/Friday Night Feels/

>got drenched in the cold
>out of sick days at campus
>21 birthday in 2 days

If I get a fucking cold or something and cant enjoy a beer or graduating I'm going to fucking kill myself

3rd time i've talked to a girl in 5 days who's had a bf.

They always approach me.

what the fucks their problem.

I just want a gf.

not interested in stroking some girls ego if it doesnt go anywhere. fuck.

I want to start working on getting Veeky Forums really badly, but it seems like I have no time for it because of all the work and extra practice I have to do for uni. Should I just bite the bullet and cut back on needed practice time so I can hit the gym every other day? I don't want to be that guy who always says "I'll start when I'm not so busy" because I don't think that day will ever come

Don't budge when they mention they have a girlfriend. Act like you're interested anyway. It will kill them inside that you weren't talking to her just to fuck her.

What is your sleep schedule? What time is your first class?

TR I have 8 AMs and don't finish classes/rehearsals until after 7 PM. MWF my first class is at 10:10, and then things go nonstop until 6. More or less every day I try to practice until 10 or 11 PM, then get home by midnight for sleep.

Yeah i have been doing that, all 3 of them have added me on social media since and now I just don't know what the fuck to do.

I don't care about laid so i'm not gonna try smash. I just want a decent girl that doesn't act like a sociopath behind their bf's back???

Getting up earlier would be my best advice, but then it would start taking away sleep time. Just realize it will only take an hour or so away from your day.

two girls just invited my to their home but i just came from the gym and im tired what should i do

Spent all day inside the house, haven't done my cardio today, my diet went to shit, my sister started hanging out with special snowflakes and people who desperately want to be weird, she is putting up an attitude in the house lately and, because of an argument with her, almost got into a fight with my father.
I'm now on my grandmother house watching a show about dogs because my aunt went to get laid and someone have to stay with her.

Do at least calisthenics in your room or something. Do whatever you can until you are able to go to the gym.

Shower and grab some coffee.

go to a coffee shop or grocery store or talk to a girl on the street, you got nothing to lose

I'll figure out a time I can go consistently and probably start adding gym time to my schedule next week.

The thing is that i feel kind of disgusted by girls this days, but i still watch porn ,what would you say is my problem user

I just don't know how much you study or how much you need to study. Getting good grades is a one time opportunity, so don't sacrifice anything in that category unless you know you can.

you're a porn addict. it's a drug. get off that shit

Maybe the porn is fucking you up, or maybe experiences with sluts leaves you thinking of girls as sex objects.

I am having a bad day
I am thinking about cutting off my beta orbiter for his own good but it makes me very sad

I try that a lot, but it feels weird going out alone on the off chance that I talk to a girl. That, and there's a really good chance a girl I meet turns out to be underage. I need to stop making these excuses, I guess.

>school grabbling my gains
>miss oneitis even though I got a gf
>never hang out with anyone
>think Im getting gyno from meds

fuck me

go dude what's wrong with u

>disgusted by girls
its def porn making you like this. They're regular human beings not fucking sex objects. give each single one you meet a chance before you write them off.

anyone 30+ fuck up unemployed here but cut like a fucking diamond?

>stop watching porn

I dont think im a porn addict, maybe is right, i feel like they are whores, am i turning into a faggot?
Or maybe my pol side is destroying my sense of women idk
I already did some time ago, started talking to girls, but they are boring
and if you dont chat you should at least fuck but their manners are so weird, like thrashy i hate it

>My current situation
>Engineer here

I complained for a long time about working at a shitty company which didn't pay well and the hours were crazy, not to mention the management issues etc..

Well, I took a new job offer and am making twice as much money these days

This is the weird part, not a lot of work right now and I mostly sit on meetings and contribute to projects when I can

Pros
Making more money
Working a little less right now and not stressed out anymore
They pay me to sit around either in remote offices, or work from home and they pay so much better than last employeer
I don't know if I am lucky or things will go to shit soon, other engineers say the workload will increase soon
Also, the best part of working for this company, the most crucial part of working here is not the experience or quality of work it is every office building has a full gym with power racks, db, powerlifting stations, and so much equipment in an office gym it is crazy

2017 will bring much goals, happiness, and hopefully them cardio gains. I don't know what to complain about

