You doing alright, Veeky Forums?

yet with every rep

all you can think about

is her.

No

You're a stronger man than me. Keep on keeping on bro.

It's been a week. I know these feelings will go away with time, but it's hard to move on.

It takes every bone in my body not to give in and look at her social media pages.

kek

TWO

Doing alright. Been making solid gains the past few weeks, but gonna lose just a little bit of them over the next week while I'm on vacation. Trying not to totally ruin my diet, so far so good.

>You doing alright, Veeky Forums?

Imagine Sisyphus is happy bros. Realize and embrace that no victory is final.

We're all pushing this boulder up a hill only for it to fall back down at the peak. But enjoy those few seconds of happiness you get when you get it on top of the hill.

You got this user, you all got this.

I'm platinum top in League of Legends and always get 40 kills per match on csgo

Yea. Lifting hard, eating right, taking my medications.

Life is smooth sailing.

Not really. I'm 22, I don't have a job, live with mom and feel depressed. I go to sleep at around 5am every day and wake up at 1pm-3pm (and sometimes GET UP at 4pm-5pm)
Since I'm depressed and my sleep schedule is so shitty I feel fatigated almost all the time, which just makes gym harder than it should be.
I also lack appetite so imagine how hard it is to get my daily calories. I'm also fucking lactose intolerant.
My physical health is alright at least.
If I only had a job I would not feel that depressed and have money to afford all the food I need.

that's not a talent you faggot

Its gotten to the point where I just work out and go to work every day with no real meaning in my life

K is that you?

>taking my medications.
what are you taking?

bout two months back into working out every day, stoked to be done with my degree in a month so i can get my social life back.

Then get a job m8

adeco bro adeco

Olanzapine.

pretty much destroying my relation ships with everybody who's close to me, nothing new, i am just really scrapping the bottom of the barrel now.

i had an '02 GT. god i fucking miss that car.

i can do anything i want to, ive got the willpower and drive of a god but i dont know what to use it on.

It's been a week since my last cigarette

don't feel different but I think I can kick the bucket.

I haven't gone drinking with smokers during the time though, which is usually when I fold.

I'm tired and about to go to bed so I won't get into detail. That said, I'm nearing 25 and I'm a huge loser. Probably permafucked. Absolutely no traction at all in life and I can't remember the last time that I was even kind of happy. Maybe about seven or eight years ago.

Spent over $100 on gear

Source is probably fake

>new job at essentially 23/hour all bills paid has me traveling around
>friends stopped caring about me because I'm no longer nearby
>construction so no women
>Five 10's, so not a whole lot of time to go out
>also don't like going out social
>lost my home gym and car because work so can't even work out
>feel incredibly isolated and alone because all my coworkers are "beer, work, sleep, nothing else" types

No, I don't think I'm alright

I was tired and too honest filling out a medical pre-screen for my enlistment, and all I can do is worry.
Turns out I have to prove something on there I misremembered didn't happen while avoiding telling them of other stuff that's on my med record that could be an issue.
I'm so stressed over it I miss workouts with it physically affecting me.

thanks mate that could help. Or I may just become a cop.

I think you need to find a new hobby, like hiking, or guitar.

Let's see:
>Born bengali
>5'7"
>Garbage Genetics
>315 ng/DL Test at age of 26
I am working out for a year and then killing myself so I can die with the max muscular body reached.

ng/DL Test at age of 26
more than me

I know this feel user, i know this feel.
Whatever you do dont try to stay friends with her, cut her off cold as ice, in the meantime the urge to look at her media is going to overwhelm you, youll end up looking from time to time anyway.
Do your best to put up a front that your doing well and find a good bro to lean on until your stronger

Haven't been to the gym in a week. Just want to sleep all the time.

no
just ate a package of oreos

wife has been insecure about her vagina since the baby. he's almost 2. she is awkward about sex and doesn't want me to touch her or go down on her. makes me a little sad. we had sex about an hour ago and I came down to watch porn just a minute ago

Deepweb is your friend
Alphabay is gone but there is dream and hansa markets

>noobgains are finally starting to show
>got prescribed some SSRIs
>tfw finally making it

I have a long way to go for those social gains, but things are finally coming up Milhouse

I don't know if it was legit, but I'm feeling like it was a fake source

I've got more than enough money to buy gear that lasts a few years. Just need legit source

I'm now dating my best friend.

