Yet another Friday night

The way you wrote that makes me doubt you have a significant other

discord.gg/HVgCQf

Come chat

Fuck you user, I don't need these feelings of inadequacies before exam season

>go visit mom and dad for thanksgiving
>mom is worried about my gun collection
>mom is worried that I hike alone
>tfw get home and have a nightmare about my ex
>tfw my ex has haunted me for over a year now
>tfw all my friends live on the wrong side of the state

at the very least I am finally fit.

DELET!

Why would you kill yourself for being alone? Thats a pussy thing to do. Being alone is amazing. No distractions and you can focus on yourself

love u bro

SHOW ME THEM PHYTONS

You obviously havent spent enough fridays and saturdays home alone. I started going insane after 4th year of having no friends. Now it's my 5th year and I've got my pshyiatrist appointment scheduled next week. KMS.

Nigga my dream is to work enough to get a place in the woods to tell everyone to fuck off. We're on fit we have no friends. I love it.

Could you get your hands on some shrooms?

LSD is also something you might want to try..

Mushrooms have helped me through depression. Im talking about a depression that had me hospitalized and on suicide watch....

Psilocybin > LSD when it comes to depression, atleast it has seemed more beneficial to me. I would say im 80% better now than I was before. Three trips on Cubensis, 2 on lsd. Go outside, see the nature, get a new perspective.

U might aswell try it before you off yourself..

Good luck

>We're on fit we have no friends. I love it.
>I love it.

Keep coping buddy boyo

This is usually what happens in real life too, so don't stray from your path gentlemen

Fuck I thought I was the only one, what country/place were you thinking to settle in ?
>pic related is alaska, I can't even imagine how comfy it'd be to lift facing a lake and then head to the woods for a light cardio hunting sesh

...

I havent fully decided where yet. I love the idea of a tropical climate near ocean waters but resources would be tough to come by. I also like the idea of a ruby ridge type scenario (minus the neonazis, atf, and with indoor plumbing that id be able to rig fairly easily.) Other than that I want to be able to grow my own crops and hunt for my own food. Id be at peace there. And when i pass on i go right back to the earth that i came from.

dude...

got me a sweat ass pizza
wished my oneitis ex from years ago happy birthday

gonna go back to the gym tomorrow morning my man

will be hard as fuck as i associate lifting with my ex but god damn do i need this

>hit 200 lbs bench for reps this week
>bought a $400 dollar onahole
>should be here this weekend
Feels good

Home on break from uni, grabbing dinner with a friend and then off to the gym for some leg day. Been slacking on leg days so it’ll be good to get a grind in.

Life’s looking up lads. Keep grinding.

> got my grade back for first essay
> it's 1:1
> putting weight on all my lifts
> sumo diddies still make hip hurt but working on it

finally some effort paying off lads.

its freezing here and pissing down, sleep gains

...

>tfw getting married tomorrow.

Life is good fellas.
Hit me with your best cuckposts etc. Can't swindle me lads. I'm happy as fuck.

s-stop....

I just need to figure out how to love gaming again then I can be happy.

>have not been at the gym for a week because of a cold
>feel my gains melting off my body
>got declined a work application today at a place I really wanted to work at
>home alone now
>thinking of ex gf, relationship of 4 years ended a few months ago

Just don´t do this...

>she won't come back

That's basically it. The idea that the stupid fucking bitch won't come back is slowly sinking.
She'll be in town for the weekend to take a entry exam on Sunday. It's been a month after the break up and I'm anxious that she might contact me or not.

Fuck, I'm not sure if I want it to happen.

Fuck her off mate.
Become someone who is too good for her.

Not in a "le gentleman nice guy" way.

i miss her

Do i text her or not

Oneitis? Yes. Ex? No

Why the oneitis and not the ex

...

Im assuming she broke up?

If she doesnt know how you feel and how much you care, sure go for it.

If she does know how you feel about it, do not contact.

Yeah

She doesn't i assume

Same brother. Plus, spent thanksgiving alone. Plus, plus, haven't been meeting my macros.

Dont go "ILL BLOW MY HEAD OFF IF U DONT COME BACK" on her tho.. Thats guaranteed to scare her off, been there done that

Texting an ex is inevitably a bad decision. Texting a crush is can be good or bad, but as you aren't and havent been together, the possibility of stuffing up doesnt have as much of an impact. Basically, just yolo it

I won't do that or beg in any case, but, i have not been in contact with her for over 3 months
No idea what she's up to, how she's feeling or if shes even remotely thinking about me
Been together with both though

>alone
>no friends
>broke up gf of 3 years 6 months ago
>quit university
At least I'm fit and have lifting.

