>Be me
>Always want to find a girl that will be completely dedicated to me and bear me 2 kids, preferably a boy and a girl
>Fast forward to 24
>Dedicated girlfriend and 2 kids, boy and girl. Been planning on marrying her for a while, but the kids are a new addition so the money for a ring became the money for diapers/toys/ect.
>Gf is fantastic as a mother, wants nothing more than to be with me and our kids
>Work opposite work schedules. See her exclusively on the weekends. Sucks, but means we don't have to send our kids to day care.
>Meet literal 10/10 through my work
>Most attractive girl I have ever seen
>The kind of girl that it physically hurts to look at, because you could never be worthy of something so perfect.
>My gf is beautiful, but this girl is angelic
>Start talking to her, she's weird, but in the same kind of way that I am.
>Over the course of 6 months, help her with severe depression. Went through the same thing myself.
>We have eerily similar thought patterns. It's to the point where we can tell the other person what they are thinking.
>We finally hang out outside of work
>We drink a little bit
>Conversation gets serious
>She tells me she is in love with me
>Realize I love her back
>We end up kissing
>She wants to be with me. Hard.
>But she knows I have a family
>Not sure what to do now
>Have perfect family, or dream girl
>The constant stress has been making it impossible to sleep, eat, or get a decent workout
I just can't figure it out, Veeky Forums. Every time I see this girl, it makes me feel something I've never felt about another person. I can't split my family up though. I don't want to only see my kids a few days a week. I don't want them to have to grow up in a split family.