I thought the feels were just a meme, but it's true

Our old anniversary's coming up again. I've been on numerous dates and have had a girlfriend since then, but the pain's still there after two years.

I usually distance myself from anyone that's gotten close to me before they see me breaking down from the weight. After a day or so I'll have let out enough emotional baggage to pull myself back together and have a weight that's I can handle well enough.

Bupropion (antidepressor)

Sometimes I feel like I wanna kill myself but this shit is so strong the tought immediately goes away, it's weird but yeah it what makes me go through the days and be able to have objectives and goals which furthermore motivate me.

Iktf brah. That feel is heavier than my 180 kg deadlift. I just live with it now

Have you tried aderrall?

Haven't found a job after uni and all my friends seem to be happy and in jobs or still doing courses

Got to the final stage of a job only to fail at the last hurdle

Depressed as fuck from it... would have killed myself but don't want to cause more grief to my brother and sister as our mum already killed herself

No, why? Isn't that a stimulant?

I've had speed though (amphetamine) which I think is pretty much the same. Wasn't that nice.

Yeah it is, I was just curious your antidepressant seems to have the effect aderrall has on most people. Very focused, energetic, objective oriented. Idk maybe try it once, might help. Don't trust me though I'm not a doctor lol

>finally fucked a girl
>went in raw
>she claims birth control and i pulled out
>still insanely worried

help me

Nothing matters in life user, just have fun and stop giving a fuck, you can also shame her into a abortion for fun to see what happens, if she is you know, preggo.

Don't sweat it dude, you'll be fine. The chances for knocking a girl up when you pull out are almost non-existent, even without birth control.

Really appreciate it guys.

Big kiss and have a comfy night

You pulled out and none went inside her correct? Then it's almost impossible to have gotten her pregnant. You're gonna be fine user. And despite pregnancy scares, always remember that it is actually rather difficult to get a girl pregnant. It took me 4 months to get my wife pregnant and we fucked raw constantly.
Go away jew

i go on grindr and talk with dudes then block them if they wanna hook up
no homo

literally no homo i just have nothing to do

Went on 2 dates with a girl when I was 18 about 3 years ago.
still think about her everyday even though i've had 2 other long term relationships since than.

how do I make it stop anons?

Newfag, die.

I traded booze, coke, friends, and good times, for the gains. between being depressed to begin with, and taking gear / fucking with my hormones I get insanely depressed over stupid shit. Like call in sick to work and stay in bed for 3 days because I wanna kill myself so fucking bad. been mgtow for 8 months now, broke up with my grill a year ago and spent a few months rebound fucking before I realized "hey, I fucking hate people. I don't wanna live with female people and I definitely don't wanna make any mini people with anyone. I don't even miss the sex as much as I thought I would. I miss the fact that someone actually cared about me. Would ask me about my day and actually listen when I vent.

I'd still go see a therapist once a month before I consider inviting another roastie in my life

hope you're having some crazy German sex friendo

that sounds like a good start

do you know her well? do you think she would want to get preggers? precum has some semen inside it so I wouldn't rely on pullout in the future

why do you still have this oneitis dude it makes no sense. there are chicks I used to know that are hot that I now think "damn it would be sweet if I could still hook up with them" but you need to find people in the now otherwise it bogs you down. ask me why I know kek

>why do you still have this oneitis dude it makes no sense. there are chicks I used to know that are hot that I now think "damn it would be sweet if I could still hook up with them" but you need to find people in the now otherwise it bogs you down. ask me why I know kek

I realize its pretty retarded but its just how my mind works. I think it has more to do with having a 10/10 personality compared to all of the roasties i've been attracting lately

>ask out gym 10/10
>she says yes enthusiasticaly
>text her to set up plans
>no response 4 days later
>see her at gym she avoids eye contact

I really dont understand

Have some interesting feels I want to get off my chest

>Be me
>Work in a company
>Company decides to start treating employees who kiss ass as best employees
>I don't kiss ass and not really interested in that type of shit
>Decide to find another job who pays better
>At the time I was a lead engineer for many, many clients and they kept treating me like shit even though the clients who I worked with knew my worth and respected me
>Ended up finding another job, been at another higher paying role for a year now
>Just spoke with former supervisors who I used to work with at other company
>They are complaining they haven't been able to find people up to my skill level
>I laughed since they thought I was worth nothing
>lol, anyway, this company is going down the drain and the company will continue to lose clients
>I will never come back to work for them
>lol, top fucking kek

>One of the best engineers leaves, nobody else takes over my role and company goes down since they can't find good enough people to work their ass off for shit pay

