>Be me
>3 years ago 17 years old
>after being a little bit overweight decide to lose it
>cardio 7km a day 13 km/h
>become thinner
>start lifting
>become swoler (still dyel af)
>cute girl that I see on the bus since I was 14 starts looking at me more
>think its just coincidence
>one day after I get off at my stop she taps on my shoulder
>Hey, I was wondering where you were the last few weeks
>walking home for extra cardio
>she asks for my name number what I do
>I spill spagetthi all the time
>2 hours later already get the first message
>"hey, user How was your day°
>asks me about hobbys and so on
>we hit it off pretty good
>she asks for a date
>It hits me
>I can only interact with people over the internet and phone without being a fag
>If I ever go on a date with her she will no longer be interested
>decline and say I have school stuff to do for the next week
>she still writes texts every day, asks how my day went and about how her day went
>cutest girl I've ever met
>week is over she asks for a date
>start insulting her
>I would rather end it now like this, than fucking my date up so that she will lose interest in me
>hate myself for it
>I insulted a super nice sweet and cute girl just because I'm affraid to fuck up
>wonder what could have been
>didn't see her for three years since then
>mfw shes now in my class
any similar storys Veeky Forums also sorry for my bad english I'am drunk and sad