Feels thread

Don't make a mess

>that gif
FUCK I WANNA GO BACK

The trump apologist abound lately

Imagine if Hillary had won

Awww no more tendies for the baby boy?

need to write the LSAT to get into law school and trying to up my cardio/lifts as well.

last two months:
>making no lift progress
>no study progress
>no running progress

>depressed
>gf says we should 'take a break'
>lifts stalling

what do brehs

She wants dick from other places, she's confident enough to know you won't be able to get pussy anywhere else.

you are literally Anthony Burch

Holy fuck man, not to sound like a dick but its life.

i broke up with my girl of 4 years a few weeks ago and i loved this girl but you gotta look at yourself and realize you either man the fuck up or just continue making yourself depressed. been single now , seeing other girls, not giving a fuck. life is awesome dude, dont let some bitch take away your happiness

>feels thread

Sure why not. Trying to get over ex by lining up tinder dates like an all you can eat buffet, have about 10 on the burner yet dreading doing the whole "first date" routine with each.

New job/contract starting up in a week making more money than ever in my life at my #1 preferred company yet still feel empty because I planned on doing this next chapter of my life with said ex.

Did squats for the first time in years yesterday, actually felt good so might start doing them regularly. Felt a little complacent with existing leg routine.

Trying new preworkout with NO2 pump matrix. Tastes awful but bro at the store said I could return it if I didn't like it, probably will but giving it a shot on chest day today to see if it's actually worth it.

Brother married with kids. Sister married with kid coming soon. tfwnogf since alchy ex breakup intensifying.

That's all I got for now, let's see if this pwo pump shit is legit or not.

Don't "take a break". My last GF of 4 years said that, and then went over to Italy to ride the cock carousel. I caught on when she said we should go on a break right before she had to go to Europe, though, and broke things off completely. Bitch got insane, which works for me because it just told me she wasn't the same person I fell in love with.

>tfw she was only a 5/10 anyway

If she says "I want to take a break" or "we should take a break", tell her "ok, we're done", and block her on social shit like facebook, twitter, etc.

Don't block her number though, you can read the hilarious texts when she gets mad at you and post caps here for us to laugh with you.

>meet amazing girl on thursday
>she approached me
>we ended up having sex
>for some reason she didn't seem that into me the morning after
>I doubt it's because she thought I was bad at sex, she came multiple times, so I'm not really sure what the deal is

So basically my plan is to not seem needy and wait till tuesday or something before I hit her up to ask if she wanna hang out.

Had another girl hit me up tonight wanting to meet at a club, it's a guaranteed lay but I'm just not feeling it because I'm being a complete faggot crushing hard on this original girl

Fuck I hope she wants to keep seeing me brehs

Go to the club tonight, trust me. If you don't you'll sit around dwelling on girl #1. Literally nothing to lose and lots to gain by embracing the distraction. You want to have something cooking already just in case #1 girl is unresponsive come tuesday as well. The 30 year old in me knows to never get excited or think about focusing on a single girl until you're 3+ dates in.

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Go to the club lad. You don't wanna get into the loverboy mindset and lose your game

>want to be part of the yeezy
>in the United States and I'm lazy to get
>and the other is this qt that we are going to McDonald's
>she said she was okay with it and I'm usually too
>turn out to be an easy way of getting a new car
>feels like a little baby

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Thank you user. I will take control.

>chinese
took you long enough

Yeah making sure you don't drink shit infested water is useless amirite? MAGA xD. Fuck off back to le_donald faggot

.t angry janitor

fuck well it's almost midnight here
also I have to get up early-ish for some school shit
but yeah if I get in a similar situation in the future I'll take your advice

Your parents are fuck ups. I have cancer and I thank my parents every day for having private health insurance

>Regular cancer doc cost me $1,500 a visit
>Only pay 40$ co pay

If I was on Obongo care it'd probably be over 200$ in deductibles.

>(she is Chinese)

>now ex gf broke up with me Thursday.
>it wasn't because of incompatibility, but her mom
>mom hated me and would talk high school level petty shit to her about our relationship and her. Basically make her life hell when she was home
>after a year of dating she just couldn't deal with her mother anymore
>tfw the best relationship I've ever had was destroyed by a middle aged woman who wanted to make her daughter as miserable as she was

I feel like I wanna die

Also, god willing, her mother gets hit by a bus

>dick is 4.7x3.5

should I even bother getting lean?

