Feels thread

>feels thread
>large thread edition

>tfw dating a qt
>she cooks delicious vegan food
>everything seeing perfect
>scared of fucking up

>tfw might have tfw gf soon

>2 years since she left me without saying why
>havent talked to her since
>still have hope and wait for her to say shes sorry

I look at pictures of us every night wondering if she even remembers me

>saw a pic of my first GF and her husband
>things are cool between us i just like seeing how they're doing
>he's gained a lot of weight since HS
>my jawline is notably much more defined than his is, now

As a former fatty all throughout HS, this makes me feel some real good kind of way, friends

That's unhealthy bro, throw those pictures away, try to find some other girl

good job user

Its a crushing feeling which has almost numbed me, i cant feel happy anymore nor can I cry. I used to shed tears thinking of the situation now I feel nothing

No joy no sadness just empty like an old man that has lived his life and is waiting to die basicly

>Feels

I am an engineer who has been burned out, tired and pissed off for some time now, I have been offered a new position and taken on a new role in my field. Time moves on, trying to learn not to take things so seriously and always be angry. I'm looking at a big promotion and I am moving on with my life.

hah gaaay

I know you're in a pit man, but you gotta learn to be stoic about these things
Be proud about being able to do what you did right, learn from what you mightve done wrong

Plus going to meet other girls will help you get over her quicker

she's not worth all that.
she's a flawed human bean just like you or me.
there are other girls out there.

>She cheated on me
>Left me for that guy
>They're still together
>My life has been fucking shit ever since
>I'm a running joke among my friends about how bad my luck and life is
How the fuck is that fair? Why does she get to be happy after what she did to me? Why has nothing gone right for me since?

Change it faggot

>large feels
>thread edition

>tfw Scooby is coming back to Melbourne but you're away that weekend

Unless you are funding a source of future happiness (sex life, career change/move, family) overworking is never worth sacrificing your health, imho.

she'll cheat on that guy too. Women like that always do. She'll be on to the next monkey branch

The anniversary of her passing is coming up soon.

not sure what's gunna happen bros.

>future happiness
>sex life
>not going ascetic

Cuz life if fucking unfair and shit, get used to it m8

>I feel kind of weird, like I have nothing left to complain about now

Took a job which pays twice more, bringing me close to six figures and I'm not even 30 yet

Figure I should focus on fitness and living healthier now, career is going great :)

>tfw a female at my gym can lift more than me
>tfw lifts stalling
>tfw even quit masturbating so lifts would improve from seminal retention
>tfw framelet
>tfw manlet
>tfw wristlet
>tfw no decent facial hair
>tfw no gf
>tfw lifting weights is the only thing I have going for me in life

parallel class girl smirked at me after class.
I've never had that happen.

>mods will delete this thread and leave SIPS threads up

>tfw type 1 diabetes
>tfw how fit I ever get I'll always be flawed
>tfw I can never survive without advanced healthcare for a week without bringing a shit ton of supplies
>tfw I was so sick of it a while ago I just disconnected all medical devices and cried in the shower for an hour
>tfw I feel the neuropathy catching on
>tfw vision getting worse and worse
>tfw I'm not sure how long I'll keep doing this

why did I waste so much time.

seven fucking years

and she dumped me with a text

be happy that you at least feel something.

>tfw gyno

I need to get that shit removed. Still fucking with me over a decade now.

>TFW single for years
>All your friends have either a BF/GF
>Tried to hook with a QT
>Get rejected
>Everyone is having a good time while i'm sitting there....alone
Man is it hard being a ugly struggler.

>finally have career
>finally making more than shit money
>life finally moving forward
>not giving a shit about women
feels good brehs

>Date girl for 1.5 years
>live together
>she leaves me cause she lost feelings for me
>year passes, we each date new ppl
>she tries to get back with me for a few months, keep shooting her down, plus i was with someone else
>i break up with them cause it wasnt working
>decide to get back with original ex i live with
>date for 1.5 months
>everything great, just like it was in the beginning last time
>she decides she doesnt have feelings for me again
>try to fix it but leave
>delete her number, tell her to never talk to me
>been over a month without talking to her
>she just text me today
>im not going to reply but i just want to forget about her and wish she didnt text me so i could continue believing she doesnt exist

She is a fucking cancer in your life man. I had the same thing and after the 3rd time I stopped that shit in its tracks.

ya i know it. She just always tries to guilt me into talking to her. The rabbit that we had together died so she texted me about that a month ago. just texted her back to tell thats sad but she'll be alright. She texted me tonight to tell me that she is quitting her lexapro cold turkey. Im really smart about those meds and i alwways told her to ween herself off and talk with the doctor if she ever wants to quit. obviously she ignored me and was telling me about the withdrawal symptoms and how shes been super depressed. I want to respond but know that i shouldnt.

it gets better right?