I'm just going to give you a quick fyi that your pic related is not Alaska. I think it's Banff National Park in Canada

So what do i do

>haven't been to the gym since the semester started
>passing all my classes with flying colors except one which I am failing miserably: Cal II

I still have a slim chance that the final will save me but it's not looking good...

I can feel my mass atrophying away while I await the inevitable F.

Oh yeah, nogf either so that kind of sucks too I guess.

Talked to my family this week..

They know I have a porn addiction and they think it's time I start living life again. I didn't know other people can tell but they know...

It's a part of life. A phase you go through and it's time to move on..

I need to try nofap for a month and get my shit together.

what's her name Veeky Forums?
>kirsty

Malena.
Why couldnt you just give us a chance. We had feelings for each other. And why the fuck do you keep sending me links as some pitiful way to try and get me to talk to you even though I've been ghosting you ever since you said we should just be friends.

Erica

If you're here, let me know you're okay...

When she tells me that it still doesn't make me feel anything.

Ex has been helping me a lot in my time of need. We ended for reasons I don't want to get into right now but it wasn't either of our fault. Talking to her I realise I still have feelings for her and I wonder if the feeling is mutual.

If you fail, retry with fapping w/o porn at the start and increasing timespans from there. Porn is the prime enemy

realizing having a gf for an emotional crutch has made me into a whiny bitch. fuck having a gf... life is better single boyos

What do you not have that she has?

g-guuuuuys?

go away

Im with you man you are not alone

Lilly - She met my parents, and siblings
I met her mom but her dad was divorced and not around a lot since mom was crazy....

>kek
To think, 9 yars later maybe there was a chance I could have stuck it out with her and had an actual life and never came to Veeky Forums to escape

We dated 9 years ago

I never moved on. I had a chance but she was very smart and wanted a family. I didn't understand this and was wasting time. She also got married on my birthday

Frankly, I couldn't be more happy for her but its been hard these past 9 fucking years. I haven't even tried talking to any other irl chick

Also, she married a manlet

Sounds like a curse. I bet she's a spergy drunkard womanlet. You deserve better user.

Are you me?
> 3 year relationship ends 4 months ago
> get sick 2 weeks ago
> weak bronchus, so spend 2 days with a fever and 12 days of extremely painful coughing, poor sleep, and difficulty breathing
> no gym, no sex drive, no motivation
> falling behind in classes
> ex messaging me she wants to talk

Shit sucks, I've just been sitting at home on my days off school listening to music and writing down my thoughts on things.

delet

>Tfw gf of 5+ years dumped me for a guy she knew for a few weeks
>Tfw can't control my mind at night so I still dream about her every time I sleep

I spent all the holidays with her and her family. Literally zero friends outside of video games because they're all too lazy to work out or go on hikes and just want to game, play dnd, and smoke weed.

At least I've hit numerous PRs in the past couple of months.

it's always some other guy she suddenly felt something for and needs to figure out stuff with
always

nigga's on Veeky Forums the day before his marriage

and he'll be back the second he gets divorced my man
you always come back

wish she was, she's perfect in every way bro
I'll get there some day I know it

Yeah, maybe. It doesn't matter anymore. I just wish we had broken up with some reason to resent each other.

Yup, my brother went through the same thing with his now gf when she was younger, and he's been with her for like 15 years now. Had a heartfelt talk with family members to feel better about different perspectives.

I think women just panic at the idea of finding positive qualities in people outside of their relationship and feel that they have to jump on them. Worse feeling part is that they met at the gym, which I taught her literally 95%+ of what she knows about it, and was around for all the times she broke down crying when she couldn't do something, reassuring her that she could. I gave her a means to her confidence about herself, which did not exist before she was deadlifting ~300lbs for reps at sub 125lbs. The guy looks uncomfortably similar to myself as well.

Tfw no gf is a bad feel, but tfw no gf because gf is with other guy is a worse feel. Best of luck brothers.

>>yet another Friday night
>>no friends
what are your hobbies? how old are you. I dropped my old friends all they do is party. My current friends are at my current hobby. Get a hobby. Friends come and go.
>>no girlfriend
FOMO
>>alone
Grass is greener... For me I just go and fuk one of my two favorite escorts. Bust a nut to fulfill my lizard brain, and go back to living the GOAT single life.