Dubs confirm mother bus hit, don't let me down kek

post caps of your ex

Same boat brah.
>Cutting but gaining weight
>enrolled in a bunch of units
>4 weeks deep and I haven't even attended a single class

I know it's fucking immature but I absolutely cannot stand being around my sister who is in high school

She is a stacy, breaks up with a bf and gets another a month later, and then my parents hear all these stories about how "hard it is" and how much she hates everyone in the school, and i'm just like give me a fucking break

In high school I was a complete fucking nobody, got shit on by everyone and couldn't do anything. one of the best days of high school for me was when I dropped my calculator on the floor and the batteries fell out. So I was kneeling in the middle of a sea of people walking past me and this one girl in a white dress knelt down and helped me pick up the batteries and smiled at me, it made me feel so happy that someone was acknowledging my existence. I think about that moment a lot, it meant a lot to me.

How the fuck am I supposed to feel bad for my sister when she has no fucking idea what it is like to legitimately have a bad time in high school? Only thing I can think of that she'd have bad is dealing with the drama of girls, which I've heard can be rough

I'm in college now and dgaf about high school anymore but even so

>Finally started lifting a month ago instead of just pretending I do on Veeky Forums
> Feel better than I've felt in 15 years.
Fuck your negative feels

Keep going, we're all gonna make it

People who live in misery their whole life get accustomed to dealing with it.

Others who almost rarely face hardships dont know how to act when they face one.

Hang in there OP, it's never easy

This is what she looked like.

Seemed like a good girl, turned into a stupid bitch after 2 years of an "arts" degree.

>start seeing this girl that I worked with
>most gorgeous woman I've ever been with
>and the best ass I've seen on a real [not porno] chick to this day
>at the time I was in the middle of my first cutting session
>down 30lbs but still skinnyfat and have wide hip so its the last place I lose weight
>so I had the body-type of a flounder, skinnier on one side and wide on the other
>It was her idea to go to Orlando for the weekend
>we reserved the hotel and requested one bed
>at that point I knew this trip was partly to get laid
>then I grew very nervous as I've always been ashamed of my wide ass hips since middle school

>be on the first night of the trip
>get back from visiting Downtown Orlando
>we can barley keep out hands off each other on the way to the hotel
>we go into the room and start undressing each other
>I lift her shirt and unhook her bra releasing her small perky tits
>she takes off my pants with my dick busting at the seams in my boxer briefs
>I have her turn around so I can take her pants off with her ass facing me
>I felt like a kid on Christmas opening a present I was so excited to see her ass
>and voila, it was as perfect as I thought
>she starts to lift off my shirt and I stop her
>she asks what's wrong
>can't [and don't really want to] lie at this point so I tell her about my wide hips and about my weight loss
>she tells me "its fine" "take it off" "I've wanted this for a while don't keep me waiting haha"
>after a couple more seconds of coercion I break and take it off
>now, its wasn't obvious, it was a slight change in her face
>enough to notice and get me super nervous
>"see I knew it was that bad" she seemed to have forced out

6/10
I meant post hilarious texts she sent you after breaking up

> too keep this short, we had sex that night, but didn't the other night, and when we visited places in Orlando she acted more reserved and less outgoing
>then on the last day, we packed and I drove her home
>when we got to her house I helped take one of her bags in and when I leaned in to kiss her goodbye she said that she needed to get to bed asap because she was exhausted
>she said bye and said she would see me at work the next day
>when we saw each other at work the next day she told me we needed to speak when we off of work
>I feared the worst
>and I was right
>tl;dr she said that to be attracted to she needed to be physically attracted as well
>then she said a sentence that still rings in my head louder than any screech of any plane, louder than any pop of any gun, louder than any scream of any damsel in distress
>she said "to be frank, you are gross looking"
>you are gross looking
>you are gross looking

At times when I lift, and need to push out one more rep when I think I can't anymore, I think of that day and I think of the the pain of those words, and use them to improve myself.

Fuck you Alaina

I wasn't on Veeky Forums at the time, or on Veeky Forums, so I didn't think far enough ahead to take caps of that shit.

Suffice to say she called me a worthless man, small dicked, and said I had no balls.

I just ignored her.

Fucking give that brat a reality check next time she starts whining.

Have you improved since then, how long ago was it and have you seen her since?

You just fucking lift like a motherfucker.

that's rough family. that person is rotten

use that for inspiration but don't give her any credibility or let it break you down

I've lost body fat, still have the hips unfortunately. With an even lower bodyfat, I'll likely end up looking like pic related.

fuckin 'ell poor guy

Not if you train back and obliques

>spend winter in work & on free time full cocoon mode lifting, fixing my vintage cars & self improving because winters are cold & shitsux

>have bipolar disorder acting up again even tho i'm on my meds

>paranoias, depression & hypomania intensifies

>somehow get a goodnight sleep because thinking about gains so that's a bonus

>don't want to seek any help (other than self) or time off from work, last time i was fired from my job after my suicide attempt & time in hospital / time off ended and i had no money / energy for court case. I don't want to lose my good paying job and get into more shit.