We've been friends with benefits for 7 years. But over the last couple of months we've been going on a lot of dates and such.

The only issue is that she has a kid due to rape.

I don't want kids or anything to do with them. I feel like a cuck for dating someone with a kid, despite the fact that I haven't met her kid at all.

I'm considering breaking it off in the next month or so. I love her but I'm too red pilled for this. I haven't had a gf in years, and I wouldn't mind going back to banging a different slut every weekend

I finally made it Veeky Forums I have a cute gf and a nice looking future but now I want to give it all up to join the air force as a pilot I know what I'm gonna do I just don't wanna do it.

>I feel like a cuck for dating someone with a kid

Please don't fall for memes if you're actually into this girl. There's no shame whatsoever in the situation you describe.
If she starts really trying to get serious about your relationship then yeah, tell her you're not ready to raise a kid, but don't break it off just because of le ebin cuck meme.

Damn I do 4 12 hour shifts a week and it kills my mood; doing 6 must make you depressed as fuck.. I'm currently trying to find another job that's less hours; I earn a decent amount currently sure but i'm not happy.

>finally decide to get fit this summer
>do pushups and squats for a few days
>immediately sprain ankle in completely unrelated accident
>gain 15 pounds because I cant walk for a month

I have not had a girlfriend my whole life, but sculpting my body into being a Greek god is worth it

>started lifting and im super happy with weight loss and strength gains
>don't even think about my ex
>life is good
>have panic attack
>depression slowly kicking back in
>my ex was the only person who understood this kind of shit and helped me with things
>try to hang out with friends a lot to help satiate my loneliness
>not really working
>start smoking weed again to keep myself happy in loneliness

when does it end lads. you try to make things better but it feels like you're not allowed to be happy sometimes

I joined the military last year, and I've been a fucking wreck since then. I'm drinking and smoking and I have not had the motivation to do anything to help myself out.

Eh.

I could be doing worse. Summer classes suck dick because it's not the main focus of your week so they feel like the distraction of all your free time, instead of classes being your main focus and free time being the distraction. Sleeping a lot, didn't do too hot in the gym this week. It's not unbearable. Would be more bearable if my friend would actually stay online when she says she's going to stay online.

>ever so often have vivid dreams where I made the right decisions and didn't lose old friends, and know what love feels like
>the man is a slave to the night
>the machine rules the day

>going up on all lifts
>Just finishing up a 24 hour shift in the Ambulance
>Going to the country to celebrate a family birthday with my girlfriend and her family

Yeah things are pretty great actually

Sounds like all your problems come from your job. Quit.

I haven't dl'd for a year out of anxiety. Once got randomly interrupted by this bloke giving me no back arching pointers, then the trainer I be friended giving me a 'what the fuck are you doing' another time.
I don't look half that bad, but feel I'm wasting my youth away. 22, no job or friends, inconsistent BUT healthy diet, throttled gains after 2 years.

>gf broke up
>should have started learning for exams weeks ago, time is running out
>haven't lifted properly for weeks because it's too hot and i'm too lazy to go in the morning
>friend told me she thinks i'm ugly
nah, feels very bad man.

Sometimes I wonder how I have lived how I have lived for so long. If people knew the way I live, I don't think they would honestly believe it, they wouldn't believe someone could live the way I have lived for basically my whole life

Then again, they probably would believe it from me, because I'm pretty sure every person i ever meet knows I'm a complete loser aspie

Bro it's been five years and I still have intrusive thoughts about her everyday.

I've only just started to realize that all the shit that goes wrong in my life has been my fault and it all could have been easily avoided, I'm at a point now where I feel like none of my friends want to be friends anymore, all the girls that are into me won't be once they learn who I am and I'm just slowly falling back into being a sad cunt like I was in HS. I don't really know what I should do with myself to fix these problems, there's nothing that I think could actually make me happy and I constantly question why I haven't offed myself.

I've been sticking to the gym and eating more though so that's good, maybe I can look good before I end up offing myself.

