Veeky Forums feels thread

Thanks user. I just want so say that this board is actually the only board That isn't cancer. Like I actually feel like we are here for each other. I'm going to try and take your advice

You're in the hiring process for the police? Fuck that girl. your life is together and you're brave enough to take on a dangerous role of service to the community. Who the fuck is she, an M.D.? More likely a CNA loser

On the bright side, if you make it far enough in the police force, you can actually be Captain Autismo.

KEK. Thanks for the laugh. I needed it

This board isnt cancer because we are all here to try and improve ourself.

Just remember to keep things in perspective and dont take the easy way out. Isolation can be the best thing for a person; it leaves someone a lot of time to cultivate themselves if they so choose.

We're all gonna make it.

Remember, the road to success, happiness, or whatever you want to call it, can be lonely and bumpy, but will be well worth it.

Honestly, if I could hug you guys and say thank you I would. You anons are pretty based

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>tfw got sick for a week
>tfw the first day back DOMS are so hardcore not even the rest day saved me from them

Jesus Christ, never get sick Veeky Forums

>Veeky Forums feels

My problem is that I'm a grad student and my research and classes occur in different towns, and my gym is at uni. I can't regularly go to the gym for a workout like SS/SL because I'm not always in town consistently for the 3 day workout routine when you have to have a rest day in-between each workout.

As of recent I've just been doing bodyweight workouts but I'm not sure if I want to completely switch to /bwg/ or if I still wanna lift weights.

Any other linear progression routines I might want to consider that might be more friendly to my unpredictable schedule?

>never ever want to trade my time directly for $ (be a wagecuck)
>given one chance to live
>people spend a huge chunk of their ONE (1) life by swapping it in direct exchange for numbers in a bank account so they can get nice houses, cars, so people will find them attractive etc?
>but still I want to live a nice life in good, big house with huge yard and home gym and never worry about bills etc
>too much of a pussy/don't have the right mind to become a business owner where eventually my earning is not connected (directly) to the time I spend
There is no solution, only death. I tried for 1 year to do something about starting a business, I even have a lot of money to start one, more than most people would have, but I am so much of a pussy and need my hand holding along each step of the way. Also I am scared to fail like a bitch. Can't even think how I would do something about starting my business even after I read so much amazing information from real successful business owners.
I was best in my school for grades but it is not useful, I'm not interested to become an academic, to become a doctor lawyer scientist etc. I just want freedom that you can only experience when your income is separate from your time. Why was I given this brain if it is completely wasted on me? How good you are at math is not useful in business, there are people with below average IQ, people who can't do basic mathematics who have started very successful businesses.
I just want to die now because I am being seen by everyone as a huge failure. Everyone thought I was going to be a big success because I was good at exams in school. There is no way I will become a mindless drone working in office shifting paper for money to survive.
I am not interested in living minimalist life and travelling the world either, I am a very homely person and don't enjoy travelling at all and with no money it's too stressful.
Can anybody offer me a solution? Is my only option what I think it is?

Feels like past a certain point, age whatever, no, not everybody will make it.

try 9 months lying in bed fagboi

It'll be okay, user. Time is actually on our side because when we turn 30, all the roasties will be all used up and unable to find partners and we can just date younger girls who like older guys anyway!

At least that's what I've been telling myself lately.

>wow user, you're so serious and focused on lifting and getting fit.
>Why can't you be this focused on doing well in school, getting a better job or finding a gf?

I know a lot of you guys are depressed for various reasons. And that you guys are always saying how strong you are physically, but not mentally.

so I have to ask, why haven't you killed yourselves yet?

The fact that you're still living proves that you're somewhat mentally strong, right?

real talk why is the girl on the right considered cute. left yeah totally, but right i dont get it. my friends dating a girl like that and i feel bad bc hes a good looking dude and is funny and smart, and his gf is a little trolly.

You kidding? Killing yourself takes mental strength dude. It's not like you can go back, you get ONE life and to decide that you're going to end it for good knowing there's a 0% chance you can reverse your decision takes fucking real strength to go through with it.

You're right. I'm in the process of getting my career going and I would like to find a gf. I just don't know where to meet girls that aren't whores.

> whores

user this is an empty word. it is as empty as zionist. you should discard these false words from your vocabulary.

Okay, where do you suggest I meet good girls then?