>kek
>This company is done and bleeding clients left and right
>Spoke to said former coworker/friend
>I keep mentioning my new role and company can take their clients and start working on building these solutions for them
>kek, they fucking let me go and other people jumped ship after me
>They cant find people to re-build my work

Girl I like hangs around Chad a lot, but Chad doesn’t really care about her. Everyone tells me to leave her alone but she keeps showing that she likes me and plays stupid hard to get games. I want to pull away but I fucking can’t, we’re so similar and compatible.

thats a positive feel. the coporate ladder is mostly just based on who kisses ass hardest. I know a couple of literally useless people at my work who have worked their for decades just because they kiss ass and don't do anything to get fired.

Just stay in the picture but dont push to hard and look creepy. Eventually she will settle for you when she realizes she cant get chad, assuming you arent friendzoned.

>going for rebound pussy

KEK/10

Mein neger I know that feel, been on countless dates and screwed a lot of girls in the meantime but I still can't let her out of my mind.

rebound pussy > no pussy
I was just answering anons question and I know he cant beat out chad for the qt because hes spending his night alone posting on Veeky Forums

Ay mane he’s talking to her right now and I’m just watching angerly. It’s fukin poetry

I've never used a condom
Keep banging shanks raw bro gl

>cut girl off who treated me like shit for a full year
>say she was an ass and I don't want to be 'friends' or whatever we were anymore
>she complains and asks me to stay
>no lol
>she texts me once every 5 days and I answer once or twice and then say goodnight
>she actually texted me saying good luck on my finals
>"hey thanks you too, have a happy holidays. goodnight"
>she says 'you too'
>then texts me an hour later 'thanks for asking about my exams' with 2 thumb up emojis
>ask her how they went
>she ignores me

she just wanted to ignore me and all it reminded me of is how spiteful she is. still haven't found a girl to replace her, but i'm better off without her

I know that feel user, stay strong

He left and I think she got up to talk to him again walking right past me. I am going to do so many push-ups and air punches when I fucking get home

you are getting into the obsessive territory user, acting like this will lower your chances of getting with qt, just act normal and show interest but not blatantly

I am trust me, I've just been around we talk occasionally and it goes well. It's just when I'm alone I get anxious because I'm a retard. If I could find someone else to preoccupy myself I would but it's just her

Can you guys explain to me why a hedonistic life style isnt objectively the best lifestyle to live? I'm not speaking in terms of reckless abandon hedonism either, just like being as attractive as you can be, striving to be as successful as you can be, living for pleasure under a specific scope (as in not doing hard drugs just because they feel good etc) and basking in material pleasures like flesh, food, drink, and the newest bleeding edge technology? I mean I lift and everything, and obviously it feels good to break your own personal records and set goals and achieve them, but I almost want to say it pales in comparison to the adoration from the opposite sex / your peers from obtaining an attractive physique. Is this wrong?

I often find myself debating with my friends about how morality and different psychological and philosophical schools of thought will lead to a greater understanding and enjoyment of life, but I often find myself wondering if it would simply be easier to live like a hedonist and just enjoy life in the pleasure of it all

because you lose individuality

make some friends
i live pretty rural normally and its a blessing and a curse
anyway since i'm in university now i see people every day now and i actually feel much better

Some people believe a hedonistic lifestyle brings happiness and pleasure but not fulfilment.

I finally got a new job and finally got insurance. I've been thinking about going to see a doctor and having a full mental check up. I kinda want to know exactly what my fuck ups are.

If I am mentally fucked and they give me the option in taking meds, should I just go for it? Do any of you guys have experience in taking meds?

she knows she can get you any time she wants, so she isnt interested in you, she plays those games to feel good i guess but she really wants to be with chad, i recommend to stop talking to her

take the meds goy

because you can't have all of that.

unless of course you were born into extreme wealth, you can .. but even then you won't attain success on the same measure as your access to pleasures.

people seem to forget the most 'successful' business people/lawyers/doctors work all day everyday, they take calls at midnight to accommodate other timezones/get called in to resolve problems/consult, they don't get weekends off, they stay late, they get in early, their entire life revolves around their success.

the misconception that with success comes more time, but that's a fallacy, it's the exact opposite.

I imagine more often than not that if most people were legitimately happy and found pleasure in most things that they would also feel fulfilled

arguing about fulfillment usually leads to a unanimous answer of something along the lines of wealth, job security, unconditional love (or perhaps just often sexual fulfillment for some), and a life filled with experience

Seeing that this is almost what any person would tell you when asked about fulfillment lends some truth to it I think. I think it could be argued that its the people who often DON'T achieve these things that lead them to schools of thought about fulfillment being something entirely different altogether.

