Friday Night Veeky Forums Feels

s-stop ;_;

Make me cunt

DESU before my dad got sick he was sort of an abusive asshole to us kids and my mom. Only reason they are here is because I want to help my mom out.

Though my dad went into the hospital for a week and I thought we were going to have to send him to hospice and I was more upset than I thought I would be.

Tren isn't helping me control my emotions much either. I need to try harder.

lmfao what a faggot

lel that's why
kys kiddo you're not built to endure this board

How was your workout today?
didn't go yet, going to the gym after I email my professor my lab report

Got any plans for the weekend?
well I might kill myself, so there's that. refer to below

Got any feels to get off your chest?
last night the girl i've been in love with for a year told me she has herpes. and that's why she always rejected me even though she told me she loved me all the time. she said she loved me this morning but i haven't replied

i don't know what to do. she said she wouldn't be able to live with herself if she gave me herpes. I love her so much, she was perfect

my fucking face when i moved out of my parents home to be alone with her

mfw she helped me decorate the place
mfw she drive 200 miles just to see me and experience me having my own flat

all gone
never going to see her again, never hear her laugh or make sexual inneundo jokes
never see her wear sexy lingerie for me, never look her into her eyes for hours gazing into her very soul

lifting isn't helping lads please send help

>Got any plans for the weekend?
Playing DnD tomorrow and working out after. Probably check out the seafood festival off and on since it's occurring literally at the end of my road.

>Got any feels to get off your chest?
Same as usual. Wish I wasn't living in poverty in America, wish I could fully get over my oneitis, wish I wasn't in despairing loneliness, wish I had drugs to combat the boring sobriety of the day, wish I wasn't stuck forever on an anime imageboard full of literal underageb&. Blah. Words.

Fucked up my shoulder last week, I'm almost back to normal. Basically just did a little bit of mobility work on gymnastics rings, good shit. Got plans to cut till my birthday in January, it's gonna be a rough winter boys.

Why the fuck is Veeky Forums filled with beta cucks who constantly bitch and whine about women in every fucking thread?

I'm gonna get real weird and hopefully pass out by 11 because I got to work for the man tomorrow

Damn why'd you quit?

Because the most strongest heart can not withstand the most devilish gains goblin, a break up

what job?

t faggot cuckold

fuck OFF Felchy

I've been hermit mode for weeks applying to jobs and interviewing for software engineering jobs. Feels bad man, but since I'm cutting anyway it works out.

Hopefully I make it brahs.

nice home gym, how much did it cost? i agree with though. I dislike my parents as people (mom was emotionally abusive and dad was doormat) but at the same time I think we shouldn't stoop to their level and that we should be the bigger man.

nice, where are you going for dinner?

>Veeky Forums

lol welcome to Veeky Forums, faggot

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this, women are replaceable. if i had the choice between love of my life soulmate and a dealer that gave me free weed i would choose the weed every time

Comfy thread my dude

>first week back training after weeks of being a lazy cunt
>mad noob fatigue kicking in again
>hit arms at the gym today
>had the gym to myself
>hit the heavy bag for a while
>did yoga
>finished up with 20 push ups
>legs like jelly from yoga
>nice burn in my arms
>smoking weed and shitposting for me tonight I think
>wanna play vidya but doubt I even have the energy

I'm dyel skinnyfat in the process of making noob gainz. I did nothing too crazy this week but I'm feeling it.

Lol what a bitch

Dude my wife has HSV1 and had like, 4 outbreaks. Hasn't had one in like 3 years. I fuck her unprotected all the time and haven't gotten it. Even if you do get it, it's no big fucking deal.

Go for the gold, risk the herpes. Was worth it for me.

My diet has been absolutely shit for the past two weeks

I'm stalling at university. They won't let me take up courses so I will probably only graduate when I'm 25. Feels really fucking bad

This weekend decided to stay cocoon mode while fast for 48 hours.
I'll have to turn off my phone and ingnore friends and fuckbuddies so I can fully concentrate in my books and learn one or another dificult guitar song.

So far it's a nice plan.

Its going to be one of the good ones

Last Friday threads of the month are always comfy

>where are you going to dinner
local seafood place. on keto so fish or lobster is great

this

a nice get together

/blogpostgeneral/? Okay, /blogpostgeneral/

>How was your workout today?
Pretty fucking glorious, Back and Bi; destroyed it
Followed by an ice cold shower and some Golden One to keep me pumped

>Got any plans for the weekend?
Work
It's all I do
Work work work

>Got any feels to get off your chest?
Desu, I wish people would stop watching porn, being superficial narcissists, being such easily amused normalfags and actually had some responsibility and sense of purpose for their lives. I hate this nhilistic, post-industrial, post-modernist hellhole we call the current year
>tfw you just want to live on a farm with your virgin qt and be left the fuck alone

underage leave
this answer i can accept but whats the point of venting about it if you can't change it? just hit the gym hard and let your lifts be fueled by rage and anger

Had a pretty bad workout today ( lifting for two months ).
> only managed 5 - 3 -4 reps on 90kg squat
> can't seem to hit 5 - 5 - 5 reps with chin-ups, stuck at 5 - 5 - 3
> trying hanging leg raises, but always swing

HPV still there while 3 chicks lust after my cock. It's hell.

what kind of character you playing in DND?