>getting flown out across the country for job interview soon
>cuts been going well, lost 10lbs
But
>libido greatly reduced due to cut, so not in the mood to smash girl in my home town who wants the dick
>only been home 3 hours and moms cooking got me 500cal over my daily goal (it's my rest day so I can't just run it off)
>parents are already guilting me about moving far away for work, talking about how my nephew won't know me and such
I have a great relationship with my family, but because we are all so close they are very bummed about me moving away even though they are excited about me getting a great job.
It's a mixed feel.

just got back from the gym, my shoulders hurt WOO! now my rest days begin * cries *

oh but thats normal user, they will get used to it, are you latino or something like that?

did you drink shoulder hurting juice?

I performed Felatio Hornblower on my a urinal mint I fished out if the bathroom at my local Walmart. I thought that it would taste like lime since it smelled like one and it was green, unfortunately I was mistaken. I think the worst part was having the residual piss drip into the back of my mouth when I realized that this latest "progressive trend" I kept hearing about on my college campus was ultimately wrong. Anyway. After I spit the mint out, back into the urinal, I promptly threw up as I was standing up. Yes...all over the handle where you push to flush the thing. I checked for paper towels to clean it up but I guess the janitor hadn't stopped by yet so I did what any normal person would do in this situation... Or at least my definition of "normal." I scooped up what I could using my hands in a cupping motion and hid the pinkish paste in the baby diaper change station that was conveniently folded down. I closed the station, attaching it to the wall, and left as fast as I could. Fucking sucks because on the way out I remembered I needed to buy a toothbrush and Walmart is the only store near me, the had stations I checked didn't carry any for some reason. So here I am with the flavor of puke and urinal mint still in my mouth on a Friday night. It's an abstract feel not quite as abstract as a Van Gogh painting, but a feel none the less.

Gas stations*

>Samir Chantre didn't want to do BJJ against Eddie Cummings during the main event of a BJJ event

Even when Cummings stood up Chantre disengaged and not even once did he try to advance position or go for a submission FOR 10 GODDAMN MINUTES!

Porn fucked up your mind

Not Latino, but I guess it's a good comparison. My family is just very supportive and involved. They got spoiled by my older brother moving four miles from home after he graduated and got married.

>Meanwhile women are perfect and aren't subject to modification by society

Okay buddy.

>break up with gf
>find out that her mom had to fly in because she was so distraught

Not sure how tofeel about this. I feel bad that her mom flew in, but im kindof amazed that this affected her that much

>can't be both
not gonna make it, user

>doesnt even read the next post explaining why i dont think porn has anything to do
I even like these girls, sometimes i masturbate to them but being with them is so boring
This is also true but idk

>want to die
>gf wont stop cheating on me
>also wont stop lying about it
>would rather die than go on this way

My family was right. My dad was right. Don't get invested with women. Don't think yo're different or that things will turn out differently for you. Its all the same. You will never have a stable family. If you invest yourself in that dream you will want to die later

It's always weird to see how much they actually cared. My ex dumped me because she couldn't do long distance anymore (at the time I was a needy insecure fuck, so I don't blame her at all). The breakup was one of those "this isn't working, is it" kind of situations where we both sat together and cried and so forth.
Fast forward a few months and I'm coping okay, but she's adopted a dog so she won't feel as alone and is apparently trying to drunk dial me every time she and her friends go out, but they catch her most of the time.
Relationships really fuck people up. It's literally as chemical addiction at some point.

I don't want to give up but the more time I spend trying to hang out with normal people the more abnormal I feel. You know that old Robin Williams quote about feeling alone around certain people? I feel it so viscerally talking to women my age. Four more years and I can start posting on wizardchan.

JUST

Guess it's a blessing and a curse that I never get attached like that. I mean, there's varying levels of trust that someone can aspire to in my life, but by and large I've been alone my entire life, and I've never felt anything but annoyance when I got into a relationship.

It's pretty surreal to feel love in your dreams and then wake up and have those feelings muted. Makes me feel like it can be done but man is it an uphill journey.

Had to do the roll of shame twice today, guess it's just a shitty benchday.

its ok bro. It's a miracle to be alive

Maybe you're blessed homie. It's a whole lot of really high highs, and very very low lows. I coped okay with the breakup but it's been 2 years and I still think about her most days. I still get dreams where she's waking up next to me. Sometimes a person just gets in your life and leaves an indelible mark.
I've had whole other relationships come and go but after that's all passed, she's on my mind again.