>it is as empty as zionist

so might as well give up huh?
you already know you're the one that isn't going to make it right?
whats the point in trying?

read this poem buddy

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

TL;DR

Met girl at party couple weeks ago. Made out and grinded, etc. Got her number (legit didn't save in my phone forgot to click save lel)

Fast forward now, matched on tinder, she messaged me first. Got her number.

Texted her and said

>Me: Lets chill soon, whats your schedule like this week?

>Her: Yea! I actually have my birthday this weekend and all my friends are coming to town and staying with me so I won't be free until like monday

Does that sound like a brush off or should I invite to do something next week?

I will pray for your safe keeping, friend.

Do not be dissuaded in your goals by hard times but be motivated to turn them into the best of days.

>>TFW the only girl I ever truly liked dropped me because I'm "boring and awkward"

She said when she is free next so i doubt its a brush off

Ofc you want to be a cop lmao...

I figured. I just replied "No problem, and happy birthday". I'll leave it at that till next week.

what's the point of success? what's the point of happiness?
I had both and I lost both. The feelings actually kinda stay the same.
I know how to to be successful and happy again, but what for guys, what for

>seeing a therapist
He still doesn't know that """honesty""" is that weakness of the mind where they try to get you to exaggerate your momentary downfall and explicitly believe in it for the entertainment value of watching you stagnate in effeminate emotions. Pure honesty is the biggest spook.

im scared ill survive somehow and end up a vegetable

are you fit? because if so you probably learned to not put pussy on a pedestal. You're putting business and success on a pedestal. That made you a ballslet.
Stop beeing a ballslet, if you want success.

So you aren't sad and a failure?

Start a themed website or weekend market stall that sells anything you are a connoisseur of, you go on your own time, sell what you want (market depending) and you will learn the ropes of the interactions, basically everyone was in the same boat of not knowing what it takes at the start.

Eventually you can hire people to do those things you do.

kind of am. But I'm still more successful, than all of my friends and family, but way under my potential.
I feel genuinely happy, when I'm drunk. Have good nights with friends, talk to strangers and am interested in getting to know girls.
But when the alcohol is gone everyone becomes an uninteresting and dumb as bread sack of meat to me.

>get flu
>miss 2 workouts
>still sick
>decide to go to the gym anyways
>session goes fantastic
>do squatts last
>finish last rep, new best
>Start to feel very ligtheaded and dizzy
>Suddenly begin to vomit everywhere
>Literally spewing vomit all over the floor, rack, and mirrors
>Everything starts spinning rapidly
>Pass out shortly after
>3 hours later wake up in a hospital bed with an IV in me
>Not released for two 2 days
>get bill for $5,280.39
>tfw

Never lift when your sick. It's not worth it.

>Never lift when your sick. It's not worth it.
Wise words. DON'T EVER lift until you know you are 80% well and don't have symptoms that could get worse by lifting. A few days of suck because of not going to gym is better than more time off.

I think that happens to most people, its called being sober haha.

>thought I finally had it with the girl I'm in love with
>She came over, we made out then she just laid on me and we talked
>Said all this stuff, like how we both have crazy feelings for each other, how I make her smile all the time, how she always feels so good around me, etc
>supposed to hang out the other day
>hit her up, she says she can't come, say oh well no worries
>texts me again saying she wants to stay friends and she's not ready for a relationship like this
>she has recently gotten out of a relationship about a month ago
>knew we were moving too fast
>tell her I understand but it doesn't change the fact that our feelings are still there and all the things we said the other night are still true
>said she's still dealing with the feelings of the breakup and needs to be alone for a little and figure it out
>tell her I understand and agree it's best if she takes her time. But say how her feelings for me won't just cease to exist and ask if she sees a future with me at all
>she says she doesn't know anything at the moment
>give her break up advice and that was that
We talked a lot today about just random shit, so it's kind of back to how it was. I just don't know what to think though, it went from being so happy together that night to this. I don't know, she just needs her time to reassert herself I guess and I'll just continue having her as a important person in my life until she's ready
Welp, back to lifting and being alone

>get bill for $5,280.39
As shit as the NHS is, it's stories like this where I'm glad we have it.

I like this one, for motivation. Helps remind me it really is "one day at a time"

>don't know how to tell someone I care without being a sperglord about it
>end up not saying anything

tell us more, maybe we can help

Ghost her. Hard next.

this

you'll be alright bro. as gay as it is, life is beautiful. I used to feel the same as you. now I laugh about it and I'm grateful every day that I escaped that hell.

if I got out, so can you.