I've read before that addy can keep you up a long time and interfere with sleep. That true? Not the first guy you were asking, but I've been curious before. I already have enough troubles sleeping though so if it does cause problems, I'm staying clear.

I don't approach her anymore, I only talk to her when she talks to me first. I can see she's getting more nervous but there's nothing I can really fucking do. This is just so frustrating

Depends what you take it for, I have adhd and I take 15mg ir twice daily, the first month was hard as fuck to sleep.

But it's month three now and I have no trouble at all.

You've already recognized the possibility that hedonism is not a fulfilling lifestyle. Even If you suspend yourself in the illusion you will eventually recognize you want something more and all the efforts you put toward that lifestyle will be in vain. Chasing desires is a dead end and you already know it.

You aren't potato enough to live in bliss forever.

Is having all of that really outside the scope of the average person? I don't think so. Having a nice body is often more than enough to at least grant you access to sexual pleasures if you intend to go looking for it, and regularly at that thanks to the hookup culture of today. Enjoying nice food and drink is subjective, because this doesn't have to equate to wealthy food. An example of this is that I would derive pleasure from learning japanese cuisine, or french, but these are actually normal, every day foods that are often inexpensive, except I just lack the knowledge to cook them at this point in time. Drink would be the same way. Cutting edge technology we can equate to wealth, but in my experience, if you have a desire to earn and a desire to learn, you can be very successful in this country (USA). I would be perfectly content working a job I make enough money from to afford me all of these things, but that doesn't mean I would have to be working at google or walstreet to make this a reality.

If you take it for any type of focus or energy. Is 15mg usually the minimum to feel something? The only time I ever get motivated anymore is when I'm working out, unless I get hooked to a game or show which is rare.

it depends on the job, some low wage people work all day and some high wage people work all day.

How come rich and famous people commit suicide? How come well off men/women in loving marriages w/children cheat on their partners?
Unconditional love brings true happiness, but fulfilment comes from sacrifice.
Wealth, job security, sex... its all materialistic bullshit that serves only yourself.

I took zoloft for 3 years (perscribed) and it just made me feel totally emotional numb and eventually into a deep sadness. My life improved hugely when I stopped taking them

Obviously you cant unswallow a red pill, but I think that doesnt bar you from at least enjoying some of the more shallower things in life along the way

no need to go overboard, I recognize that selfie culture isn't necessarily a good thing, but theres nothing really inherently wrong with people posting pictures of themselves and chronicling their lives on social media, and I dont think theres anything inherently wrong that I partake and enjoy that culture

these things often get ruined by a small but loud minority of brainless shallow people who only live vicariously through the likes of other people on their social media platforms

Unrelenting optimism.

I may be a wizard at 32, but I'm over halfway to my goal weight so 2018 is looking bright.

Before anyone reminds me not to lift for women, I'm getting in shape to beat diabetes (which is working). Looking less awful is a side benefit, not the goal.

DOnt listin to this guy we are here for you

Careful with this reasoning - some people are just insanely fertile and you don't know til it happens

entirely coincidental

under that logic, you're telling me that there comes no fulfillment from achieving wealth, achieving a good job with job security, putting in the work to obtain a good physique, then reaping the benefits by having fun with some sexual partners? None of that requires sacrifice ? The time i'm putting in at school to get a job I enjoy, the time I put in at the gym to achieve a physique that I admire, but that also others admire, these are not sacrifices?

It's all about how you frame the narrative

>If you take it for any type of focus or energy

I take it to be able to act like a normal human being, so focus yeah sure, energy? Mostly mental, physical? No.

>Is 15mg usually the minimum to feel something?

Hell if I know I don't feel the high anymore since the first week~. But remember if you do take adderall that the first week~ you take it you'll get a euphoria side effect that is extremely addicting so watch yourself and remember you can never catch that high again. Also note my adhd is pretty severe

>The only time I ever get motivated anymore is when I'm working out, unless I get hooked to a game or show which is rare.

Yep this was me, it was not adhd but depression caused by my adhd, once I got medicated and started moving my life forward I have motivation for anything.

Sure but your scheme only works when life is going well for you. It's better to find fulfillment in things that you can rely on in good and bad times. If your family is wiped out in a plane crash and you get disfigured in a terrible accident you better have something other than shallow shit going for you.

Never said to not enjoy "lesser" pleasures but those are basically ornamental and you won't be very interested in them if you are old and reflecting on your life's history. Basically, don't make your hedonic pleasures your primary desires.