Dump her you fucking cuck. Are we supposed to feel sorry for you?

>was planning on going to the gym
>medication made me so fatigue I can barely lift my arms
feels bad man

Slam a cup of coffee and try anyway.

Honestly it kills me inside when dudes talk to me just to smash bc it makes me feel like an idiot. I'm terrible at taking hints though

this.

felt like a gf was always impeding any self-improvement. They probably weren't/didn't intend too, but thats the way it feels.

That's what you want me to think.

>got off work at 9:15pm
>got home at 9:45
>cook food so I have something to eat in the morning
>set alarm for 5am so I can be at work at 8am
Such are the joys of waging. It's great for my cut though!

I'd rather feel the ravages of past relationships than nothing at all. Feels like I'm the worst kind of machine.

When mom had a stroke I cried like a bitch, and if I stop to think about how my grandma is slowly losing touch with reality, and how when I have kids they'll never ever get to know either of them before life fucked them over like I do, it upsets me. But I feel nothing like that in a relationship. Maybe my standards are too high, dunno. Feel like I need to keep trying though, because if I get complacent with being alone, all the gains and possessions won't fill the loneliness that I'll sink into as I get older

I can barely stand up user. It's not worth hurting myself

Fair enough m8, sometimes a kick in the ass helps, sometimes not.

/hug

Had plans to go shopping and get dinner with gf...

>go to get clothes for upcoming wedding
>can't shake bad mood
>she wants to go to some store that's closing down
>half dozen landbeasts wandering around
>end up pissing away a half hour waiting for her
>In a serious funk
>cancel dinner plans because "not feeling it"
>home now, was tired, now drinking and complaining

I don't know what's wrong with me Veeky Forums, I just can't get in the mood or have the energy to do things

>injured my back a month ago and couldn't lift for 2 weeks
>getting my gains back
>went on a date with a qtpa2t last friday
>i was nervous as fuck, fellas
>cracked hella jokes and she was laughing for a good amount of the time
>she told me she had a really good time and we scheduled another date
>date was supposed to happen this week, has now been postponed twice, but is scheduled for tomorrow night
We're all gonna make it, brahs

you just need some super male vitality, user.

>postponed twice
danger, danger

don't be surprised if she flakes

I was thinking that too, brah. The first time, I had to work on a group project, the second time, she went on a camping trip with her friends. She seemed really excited to go on another date, though.

>school has me mentally exhausted
>sucking up my gains
>too anxious to sleep
>no birthday wishes from friends/senpai
>ex-obese, so my body looks shit from loose skin

happy birthday user

I wasted the golden years of career and life preparation after high school. It's 5 years later and after this semester I'll finally be a sophomore in college but I'll have a 50% completion ratio for attempted classes. If I had followed the path I was on out of high school I could be fit, in the military with my education paid for and good career set up for me. Instead I decided to party for a year after high school and that led to two drug possession charges and other stupid decisions that led to the complete deterioration of what I used to be physically and mentally. Now I'm trying to lose 100 pounds in a year and become fit enough to pass the military standards and by some cosmic blessing having a conduct waiver approved so I can finish my education as an officer of the military. I know the chances of it happening are astronomically low, and I know that there are probably hundreds if not thousands of other moral conduct waiver candidates out there that are superior to me, but whatever. At least becoming healthy again with my education planned out at the least will be a much better position than I am in now.

Me, I have a job but no work for past two weeks. I want to die.

>have date with 6/10 asian girl next week
>she is a sexual deviant

She talked about wanting to get fucked very hard for hours until she couldnt walk, creampied, bitten, anal sex, fucked in public which im all down for but she also mentioned getting gangbanged. I told her that in a relationship I would expect 100% monogamy and she said she could live with that. She also said she wants to get fisted, im just glad she isnt into scat. Should I jump ship or get on this wild ride?

Make fuck buddy. Always wear a rubber. She's probably only really down for half of it, girls talk a big game.

is she into BRRRRAAAAAAPPPPPPPPing?

Run her over with a lawnmower then ditch her

Happy birthday user.

I know the pain of school I don't know if I'm going to make it.

I just want someone to tell me everything is going to be alright.

