/saturday feels thread/

How my fellow anons holding up?

>tfw can't lift due to severe wrist arthritis from highschool wrestling/powerlifting/genetic susceptibility
>tfw can't even hit lower body because work overload this semester
>tfw might not even have a future because I"m fairly sure my PI will not write me a good reference letter to go into the PHD program

If things don't work out this/next semester I don't have anything left in this world.

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>Not doing to well right now

I wasn't born in the US and moved here when I was young, my family never really explained the culture differences to me so I adapted to American life fairly eaisly and became an engineer in a very rewarding field

The problem is I'm usually thinking of life back home, if I lived in that east europe shithole and how my life would have been. I'm going down the rabbit hole again today so not sure how I will get out tomorrow.

Basically I feel like my cultural identity has been stolen from me by moving to the US and becoming an American. I don't question the benefits I've had living in the US but I really do have a serious identity issue when I am thinking about my actual culture and who I am. I don't know anymore what is really wrong with me or what I'm going through at 30

Seems like everyone else has life figured out and they have a plan, I'm successful and have no actual plan for 2 years now and life seems to be unraveling for me

I don;t know why, but I've considered moving back home in europe, and buying land with the money I have today. I don't know anymore....

I feel like I have lost my identity, and I just want to go home and travel the world....

Gf cheated on me a month ago, but I went on a date with a qt3.14 last night and she made me feel like I was fucking king of the world.

>went for dinner then drinks at a bar
>we get to bar and its pretty warm inside so I take my button up shirt off, had a tight t shirt underneath
>she instantly grabs my arm and shoulder and yells out "ohh my god you really do go to the gym every day"
>we have a great time together, she shows me all the asian fitness models she follows on instagram
>eventually go back to her place
>I suggest we just chill out and watch something on netflix instead of drinking and going clubbing since its so cold
>she yells out in joy and says lets watch south park
>we start making out halfway through episode 1
>she takes my shirt off and just starts licking and kissing my body everywhere
>tells me she doesn't fuck on the first date, but will do anything I want other than that
>fuck her face
>we cuddle afterwards and she just cant get over my body
>all night she just keeps pulling herself closer to me and snuggles her head into my arms
>wake up this morning and tell her I need to go
>she lets out a small moan and latches on to me again

Sorry for the long ass greentext wall, just had to tell somebody about my good night. Ever since my gf cheated on me i've felt pretty worthless and horrible most nights, so last night was a pretty good turnaround for me. We're all going to make it bros.

>doesnt fuck on first date
>lets you fuck her face
women truly are the greatest of memes

if she breath, she a thot

best to just have as much fun with them as you can

How did u meet this chick?
>inb4 tinder

tinder of course

>gf is going to a party
>didn't tell me to come with her, just told me it's happening
>I didn't wanna come, but she didn't ask me anyway

I don't trust her and I don't feel good about this, I know how shitfaced and high she can get.

On an unrelated note:
When I broke up with my ex about half a year ago she basically implied that we should talk about it later so I can better understand the reasons our relationship didn't work and such. I totally ignored it then cause of all the emotions, but now I'm pretty cool with it and I'm very curious.

Should I text my exgf and have a chat? I don't have any feeling for her anymore that I know off, but it could still make me feel sad af. What do bros?

how are you not scared of STDs, I'm always wondering about that when it comes to hookups

Don't be insecure about your gf, that's how you get cheated on. Just go out with the boys and have a good time m8

As for the ex, did you break it off on good terms? If so, nothing wrong with talking about what happened wrong and learning from your mistakes. Just make sure you aren't going to fall apart man, 6 months isn't too long of a time.