>also have bad credit (for 1 more year now) because stupid decisions during manic phases when i was younger & undiagnosed. Everything is paid off tho.

>can't rent apartment because of that so live in my brothers villa (which is comfy & cheap tho) but because of stupid laws be considered as homeless because living in house meant for "non year-round living" so no benefits if i lose my job & high chance of really being homeless

>atleast lifting takes the pain away somehow

>tfw gains still good tho and don't want to kill myself

>tfw 5pl8 deadlift last monday

>thinking about maybe i'm going to make it somehow and summer will be all good

>Have crush on a girl, girl next door type
>Crush through sixth form, she's a dork and I'm pretty normal
>Other girls interested in me which I kinda pursue, me and the girl are always cool
>She starts to blossom and other guys get interested, she gets a bf out the blue
>She loses her virginity to him and the rest
>They break up but by this point we're all heading off to uni, thought feelings had gone as I'd been with some worldies
>First year uni finishes. I'm seeing a 9/10 who always said she didn't want anything serious, turns out she wanted me to ask her out, told all her friends she didn't want to seem needy as I told her I hate that in girls
>Eventually end up hanging out with crush a little more and more, one night cook her dinner and watching film, friends come over as I have a free house but end up sleeping with her
>It's alright, she comments on my big member and it's good times
>See her rest of summer
>She goes on holiday with the senpai and replies less and less, she's heading off to uni and only has a day between landing from hols and going to uni
>She chooses to see her girl friends instead of me
>Goes back to uni and ends things with me after I'd tried to speak to her multiple times and she'd always been 'busy'
>Start banging around like a madman, start seeing some other bitch because I wanted her to see
>See her at a party when we're back home over easter and we bang, she's distant in the morning and just wants to go home
>Go back to uni and end things with the girl i was seeing
>See my crush at nye party and she's my first kiss of the year
>Don't see her till a festival in summer, she always said we could try again in summer after unis over, she's playful but go to hold her hand and she pulls away so hard she almost falls over
>Still have feelings for her even though i've basically got pussy on tap.
>I love the girl who I can't have

>thinking about maybe i'm going to make it somehow and summer will be all good
You're gonna make it. I believe in you, buddy.

>See her at a party when we're back home over easter and we bang, she's distant in the morning and just wants to go home

Meant october

that aint falco

I wouldn't say this likely but i would seriously consider roiding so you can overdevelop your traps shoulders and serratus

tfw many of my friends will have to go back to shithole india/china instead of making 100k right out of college :^(

I'll do my best, luckily i have my parents & friends who know what's up and i know if shtf they don't leave me in trouble.

Also can't wait for summer & switch from /cocoon/ to /chad/ -mode.

gains start stalling when

1. your work capacity is less than the recovery time needed to recover from your workouts
2. you aren't doing enough

increase volume and be smart about it. clean up your diet and sleep well if you aren't already.

boom, hello natty limit.

>Former fatass
>Knees suffered from fatassness
>Couldn't really keep up with squats, so stopped doing them
>Pain stopped, hadn't felt anything for a good while
>Decided to try again, had to start light
>Slowly but steadily progressing, watching form very carefully
>Few months later hit lmao2pl8s for reps
>betterthannothing.jpg
>Knees hurt like a motherfucker the day after
>And the week after
>Can't even kneel down to tie my shoes without groaning in pain like an old man
>Age 25

Hold me, brehs. I hate myself for spending my childhood and teenage years on becoming a fat fuck.

>tfw I end up doing this
I thought lifing was supposed to make me alpha

that never happened anyway. You need an advanced degree for a work visa (MBA/MS) you only get 2 years of work if STEM ug degree with the student visa
Source : Pajeet studying ChemE at umn

this actually gives me a bit of hope believe it or not
t-thanks guys

Why am I like this

kek I can tell you instantly regretted it

I do :(
She still has no clue it was me so when I talk to her on Monday it will be completely normal but I'll feel awkward

>Want to avoid people today
>wait till late to go to gym
>alone for two sets
>a couple comes in to walk on treadmill for go knows how long
rrrrrreeeeeeeeee