I did a knee to chest lock on the leg press machine today. And roll of shame 2 days ago during a burner set.

everything is going to be alright

youtu.be/7TRdx2tbUFI

I'm doing alright today actually. Me and my buddies are high working out and we're the only people here

Playing new carti pretty fun

Started on this board years and years ago. I lost a ton of weight in a quick period of time and have kept it off to date, and I also was able to succeed in other things in life over the years as well thanks to the confidence boost it gave (well paying job, gf), but I never really got to get above 80%-90% of where I want to be with everything that I do.

I've become complacent in moderate success and have been desperately trying to reboot the way I felt a long time ago, hoping to get a new surge of motivation and discipline to go to a new level, but I keep fucking up. The last thing I came to understand is that distractions are what ruin me, and I've been trying to get them out of my life as quick as I can.

>tfw drunk and lonely
>tfw playing tug o war with my doggo
>tfw no gf

>went to the gym
>failed on my weak squats
>came back and send dumb snapchats to a qt I met while on vacation a few weeks back that lives 400 miles away
>have coding project that was due at 8. have to submit it late
>no incentive to finish it for even late points
>think about ending it every day

I went out to the bar with a 9/10 co-worker. Shes actually super chill, but she knows how attractive she is and she knows how to get attention whenever she wants it.

We joke around and get along well and professionally at work, but when its just me and her I'm not sure how to keep her attention. Yeah I be myself, but I'm somehow not as smooth in social situations vs business environment.

Anyways, im a little irked because she invited me to hang out again, but shes a super social bird and I feel like I'm too boring when most of the hobbies that are even worth mentioning(lifting, playing music, concerts) are things I do by myself.

I really dig this girl, my gut instinct is to fucking hide and go back to avoiding eye contact and barely speaking(like i normally would) but if she still wants to hang out, even in a non romantic way, then thats gotta mean I can't be that bad, right? Is it even possible for a super social and expressionable hotty to be into the DYEL Skinnyfat introvert? How should I handle future encounters if it comes up?(Note: the times we've hung out or texted were all engaged by her. she invited me out, she sends the first text).

>Weight loss is going really well
>Feeling fucking great compared to months ago
>Have 2 days off in a row
>Just finished sanding down my neighbors headlights on their car and putting on a new clearcoat to make those bitches shine like new
>Got $50 out of it
>About to make some tendies for dinner
>Might be able to fit in a beer if i don't max out my daily intake
>Don't have to work tomorrow either

I'm feelin pretty comfy today lads.

3 weeks no drugs or alcohol.
Life is boring and im just waiting to one day die of cancer

I think you should make your intentions apparent up front- the longer you hang around just as a friend, the more you lose your chance.

Don't doubt yourself as being too boring or skinnyfat. Focus on what you really feel passionate about and talk about that when you guys meet, she'll enjoy the energy. (and if you're truly passionate about nothing, work on fixing that)

>Have qt3.14 fwb over
>having drinks
>playing cod waw
>gonna have sex in a little bit
>feelsgoodman

>28yr old bald 5'7" manlet still in college because I went back for my degree
>broke up with gf I'd had since I was 20
>only the 2nd I'd ever had
>thought my life was over
>crippling social autism for the most part
>video gamer, nerd, 5/10 face etc
>now a year after my breakup I'm dating a 21yr old way cuter than should be possible for me and actually feel happier and lift more than ever

If I could somehow make it, all of you can.

You can be a sick cunt if you want to be.

Wtf are you doing on Veeky Forums?
GO SLAY THAT BEAST user

>26
>realize I am trying to save a girl for the first time
WEW
Doesn't make it any easier to get over or tolerate right now but certainly puts things in perspective

happy b-day. remember this.

The only man you need to compare yourself too was the man you were yesterday.

If the sex is on tap the urgency isn't really there. He might be shitposting between rounds of torrid fucking.

How long has it been since you guys hugged a girl?

(family doesn't count)

8 months but ive fucked close to 60 girls. Had a 3 some 2girls n me and a 4 some 3 girls n me. Ive had rock star moments but due to mental issues I got through long gaps like this when I'm having "issues" It's all part of the ride.. Ill bounce back...You guys will make it.. Just don;t do something stupid like kill yourself when your at the bottom of a downward spiral.