>the only time I go outside with regularity is to go to the gym
hahahahaha man i don't really like being back home for the summer

my side fling just found out I have a girlfriend and I think I liked her more. :(

I hate relationships so much

Could be worse, got my arms and legs. A few friends, need to find a better job fast.

Still trying to get over her though, shit feeling lad

Fuck off normie

Then dump her. She probably deserves better than a cheater and you seem to be unhappy anyway.

Suck it up user I'm on my 34rd day straight and I have a wife and kid and NEED to work. You're working to build a fucking toy. Enjoy it pussy.

I'm the best employee at work and they keep calling me in because when someone calls out, I'm the go-to. People always call out. I haven't had a real day off in a while and while the paychecks are nice, they're not for the job I want. I feel like it's going to be another year until I get out of this hole.

how do you even build a car?

Dam bros we all have alot of the same shit.Sad lonely depressed.

I used to love to lift but I cant even get excited to go to gym now.I went from 220 to 270 I got alot stronger back to doing 315 on bench for reps but cant lose weight to depressed job,gf, schoool.

How can you change your mindset toward everything ?

Yeah i kinda realized im the asshole in this situation

Not good user
>Have gf for 10 years
> Get fat over the years
> She still loves me
> Decide to get fit and lose weight
> Eventually do lose weight but develop habit of flirting on chat
> GF finds out and dumpsme.gif because trust
> She finds out while on holiday in Philippines.
> Don't want to lose her.jpg
> She says she needs time
> Develop self hatred and fear that no chance
> Get back home and senpai is asking about gf
> Die inside eryday.exe

Just trying to get out of skinnyfat hell at the moment. Supposedly I've cut down to ~13% bf, but I have some stubborn fat around my lower abdomen and hips. I guess my goal is to be able to take my shirt off at a public swimming pool and not feel insecure about the way I look.

While this user is correct. There's something really fucking important you need to get through. If you want to date this grill and she has a kid she will be looking at you as 'the potential future father of my kid'. So whether you're ready for it or not you WILL be under that microscope and it WILL be an expectation If you decide to stay.

>been seeing the same hooker for the past year and a half
>Want to find a new one but dont know where to look because Backpage doesn't work anymore

Fuck me
I got too comfortable with her
Doesn't help that she lets me bareback as long as I pullout before I cum. It risky but ive got nothing else.

I want to die

I am absolutely only hanging on because lifting is the only thing that keeps me from killing myself

"going to make it" is the only thing that keeps me from eating a bullet, and I'm probably already too old to have not made it already

Baka

I'm like 89% certain she doesn't see me as a future father figure because when we became official I straight told her I want nothing to do with her kid and her kid is not welcome on my home.

What you really should be doing is waking up at sunrise every morning and doing power yoga and gymnastics in the morning dawn sunshine... embracing each breath of crisp morning air and the tight stretch and strain of your muscles.
Then, walking down to the lake or river or ocean and diving straight in and swimming until you feel full of its watery wisdom and knowledge and slowly walking back home content.

Drinking your chosen drink, of the highest quality substance and method of delivery, such as a vacuum coffee pot and some mysterious unheard of bean from Mount Olympus itself, listen to the birds and absorb yourself into the harmonious flow of nature.

If the rest of your day follows a similar vibe, you've finally made it.

No. I wish I were dead. Lost 70 pounds hoping no more fat would make me attractive, but I just have really bad genetics. Much nose is big and hooked, I have a weak chin, weak jaw, horrible eyes and eyebrows. Turtle looking lips because I have an overbite.

Not to mention I'm 26, a neet, and come from a poor immigrant family that doesn't even make 30k a year. I genuinely think I should die.

I'm thinking of helium suicide, I feel like humans have strayed too far from survival of the fittest. I'm a prime example of why some people shouldn't be allowed to breed. If your hideous like me please don't have children. Don't let them suffer like I have.

No.

I'm 24 and I'm working in a shitty job surrounded by college drop outs like me. My whole work is fucking shit. People are always fighting and my coworkers just seem to not give a shit about being stuck at this shit job. I make alright money, but its not enough to make a good living. I'm always tired and I just fucking hate seeing people I went to high school with show up to the restaurant. I'm thinking of going back to school, but I just don't know what I should be studying. I went from a nursing student to a marketing major and then finally an accounting major.

