/fitfeels/ Friday night continued

cope

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE

>How was your workout

Pretty gud actually, I started MemeLifts to begin my journey out of SkinnyFatdom and I went up in weight on OHP, Squat and Deadlift, I had a set back when I realized my form was absolute shit for my OHP and Squats but even when I went down in weight I was pushing more weight than I ever had in my life. I'm hoping to keep this up for about a year and, when I've made some real progress with strength, move to a brosplit routine to chisel out my dream body.

Other than that, dealing with depression and finally decided to see a therapist about it. Also, gonna smoke a bowl in a bit

Stopped arching my back so much, now the barbell slips out my fingers when doing deddies

youtube.com/watch?v=ktIqxSGYhgM

>mysongwhen

>Gonna smoke and then drink at what will likely be the only party I go to this semester, a girl just flaked on me so the universe owes me a bit of good karma
Does this make you feel better now?

Don't talk to me, I see it now

I know what life is, why did I forget what it meant to be alive?

Does depression destroy your mind?

you missed one

>so the universe owes me a bit of good karma
the universe won't give you jack shit, you are entitled to nothing
you can hope by some ""luck"" that a girl will just fall in your lap, or you can quit being a pussy and actually talk to some

>tfw shitposting on Veeky Forums while high feels the like when I used to shoot the shit with my bros in the muhreens

And I'm getting swole too

let me try and call another future dude weed post:

You can smoke things other than weed like, for example, tobacco

lol

you my frned

>eating dinner with mom
>user why dont you go out? you dont need to eat dinner with us every night

>How was your workout?

Very underwhelming. I really need to step up my game and stop being such a pussy.

>How is the gf

Amazing as always. She's nosy as hell, but fuck, nobody is perfect.

>Any big plans for the weekend

My son turns one this sunday, not sure how to feel about that. Sometimes I feel old because im a dad, even though im only 28. There's also a big fucking party tomorrow, but I gotta be back home relatively early. Having a one year old baby who always wakes up at 8 am will do that to you.

>I'll never meet a girl who enjoys the opera like I do
I'm listening to Carmen right now and really feeling these fucking feels.

oh my god

I'm the only autistic fuck in this room right

This is a normie server and im the idiot who shows his life on line

why did we do this? why do we need internet and technology?

without this, we would have no way to talk to each other, we would never meet each other

this is fucking crazy

>Anyone on here from De=nver?

>Does depression destroy your mind?

No, it's just an obstacle that makes sure you cant enjoy life. Like any obstacle, you can go around it, or destroy it.

did pretty big volumes today

>diddly, worked up to 4pl8, normies were mirin, then i hit 3.5pl8 for like idk 8 reps touch and go(sumo)
>then bent over rows (like 6 sets total)
>the OHP(3 sets and few singles)
>then squats, worked up to 120kg and then did 3x5 2pl8
>then dips, bodyweight (4sets to failure i think)
>then weighted glute hypers

I didnt even know i had this much work capacity. Lately i was just doing 2-3 exercises a day everyday in garage but today i went to commercial gym for change.

Regarding feels? trying to cope with my autism, lack of gf, being kissless virgin at age of 25 and more.

I used to eat lunch with my dad when he would come into town for work. He'd always talk about how many beautiful women were around here, asking me why don't I have a girlfriend, saying he doesn't know how I do it. I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm gay now.

i kek'd

we're all people from across the planet with different lives yet will congregate here to shitpost about picking up metal. i hope you are well
btw what strain are you smoking

>No, it's just an obstacle that makes sure you cant enjoy life.

wow, so this is a real thing, holy fuck

what happened to me?

What do you listen to when you're high?

I have a whole playlist for the occasion

youtube.com/watch?v=GdBA5pIw2zk

oh shit, we are all people?

you just said that we are here, wow

holy shit, you are a real person, why didn't you guys tell me? these are all real peple? holy shit, oh my god

im sorry for being mean to you, you are real people on here

holy shit

>mfw I first got a gf and my dad said "thank god, I thought you were gay user"

i dont really smoke, this is coda edibiles

I'm a few mg deep, im sorry i never realized you are real people

Why am I lke this ?

I guess I never understood you were real and have real lives just like me

how does this work? we are a society

dudeeeeeeeeee

this msuic is amazing, i have expensive headphones and that song is crazy

i cant believe you have your own tastes

My lifts are those of a starving angolan infant, but they are going up, and my form felt/looked good, and the gym was mercifully empty when I was doing my baby workout, so I'm feeling good. I know I can make it out of skinnyfat if I just keep this up

The gf is excited because one of her girlfriends is in town staying with us. She has a bf (who sucks) but she's said she wants to have a 3way with us, and my girl wants to as well.