>>I think women just panic at the idea of finding positive qualities in people outside of their relationship and feel that they have to jump on them.
pretty much, they are not satisfied with what they have and want more and more, if something isn't perfect enough they bolt
dunno but somehow men seem to just be more chill in terms of if a girl isn't 99% perfect

Camille. I miss her so goddamn much. Literally getting Veeky Forums to go away with the pain.

>tfw she browses here but only /pol/ so she won't notice me

>I gave her a means to her confidence about herself
did your brother lift?
if no, then that's proabbly the case she went all "fuck i look good why settle for *brother*"
dude my ex browses or probably browsed Veeky Forums too...

Mine is mainly on our country's chan and sometimes on /pol/. But she took some time off.
Thankfully she'll never see me posting because I stick mainly to Veeky Forums, Veeky Forums and /g/. She was really good at identifying me.

same here my dude, she knew exactly that it was me even if i tried to write different
and i also always knew when she was posting so yeah

>be me
>mom died when i was 12 years old
>father didn't take care of me at first and left
>raised by my grandmom
>grandpa is an alcoholic fucker who used to beat her
>started going to gym at 14 just so i can stop him
>everyday after schoo il got back to home to screams, fights and crying while my friends went outside with girls and so on
>get to be 19 years old now, good grades, get into an elite Uni in Germany
>father calls to support me financially
>get to live together with my girlfriend
>now i am 23, failling most of the classes just right before the finish line, end the toxic relationship that lasted for 4 years with a lot of screams and crying
>Father is in prison now, never have had him as a role model anyway, just a stranger who didn't take responsibility for his actions
>no motivation to continue this shit

It's like everything from my childhood to now is hunting me, the more i try to strive for a better life the harder my past hits me.
My life was fucked up since the beggining and ''adults'' around me always told me to be a tough child because life is hard, but fuck you, it's the most easy way to say ''sorry we fucked up, we are trash, but you should be strong!!!/1?1?1/1".

I will never ever forgive or understand people that leave their children behind to the harsh world and expect them to deal with it.
Sure, it builds the character, but it's not about it. All my friend had a family that carred about them, stood for them, gave them tipps about life... and me? I was just let to the waves.

tl;dr fuck the past, i have no motivation but i'll continue my work.

Well, I suspect she'll see the error of her ways when she exits the honeymoon phase with this guy and sees that he isn't perfect either. Meanwhile I have my CSCS + EMT to obtain and nursing school to complete.

Not 100% sure what you're getting at. My brother exercises, but his gf at the time was chubby and didn't leave him for a fit guy. She has gotten in much better shape since being back with him for the past decade than she was when she went for another guy when she was 20. My ex had serious body image problems and I helped alleviate a lot of those by getting her into fitness, teaching her about nutrition, teaching her how to cook.

so wait your brother is back with his 15 gf?

Here's one (you) for a life without her. Even though I miss her like hell.
Wish you the best, brah. Hopefully they will never see us posting.

I didn't go through what you went through user so I won't pretend I know what it's like. But you have come so far despite so much shit. Have you asked yourself if you came this far, overcome so much, just to quit now?

might as well ask here:

anybody near denver colorado that wants to bang out a girl with me some time should let me know. i'm not a cuck, i'm not dating this girl, she's just a fuckbuddy who wants a threesome.

i'm Veeky Forums, she's thin. you should be fit, 6'' or larger, and white. also don't be inexperienced as she likes to be submissive and degraded.

i'm no chad i'm just another autistic Veeky Forums user

thanks bro, wishing you the best
yeah, she just might lurk who knows, probably thinks she'll never come back to this board, Veeky Forums in general probably, but we all come back don't we

franzi

Yes, they dated for years in high school, were at college for a while and she went for another guy, she realized she made a mistake and they got back together (though my brother got with another girl as well), and now they have a kid together and having been living together for the past 9ish.

> sweat ass pizza

user, I...I’m worried about you

happily ever after huh

they obviously don't love eachother that much or else they'd get married

i-i-i meant sweetass pizza ._.

My ppl

It works out for some people. I'm lucky enough to have an older brother who went through similar crap to provide an educated opinion on matters.

Loaded assumption. My brother refuses to marry her until her graduate school is paid off and she is debt free.

>but we all come back don't we
This all hits hard.