhere dude. Just keep at the gym and it'll do a ton to sort you out. Instead of feeling anxious just meditate on your issues while doing your routine.

Give it a few months and your outlook all around will be leagues better.

Thanks my dude!

what are you majoring in?

>muh uni
You're a freshman so you should be taking mostly generals no? Might want to rethink either your courseload or the way you study.

>muh girl who isn't single
Move on- the sooner you can the better. Especially if it's the gf of a friend. Just start talking to other girls. The more girls in your life the less likely you'll become infatuated with every single girl you meet. Be polite to her and her bf and remain friends. Female friends will help you hook up with their single friends.

>muh virginity
You're only 18 my dude, what are you getting anxious about?

>muh body
Everyone's going to the gym to improve so don't worry about it, most people aren't going to be looking at you.

Look up AlphaDestiny on YouTube user, he's the man. Beside workout content, he's done videos about social anxiety, shyness, public speaking and fearing of judgment. His advices both on workout and mindset are priceless. They are really helping me, give it a try.

No problem man! That's what these threads are for. Just know this. At the end of the day, it's just a girl. Listen to some Jay Z. vimeo.com/110496766

You're gonna make it bro. Sending all the love an anonymous stranger on the internet can send another.

Thanks man. I needed to hear that.

Dreams about getting back, or being with her and being happy with her are always intense and seem so real. Feeling like shit for next couple days, but mostly morning after. Feel your pain, we're gonna make it user.

Journalism. The course load isn't bad, I've just been having a lot of problems with getting my shit done recently. I go to a uni that basically has you decide your major even if you're an incoming freshman. I've still got a ton of general units to pass through though.

Thanks for the girl advice. I know you're right. I think I'm more in love with the idea of her desu.

I think you're also right on the virginity and gym points too. I think I'm just getting some weird mid-quarter feels.

protip:

If a girl tells you about stuff she's doing she's still interested

If a girl tells you how she FEELS then you're probably in the friendzone

checked.

Depends on the girl in all honesty. But 8/10 times that's usually somewhat correct

That can be a manifestation of you coming to terms with getting over her. You're close user. Just keep pushing through

Sounds like you've got a lot of anxiety. How do you react to alcohol, weed, etc.?

There's nothing wrong with this, I don't see the complaint. It'd be different if you kept making plans and everyone kept bailing on you.

As long as everyone has a good time when you do hang out, who cares who's making the plans? In fact, it's really better for you, because it means you're always getting to do what you want instead of going to someone else's thing that you're not interested in, but they're your friend so you go anyway.

Also literally everyone feels like they're the one stuck making plans all the time.

>Tell me older Veeky Forums brahs, does life gets better for you after 23?

Only if you do something about it.

Ugly girl has been messaging me on facebook for almost a year now wanting to fuck. Thought I made it pretty clear I wasn't interested but now I know how girls feel with desperate guys.

Funnily enough I'm a k/v, never had a gf, and I'm still not interested. Tempted to just join tinder if it's this easy to get girls. Good idea or am I just an idiot?

Don't see how that's relevant. I dunno. I'm a pretty goofy guy when drunk and or high. I can get sad or paranoid sometimes too, but I can realize that that's in my head and snap myself out of it.

Does she have an ok bod? If you hit it from behind her face doesn't matter.

Thought it was ok, but she sent a tit pic through and boner was kill. Not sure how she's still sending messages after rejecting her after that.

post it

Deleted, it was half a year ago and I didn't want it floating around.

Not so much her though, I'm not used to girls paying me any attention having only gotten out of the autism zone recently. It's tempting to go for her just because I have no-one else, but if she's that into me surely there's someone else who might like me, right?

I gotchu man. I'd probably hit, but I don't know her. They're all the same with the lights out. You do you.