I hated everything I took in school. I've thought about getting an IT cert, but that didn't work out. I've thought about going into the military, but I'm not physically or mentally fit for that. I've also looked into trade, but nothing really interests.

I feel like I was just born to fail. The only thing thats keeping me somewhat sane is lifting. I'm still dyel skelly mode, but working out really helps me relax.

I just hope I can find something I like.
The restaurant has been going through some problems ( BS legal issues). I don't even think we will last before this year. If I lose this job, I'm pretty fucked.

>i feel like i was born to fail

i know this feel

>ex was the only person who understood this thing and could help.
Fuck. Been about a year for me and she's still on my mind... Meh friends here and there is more meh if anything.

Be real careful about weed user I smoked Hella and spent the 7months being a fat fuck. Only since a few weeks ago have a been back on the path of fitness. It is hard the pain is near unbeatable.

I dowbload tinder/bumble swiped through for a hour or so just high and numb say a qt girl that reminded me of her. Idk what Im even trying to fucking say...

Dunno, too tired to really know. I hate my fast food job, but I'm moving to a new town so there's more chances for employment, finally figured out what I wanna do with my life and I'm pretty sure I can achieve it. I only have access to dumbells and bodyweight exercises but ive made some gains even with poor sleep schedule and a shit diet. I've got a good feeling about august so I'm excited for that. So I guess things are good for me at the moment, but I still hate everything and I feel like I should be a lot further ahead in my life than I am. I'm not even 20 yet but I feel like I should have a job making at least 40k a year. And so I get stressed and angry. Doesn't help that I want a bugatti, and a rolls royce, and a mansion, with a loyal qt I can cuddle with. It seems so far away, but I want it so badly. I guess for a tldr my life isn't bad, but it isn't where I want it to be. And I'm too tired, stressed, and angry to enjoy my life at the moment.

Life is about taking responsibility, and that includes yourself.

Take responsibility for your own wellness, and everyone else's, and it should start to make sense.

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WE SHALL OVERCOME. WE SHALL OVERCOME SOMEDAY. DEEP IN MY HEART, I DO BELIEVE THAT WE SHALL OVERCOME SOMEDAY.

im with you man. lifting is my only comfort.

>be dyel ottermode
>matched with this girl on tinder
>go out a couple times
>she takes my virginity
>I'm content with this being a FWB thing
>only text her when I want to go out
>checked her twitter once just because
>i'm the target of multiple subtweets about being 'led on'
damn i was really liking those two weeks of being sexually active

dont take antidepressants unless you want a limp dick that stuff fucks with your body

Despite it all, I still think everything will be fine. Just fine.

>date qt 3.14. Everything is perfect about her, we have perfect chemistry
>after two years we both gain a little weight from going out and drinking
>relationship becomes kind of stale but still happy together. Talk about marriage and future together
>qt moves to a new college after getting her associates while I stay back home to finish my Bachelors. Start going to the gym and get fit. Lose a bunch of weight and start gaining muscle.
>She comes back to visit after a couple months, kind of distant with me
>One night take her back to my house, both in my bed with music playing
>Go to make a move on her, she stops me and says "Can you promise to listen to what I'm about to say"
>Starts to say how she "lost" herself in our relationship and wants an open relationship
>we argue for awhile, say really mean things to each other
>Out of some weird moment stop talking and have probably the best sex I've had in my life. Like everything depended on it.
>we have sex literally that entire night and all next day. Drops the subject about the open relationship. Relationship feels as if we just began dating again. Don't break up since I felt happy in the moment.
>she goes back to college. I continue to focus on myself
>still bothers me every fucking day

I was never one of those r9k guys who swears of woman for being sloots but fuck I don't know anymore.

user what is this

Take possession of your liberties. Shit isn't a fucking script, there's room for creativity and invention at every point. Enough chan think. Fuckin' hive mind I swear.

Fuck her plenty and oil up your heart 'cause you're likely going to be looking for another fuck after the next time you see her.

You know she has been and is still fucking other dudes, right?