Mental health /Sunday morning feels edition/
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Me
>starting to get ready for master thesis
>worst supervisors ever
>feels like I'm taking one step forward and two steps back
>of late I feel very anxious in large groups of strange people
>sucks since there is a christmas market in town
>going on vacation in 2 weeks, not even excited or happy about it
Met a girl yesterday by mutual friends for the first time. Despite being very nervous I managed to talk a little to her and got to know a few things about here. Then suddenly my mind went absolutely blank and I couldn't think of anything I could say to her or ask her. I was just sitting there silently, and she left soon afterwards. I hate myself.
>really want to kiss this girl but i just know i never will
>been fasting so im really hungry
>have finals to study for
>really want a 'za
Went to a party my ex was at. Felt kinda good seeing that shes still the quiet girl and not a turbothot. Drank too much and now i need to workout hungover
Fasting and studying for finals? That's rough man. You gotta treat yourself every now and then, especially in this period. Up to you if you want to break your fast or not..since when are you fasting?
That sucks bro, I know that feel. I mean did the conversation feel forced while you were talking?
Always good to see your ex and know that you are over her. Even better when she didn't upgrade after you broke up
>I mean did the conversation feel forced while you were talking?
Somewhat. Our mutual friends where there as well observing everything. The whole situation felt very bizarre. Maybe you know the feeling when you are driving somewhere, but don't pay attention, and so you just arrive at your destination and think "wow, how did I get here?". The whole thing seemed to happen super fast and then it ended abruptly, and I hardly remember what happened in between.
I also see it like . Studying is exhausting, and if your brain is craving some treat give it a little. Not some sugary shit, but maybe something that will satisfy it for a while.
What helps against depression?
I'd like to break with everything, leave my job, leave my parents and everybody, just vanish somewhere
i am so fucking done
>Be EMT
>Bad dreams
>Wake my partner up every other shift
She seems concerned. I feel bad and have considered moving to 12hour shifts so I don't wake her up any more.
>quiet girl at a party
In my experience it's a gimmick.
Same here let's go to africa and hunt niggers