How can all of that be sacrifice if EVERYONE is doing it. If everyone was truly sacrificing themselves, there would be nobody left

>How can all of that be sacrifice if EVERYONE is doing it. If everyone was truly sacrificing themselves, there would be nobody left

are you suggesting you need to become a martyr to feel fulfilled

I'm don't think I have ADHD. I'm just your normal unmotivated fuck. Depressed? Maybe. Not really too uncommon anymore. I can function in public fairly normal though.

I'm not trying to make light of your adhd. I'm just curious if addy might help at all every once in a while. I don't want to become a pill popper.

Check to see what your insurance covers first. You might find yourself with a hefty bill if you aren't careful.

Never took it as you taking light of my adhd, but using it once in a while would be fine, if not great since you'll get that euphoria over and over, all you have to make sure is not to get addicted and your good bro.

I'm suggesting that the more you give/sacrifice for others, the more enlightened you may feel. Saying you go to school, lift weights and fuck thots doesn't sound very fucking fulfilling.

I cut out all girls from my life, and delete all social media, stopped going out and now just lift, work, study, play games, repeat.

This is my life also, wake up, take medication, fuck around for 4 hours, take meds, study, lift, chill for a bit, sleep.

I basically did this after graduating college until I was 30. Now I'm a wizard and trying to get dates.

You think you can just forget about it, but you won't. Sooner or later you remember you are lonely. The longer you wait to do something about it the easier it is to become bitter.

I'm not saying you need to change what you are doing, I'm just warning you that ignoring the problem isn't the same ss dealing with it.

I'm prepping for college right now, so I will most likely change it up once i'm in, thanks for the advice though.

I've tried everything I could. Most people don't like me. Most people hang out once and never again.

Have kids and find a way to ditch the mother. That is true purpose and happiness.

that is the exact furniture I have in my apartment. dae live in waterloo here?

if you are addicted to porn, honestly quit for a month, no jerking off either and you will notice how much better you'd feel, it ain't no meme my friend.

are you me?
do this to bump my self esteem when im feeling especially crummy

>tfw u get like 20 new matches with guys within minutes after switching gender preferences on tinder

bros i keep going soft during sex and i am not sure why
>hooking up with qt redhead
>she mentions using a condom
>ok, she starts riding me but she's kinda bad at it
>kinda crushing my pelvis with her body
>i go soft
>we keep going and i get hard again

she asked me if i came and i said no, the feeling was dreadful.

this has happened with a few chicks i've been with and i think i get into a mental cycle of being worried about not performing

how do i stop doing this? i've been on nofap for around a week now. it's too embarrassing to mention to people irl and i don't want to keep dissappointing my lovers. i told her tht i was a little nervous. she's really into me but did i fuck up and show weakness by saying that?

maybe condoms make me soft, but i always feel like i'm fucking up. still never came with a chick :-(
any advice ?

try eating spicy food and garlic on the day before fucking a few hours before. I used to have anxiety induced ED because I would just think too much brah. On top of this one of my exes would just ridicule me about my refraction period and made me feel pretty worthless in bed sometimes. Alot of it can be in your mind, I have a new gf and she doesn't have as much sexual experience as my shitty ex, and she doesn't judge me in bed. This fact alone has improved everything about my performance. Keep researching and if everything has failed then it's medical dude. Godspeed.

I pulled out but she still got preggo. even a little bit of pre cum could knock up a girl. Just pray you didn't bro.

You lift them
If you keep lifting heavier feels it means you're getting stronger.
You can make it bruh
We all can.

this was me until i got chlamydia
condom's aren't just a meme kids

Delet

spare me pupper

>Not blasting inside and wishing yourself a happy father's Day with a trip to the hardware story every year just in case

Shiggy diggy my man

I recommended a dosage of watching Zyzz - Inspirational Speeches on YouTube in the early morning before starting my day desu.

Whenever texting an ex or girl who is like that, never ask a question. Always keep your response short and end it.
>how's you
>good thanks.

or, the best course of action

>never reply

>tfw plan to get ex back very well on track
>tfw might have just messaged her once too much on a stressful night and she hasn't responded

might have to take a few days off from it ffs hate not getting replied to

because you'll burn out. this is relative though.
if you think hugh hefner had an enviable old age i guess you can try

Everyday is blessed
Find happiness in progress
Still I yearn for death

why do you want her back?
what changed?

>new class
>meet new girl
>starting to like her more and more
>we become good friends
>introduce her to my best friend
>they end up falling in love
>now we all hang out together, we are all so happy