I'm not going to get my hopes up but it is a fantasy of mine so we'll see how things go. They're both taking molly tomorrow night so that would be cool if I could at least get a double blowjob

>being kissless virgin at age of 25 and more

Don`t sweat it, bro. I was a virgin at 25, then I met a girl. Sex was great from the start, you just have to remember that you're not there to get your fix, but to please another person as well.

It's difficult to remember that behind the blue board and text there is a young man with his own lived experiences relating to you or giving you advice. It is unreal unless you're super high I guess (don't smoke).

youtube.com/watch?v=H9tTMwof1zY

I try to make the high last as long as possible with music

Some friends are dragging me to the bar tonight and I'm pretty nervous. I'm predrinking alone trying to get psyched up.

>staring into the mirror repeating "you are handsome, people want to meet You, it is Friday, the time is now" over and over

They literally think I'm gay for my only friend, I know it. I won't disappoint them though, I will fight for a gf until my dying breath.

>It is unreal unless you're super high I guess (don't smoke).

Holy shit, I didn't realize this

But what is this? I work for a tech company, I design networks, how are we actually communicating? These are real people at work, with lives

I dont go to work anymore, I just work at home and make a lot of money

Am I fucking up my life and my reality? what is this? what the fuck, my high is so strong today and i haven't done this in a long time

Dude some people go all asexual mode when they molly up. Good luck, I envy you just for even having that as a possibility.

>walking home from the gym tonight
>got a bicep, lat, and trap pump on
>sweaty hair
>waiting at a stoplight with gym bag slung over my shoulder
>girl walks up from behind me
>hey can you tell me what time it is? like even approximate?
>make eye contact reaching for my phone in pocket
>y-yeah I can
>pull phone out
>it's 7:30
>make eye contact again
>okay thanks
>walks off

tfw first female contact in months and now I regret very moment of that situation

>Am I fucking up my life and my reality?
Why? Because you work at home? Who gives a shit.
If you're not a very social person and the only contact you get is through your coworkers, then yeah you fucked up.

I need to get gyno surgery. I have 75% of the cash in separate savings and I have 1 year left as a student but I can afford it.

I've turned down so many invitations from girls and socially because of it that I really feel like it affects my life greatly. I need to do it and I am looking at finance options for the other 25% which I'll be able to pay back in the coming year as a student. IDK why im posting this but I had to share.

I've been lifting for 7 years now and I currently sit at 16% bodyfat at 6'3

You need to stop, you are a real person behind all of this

We are in a way sharing our life, we are friends

Holy fuck, does evereyone on this planet live like this?

no, no we cant be

are we all living life and im not the only one alive..... everyoine is alirve as well

what happened to me

why today, i rememver what life is

i have been stuck in this hole for soo long

why did this all happento m
why

i need to move on

i have to keep digging out

i lift so i can make girl go crazy.
My dick is fine, and so is my ability.

Just lacking anyone that would love me for who i am.

don't worry about it senpai, sound's like you didn't spill too much spaghetti
eye contact is good

youtube.com/watch?v=44B3raF7g-o

Get out of the hole user

my only social interaction is online, this is the way i live

sometimes when i travel for business i talk to normal people but, normally im stuck in this prision'

wait, is society a prision? i make a lot of money and im in the upper class, does this mean i live differently than everyone else out there? wait what is the point than? why are we doing this, and on this road

damn that song is good though

if she was looking for actual contact with you she would continue the convo unless you made it super autistic or creeped her out somehow

i think
dont sweat it maybe she actually needed to know time only

Anyone got some good intense songs to listen to for maximum /feels/

what hole?

am i stuck in a real hole and im stuck at home

i live at home, i dont go out

damn,am i weird for not usign all my gifts and talenrts to go outside

we are all special, but why do i only believe i am alive and everyone else is just a bag of meat

everyone else is a person who doesn't exist but you do

why am i self centered?

GET OUT OF HERE WHILE YOU CAN

>tfw you have a brief moment of feeling real while high

It was like being a child in the early 2000s again. Before I sat around on Friday nights and stared into this computer.

Oh my god bro, check out some music

You're a regular person, holy shit
lol, you are just some guy online, you exist, lol bro

i love you guys, you are real

>doing bodyweight fitness because no money
>chairs are shit parallel bars
>bodyweight squats are lol

other than that its good

DUDE

What do you mean? am i stuck in the matirx?

but i work on technology

I design network systems and securty systems for compliance

do you mean other people live a diffeent life and i am the only one doing this?

what do you mean

get oout of what? were am i?

is this the matrix?

WEED

Kinda shit but not too bad. I'm returning after taking quite a while off, because of a torn labrum in a rolled forward shoulder and causing all kinds of imbalances for my autistic ass to overthink. My right bicep is pretty pumped from just T-bar rows and my left is practically unaffected.
Hoping dead hangs, external rotations and band face pulls will help when I can get them.