My plan for workouts it four times a week but I've fucked up massively at work so for two first days was coming home half dead and mostly slept, then figured out I've lost like 5 pounds and my workout after this was extra weak, failed even to bench lmao1pl8 for five reps. So now I have two more days to compensate and get my strength back, and the only thing that's planned beside training is making some plumbing work at home, though I suck at that too.
Damn I wish I was living in a country were NEETing is possible, wageslaving is a gains goblin.

>but whats the point of venting about it
exactly that, venting about it. this person you shared memories with is now gone
sure the gym is the best place to vent, but every now and then you just feel lonely and sad and need a warm place like this thread to know that you're not alone in this god forsaken world

Why are wymn so small lads?

i wish i could believe you. but i don't believe anything on this website desu familia

Ice cold showers are fucking glorious. My friends are too pussy to try them.

A ranged Fighter. We are level 5 right now and will be hitting level 6 next session.

What is the actual benefit of an ice cold fucking shower

>not experiencing cleansing of the gods
Never
Gonna
Make
It

you get to brag about how badass they make you feel on Veeky Forums

They feel amazing. I get a hell of a rush from the cold water and it gives me a boost of energy.

There's probably scientific benefits too I dunno look it up brah

What is there to life if not finding a girl you can wife and have kids with?

I don't see anything in this life other than that anons. I really don't

I'm demotivated as fuck as i'm going through a tough break up now and i don'T see any light at the end if there's no future to work up to

t pagan numale

Being a Martyr for your country

user i beg you to give an actual answer

Then find one.

Keep lifting and bettering yourself. One will come.

Workout was really cool today, it was Pull day, tomorrow I'll do push.

I've just moved to this town, still looking for a steady job, applied to 4 places, let's see how it goes.

New girlfriend is pressuring to have babies, I know she's ovulating right now, so perhaps is just how she feels this very moment. I would like to wait a little longer, at least a year.

No plans for today, I'll do some reading this afternoon, then a little Vidya.

Easier said than done in this day and age

You have two options in life, even though they are not mutually Exclsuive

1. Dedicate your life for your people and the pursuit of progressing humanity like Brevik, Socrates or a Monk

2. Find a wife and kids and procreate

Seriously though, youll find someone, everyone does

He's jewish as fuck though. The fuck is he doing?

>not activating your brown fat and andrenergic pineal system

Something pic related

Axtly Christian
But the Golden One is entertaining and Aryan/juicy as fuark and I won't argue with a guy who has a good and wholesome Nationalist/Traditionalist views

I've found 2 in the last 6 years and i struggle to see any other reason in life

I know. I'm in the same boat, but it's all we can hope for really. If we're better looking and stronger and better all around it's bound to have results eventually.

So you already have a wife and kids?

>come from shower after a killer workout
>walk past mom and dad watching tv
>dad sees me and flexes his bicep
>flex back at him
>looks proudly at me
>"user really has great arms"
>mom tries to flex too
real good feel family moment

>"I should call some model agency, they'd be happy to have you. Would be great for your confidence too"
Maybe could have left this out, but still one of the best moments in years.

Now going to watch some anime and go to bed early.

>all we can hope for
Isn't that extremely sad we have to tell ourselves this over and over just to get a good nights rest?
No sorry, i meant i had 2 opportunites to fulfill that dream

>everyone does
There are literally more men than women born in the world. There is not somebody out there for everyone. Don't spew platitudes.

Always imagined it would be quite nice to have a caring family desu, keep it

Then find those opportunities again, i cant help you if you fucked them up

>What is a hyperbole
Mate, come on, this is basic social skills to be able to understand that

My girlfriend is going to be in Portugal for six months to finish her doctorate research. She was already 6 months there last year so isn't that painful, but still I'm going to miss having her in my arms or just laying in the bed shittalking about movies and books. Tomorrow is her farewell party and then we're going to have a dinner and pass the night in my place. Fuck, lads. I love her so much.

I hope you're not having premarital sex

i live in portugal, i will try my hardest to fuck ever foreign girl just on the off chance one of these sluts is your gf

Almost everyone has hsv1, aka oral herpes, and it's mostly asymptomatic until you get really stressed and you might get some cold sores. hsv2, genital herpes, is a little less common and more people get semi-frequent sores on their genitals but still not too bad.

If you're talking oral, you honestly probably already have it. I mean this shit is so common that they don't even test for it anymore it's assumed everyone has it. hsv2 might be more of a deal to you as it can limit sex but if you really love her you can make it work easy.