>Haven't made any good friends at college, and it's been months
>Love life is nonexistent, I just haven't felt emotionally attracted to a girl in quite some time
>Can't figure out who I am
>Can't figure out what I'm going to do with my life
>Don't know if I'll ever be okay

FUCK OFF COASTIE

just keep lifting

I'm a Wisconsin native, dude.

Friends can be hard to make at college. Talk with your roommates. Also, if you get in a group project, see if any of your partners are cool. Maybe talk to them about doing homework together.

First friend i made was at the orientation they made us buddy up. me and a dude looked at eachother and we just grouped up and stayed friends the whole year cause he only lived 2 rooms down from me.

Are you drinking excessively or doing any drugs? I definitely do them but i know when ive been going thru some shit and im doing it too much, it really affects how i am and makes things harder than they shld be.

Youll definitely be ok tho, user. Life is just a big cycle. Sometimes youre at the top of the cycle and things are great, but sometimes youre at the bottom. Bottom is ok though because eventually things do start picking up again.

>no friends in college

kek. literally the easiest time you'll ever have making friends, even easier than high school. if you can't make friends in college, especially a big school like UW, hoooo boy, adult life is gonna be a kick in the pants

Yeah don't, she wants to know if she still has hooks inside of you that she can pull on. Either way, even if you respond, she will just ignore you knowing that she has a hook inside you that she can pull on whenever she wants to feel better. The ultimate leech and shitty person. Get her out.

Thats what I was thinking too. I'm not going to respond. Just hard completely cutting someone out of your life when you used to do absolutely everything with them.

>tfw severe acne for years

I take two cold showers a day, I take oral antibiotics and use a topical retinol. I sleep with a clean shirt on every night. None of it helps. No matter how hard I try, I will never be comfortable in my own skin.

>Been over 3 months since we broke up
>She's got another guy now, heck she might've dated someone before that too
>Liked her for years before we dated, and when we finally did date it only lasted a fucking month
>Still never felt as happy and loved since that short time, but it didn't work out
>Still miss her and keep on imagining scenarios in my head where I could get her back, only to realize they'll never fucking happen
>Prom's coming up, and I know it's gonna be one depressing ride
Why am I like this? Do I have some sort of mental fuck up?

What shampoo do you use? I switched to this herbal tea tree oil shampoo hippy shit and my acne has gotten way better. I technically have folliculitis and my old shampoo was clogging the pores.

I use herbal tea tree oil hippy shampoo

>Birthday
>Only two friends didn't remember
>Gf left me recently
>Stalling on lifts and my sport
At least I got cake from my family

Damn. Good luck. How old are you? Might get better as you age.

>tfw naturally flat footed
>tfw running and jump roping causes my shins, knees, (my entire legs in general) excruciating pain
>tfw no health insurance to go to physical therapy for my fucked up feet

>tfw summer is coming up and I don't wanna take my shirt off in front of friends
>tfw gyno ruins summer

Fucking change it then, if you're blaming luck then you're bitching out.

>be fat autist for the first half of my 20s
>never had a girlfriend, but accepted that I would never have one in my current form
>while not happy, kind of content with who I was at the time
>start getting fit in my late 20s, lose weight, gain a little muscle, start dressing better, stop playing video games and gain more "adult" interests and hobbies
>realise that I can now genuinely entertain having a girlfriend
>years of being single makes it difficult for me to talk to girls or even get into the right mindset of being in a relationship
>feel like an immature child around my peers who've had multiple relationships or are getting married
>grow frustrated and depressed
>slowly turning into a bitter arrogant ass hole who uses his lack of intimate emotional contact like some weird badge of pride just so he can hold himself above everyone else
>trying to change but I don't know how to fix myself

Oh and:
>turned down for a promotion for a job for which I thought I was a shoe-in
>hand surgeon tells me that I can't go to the gym for 6 weeks

Apart from that everything is going great.

Well at least you can probably find shoes that fit easily.

>tfw high arches

I teach high school.. most of my students are girls.

>"Mr. user how old are you?"
>"25.. unfortunately."
>"Do you want to date my coworker she's 21 and a college student. She's kind of weird like you."
>"I'm not kind of weird, I am weird."
>Sorry we thought you were gay for a year!"

I haven't been drinking at all, really. I have a really addictive personality, and with the bad place I've been in, I don't want to start turning to it as an escape.

first real girlfriend?

>prom

GET OUT REEEEEEE

You're an adult, people don't remember your birthday. That's kind of a bitchy thing to complain about. Sorry about the girlfriend though, bro.

Sounds like shin splints. R.I.C.E.

you need to throw, burn that shit.

you need too.

Just fucking do IT MY FUCKING GOD MAN

THROW THAT SHIT THE FUCK OUT

think of her and play "your song" right before you lift. Go there..

Kill it in the gym for a couple hours, get sweet endorphen release..