>tfw work an immensely physical job to pay the bills
>22 y/o with a knee recon, torn pec and bulging disk already under my belt
>body falling appart
>cant even lift the feels away
>too autistic and ugly for grils
>live in a shitty appartment and my only friend is a possum that steals my food from time to time
>slowly starting to realise that I'm never going to make it

I'll collapse physically or neurologically before my will ever gives out. That's just the way I was made. My grandfather dropped dead at 92 from a massive stroke. He was 190 pounds and extremely robust.

Albanians are genetic freaks.

Rebound hookup. She's using you as a comfort blanket, and you're soaking up all the residual emotions she still has for her boyfriend. She isn't into you and never will be. If you haven't caught her in bed yet then you never will. Kick her to the curb. You are being exploited. Women do this shit all the time. They really just can't help themselves.

Yeah it's great that you never get a big bill like that.

You just get thousands of little bills every day.

>tfw this one just makes me want to play Dota

I was raped this morning guys.

I was fucked up on ecstasy and some fat girl put me in a taxi, bought me home with her and got me to fuck her. I woke up in a room covered in trash next to a specimin I wouldn't even look at let alone talk to and take home. When I started to remember the state I was in I absolutely KNOW she knew what she was doing and took complete advantage of me.

I know it's my own fault for getting fucked up, I know I can't do anything legally because I "voluntarily" did all that shit but it doesn't change the fact that I feel really weird right now guys and I have no one to talk to.

I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to be known as the guy that was raped and I can't tell my family because they already worry about me too much. Fuck guys. If I feel like this after something so simple I can't imagine how a woman that is violently raped feels.

Sorry for rambling, just needed to vent

>6'5
>model face
>incredible born intelligence

>0 friends
>virgin at 19
>getting Bs and Cs at college

It's one thing to be a failure, it's another to have life handed to you on a silver platter and still somehow fuck it up.

>It's one thing to be a failure, it's another to have life handed to you on a silver platter and still somehow fuck it up.
Oh man. I know this feel.

I know this feel well. I am a walking, talking reminder to everyone around me what wasted potential looks like.

>I know it's my own fault for getting fucked up, I know I can't do anything legally because I "voluntarily" did all that shit

fuck that, dude, it's not your fault in the slightest. She took advantage of you when you were in a susceptible mental state and she deserves to be punished for it. It's literally the same as if a guy talks a drunk girl into a sex and then she wakes up the next morning and realizes what happened

go to the police

I know you're right but I have to take some responsibility here. She took advantage of me but I put myself in a position where someone could. Not excusing her by the way, what she did is gross as hell.

I don't think I will go to the police man, I just don't want to deal with all that shit.

All the same, thank you. I felt like I wasn't justified in how I'm feeling right now until I read your post.

honestly you're still young. Keep improving

>>incredible born intelligence

the right one is actually cuter, at least on this pic T B H

Please don't subject yourself to the taboo of 'oy vey men can't get raped'. If a whale has the means to blur out your ability to consent, even the strongest man around would be put in the same victim position. Don't be fooled by those double standards, not being on the receiving end doesn't make it more trivial

Stay strong user

Clearly you were asking for it.

How do you go to such a place?
What were you thinking wearing those clothes out in public?
I bet you didn't scream or physically attack your assailant!

>can I have next turn on your sweet holes?

>i have to take some responsibility here

no you don't, she is the wrong-doer in this scenario

>but I put myself in a position where someone could

i feel you are being too hard on yourself that this happened. If you had put yourself in that position and she hadn't done what she did, would you be regretting putting yourself in that position or thinking that being in that position was in any way "wrong"? No, i don't think you would.

The important thing to focus on here is that the fault for this situation, that this kind of thing happened, falls ENTIRELY on her, and that you have literally nothing to blame yourself for. SHE took advantage of YOU, man, don't beat yourself down for this.

It is completely up to you, but you would be justified in going to law enforcement, or at the very least outing her to her friends/etc that she did this to you.

I can never understand people like you. How the fuck did you suddenly become so ill that you passed out for 3 hours after being incapacitated by vomiting. Surely you could have sensed this coming? Or did you perhaps fabricate this story?