>tfw I got an icebox where my heart used to be

Happ bed today
>be like you don't have
>sit down with a little bit of a problem with your blood
>start with the British
>keep going out with the British
>British won't stop being dead
>shit
>panic
>decided that the British weren't even worth the risk
>drop the British

well if it makes you feel any better, she's not very attractive

>been lifting for about 2 months now
>actually starting to see progress hell yeah
>first time ever seeing my chest start developing
>decide to take a picture just to see how I look on camera
>look like a skinnyfat piece of shit and look weaker than ever before
>instantly delete photo
>contemplate life

just now
>bored
>decide to go to Barnes and Nobles Starbucks and chill out/pass time
>sit down to enjoy my espresso machiatto
>grill comes in and orders, decent face, rather nice ass
>she walks to cream/sugar/napkin counter, notices me
>suddenly sits down at table next to me, even though her drink was to-go
>she is sitting with her entire body facing me
>blatantly inviting me to open her, she's not even looking at her phone, pretty sure she isn't waiting on food
>wtf should I say, don't look at her it'll be creepy
>I just mindlessly look at my phone trying to figure out what to do
>she probably senses my hesitation
>I finish my espresso and go browse books
>walk by later and shes gone

afterwards
>pull up in front of target
>as I'm taking my motorcycle helmet off old friend I've become reacquainted with pulls up and gets out with gf
>totally unexpected encounter
>"oh shit dude whats up?"
>"lol we got so fucked up last weekend"
>"I know bla bla bla..."
>"oh are you going to target too?"
>"I was thinking about it might go to best buy first though" (to avoid awkwardly seeing him repeatedly throughout target)
>"Yeah I need to get some eggs and stuff... I'll hit you up next weekend."

then in best buy
>skinny Indian kid randomly starts talking to me
>asking all sorts of questions
>I genuinely answer
>finally asks what I do for work
>invites me to learn about this online shit he does for work
>ok I give him my number to talk more about it
>find out its stupid ass scam company Amway

It was all just such a draining experience. Fuck.

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>pass
I've been lifting for about 5 months now, and while my shoulders and arms are looking way better, I still feel the same way when taking pictures of myself, I've made it a point to not take any progress pictures till my chest actually looks like it has a little muscle on it

i only miss the music. prime ani difranco, bjork, aphex twin, nine inch nails, rage against the machine, bush, blind melon, etc.

>love the girl who will never feel the same about me

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I just keep lifting and hoping she'll change her mind but my hope is draining

>You will never be a young boy in the 90s with your life ahead of you.

It would be a privilege to die.

Just had my fucking gallbladder removed, so the chances of me getting looked at during spring ball are slim to none, missed my spring game due to surgery. I'm not even allowed to lift for the next 6 weeks, :(
*I'm an offensive linemen in the pac-12

Tell me your problems, Veeky Forums I will try and help. I like to help others when I'm going through shit to get out of my own head.

You know you literally cannot start a relationship with her now, right?

Cos if you do, it's going to be built on a base of lies. Those relationships never work.

Can we please post pictures like this and pic related in this thread?

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>sorry for being weird

Have some fucking self respect

I live a long way from any family I know and my brother is visiting me. We've had a good time lately however I'm stressed about some things. I might be losing my job and I don't know how long it will be till I get another offer I might have money for a few months but don't really know what I will do if I end up broke and not have a job. I am an engineer who might have lost everything good in my life...my brothers don't understand these feels

Why do these hurt?

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Because it hits too close to home user.

Certainly.

I think this one with the calendar hits the most. I don't even know why I cross off the days any more. I'm not counting down to anything. There is nothing to look forward to.

Why does it seem like everyone's out having the time of their life getting laid and what not and I struggle to even make eye contact. I'm 20 and have yet to find any meaning in life at all. All I do is workout and play video games every day. I feel like a complete failure at everything I do and I think my family senses it. Haven't talked to anyone other than family in two weeks.

>Be on keto
>Ate a risky food last night because im retarded
>Woke up groggy as fuck
Shit I think I broke my keto,

I'm a normie. I want you to know to things.

1. Nobody is getting laid as much as you think they are, not even Chad.

2. Vidya is infinitely better than sex.

Enjoy every day and work on bettering yourself. Sex is not the greatest thing in life.

How do I stop feeling like it's impossible for a woman to love me?

>get Veeky Forums
>download tinder
>lots of matches
>delete tinder

Idk what it is m8s. Maybe it is the fact I still live at home and bringing home girls is a little weird, both dating and one night stands are so much work compared to just rubbing one out. I feel like I am in my prime and should be fucking bunch of girls, but I can't be bothered