I did this for a year straight, It's the best fuel

Third, first one was long distance and the second one I broke up with.

tfw no gf

>gf dumped me in July
>still not over her
>pretty sure she's already fucked some new guy
>I've made and deleted a tinder a few times since we broke up
>always swipe right on her
>she never swipes right back
>has some petty comment on her bio relating to something she didn't like about me and one of the reasons we broke up

.... h-holy shit.

Just the usual for me tonight.

>tfw no sabina gf

Throw those pictures away. She probably remembers you and is sorry but is too selfish to want to get over the awkwardness of saying it now. Find someone else to open your heart to bro.

Keep going user.

>dated her for 2.5 years
>she broke up with me because she didn't want to go long distance
>slept with someone else
>tried to get back together with me
>told her to fuck off
>repeat
>texted me the other day, said she misses me
>tfw recently acquired a qt mildly autistic gf
>tfw lifts are going back up and I'm finally beginning to git gud at bouldering

Fuck that was giving me some feels until i opened that gif. Mein sides

I've been doing the same thing with pictures for the last couple months, I still text her all the time too when I'm depressed and then she doesn't care and I get mad and just push her farther away.

I did it boys
I lost my 22 year old virginity about 30 minutes ago

>tfw she kept mirin me and saying how sexy my body is

I'm worried though because I leak a lot of precum and didn't wear a condom

>didnt wear a condom
fucking retard. congrats though, if you havent already fucked yourself wear a condom next time.

Wasn't planning on having sex tonight but I will definitely buy some next time

>crush of mine sees me at work today
>barely recognize her at first, but as we're staring at each other, it suddenly clicks and the two of us just go and hug
>she starts mirin' the fuck out of me, commenting on how I lost so much weight and I'm looking fit
>adds me to her new Facebook and tells me she wants me to come over

I don't know how to feel bros. It might sound like I made it, but she also has major issues with her ex-husband and has a ton of major drama in her life, something I'd like to avoid.

I guess if nothing else it's a small boost of confidence.

>keep falling in love with life
>falling for this QT i dont even care about meeting
>all of this because to no sex and no fap

>thank you Veeky Forums

>didn't wear a condom
was she at least on pill?

if not what the fuck are you doing user

As someone who's dealt with shit like that.

Take the compliment but don't even bother pumping and dumping. It will lead to shit you didn't need in the first place.

Get pussy somewhere else, don't shit where you eat.

You gonna make it brah, we all gonna make it

I certainly hope so.

>fell in love with a guy
>do anything for him let him have his space, never be pretentious, ask him out, give compliments, supportive, take interest in his hobbies, just generally be good gf
>he's trying to lose weight and keeps talking about getting Veeky Forums
>nags me
>ok let's do this
>'I c-can't go running today user I'm sick'
>fuck u
>go join a gym same day
>start lifting
>oh mein god this is amazing
>make a meal plan too
>massing.jpeg
>boyfriend is being frustrating
>tells me not to lift heavy cause I'll get 'bulky'
>doesn't want to have sex as much as I do
>he's generally feminine in his behaviour
>pouts and nags
>love his ass but can't stand him being such a pussy
>start losing interest in him
>start losing interest in everything but lifting

Should I dump my boyfriend for lifting? He's getting in the way of my gainz cooking fatty food and buying beer and wine. I also have to spend time with him and I sacrifice Tuesday or Thursday or Saturday but the former means 1 cardio day lost.

He gets offended when I don't wanna eat what he's cooked too. I can't have this Veeky Forums he made stir fry with half a bottle of olive oil last night..It was delicious though.

madgainz.jpeg not massing...

I think massing works just as well desu

>second birthday since she left me tomorrow
>she's now with a bipolar lanklet with a spinal deformity
At least it's push day, lads.

Not that guy but life can go to hell, I'll do what I want.

>meet qt 18 year old girl at my work
>hit it off, been dating a year now
>she thicc
>makes good money
>lifts
>high sex drive
>buys me shit
>were moving in together when i go to university


feels good man

True.

Are you cute?
Where are girls like this in real
Fucking life
Reeee

Sort of, mostly get told I look like a man online

lol wut

What?

damn

are you real? no trolling? That's all too good to be true

I've got a timestamp from two days ago can't make one rn cause leaving for work

Nah you look fine. I hate your hair though. Either go way short or long. Don't straddle the fence with that shoulder length bullshit.
Either way if you aren't mending and your personality is actually that good then you'd be a catch even without god tier looks.

you're hot af if that pic is really you.

Work right now?
Job?

lol, this autism about hair on a woman posting on a mongolian yurt appreciation domain.

nice negging fag

I don't know what that means I was just being honest.
I hate that type of hair dude what do you want from me?
Also just so you know only redditors post that stupid Mongolian basket forum crap. No one who's been here for more than a week finds that shit funny anymore. Stop giving yourself away.

stop i feel BAD