Then there's the fact that my left lower back seems to carry all of the load when squatting down for well, squats, and pendlays. Back is completely straight, and I'm following form the best I can.
TIP: Don't be a fucking NEET who sits in weird positions all day.

>how is the gf

No GF because the only women I don't ignore all turn out to have SEVERE personality disorders. But the ex-fiance's now a drug using, whoring wigger who's rich jew father has pretty much disowned. So I'm trying to think that's a funny thing instead of a sad one.

And now I'm a useless NEET, more autistic than ever, not sure which is worse. I need to find a way to cure this autism. It's hard speaking or even existing outside really.

Oh my godddddddddddddddddd

You guys are real people, lol you live

Holy shit, what has technology done to me?

youtube.com/watch?v=LveEmWpSqy4

I like listening to ambient music for maximum feels

I'm on discord too, so right now they are talkng and they are regular people, wow

do other people know this in life? do they understand what life is?

holy shit ,, im stuck in the matrix right

im stuck

youtube.com/watch?v=TQGYyA2rbmE

How do you know what you are seeing is real dude????? like this could all be a dream

lol wow, this is amazing you guys live a regular life

why do i believe i am different han all of ou
thats kind of cool man

Do people at work live on the internet only?

holy shit, does it matter what people at work think of me? so this does matter, I have to go to work more often, i have to go to work

i'm an npc

Worst thing about feels is knowing I and this cute girl I were chatting and I feel we hit it off even though I didnt get her number at that time, She probably hasnt ever though about me since but I can stop thinking about her, is this what women are like or am i just being a downer

>How was your workout?
shitty
gainz have been in a free fall because of shitty sleep, going to slow down and focus on basics for a week before hitting it hard again
>How is the gf (implying you have one)
lol
>Any big plans for the weekend
ignore calls/texts

fucking lost in life and i'm fine with that, i just want to figure out how to live on my own and have my basic needs met, considering 'alternative' lifestyles to minimize cost and therefore need for money

aside from that i have a 'path' i want to walk but hilariously i've come full circle and don't know where to start

its all good

vektor - collapse

if you like metal power ballads

Yesterday I had my first group work out in a while, it was hard to keep up but p good.

Going out with friends later. But better than that I'm catching up on curb your enthusiasm.

what does this meean????

who is controlling me ????

could all of this be a dreamm? we are not alive

what does it all mean? why are we talking to each other??

how do i find friends, is it too late for me now?

...

youtube.com/watch?v=bMqoxdeGSP0

Going to this on tomarrow night..finna get my Zyzz on.

>just found weed I didn't know I had

wait soooo
is it possble there are peopel on Veeky Forums from denver colorado and they dont want to be my friend?

Oh my fucking god

I'm waching a video

i realize what life is now

these are all people, just regular people living their life, that is the tv show, peoples lives

what happened to me, why am i just now waking up?

why have i been sleeping so long, wtf happeend to me

Going to to gym 2 hours and 30 minutes (Chest and Back)

Working on it, I got the number of this chick I've been crushing on

No plans

I want whatever you're smoking

surrender to the present moment

don't think

gut feelings

you're never out of time but its always too late

take full absolute responsibility for your reality and move forward

Seriously though do women think about men they talked to at uni as much as men do about them

oh god, this is amazing

i love you guys, we are all just living our life

how mny people post here??

howmsny people lurk and live ttheir life

this is amazing, we are humsn

That's not an unreasonable goal. Just stick to a routine and go hard.

This is one of the more fun fit feels threads we've had.

what do you mean? what are you saying?

what happened to me? is this a hole and a shell in my life?

i am alone

cant wait for my first sip of the morning boys

...

CODA edible cannabis

What state are you in? You should try some

This stuff is amazing

I know realize who i am, and this is true life

the real story is us on the other end looking at each other, but we are not looking at each other, we can only guess

we dont know anything and most of us will never talk/see our posts again

So, I'm 30 years old, this is not normal is it

I should have woken up a long time ago, I am still sleeping in the matrix

is it because of me?

lol. i love you guys

wish i had some fucking weed right now, you lucky cunts

have an interview tomorrow and i am terrified. its only entry level but i get dry mouth during interviews and fumble words.

>tfw you wish you were under the barbell instead of attempting to be a normie

Good luck. What's the job?

Surrender to the fucking feelings

We are alive, that is the journey behind it all. we are alive

I had a dream I smoked weed and got a job offer at one of the last 800 places I applied to, and then failed the piss test, my life was ruined

then I woke up and remembered I'm pissing clean as fuck for that very reason, not smoking/edibles, and not getting any job offers anyway

time to become a sandwich artist boys

I'm a normie in an offiice, or am i fucked up?