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I've also been used like that by a woman user, really fucked with my heart, ghost hard and never look back, EVER

tfw gym closed down untill the 15th, its only me and 2 dumbbells untill then. I have been depressed ever since I heard the news and started fucking up my daily calorie goals by eating more

i find the right one much cuter

Get on with the cops, wait a little while, then see the dept PTSD style shrink. That's sanctioned

family 2bh

> Haven't gone out with friends in a while
> No GF, last one I had was a year ago when she left
> Fairly sure I've exacerbated my pre-existent and previously minor depression with MDMA use into something terrible and huge
> Decide to watch tv with family to get my mind off things and get out of the room
> I've got whiskers from not shaving for a while
> Sister notices
> "Lol user can you please shave?" jokingly, not mean spirited at all
> Hear mum say something under her breath
> "That's why he'll never have a girlfriend, doesn't take care of himself"
> Can't focus on tv anymore, just incredibly hurt by what my own mother said about
> Go off to my room and in tears typing this

Also in general

> At train station coming home from uni today I was standing at the platform, imagining what it would be like to jump infront
> look at all the happy couples
> In general feel miserable
> Have frequent mood swings and often snap at people even when I don't mean to be angry

where did it all go wrong bros

>happy couples
there are no happy couples only ignorant males, there will always be someone better she can cheat them with

Yeah you're right, I am being way too hard on myself here. Thanks for your replies man, genuinely helped me feel less shitty about this. Also just went and spoke to a close friend about it, he said the same as you basically.

I'm not going to involve law enforcement. Other than feeling used and gross I'm not hurt in any way so I just want to put it behind me. I'd like to see her punished but even more than that I'd just like to never see her again and move on.

thank you user, I will.

>> Hear mum say something under her breath
>> "That's why he'll never have a girlfriend, doesn't take care of himself"
>> Can't focus on tv anymore, just incredibly hurt by what my own mother said about
Wow, what a bitch. I man, she's probably right, but that's a horrible thing to say to someone.

>start seeing girl end of july
>going well, body says they don't have feeling for each other and it's going well
>start developing feelings after 4 months because we have the same humour, she's a bit nerdy and a qt3.14
>she doesn't feel the same because she says she doesn't "develop feelings" for someone the same way and "has a feeling" from the start if she wants something more
>keep seeing her because I just want sex
>feelings take over

fml.

Purely anecdotal, but I have never met a handsome, intelligent person who is doing below average in college and had no friends.

You're overevaluating your self worth. Humble yourself and maybe good things will occur for you.

OP here, I had a terrible night sleep. But in all of that tossing and turning I was able to think and pretty sure I have come to a conclusion. The only way I can make things better is if I actually do something about it. I know that I have what it takes to become a chad and finally be happy. I have the face already. What I am going to do try to do is set up mini goals. Everyday I will continue to better myself physically and talk to at least three new people (whether it's at the gym, I'm shopping or at work) and lastly at least once a week I will get a girls phone number. Hopefully if I follow these steps I will make enough social gainz that I will eventually become a happier person. Does anyone have any suggestions besides what I said ?

I believe in you OP, while we all must learn to believe in ourselves.

Dehydration, hypovolemic shock, sepsis

You know what you have to do, but you don't want to do it. You need to get out now, otherwise it will fuck you up mentally when she inevitably sleeps with other people (I'm assuming you aren't exclusively seeing each other). I've been there. Get out. Now.

>never met

Maybe because they never left their room....

Perfection

Stand strong brother.

>it's weird and confusing to tell people I care about them
>insult them instead
What the fuck is wrong with us?

Can someone tell me what anime pic related is from? I can't remember.

Holy fuck, that's legitimate female on male rape. She took advantage of you and her huge weight cancelled out your strength stop her.

Good luck bro

>fat
>2 years later fit and strong and lean
>land date with pic related
>she is so enamored with my body she can't speak straight and is constantly losing her spaghetti
>sit next to her in booth after dinner
>can't keep her hands off me
>I bring her closer and kiss her
>asks me if I want to leave
>get in my car
>while fooling around she says (seriously) about 100 times, "you're so hot" "oh my God you are so fucking hot."
>tfw I made it
>tfw she calls herself mine, she tells me that she belongs to me. She is my possession.
>

lmao

>tfw zero friends ( and i mean ZERO )
>tfw always pussy out around a girl
>tfw if i dont pussy out, im often so nervous during sex i can barely get it up
>tfw zero gains, still way too fat
>tfw gym, despite my minimal progress, is the only shit keeping me alive
>tfw i have a distinct feeling im going to waste another summer

I just had to vent...

I just fucking hate myself...