What is it with me?

I am emotionally unattached even though I am at a loss.
Initially i did put in around 14k$ and i am at 6k$ now.
Sure... I made some mistakes and desu. I had the right idea about what is going on with the mark at current state and how it will be in the "close future" but I never hold long enough to make profit of it. When I do profitable trades, it is like almost "break even" but with a little more then b4.
I remember...Like the very first BCC pump that happened. I decided to buy arround 17 BCC and I knew, (TA, "feeling" and anticipation) it would blow to stratosphere. But what did I do? I sold waaaaay to early.
But on the other hand, when i decide to buy something and it turns out, that it is going to fall i keep holding the bags in "hope" it will go up and that it just can't be, that the price is dropping so hard. TA, Hype, Meme's all is there to keep me holding the bags. So what can I do -how do I have to switch my mindset to get profitable and stay profitable.
I am tired of reading Topics like "I made 400k this jear from crypto - how do i spend it"
Jeah, and on top of it I don't feel like I care about the drops and that it is my hard earned wagecuck money that I am losing. If it would be someones elses money, I would freak out to lose it but it is like i don't care about my shit!? WTF!?

What is wrong with me?

TL DR
I am emotionally unattached even though I am at a loss.
Initially i did put in around 14k$ and i am at 6k$ now.
Jeah, and on top of it I don't feel like I care about the drops and that it is my hard earned wagecuck money that I am losing. If it would be someones elses money, I would freak out to lose it but it is like i don't care about my shit!? WTF!?

i too am emotionally unattached

i guess its because on a subconscious level you believe its gunna moon & you havent actually lost. If you cashed out to fiat youd probably feel shit.

You need a plan on when to take profit, how much, and what's the lowest before you sell at a loss.

same

bought two shitcoins and my 2.2k€ transformed into 800€

I've started being more active during the last few weeks and have been trading alot. I'm up to 1200€ right now, feels good man

you've got a gambling addiction, and you're addicted to the feeling of losing. I used to be the same at casinos.. would win a shitload of cash then wouldn't leave the place til I'd lost the lot and then some.

not to mention my ETH buy at 9$ and I sold it after lilke 1 month of holding time for almost not even 10$. I had around 200 ETH... =(

You haven't lost anything you were using.

I think my goal is to have more money.
Sure trading and other stuff is gambling but how the fuck am I addicted to losing? What might be the root problem that I have? How can I surpass this shit?

nice gains

like -Take profit at 10% and stop loss at 10%?
Dont think, that its going to work or i have to set the profits higher.