You worried she's gonna shag anyone there?

>but still I'm going to miss having her in my arms or just laying in the bed shittalking about movies and books
cherrish it now my man cherrish it some day it'll be gone

>You gotta keep pushing and stop being sad. Life is too short to be a sad cunt.
>We're all gonna make it brahs

never forget the words of zyzzdom

Yeah well he did die didn't he

>In Vietnam
>Workouts for the past two weeks have consisted of calisthenics, jogging, and sex; looking to join a gym once I have a more permanent living situation
>Plans for tomorrow are help friend move, have sex with her, possibly play poker

As for feels, this is too long to greentext. I want visible abs by the end of October but i've been drinking way too much beer. Also my ex is coming to visit in November and I still love her but this Vietnamese chick is doing her best to get her hooks in me. I hate language barriers in relationships and she acts like a fucking anime character because she thinks it's cute. I think it was a mistake to let her attach herself to me, despite how nice her breasts are.

My other fling is a Filipina chick but she looks much better with clothes on than off. Her pussy is incredible though. But I think I need to sleep with a backpacker or something.

>tfw giving advice to people that i know nothing about

Nah, desu the first time she went there she was a bit worried for me cause I had the rep of being a Chad when I was younger.
Thanks, senpai. We're both kinda old (27) and actually planing the future, she's the one.
We're all gonna make it, lads.

Sex is fine, she wants my Baby.

Hell man, she's perfect, but we just met, maybe I haven't even experienced the true crazy in her, that's why Im hesitant.

lads how do i stop thinking about my ex whom i met on this very board every time i visit this hell hole of a taiwanese pokemon farming board?

brehs help me
Been a student for the past 4 years and lifted heavy the whole time about 5 days a week.
Now I got a job and working 9-8 5 days a week. Have no time and energy to work out on weekdays. Can I somehow keep my muscle while working out only on weekends?

squat rack was like 400ish
bar was 300ish
flooring was 250ish
Bench was 100ish
Weights were 500ish

Had a friend with a hammer drill drill the holes for the bolts, otherwise that would have been more money.

Not having to deal with dickweeds at the gym is worth it.

I also have a treadmill that I'm going to put down there and I'm going to mount a TV so I can watch shit when I'm working it out.

More feels:

Many people here are involved in their own businesses and I feel like I should start one too but I don't know where to start.

I got trashed two nights ago and brought some weed. I haven't smoked in years and now I have two pre-rolled joints sitting in my drawer. I don't own a lighter though so maybe I'll toss them in a few days.

Sent a picture of my current body to my ex and she complemented me on my progress.

Meeting a friend in another country soon and I'm somewhat worried about his mental health. He's fine around me but a few years in Thailand if you're not working for yourself is enough to make anyone insane.

homegym in your flat

yay or ney

I think it's genital herpes. That's the way she made it sound. she didn't want to tell me but i kinda forced her to, she said there was something wrong with her vagina so yeah i'm gonna assumer it's general herpes

I don't know if I would want to be with her. I want to have unprotected sex (i'm a virgin), i want to eat her out and stuff and try things. but i just don't know

First time ever BP 165 on a 5x5 today. Feels good to make progress

you're working 55 hours a week?

She had to tell me that she had herpes and was like, crying. I hugged her and said I didn't care and I didn't feel like she was dirty, I found her awesome and sexy like I always have.

Then she blew me in the shower and I told her I had a secret too. I JUST STARTED USING STEROIDS. After how chill I was with herpes, wtf is she going to say?

Then when I went home I sit and really contemplated if I wanted to risk it.

Anyways married her and she's awesome and makes 6 figures while I work part time and fuck around working on our house and try to get swole.

yup. making nice money

Don't date a woman you work with. Common rookie mistake that will inevitably go poorly(you're 18 you're not going to marry her). Do you want to work 40 hours a week with your ex girlfriend at your job?

Tonight I lift. Going partridge hunting tomorrow, then taking the wife out to dinner and a movie. Working Sunday.

It's a fucking shit job im doing because im bored, I genuinely could not give a toss if i got fired. Cant miss out on a bit of Euro Cuisine though

>then taking the wife out to dinner and a movie
i hope some day i will have this

a beautiful, intelligent, funny woman who's as kinky in bed as i am
lifts
wants kids
is classy on the outside but likes to be dominated on the inside

In most chicks stability correlates very poorly with kinky. I'm sorry.

I know exactly how that feels. Felt that way for months after my psycho ex left. Those feels ended within a couple days of meeting my current GF.

This too shall pass, bro.

>This too shall pass, bro.
i hope so much user, everything reminds me of her, i moved because of her
she was here day 1

how do i get into hunting? preferably something very small so i cant fuck up the butchering too bad. like rabbits

you mean crazy = kinky, normal = normal sex?